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Wednesday, February 28 ❤

maths test was super difficult today can? i really dont understand probability at all )';
and all of us was like.. 'eehh! i infront haven do finish leah!' and the time is up. zzz
very sucks larh. haiya~ but its alr over. no point thinking right?

then went to sports heats. that stupid bus was so so late. they still say what bus will leave at 1415 SHARP. yeah.. SHARP my foot. and it was raining. how to continue sports heats lorh. brainless ppl leah. T_T "
and ppl have to run under the rain. sure fall sick one what. its so cold lorh. brrr~
everything only started at ard 4 . so late. waste time.

and i received a whole chunk of sorries. its actually not necessary.
i really dont know why this could happen. i dont know what to do.
and i wished you could solve my probs.
till this point of time, im still clear of what im thinking.
i hope i wont compromise.

today is a really tired day. i can slp well tonight right? yawns~

*IM GOING CRAZY. JUST SIT RIGHT BESIDE ME, AND GIVE ME COURAGE. NOT A NEED FOR SPEECH. JUST SHOW THAT YOU CARE. I WOULD ALWAYS GIVE YOU A SMILE, AND IT WOULD NEVER COME TO AN END*

with love @ 22:17

Tuesday, February 27 ❤

early in the morn kanna pek alr. have to copy chi text. so much words larh; hand pain lorh. zzz
physics quite hyper. LOL' leo very fun to di siao. hahah. n dont call me BAI CHI larh! all of u. T_T "
and i plucked up a lot of courage to do something in physics. arhh~ HIGH lerh. haas'
and i laughed all the way. yeah i think im retarded.
every now and then i want to bring joy and laughters to you. i want you to smile for my presence. LOL' (:
and i think its time i should just open it up. dont care about what will happen lerh. at least i tried to improve the situation, even if you would detest me. in the end if nth really comes out i still can tell myself, I TRIED.

after sch went to shannon's hse to learn emaths with jia sisters, lesley and huiying. HAHAH. and i saw her doggies! einstein and scamper (not sure if i get it right =x) and took pics

this einstein arhh.. very naughty one. keep figetting! and he's so damn heavy. T_T "

we didnt really studied. LOL' only like less than half an hour of revision. most of the time we play. haas' and we zi -lian:

hey.. where's jiayi? i dunno y nv take with her. weird~ and ah shan dont wanna take. zzz
there was something funny. jiaqi called ah shan's bro HIPPO. wahh. that's kinda insult leah. haas'
we spent time there eating talking singing and playing. like going chalet liddat. LOL'

went home at ard 6. donny was sniffing all ard me! and eichien told me tml sports heat must go! WTH! then must take test early. sucks larh. SHIT man. and maths is so bloody hard. i dont understand ); anyone can save me? then at the same time got some conflicts with him. haix~
i wonder what's going on? stress )';
have to study whole night today liao ); save me

*I FELT SOME SWEET-NESS THEN. BECAUSE ALL I HAD EVER WANTED WAS REALLY THIS SIMPLE.*

with love @ 23:14

Monday, February 26 ❤

awww~ girl girl had a hole behind her back and her stuffings came out. donny caused it );
had a miserable midnight and caused me to wake up late this morning! zzz
rushed to sch and saw leslie,weixing and hong chuen on the way.

and today whole day got SCDF course. it was such a last minute notice larh! everyone was pissed as it will end after sch. shannon wrote alot of negative comments on the survey. LOL'
and we acted a show infront of eng wee to save our bags. it was funny. haas'
clever ppl will leave sch before 2 right? LOL'

then went to je with ley for kobayashi. yummy alert~ ;b
had a good talk with her yarh? (;
and we bought powerpuff girls' file. hahaha. cos was having a promotion. and also cos we were recently influenced by 'Love Makes the World Go Round' haas'

just finished mending the hole on girl girl. but a hole is still a hole. the stiches looks ugly );
it isnt nice anymore. and then i suddenly remembered there's jean chng's hw. sian~

currently like one old song. LOL'
NATALIE'S - GOING CRAZY

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasnt been the same ohh baby, nooo
when I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)

baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
cuz the feeling that I feel within
no other man could ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
but I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight

(Bridge)I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything

(Chorus 2xs)thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
from the moment I met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
every time we speak can't believe I feel so weak

[tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
and you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the one for you
I'm falling so deep for you crazy love for you
I'm calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
Its true no fronting
its you, aint no other I can no longer go on withoutI just break down (down)

you wont know where you stand cos you cant see yourself. outsiders get a bigger picture.

