im really really very disappointed with sec ones' cca results. the school is obviously acting too bias! TSK TSK. u can faint by seeing the no.s . & shannon had a new name - 'emo-non' LOL'
had FA Comp training today. shuwen started to get zi-lian and there goes all of us zi lian-ing. LOL' i took these two pics:
i wonder what happen to all of us today. the drills simply sucks and i get tired so fast. lingfeng's voice got some prob. suhailah's action very slow. and i keep forgetting my command! WHAT'S THIS? >=(
hope we'll get better. and im sure we can . (;
oh btw, this is 'MY THE SON' !! =D
so cute rite? xuan took it using her mp4. LOL! love him yarh? XIAO XIN~~
after training went to bugis with family. sister have to buy new year clothes. and guess what? BLACK & RED ALERT !!
isnt it nice? i love it alot eehh.. whole thing is $39. sobx sobx. LOL! and we saw adriano. ALERT ! he thought i gossip bout him and he keep staring at me and my sis. WAHH! dont be sensitive . bought another blouse too. last thing on the shopping list : red handbag. i will find it soon right?
hmmm, im worried bout fri's sec one orientation. ohh no, nth will go wrong i hope );
how time flies~ it was half a year since then. you see, time flies when u dont want it to. its really very saddening. only then i realise it had alr been half a year. sounded so long. hope that tml PE can run outside. i wanna run!
*WHENEVER YOU NEED A HELPING HAND, I'D ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU. BUT SEEMS LIKE IM IN NO POSITION TO STRETCH OUT MY HAND. YOU DONT NEED IT, YOU DONT WANT IT. I WONT BE ABLE TO HELP YOU IN ANY WAYS EITHER. & ALL THAT I HAD ASKED FOR WAS THIS SIMPLE. *
with love @ 23:33
had pork porridge with carin this morning. WAHH! its like having steamboat during winter. so shiok (; cos these few days the wind anyhow blow. haas'
had physics test.. its exactly the same as the pretest lorh. zzz. i didnt succeed in memorising all. disappointed ); nvm larh. can pass can lerh. then this stupid minhan broke my stapler! awww~ my precious stapler! it has gone thru thick n thin with me.. )'; sobx sobx.
& he didnt even apologise >=(
nvm, english was fun today. we had to draw a person who is memorable to you and list out his/her physical appearance, character blah blah. i drew XIAOXIN (; he is "my the son" hahah.
tml then upload the pic (;
i had been laughin loudly throughout the discussion and stuffs. everything is so funny. those characters that other ppl drew is hilarious. especially dom heng's. like ant liddat. oso dunno give who see. LOL' i dunno y i keep laughing non-stop. its uncontrollable.
then had briefing for flag day in the amphi-theatre. its so boring can. everyone is talking among themselves yet the speaker still continue her speech. DUMB. the whole briefing about 50mins then end. bell ring alr still haven talk finish. poor time managament. T_T "
im disappointed with how the school tally the results for sec 1s cca. a bunch of BRAINLESS ppl. nv think properly and give nonsense results. somemore took so long. NO STANDARD! simply sucks larh.
a moment of laughters can prevent you from thinking far. it works, it really did.*I PUT ON A SMILE AND I LAUGHED ALOUD TO AVOID THE TRUTH. WILL YOU EVER LOOK INTO MY EYES AND UNDERSTAND WHAT I HAVE TO SAY?*
with love @ 22:11
WAHH! THIS IS SO DISAPPOINTING!!! TML NO CHECK UP ARHH!! ITS ON THE 6TH OF FEB. TSK TSK >=(
THIS IS HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT!! ARGHH~!!
with love @ 18:37
didnt bring maths tb and had to sit on the floor . that's so bad );
in bio i was helping aidil with his chinese letter to stacey which is full of errors. for that this weixing come and say me. what's the prob? come and disturb me when i didnt even do anything to him? as if im the mastermind to what hongyi did. that's like T_T "
then victor said something to aidil. he said that if ben come and see the present stacey gave to aidil and realise that stacey had also given him that thing before too. it would be very funny. LOL'
& this aidil drew a pic for stacey and wrote 'our never-ending fairytale' FAIRYTALE ALERT! i hate it. and i jus throw the paper back to him. haas' and those stupid ppl say i should just forget the past and blah blah.. yarh yarh. enough of these nonsense.
after sch went to formosa. actually wanted to have mee siam. but .. .. .. ..
then shared zha jiang mian with amanda instead. the noodle is so sticky. wonder what's going on. and the stupid waiter didnt give me the plate i requested. formosa's service attitude is getting from bad to worse. had fried mantou too. its yummy = b
tml got check-up . haix~ the waiting time is gonna kill. zzz
is it human instinct to gossip? are they controllable? i wonder why human beings are so sensitive and mindful.
they did knocked some sense into my head. but its not gonna be of any use. i guess.