*THEN AGAIN I WAS REMINDED THAT EVERYTHING IS NOT EASY. THERE'S JUST TOO MUCH IN LIFE THAT WE HAD TO GO THROUGH.*

with love @ 16:31

Sunday, February 25 ❤

today went ps with amanda. cos tues didnt manage to shop there. thus, today decided to go. had BK ! long time nv eat alr. this meal was a full-filling one. haas'

however, didnt had enough time to shop cos have to rush to carin's place to bai nian. so didnt got anything for ourselves ); amanda got her piano scores though.
by the time we were leaving, our little legs were tired. awww~ and we were experiencing time constraint.

and we rushed to carin's place. zzz. and we bought this (;

its at the linkway to batok interchange when we saw this old uncle and auntie selling this. and we bought for ourselves and one for carin. how nice ! (;

anyways, we still wasted time on this even though we were rushing. pretty nonsense. LOL'

i wonder why go carin's hse always got prob one. had a small drizzle today. that time was rain. transport is also a prob. zzz

reached her hse and took pics (;

and this carin and amanda like to bluetooth here and there T_T "

and then weixing n chelsie went down to buy yusheng. and they bought nonsense! yusheng from econ which doesnt consist the most important thing needed? what's this? zzz. and we had to stred carrot and radish. and had to go down and buy yusheng. we were like having D.I.Y yusheng.

suddenly halfway this father called and give me attitudes and nonsense! im bloddy pissed off. if he want a quarrel im glad to start one with him! disappointed >=( spoil my mood! ANGRY

the yusheng isnt nice ;
lucky is not eat everytime. and its expensive. like eating vegetables and few piece of raw fish for 10 over bucks.

went home at 7. wahh. actually told mummy will reach home by 6. thought that there would be a kao bei session. but didnt (; phew~ saved my ears.

now talking to some unknown guy from msn. we dont know how we got each other as contacts. LOL' had been a few years i guess. and we are both canto! he got a not nice canto name which ppl cant pronounce. LOL'

THERE SHOULDNT BE SECRETS; THERE SHOUDNT BE LIES. gone were the days when everything was still so nice.

i really dunno what to say except for SORRY. pardon all the words ive said. hurting ppl is not my style. and i realised im actually bad in handling this kinda matters. advice to others might work. but not to myself. hmmm.. this sucks );

*IM STUCKED WITH YOU. I DIDNT MEANT TO. BUT IT JUST SO HAPPENDED,AND I JUST COULDNT AVOID. BECAUSE I KNOW LOVE IS NOT ABOUT POSSESSION.*

with love @ 22:17

Saturday, February 24 ❤

nursing lesson was rather scary today. cos senior aina was pretty frustrated with us. however everything ended before 12pm. and most importantly, sir didnt attitude. this is definitely something to be relieve about.

then went home to bath and meet weikiat go jp. this xuan was late for 30mins ! zzz
she came with heels and was taller than me. wahh.. she arhh, purposely one. jp is so darn boring ); dunno walked how many rounds liao. sianx~

then something very funny happened. this weikiat say got 8boys point to our direction, ask us careful. LOL! then we say he too sensitive alr. thought too much. those guys also didnt do anything. haas'

then after awhile he say he got to go. so left me and xuan. but, hey, im not angry larh. dont assume that im angry. girls arent that petty. and so we cabbed down to IMM. haas' cos arhh this shuttle bus dunno will come from where.

was supposedly going to amanda's hse and bai nian one. but carin and weixing decided not to go. so.. yarh );

reached IMM and i did elmo's sand art !

ALERT~! so cute right? xuan helped me with the coloring. lalala~ so nice (;
xuan got free hp screen protector and mirror today. LOL'

then went to jurong popular to find xuan's math tb and so heng got sell. haas' so lucky. and i brought a plastic photo frame to frame this elmo up. LOL!

YOU WILL REALISE THAT TILL THE VERY LAST SECOND, I AM STILL HERE.

good friends would know what each other is thinking and would do everything to benefit each other.
there are just so much things i would do for the sake of others but not for myself.