*SHOULD I JUST PRETEND I KNOW NOTHING? OR SHOULD I REALLY THINK THROUGH AND MAKE A FINAL DECISION? YES, I KNOW NOTHINGS' GONNA BE BACK.*
with love @ 15:55
today is like a weekday to me. reached sch at 7plus am cos have to pack nice nice the St.John room as the sick-bay is moving in real soon. had some foot-drills too. WAHH. the drills arhh.. really CMI. especially the NC team. haix~ whats the prob man? there's a problem with everyone. so disappointing.
then went to 7-11. there was this blind uncle who wants to go 7-11 too. n i helped him. haas'.. so kind rite? (; but he got alot of request. like this n like that. though i understand his hokkien, but his pronounciation is really bad. haiyoyo. i think the cashier was quite du lan with him. LOL'
then after that daddy ask me peii him go wheelocks to repair his N70. there were so many ppl there. we waited one hr for our turn. and i realised something. most of the ppl who went for service holds Nseries phone. mostly every counter is talk bout Nseries phone one. LOL! Nseries phone is so lousy. still got one lady complain until very wu sehh. LOL! nokia is deproving. & i was sitting on the table beside daphne khoo's today. hahah (;
i had SUBWAY today!! yay! it has been a long time since i have it. had cold cut trio. cos wanna have something simple. LOL'
& i went home to receive some stupid attitude!! this mother suddenly come bang open my door and rake up bout the mini skirt issue. & its SUDDENLY can ? come n shout shout shout. daddy asked her not to shout. and she shouted at him too ! she was so fierce and loud . wtf . just whats her freakin prob? does she even need to shout like this lorh. she can jus go rot far far larh. however, the root of this prob is cos of MICHELLE LEONG. bloody hell. i was freakin angry and irritated. ZZZ!!
alright, enough of that. dont say anymore. today is DONNY'S BIRTHDAY ! (; recently has no time for him. will buy him a present real soon yarh? haas' !
*I WONDER WHY ARE WE SO AWKWARD. SOMETIMES I WISH I CANT SEE, I DONT HEAR. BUT SOMEHOW, I SAW, I HEARD.*
with love @ 22:20
early in the morning this carin msg me ask me dont pang sehh her bluetooth trasmitter during f&n. wahh. say me like what liddat. disapppointed ! T_T "
then had f&n short test. it was easy. hahah. "Many Girls Feel Good. Dont Swing Like Monkey. Please Give Papa Some Candies." LOL'!! this is the formula to rmb carbohydrates and examples. very nonsense right? haas'.
today's chinese was very very funny. me, ley and minhan were talkinga about the NO POK joke. then we started laughing and imitating. this minhan is very funny. hahah. then me and ley couldnt control our laughters despite many warnings from tomato. at last she chased us out of her class. zzz but we were still laughing. HAHAH. this stupid girl dont allow us to take our bags even after class end. eugene help us take she also go gan him. whats the prob? still say she gonna split us up if this happen again. WAHH. this is our first time getting so high in her class lorh. where got first time then liddat one? unfair siah.
WHO ASK THE JOKE SO FUNNY ! LOL'!
after sch went to paint our St.John cupboards to white cos the sick-bay gonna move in. the room is so messy and smelly now. cant stand the sight of it ! somemore tml no time to arrange lorh. sir so anxious wanna have training. TSK TSK. then had another lecture session cos some ppl like to slack. haiyoyo! waste my breathe for scolding. had a short footdrill session. this NC team really very lousy eehh. must put in more effort!
tml having first-aid. wonder got enough time anot. haiya~ stress arhh );
give me more
TIME please. so tired. this stupid sick-bay add more things for me to handle. DAMN IT.
i hate to have cca on fri. cos sure will see someone who doesnt want to see me. its very disappointing. seriously. i dont know whats the prob and why is this going on?
*& I FOUND THE REASON WHY THIS LOVE IS DIFFERENT FROM THE PAST FEW ONES. IT HAS BEEN SO LONG, BUT YET .. .. ..*
with love @ 22:26
today is a cold day. brrr~
basics was funny today. leslie n lesley had conflicts among themselves. leslie said something that offended ley. me and melvin cant do anything. their quarrels were funny. n ley cried. or almost? i dont rmb. =x
this leslie not a gentleman. keep bully girl one. at last he still let ley pinch twice. so the matter is like settled? LOL'
but he is still irritating larh. like to go ard di siao ppl one. zzz
had emaths test. its quite easy actually. mayb cos there was a recap before hand.
then went to hall for ballet performance from SDT. the ballerinas all dance so nice. some of the moves.. wahh! impressive. but the duration was kinda long. we'd get bored );
after sch had roasted meat rice with amanda and carin. it was nice yarh? then went to sheng siong to get some tidbits. there was this wang wang package which comprises of all the wang wang products. this amanda and carin wanna hypnotise me buy. wahh! think i so easily kanna hypnotise arhh? disappointed !
im now currently addicted to
SOUR POWER. hahah. its nice (;
n the song 'wo yi wei' is so nice. listen listen !!
St.John is stressing again. awww~ saddenning )'; really very sad one. especially competition team. haix~ mus jia you jia you jia you !
*THERE'S A MOTIVE AND INTENTION TOWARDS EVERY LIE. BE IT A WHITE ONE OR A BLACK ONE.*
with love @ 22:32
i think among all the chinese lessons, the compo one is the most fun one. cos sure got funny things happen and prevent you from falling aslp. haas'. today this carin wanna make me vomit blood. she wrote '名牌' as '名脾'. somemore wrote so many. make me see until pek cek arhh. and she want to write more chim chim words to her compo? what's with her i wonder.
& this melvin said he '要糖得糖,要字得字'. its very nonsense but all of us were laughing. LOL'
there's entertainment in compo lessons. (;
this amaths is getting more and more difficult. its so hard to understand and do !! >= (
after school went to jp with xuan. the bus was freaking long. ZZZ !! had carrot sticks. its yummy :P
and i bought something (;
it is called a 'shorts' on the label. U.P was $19. now $10 only. haas'
lit worksheet is very hard to do. the amaths also. awww~ so tough can !! its really disappointing to see this. saddening );
*也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生*
with love @ 22:13
WAHH!! today we were chiong-ing from the first lesson till the period before recess. didnt have the time to stop and rest. disappointed. then this hongyi go hide riri's physics tb. this caused riri to take the book i borrowed from jason. stupid hongyi caused so much trouble. speak of the devil!! he just appeared online. zzz
and this sharon gan really likes to flirt. sec 1 boys also wanna flirt. rin say she'll update what this flirt said today in her blog. check it out yarh.
then had 'zha jiang mian' at formosa after school. its nice yarh. that stupid auntie attituded us! dont wan serve us! treat us as transparent. TSK TSK
then had mcflurry in mac. ahahaha. amnita was there too and she treated us fries. (;
T_T " ate too much alr.
the skirt amanda sold me is indeed short yarh. i didnt know its that short. haiyoyo.
no wonder that hypnotiser say wear leggings would be nice. WAHH. how can. zzz
n this ley recommended this lyrics to me which is nice =D
Melodies of Life
Alone for awhile I've been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
To weave by picking up the pieces that remained
Melodies of life, love's lost refrain
Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold
In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name
A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life
To the sky beyond the flying birds, forever and beyond
So far and away, see the bird as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings
In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?
A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life
To the sky beyond the flying birds, forever and beyond
If I should leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we'll carry on
Melodies of life
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts
As long as we remember
however, the song is like a lullaby. disappointed.
*Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?*
with love @ 17:34
went bugis with xuan today. saw victor there too. haas' call so many times then response. whats his prob?
bought a pair of black boots for
$37 only!! another shop is selling at $45. wahh. cheat money eehh
nice ??
me and xuan bought the same one. but hers is white. next time can exchange and wear. LOL'
the heels is not that high. but the design is nice =D
after that, went to buy the dress i tried earlier on. its $26 tgt with the red belt. hahah thats the belt i had wanted to buy. so happy that its one set (;
its happy to see dresses with short lengths.
bugis is such a nice place to shop for clothes.
next target is to hunt for nice top, nice coin purse and red handbag. LOL'
new year is coming!! YAY!
after that went to dhoby xchange. wanted to buy the black & red shorts. but its not that nice );
i want more black & red things ! please surface now!
the Q for tako balls at PS is so long. zzz. disappointed. PS is boring.