*I KNOW THAT SOMETHINGS HAVE TO GO WITH THE WIND. BUT I WOULD RATHER STAND HERE AND WAIT FOR THE WIND TO BRING THEM BACK AGAIN. I CANT BUILD ANY TRUST ON ANYTHING; ANYONE, ANYMORE.*

with love @ 22:29

Friday, February 23 ❤

i love to sing happy song to ppl. LOL'
'FIRST DAY' is gonna be back soon. take care of your ears people! lalala~

in maths this eng wee saw 'LIAN AI-ING' s lyrics. n he started to comment. say this and that. their chinese and blah blah. he wants the guitar chords so that he can play to his wife. LOL!
still LIAN AI-ING eehh.. like young couples.
then this eli tell him i wanna join campus. he say he will hold banner shout and support me. DOTS ! nonsense siah him. encourage students to join during O levels. liddat also can? T_T "

sometimes i would have the sudden urge to turn and sing to you. i wonder if my intuition is right. i wonder if you are feeling how i think you are feeling. and you would made me feel so worried for you );

after sch.. aww~ felt so restless having training. this shuwen gave me disappointment. zzz
no energy to do drills also. during first-aid also like gonna peng liao. haix~
then this aaron bunch of frens kick soccer at the central staircase. suay suay hit dio me. so hard can. dunno is which idiot kick derh. zzz
cos everyone the mood also not in for training. LOL' 4.30 liddat end liao.

and xuan keep sing the romeo and juliet song. ask me sing to him. diaox~ what's the prob? haiyo. this di siao queen.
and i would have a sense of guilt towards you. the only word i can say is only thank you, and sorry.

LOL'! now me and jena talking bout something very cartoon. LMAO. she too obsessed in her own film liao. funny alert~! she made me feel like an idiot now. haas' !

*AND I WOULDNT BLAME YOU FOR BEING AN OBSTACLE TOWARDS MY HAPPINESS*

with love @ 22:13

Thursday, February 22 ❤

today finally can run outside sch lerh. but it was tiring ); and this lim kian guan dunno say what bout me running with mp3. zzz. whats the prob? >=(
after running wanna die alr. thirsty until siao.

after sch went to ikea with xuan for lunch. hahah. seems like we like to eat there alot. LOL'
then shop shop at quensway. and i bought red shoelaces (;

i gave my friends ingots cos CAI SHEN YE is my idol. hahah. everyone will prosper like CAI SHEN YE right? especially ley (;

its not worth it for ppl to waste time on me. i realise im actually emotionless. i can dont laugh when something is funny. i can dont feel angry when something agitates me. oh no, whats this?
am i really going to be like a stone? awww~ dont sacrifice anything for me. you would regret.

nowadays parents derh thinking really sucks, no brain. talk only no action. still stuck with that kuku thinking.

its actually nice to have someone to care for you. better than you wanna care for someone but that person dont even appreciate. so, is being loved better or loving someone better? one must be contented to have someone who cares for them. be thankful.

*RIGHT BESIDE ME YOU WERE SITTING. A FAMILIAR SCENE IT MIGHT SEEMS. STRANGERS IS WHAT WE WOULD BE.*

with love @ 22:10

Wednesday, February 21 ❤

today arhh.. ard 10ppl nv come sch. all still celebrating cny is it? LOL' and this pek couple didnt come too. haas'
and i love to sing LIAN AI-ING now! everyone will sing with me . LOL'
and i just love provoking shannon with fergalicious and sexyback (;

had lit test. this is a very stressful test! everyone was having headache. LOL' stress alert.

supposed to go ikea with xuan but .... haix~ nvm larh.
so went to delifrance with ley,amanda and weixing. we had a sumptous meal ! (; very very full also. yummy ;b

then went home, daddy gave me a CAI SHEN YE ang bao. LOL' my idol !! lalala~
but he attituded me with nonsense. crazy larh !! T_T "

*BECAUSE I KNEW I THOUGHT TOO MUCH. I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND, JUST PURE FRIEND*

with love @ 22:39

Tuesday, February 20 ❤

today went to ps with amanda, weikiat, leslie and hong chuen. supposed to watch ghost rider but all the shows till 7pm no good seats arhh ! disappointed. and so we went arcade play. wanted that pooh bear soft toy. its so so cute can . but very hard to catch. cos that grabber very nonsense one ! nv grab properly derh ! and those guys spent alot on it. zzz. but in the end didnt got it );

then we had pizza hut. ALERT~! so full lorh. then the guys wanted to go je for norbit. but its too late. so me and amanda didnt go. anyways amanda oso watched before lerh. then went home myself. lalala~

then this nicholas ask me go pei him eat. then drank. zzz. its not nice larh. T_T "

then carin called and told me her probs. its really very saddening. this pho arhh.. such a disappointment larh! >=(
i hope everything's going fine now. haix~

having a talk with amanda now. all the depression talks alert !! maybe she's right, the main cause is actually sz . but for now, im not prepared for a r/s and i dont wish to have one. its really useless to wait for someone who wouldnt give you a chance. but yarh, i cannot say this to ppl since im like contradicting myself. zzz. only can sigh larh. haix~