& this victor say he bought two plain tees at topman. one black one red. it makes me go WAHH WAHH WAHH.
sch again tml. so sianx~ have to face the prawn again T_T "
*THE 'ONCEs' WERE THE PASTS THAT WE SHOULDNT BE HOLDING ON TO. HOWEVER, ITS EASIER TO BE SAID THEN DONE.*
with love @ 22:56
OHH NO! what nonsense is this? i had been slpin since 3pm. am i really that tired? iyoyo. recoup all the loss slp for the past week. LOL' ytd was too tired too. didnt blog.
anyways, ytd went to ngee ann open hse. its packed and the courses are kinda boring. nth really interest you deep to your heart. however, they are alot of CCAs. dont know so many for what. i want see the 'Song Composing Club' but cant locate the booth. zzz
we had free candy floss and ice cream (;
so.. today, went for home nursing course by senior aina. she was here at 9. we were there at 8. so the one hour we did some bandaging. can see that sir is not satisfied with the attendance and stuffs. his face was black all the time. it has always been like this. haix~
oh btw, LEY made a banner for me! HAHAH. its nice. thanks LEY! =D
check it out on the blog.
awww~ im kinda feeling hungry now. i ate horfun today only. LOL!
*IM WONDERING DID I THOUGHT OF YOU TODAY. I HOPE NOT. ITS A GOOD START I GUESS.*
with love @ 23:44
OHH YES! i got hotdog from ley today! finally =D
i wonder why today whole day in sch no mood. really is no mood. haix~ i wonder y.
after sch had mac with rin,amanda and weixing. so full.
then went bigbookshop with amanda. after that, we saw nice hair accessories at the first level ! WAHH.. so nice can! amanda was happly-flying. LOL! prepare to see some nonsense hair from both of us tml. HAHAH
and the most disappointing part is we were caught in the rain. what a stupid encounter with the rain. it poured down so suddenly and so heavily larh. TSK! and we walked here and there so as to have a shelter to get to mummy there. but in the end, we were still drenched! WAHH
borrowed an umbrella from mummy's friend. LOL! then we seeked refuge at blk435
so DISAPPOITED! the road at the traffic light is flooded! our shoes were soaked in mud water k? haiyoyo
then amanda's parents come and fetch her. the experience was kinda fun though. LOL!
went home chiong DICEY BUSINESS. now watching last episode lerh. HAHAH. xuan would be so jealous ! tml goin NP. good things will happen right? im looking forward. and yes! im lookin forward to see tomato's reaction to our hair too! (;
& this carin disappointed me!! where is my PHANTOM? T_T "
stupid leg is sure to leave a big and ugly scar. sobx~
*YOU ONCE MADE ME SMILE WITH ALL MY HEART. BUT NOW, I CANT SMILE. I DONT KNOW HOW TO.*
with love @ 22:24
i wonder why am i so tired today ;(
so much homework . zzz
& i forgotten to do history. haiyo~
tml must chiong.
ben sat next to me during bio today. awww~ this is like so. . . . . what shit is this.
after sch had maths lesson. this eng wee give us algebra worksheet. want us to start from basic. dots! then have training. attendance was poor. disapointed.
reached home at 7. just in time to watch the drama. (;
after that chiong homework. jean chng sucks larh. so stress to have her as teacher. she doesnt even teach us. just copy copy copy all the way. waste ink. zzz
ohh yes. ley finally promised to make hotdog for me tml! hahaha. =D
thats great!
*SO NEAR YET SO FAR. I FELT THE DISTANCE. ITS DRIFTING SO FAST.*
with love @ 22:21
there's this funny thing that happenend in chinese today. LEY asked me if 'ji ben' derh 'ji' is the 'ji hui' derh 'ji'. i said no and i wrote the correct one for her. after that, victor ask me the same Q too ! although the example he gave was 'fei ji' LOL!! AEROPLANE ALERT. both of them have the same thinking. HAHAH . i was laughing like mad. and melvin chia was laughing madly too because of the AEROPLANE. haas' victor was too ashamed to ask me for the correct word =X
had A maths test today. its not very difficult. at least i know how to do some (;
then had SS test. its a group one though. whole group was obviously copying. LOL'
& this charine really like to flirt eehh. especially with the BB boys. keep interrupt our group discussion. DISAPPOINTED.