*WHAT WILL BE THE BEST WAY OUT? A HAPPY ENDING FOR EVERYONE, WOULD IT BE POSSIBLE?*

with love @ 22:46

Monday, February 19 ❤

& today is the second day of new year! =DD

went to grandaunt's hse at chinatown. this is the day where all father side relatives gather tgt. LOL'

after tt went to chinatown market at outram to have FA CAI YU SHENG. haas'

the higher the merrier !! BU BU GAO SHENG! lalala~

after tt went to aunt's hse again since it was still early. LOL'
and ODI again !! (;

i simply love him to bits. i want bring him home !! awww~ HAHAH
then played blackjack. daddy was the banker. haas'. and he lose bout $50. WAHH. LOL'
n i only won $2. hey! whats this? zzz disappointed. play two hrs only win $2. this is so so so so bad );

*SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING AROUND ME WOULD TRIGGER MY MIND TO THINK OF THOSE MEMORIES. *

with love @ 23:49

yesterday was first day of new year! went to grandparents hse.
PICTURES =D

after visitation went to esplanade there. WAHH. it was bloddy hot can. all of us were perspiring. n it was boring over there. last yr was still ok. this year so lan one. zzz
but luckily, i saw something nice!!

CAI SHEN YE ALERT~!! (;

alot of ppl were taking pics too. then i told my mummy he is my idol. one boy go tell his mother say i siao eehh. WAHH. disappointed. he my idol cannot meah? T_T "
then after tt went to aunt's hse cos the adults want to play mahjong.

& that was my first encounter with such a small CHIHUAHUA !!
ODI ALERT~ aunt's new dog. so SMALL can.

spot him in his bed! hahah. he can camouflage well.

lalala~ he run like those toy dog robots. he oso know how to take ang bao and put it on his bed leah. so kawaii rite? HAHAH.
then went home at 4am. zzz. tired

*AT SOME MOMENTS,THE TIME WOULD STOP AND YOU WOULD APPEAR IN MY MIND.IT'S LIKE A ROUTINE, LIKE A HABIT.*

with love @ 23:09

Sunday, February 18 ❤

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!

had reunion dinner in the afternoon. so it should be called reunion lunch instead? LOL'
it was yummy ;b

there were 8 dishes. some didnt appeared here. cos wasnt ready. LOL'
this mother gave too much rice. eat until very full. zzz

then priscilia aunt said she had a new dog. CHIHUAHUA ALERT~!

his name is ODI. so cute right? his only two palm's size. aww~ adorable adorable adorable !!
he's like so small and fragile. aunt will take good care of him right? donny got a new bro! YAY.

then at night went to chinatown with daddy. LOL' 11plus. he say the later it is, the more bargain there will be. haas'!
there was a big human traffic jam at the start. everyone was squeezing. like human stick human liddat. then this uncle accidentally stepped on this auntie's leg. then she scolded him. i was like, its natural to squeeze in chinatown lorh. not happy can dont come. zzz

and then i bought a big bag of sweets for $3. 2kg eehh. LOL!

the uncle say "pay me $3 and i will give u a plastic bag. take as much as you want.' HAHAH. the sweets have xiaoxin on it one. that's y i wanna buy. LOL' there's this trend i notice in chinatown. those sell sweets' uncles all will say "pay me $3/$5 and i will give you a plastic bag." its really funny the way they speak.

and it was 12mn alr. got fire crackers. but didnt manage to see. only heard the piak piak piak sound. n there were small simple fireworks. (;

then bought this gun party popper too. its very nice and cool. quite ex though te auntie say its cheap alr. she said "老扳要钱不要货" haas' all goods must go off tonight. left at 1plus. there were still alot of ppl. wonder what time will everything end. mayb all the things will cheap until siao. late night shopping at chinatown is fun though its hot and squeezy. HAHAH =D

& look at the time now. im intending to 守岁 tonight. dunno if can succeed anot. hope so barh.

*YOU WERE THE ONE THAT MOVED THIS STONE. BUT YOU LEFT IT HERE NOW. NEVER WILL IT BE MOVED AGAIN.*

with love @ 02:42

Friday, February 16 ❤

today's CNY celebration was boring. nth is really nice. sianx~
then tomato pek gave us angbao. inside got 2 choco coins and $2 note. but $1 is from class fund one lorh. liddat oso can. T_T "

after sch had mee siam. FINALLY! gian very long alr. today finally can eat liao (;
then me and amanda went je to watch 'just follow law' its super nice and funny can. everyone was laughin and there's this particular man sitting behind us laughed until very loud. ppl stop alr he still dont wan stop. zzz

this sho is really very nice larh. jack neo's film is nv a disappointment. if you all haven watch, must faster go watch arhh. wont regret one (;

went home alr started to do some CNY stuffs.
mummy changed the new bedsheet alr ! LOOK!

ALERT! 'just married' . wahahah. its so cute. love it. PINKY PINKY looks so sweet.
now doing the f&n recipes. must finish by tonight. haiyo~ sianx, so rush. wanna slp alr );

*EVEN IF EVERYONE CRITICIZES AND LOOKS DOWN ON YOU, I WILL BE THE ONE WHO APPRECIATES AND SUPPORTS YOU. *

with love @ 23:29

Thursday, February 15 ❤

weee~ CNY is coming real soon! lalala~ ley is so happy larh. haas'

went to carin's hse todae with xuan,amanda and wx. on the way, got this auntie say ask no common sense and blah blah. still say wanna complain to our sch. what's her prob? we also didnt do anything. siao zabor.

helped yada renovate hse. LOL' yada has grown big. n her hse now is so beautiful cos got two talented artists who 're-painted' her hse. HAHAH! =x
and we ate carin's valentines' day cake. LOL'. it was nice yummy =b

and so when we were walking to the bus stop to go home, this 1o6 came. and we all ran. amanda was the first who boarded the bus. and that stupid driver wanna close the door and leave. and when amanda asked him to wait. he say ask SO SLOW! wahh. what's this? wait a few seconds like will die liddat.
and so, wx poured his watermelon milkshake on the bus seats. the watermelon smell was heavy! LOL'. that will be the watermelon seat. HAHAHA!!

then went to IMM with daddy and mummy. mummy bought clothes from esprit. and im having new bedsheet for CNY. its so nice can. pink in color and got a couple cow. LOL'! the words is 'just married'. ALERT~! i know its not appropriate for me. but i really like the design and color alot. lalala~

*I FEEL LIKE SAYING 'I LOVE YOU'. AND I FELT THE DISTANCE THOUGH YOU WERE JUST BESIDE ME.*

with love @ 22:44

Wednesday, February 14 ❤

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!!

look at the roses i made for valentines' day. very nice right? (;

received gifts from them too. today is like exchanging of presents day. HAAS'

probability test was difficult today. maybe i dont have common sense to do it. gave up halfway );
and this charine chai like keep picking on me today. whats her freaking prob man. zzz
and this stanley arhh, gave lijun rose. ALERT~

im disappointed not being able to own a care bear. but nvm right? i still have other bears to play with. then this eng wee wanna clear all the stocks arhh. sold roses to our class at $2. LOL' it was funny. everyone seems to have roses by then.

after sch went to west coast market to have duck kway teow. yeah it was yummy =b
im very angry to see this eupho's behaviour. carin should be very disappointed. haix~

then went to IMM. supposed to shop for both me and amanda's present. but walked for few hours also nth. another shop for nth event. zzz
so saddening. the place was boring can.

after that went home and i saw something. a bouquet of 12 rochers and 2 bears. given by some suitor from my sister. and she said that she wanna eat the rochers. TSK. whats this? so nice how can she eat larh. something wrong with her mind. siao siao one. and this boy folded 1ooo hearts for her too. n my mummy said, 'she this kind of pattern still got ppl jio arhh?' LOL!!