during physics, ronnie teo brought the 'BALL MACHINE'. LOL' his hair stand !! hahah
funny.
after sch had roasted meat rice with amanda. yummy ;P
then went shengsiong buy some tidbits for tml. MARSHMELLOW ALERT =D
*WHERE DO I STAND; WHERE DO I BELONG? IN THAT WORLD OF YOURS.*
with love @ 22:41
today this prawn raised his voice louder than usual to teach us. WAHH. so irritating. somemore he like to smile at me. whats this ?!? *yucks*
then this sharon gan attituded amanda and carin today. what a war. in the end, she apologised. whats the point of arguing than? zzz
then went IKEA to eat with carin. meatballs; chicken wing; hotdog; ice cream ALERT !! hahah (;
then went to queensway to search for back pack. but there isnt any nice );
there's nth in queensway. haiyoyo.
& this amanda put the ben's pri 6 pic in my emaths notebook. tsk tsk ! LOL'
this stupid leslie di siao me today. he is really very irritating can !! >= (
*DID I EVER CAUGHT YOUR ATTENTION? );*
with love @ 22:56
ate teochew porridge for lunch today with daddy and sister. its so expensive can. a few dishes cost $19.9o. somemore we saw a lady complaining that the worker over-charged her. WAHH. thats ridiculous. anyhow charge ppl.
then went to tiongbahru plaza. BLACK and RED shoelace alert ! hahaha. so happy when i saw it =D one side is black and one side is red. so nice right? heex'
had frog for dinner. mummy's first frog cooking. LOL' and its nice. haas'. amanda should be drooling and tsk-ing away. HAHAH!!
the homework this weekend is so much. had a hard time doing and i dont have the time to finish history. haix~ the lit hw is so bloody hard can. dont even understand at all ! and i got all the answers for a maths wrong. this is so disappointing ! >= (
this leg is still very pain. wonder how i to climb the stairs tml ;(
& its the 14th again. it has been 4mths yarh. haix~ shag
*I DONT HAVE TO RMB IT BY HEART. EVERYTHING HAS ALR STAYED THERE.*
with love @ 23:22
there's no rain in the morning. only a small drizzle. but it doesnt affects the performance. everything went on as usual. HOWEVER ! this is where the disappointments started.
ronnie teo said he would give us time to set up our scene. but if i never go ask him, he would start everything without informing me alr ! and the PA even played our song when we arent even ready. WHATS THIS LARH. made us have to rush here and there. WTH !!
what is more angry is that the first bench is wet k? and i slipped on the table. my injured leg was like so pain ! i would never forget what ronnie teo has done. and i would never forgive him. DAMN HIM !
everyday got so many ppl want attitude one. ytd was T&F and today is ronnie teo. this is my unlucky year i guess. SHIT IT. >= (
n this ashley! attitude BB and St.John today. so rude for what. no time say no time larh. cut in when ppl talking. no manners ! somemore still stare at me. stare what?!? glad that you had a scolding from jena. see you next time still dare anot. zzz !!
ok. enough of those unhappiness.
today's performance, i dont grade it well. cos, we arent even prepared! haix~ thanks to ronnie !
the display side is quite ok. we had 20 over sec1s interested in joining our orientation. thats remarkable ; )
some sec 1s were really interested i can see. hmmm, i guess aricia and earnest would be permanent lerh barh? LOL' !
and thats me today! alot of things on the uniform. actually got badges on the left sleeve one. but lingfeng take this pic cant see. zzz
my face looks tired. LOL !
after open hse went to clementi CC to collect cheque. waited 1hr k. arthur fong talked so long. and there were 300 ppl in front of me who were collecting. thats like waste time. i dont see the need for ceremony.
and this leg is getting more painful. even have difficulties in walking ; (
what a long post today . LOL'
tired alert !