tml going to carin's house. prepare for some surprise right? lalala~

*IT IS THE PERSON WHO GAVE YOU THE PRESENT THAT MAKES YOU LIKE THE GIFT SO MUCH. EVEN IF THE PRESENT IS NOTHING SPECIAL, NOTHING ATTRACTIVE. AND YOUR WORDS PROVEN IT ALL. *

with love @ 22:04

Monday, February 12 ❤

today the books all bring alr nv use. so angry. made us carried so much. then this eng wee keep say his 2oo4 batch results and blah blah. zzz. how many more times he wanna say. then this bun was spilling chocolate sauce today. lucky only got one period. if not will die.

after sch went to vivo with carin to shop for valentines' day present. so disappointed. carin bought things that made her regret. vivo is big but useless. walk here and there still cant get to the place we want. TSK TSK. then we went to harbourfront. seriously, there are more things to buy compared to vivo.
then took 963 home. suddenly rain arhh! somemore so big. i had to walk under the rain to get home. realy very angry. everything like wanna oppose me liddat. ytd the 1o5 attitude, today the rain attitude. somemore when rin reached her house, there was no rain lorh. whats the prob man? only like 1o mins apart?
WAHH~ angry arhh! >=(

however, i had alr bought all the valentines' day present except for amanda's (;
n i just simply love the roses i made. awww~ dont bear to give it away );

NO TIME NO MONEY ALERT~ pathetic pathetic pathetic larh. zzz

*& I WILL STAND HERE THROUGH IT ALL. ALWAYS BE THERE, NEVER TO LEAVE.*

with love @ 22:41

Sunday, February 11 ❤

today went to orchard with amanda to get valentines' day present.
took neos.

nice right? (;

then bought carin's and xuan's present. lalala~
went to far east and like walked dunno how many rounds. but didnt manage to buy anything for amanda. she oso didnt manage to buy anything for me. haas' thus going IMM on wed to buy.

stupid far east getting boring alr. walked so many rounds oso nth. it shall not be visited for a few mths ! disappointed. walked until leg pain lorh.

then took bus 105. this bus dont want stop at the bus stop despite pressing the bell two times. n landed us at nanhua pri. WTH larh ?!? we will lodge a complain ! >=(
HATE THIS BUS ! then made me ard 8pm den can reach home. den this father kpkb. whats the prob lorh. oso not my fault. zzz

im really CASH-STRAPPED now. first time so jia lat leah. poor cyn~ )';
i want a CAI SHEN YE badly.

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i should be a journalist. LOL'

*IS IT SO HARD TO FORGET ABOUT IT ALL? & I SHOWED YOU THE WEAKEST SIDE OF ME. I DIDNT KNOW YOU'D CARE. I KNOW YOU DONT MIND AT ALL.*

with love @ 22:26

Saturday, February 10 ❤

TIRED DAY ALERT~

had training in the morning. ohh yes! we got 10 sec ones with us. HAHAH
then train train train till 1pm. had lunch with lingfeng, ei chien and shuwen at 7-11.
so long nv eat cup noodles alr. so nice (;

then daddy asked me go central with him cos he wanna make his specs thing. and i saw this CAI SHEN YE very cute eehh !! LOL' dunno y now i so obsessed with CAI SHEN YE.

anyways, tml going town with amanda to get some valentines' day's gift. it would be successful right? but recently cash-strapped. saddening );
its sad when you wanna buy things but no money. haix~
currently watching 'the price of greed'. so gan zhiong eehh. the ppl inside so cruel! TSK
these actors, actress and hypocrites ! IDIOTIC PPL! >=(
gang up and deal with the innocents. what's the prob larh? so DISAPPOINTED can. seriously.

suppose to go GIANT at night with family one. then this sister say she tired n blah blah. make us in the end cannot go. i alr changed lorh ! what's the prob? angry larh. zzz

*COS IT ALL STARTED AT THE WRONG TIME. TAKEN A WRONG STEP. NOTHING SHOULD BE DONE IN THE FIRST PLACE AT ALL.*

with love @ 22:16

Friday, February 9 ❤

today this jean chng took away my recess time. sob sob~ other ppl nv kanna i kanna. so unfair derh );
then xuan hui waited for me. i didnt know siah! how nice of her ! DARLING so good ! (; LOL'

during f&n this dom heng's seaweed kanna confiscated by chin. and she shared it with the whole class. LOL! OHH NO! i forgotton to buy seaweed. T_T "

then had chinese spelling after recess. awww~ i one word dunno and one word wrong. DISAPPOINTED! my full marks.. .. .. ..

today maths i drew CAI SHEN YE on rin's and yanlin's book. SEE!

very cute right? i wil modify it more to make it look more like cai shen ye (;
then had lunch with ley, shannon, huiying, jia sisters after sch. had spagetti. yummy (; but it was kinda spicy =x

then went for St.John. haix~ y everytime ppl like to make stupid mistakes one? very angryfying one derh leah. zzz
then 2plus went to hall and see the seniors take O levels results. WAHH~ the top scorer scored nice and beautiful (;
then blah blah~ haix~

then went back for training really very tired eehh. but at least NA did make a slight improvement. except suhailah. she is always slow. i wonder why? zzz
& im afraid of tml's traning. STRESS ALERT.