*ITS JUST A 'HI' AND 'BYE' IM ASKING FOR. WHY IS IT SO HARD? I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND*
with love @ 22:26
it has been raining since ytd. that's like so long alr. whats this? and its so bloody cold today. brrr~
this afiqah disappointed me again. i asked to come by 1430. but she came at 1530. what's this? wanna test my patience is it? she will taste it after everything ! >= (
didnt have rehearsal today due to the rain. then decorated our display room. that's like, so much to do eehh ! then all UGs have to assemble together to come to a conclusion. after dismiss alr, still must meet again. haiyoyo.
this time the rain did stop a little. so we had the UG formation. the flag is heavy. cos the NP's pole is heavy. zzz. had the rehearsal twice then have to go NP cadet room to lend the flag barrier belt. those belts are so attitude can. cannot slot one. still must use spanner. LOL'
and the belt is kinda too long for me ; (
awww~ im short ;'(
&&&! quarrelled with T&F ppl todae. they say us NO STANDARD! what's this? uncivilised. complained to tham. but he is obviously siding them. and the 'head' said sorry so unwillingly. and when i want to leave, this dont know boy or girl tripped me. lucky i didnt fell. and i turned back to her and say 'dont try to be funny'. im really really very pissed larh.
trust us to help you all during X-country and sports day. dont even know how to express your gratitudes. DISAPPOINTED.
hope tomorrow, want wet then everything wet. want dry then everything dry pls. this weather kinda nonsense. so irritating. haiyo ! i dont like this CCA OPEN HSE !
today 7plus then go home. so late. haix~ somemore not everything done. what's the prob larh. no time alert.
-to cry in public is so shameful-
i was so invisible in your eyes.
even if im standing in front of you, i cant see myself
*THAT WAS THE TIME WHEN I NEEDED YOUR CONCERN, EVEN IF ITS JUST SIMPLE REGARDS. BUT IT HURTS ME SO MUCH WHEN YOU JUST WALK AWAY.
YOU WALKED AWAY.*
with love @ 22:18
STUPID WEATHER ! rain so big. make until no rehearsal, waste our time >= (
y our poles so short ? LOL'
& this leg is getting more painful. = (
today ran around with the stretcher. WAHH. so tired can. somemore leg is so pain.
and this afiqah ! nv bring badges again ! WTH. tml nv bring again i will seriously blast. this so angryfying! zzz
hope tml's weather is not nonsense. if not, no rehearsal, will die can ! haiyoyo.
i want saturday to be a success. after so many torturings on the legs arhh, dont nonsense pls!
GO ST.JOHN GO ! =)
*WHEN I WAS SCREAMING IN PAIN, I WISHED YOU WERE HERE. BUT YOU WERENT THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST. AND YOU WONT BE HERE ANYMORE.*
with love @ 22:39
today is another long day. after school rehearse for CCA open hse with all the UGs. haix~ its tiring. and i fell halfway through the performance. its so embarassing can. zzz. its painful, but seems like not alot of people saw it. phew~
can you imagine how i bathe? its so so so painful can ; (
fell down during first rehearsal, still got second more to go. thats is so saddening. lucky its not that pain in school. if not dunno how to continue .
tml got another rehearsal again, hope this leg dont attitude. and this hand also, it feels like sprain but somehow doesnt. PLEASE DONT NONSENSE.
hmmm, today's performance was a great improvement ! stretcher team did it ! YAY ! woolala~ finally. efforts didnt go down to the drain. but the actual thing is coming. and ive still got more things to prepare. stress alert.
*IM JUST LIKE NOTHING TO YOU. AND I MEAN
NOTHING. FEELING INFERIOR
*
with love @ 22:44
im half asleep now i guess. dont know why feel so tired.
after sleeping in chinese class then made me realise that i need more sleep.
feel so dread to wake up every morning ; (
after school, had a short rehearsal with my stretcher team. me and lingfeng had some kinda injuries. and we were aching all over. thats saddening. after that, we stayed back to do fake wounds for display during CCA open hse. its so hard to make can ! all our hands were orange in color, cos of those plasticines. and my fingers were in red, cos of the red syrup. we spent about two hours completing the thing. wahh~ so pek cek !
at home still must do all the hw. so nonsense can. still must bring so many books to school. zzz. torturing us. and the teachers cant really teach well. awww~ thats very bad larh. T_T
tml is combine UG rehearsal. hope nothing will go wrong. PLEASE DONT GO WRONG ! X(
i will seriously die if anything happens. seems like the seniors think that we arent committed, ohh man. this is so hurting can.
i believe there's still lots more things for me to do. but at this present status, i cant remember anything.
HALF-DEAD*AND YOU DONT SEE WHAT'S BEHIND MY SMILE AND TEARS.*
with love @ 22:31
TIRED ALERT~
today is such a tired day. rehearsals and stuffs. juniors aint putting effort T_T
no effort = more scoldings. get this clear and wake up your idea yarh?
parade square is such a sacred place to us UGs. we have to negotiate here and there to have the place. and you would get so pressurize even though you got the place.
& he dont even wish to talk to me to ask for the place.. haix~ is it so hard for him to open his mouth? am i like some monster or what who would eat him up? zzz
all the performances this year aint going well i guess. everyone's doing last minute training. wed and thurs still got combine rehearsals. AWWW~ i dont want ; (
its so embarrassing. and we would make a fool of ourselves if we dont do well. STRESS STRESS STRESS arhh!
i cant communicate with this prawn well. probably cos i cannot understand his prawn's language. he likes to look at me and expect i would understand what he wants. at least call my name and let me know that im interrupting can? zzz
and his teaching skills CMI. i want eng wee to teach larh !!
*& YOU WOULD JUST OCCUPY MY MIND WHENEVER THERE'S TIME. NO MATTER WHERE AM I OR WHAT AM I DOING. YOU STILL STAYS THERE.
& THERE WERE TIMES WHEN THERE WERE STILL SPARKLES IN MY EYES. I FELT SO TIRED.*
with love @ 22:27
woke up at 1plus today. last nite 3plus then slp. zzz
stayed at home the whole day. did maths hw. aww~ last 3Qs so hard ; (
finally got the command thing done. thanks amanda ! ;) she helped me with it.
hope that everything would turn well tml. im so afriad of the attendance. NO DISAPPOINTMENT PLS ! the battle starts tml. GO STRETCHER TEAM GO ! dont waste the whole week's effort. must do well !
sch again tml. sianx~ not enough slp. so shag arhh.
*& I WOULD NEVER FORGET YOU. TIME WONT WASH YOU AWAY.*
with love @ 22:36
a tired day today. early in the morning train for CCA open hse. new formation new plan. everything was in a mess. parade square werent available. have to use the plaza. T_T
haix~ the juniors aint putting in their effort to do. they aint serious at all. cant they even sense the importance for this event? they seriously wanna make me die. just a little effort seem to be too much for them. whats the problem man. >= (
sir's face was as black as baojingtian. haix~
seems like eveything is not preopared, there's still so much thing to do. and we are only left with less than a week. haix~
stretcher team has some problems coordinating together. i wonder why. are we gonna make it? can we be able to make it? if it werent for the little time available, i believe we can do even better. AWWW~ i just realise that i have so much things undone.
SO MUCH.
im really very stress. seriously i think im gonna collapse soon. i cant take it anymore. how i wish that i could just let go everything. i aint a good CSM. i aint a good leader. somemore there's this fellow comrade who keeps giving me a lot of problem. what exactly does she wants? all day long with all her stupid lame excuses. CUT THE CRAPS ! ARGHH ~!!
luckily there's something happy today to appease my angers. i watched DEATH NOTE 2 today with amanda ! its so nice although the seats are a little disappointment. i wonder why carin thinks that its a rush ending. i find it quite okay ;P
but the meal before the show was a great disappointment. a hotdog and a bread, plus a little fries and a cup of ice lemon tea can cost you $8.8o. what kind of SUPERDOG is this? without coupon, it costs up to $12 arhh! so nonsense. and its not nice. there's a strange taste. anybody reading this please dont go and try.
&&& , i bought black and red rubber band. ALERT !!
now i have to rack my brains to finish all the necessary St.John things. who can freaking help me? i cant cope larh ! next week have to stay back everyday for the open hse. its so torturing ! FA COMP training is coming soon too. i can really go fail my O levels liao. forget about studying. all my time can just be spent on St.John.
CRUEL FATE
with love @ 22:27
im feeling so busy, so packed. everyday have to do this and that. dont even have time for my own. however, being busy doesnt get him out of my head. sadden ; (
today arhh.. this jean chng say i speak not loud enough . still say will come and kiss me if she gets closer. WAHH. WHAT'S THIS? so nonsense larh. she terrorises everyone in the class. its so stressful to be in her class. you wont get to rest !
AWWW~ CCA open hse would be here again. so many things to plan. so afriad that the performance is not good =x
had just changed the plan. its so last min. ; (
and now ive got trouble burning the song to the CD. zzz
haiyo ! when will this torture ends? tomorrow is my DOOMSDAY.
this year aint a successful year i can predict.. haix haix haix ~
*& WHEN YOU DECIDED TO FEIGN IGNORANCE; I HAVE TO PRETEND WITH YOU TOO.
I FEEL SO TIRED. YOU HAD NEVER LONGED FOR MY PRESENCE. HOWEVER, YOU JUST KEEP LINGERS IN MY MIND. IM STILL REMINISCING*
with love @ 23:16
what is this? a prawn aka kangaroo teaching us maths? how can we understand? this sch arhh, keep giving us nonsense teacher . how can we pass like this? disappointed. and oh yarh, he dont know how to speak proper eng. zzz
stupid weather ! happy happy then come rain. somemore so big ! so idiotic derh.
lucky carin is taking a cab, can longbang.. haas'
HAIX HAIX HAIX ~ stjohn is seriously stressing me. im dying soon ; (
tons and tons of work.. ARGHH ~ i have no time ; (
i once thought you would stand by me. i wonder why we had became so awkward. i wonder what's wrong. what's going on?
today charine chai say we should let go of our past and plan for the future. zzz
would it be possible?
im afraid of Os.
XUAN, i miss you darling. come back fast !!
dying soon again.
*IT WONT COME TO AN END. EVERYTHING WONT END. UNLESS YOU LEAVE
OR I LEAVE.*
with love @ 22:10
DISAPPOINTED. first day of sch late alr. LOL'
the bus interchange was attituding. within 7mins come one bus alr. what's this? last time where got so fast one? zzz on the bus.. amanda called carin. say is TOMATO ask where is she.
TSK. we thought MARY HENG is our ft lorh. >:(
reach sch alr more angry. TOMATO is still the ft. wahh wahh wahh. what a huge disappointment. >:( and that principal talk so long..making us feel like slping. zzz
and ohh yarh !! TOMATO is pregnant! LOL'
this TOMATO, first day of sch want to eat our money alr. NONSENSE
still have to face her for the rest of the year. haiyoyo. thought we would be free alr ;(
when she announce that JEAN CHNG would be our EL/LIT teacher, everyone in the class went 'huhh......' saddening. why like that one. ;((
eng wee attituded today. shout and shout and shout. made us stand for so long. T_T
still ask us to write what GOALS; SUCCESS etc derh nonsense. if no one page cannot go. WAHH
&&&!! he got a helper, "MR PRAWN". LOLOLOLOLOL'!!
IYO~ this AI arhh, last min say no transport cannot come. zzz
awww~ so many things to do for St.John. this and that missing. so stress.
so many events coming up soon. NOT ENOUGH TIME ALERT ;(
POP pls come faster... O levels pls go further.
with love @ 17:17
today accompanied xuan to jurong east to buy textbooks. the Q in POPULAR is super long. getting the textbooks need to Q, at the casheir also need to Q. just by Q-ing can kill you. didnt know tt alot of ppl like to buy textbooks during last min. LOL' not all books were available ;(
saw black and red notebook! but there's the word 'ELEGANCE' there.. not that nice.
searching for black and red file attempt failed. ;(
took neos today! xuan say she wanna scan, so cannot upload now. zzz.
ate KOBAYASHI. the potato is nice =)``
tml starting sch. wonder what thing will happen. :X
im afraid to go sch. LOL' nonsense!! whats this? still need carin to accompany.
HOPELESS ALERT!
with love @ 21:56
YAY !
finish with the skins and stuffs lerh. spent so long time eehh. hmmm.. start a new yr with a blog. heex' (;
btw.. saw
RAINBOW todae !! so nice. see the pics below xD
so nice horh? cab sae i will be lucky for one yr. LOL'. nonsense.
haix~, its o1 again. ;'(
SHAGG
with love @ 01:03
DECIDED TO START A BLOG
today is o1o1o7. HAPPY NEW YEAR !!
with love @ 18:36
My Tree
Chit Chat
Look Back
i wonder what happen to all of us today. the drills simply sucks and i get tired so fast. lingfeng's voice got some prob. suhailah's action very slow. and i keep forgetting my command! WHAT'S THIS? >=(
so cute rite? xuan took it using her mp4. LOL! love him yarh? XIAO XIN~~
isnt it nice? i love it alot eehh.. whole thing is $39. sobx sobx. LOL! and we saw adriano. ALERT ! he thought i gossip bout him and he keep staring at me and my sis. WAHH! dont be sensitive . bought another blouse too. last thing on the shopping list : red handbag. i will find it soon right?
nice ??
its happy to see dresses with short lengths.
and thats me today! alot of things on the uniform. actually got badges on the left sleeve one. but lingfeng take this pic cant see. zzz