I AM ELMO-FIED. ALERT!!

accept them for who they are and for who they are not.
there's a purpose and meaning behind eveything done.

no GRATITUDES shown. just CRITICIZES.

*WE WOULD FEEL CONTENTED IF YOU WERE TO SHOW US SOME CONCERN. THATS THE ONLY THING WE NEED. WE DONT WISHED TO BE MADE A FOOL WAITING FOOLISHLY.*

with love @ 22:43

Wednesday, February 7 ❤

i wonder why human beings are so selfish. they only think for themselves and does not spare a thought for others. we are all equal. no one has the rights to criticize each other. say it out if you dont agree with anything. it would be less hurting compared to hearing it from other ppl's mouth or when you come to realise.

i dont speak up, not because im afraid. i just dont see the need of doing so. just close one eye and open one eye. be forgiving. bearing grudges will make you feel terrible. why must do things that are beyond your concern? this is not entertainment. there are so much childish and brainless ppl ard nowadays. however, there's a limit to each person's tolerance. dont hit the line

dont try to take me for granted. im not a come-and-go thing. some things are only meant to reach a certain extent. nv go beyond it.

im beginning to hate sch. its so freakin boring. and its full of nonsense. sch is a place where students and teachers gossip bout everything under the sun. whats the prob with everyone now.
T_T "

had $0.10 subway today !! shannon went with us. what a miracle (;
the Q was long. but the ppl action very fast. we werent allowed to choose what bread we want. saddening. even banglahs are Q-ing for it. LOL'. i wonder how they take order. the Q goes on without stopping. see how powerful $0.10 is. but dunno why. it isnt that filling );
then this shannon keep say need to tuition his didi, then have to rush. so spoilsport >=(
had chee cheong fun. yeah nice. then this amanda n carin very nonsense larh. zzz!

what a dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb ~ bell.
WITNESS THE POWER OF MANKIND.

*THE REVEALING OF TRUTH SET THOSE TEARS ON FIRE. I WOULD FOLLOW HOW THE STORY GOES. YOU ARE ONE GOOD WRITER.

with love @ 22:09

Tuesday, February 6 ❤

went for check-up today. was quite fast. less than an hour. normally need at least two hrs one. and my condition is stable. doc didnt complain or scold. heng arhh (;
its so saddening to see the medical fees. my one mth medical expenses is about $70. n the intake of medicine cannot stop one. if not will affect my condition. so shit right? );

after that went to chinatown. had curry rice at maxwell. haas'. yummy =b
then we went to walk around. and i bought a BLACK & RED bag! ohh yes! so nice. didnt took pic. lazy. daddy mummy bought quite alot of things. not a wasted trip yarh.

went home at 5plus then chiong hw alr. sad. tml sure got more hw to do one. cos didnt go sch today. sad sad sad );
& i received a scolding email from sir. WAHH~ very what one derh leah. im very disappointed with that. HAIYA~! stress larh );
i wonder if i would be able to eat $0.10 subway tml.

*ARE THESE GOOD OR BAD IMPROVEMENTS? IM BEGINNING TO FEEL AFRAID*

with love @ 23:06

Monday, February 5 ❤

CAMPUS SUPERSTAR ALERT!

its finally back. but its in the march hols ! before O levels leah. how can? im very sad when i saw the advertisement. thats lik );
but im gonna go for the first audit. also wont so easy get in one marh, just go and have some experience (;
& guess what? this sister say she wanna join too! say accompany friend. what's this? she had nv has this kind of intention. she is just trying to be nonsense larh. zzz

& huiying would be joining with me right? haas' dunno if jiaqi going. mayb she got phoebia =x opps~

i hate bio today. sharon gan's seating arrangement sucks! and her test was difficult. didnt manage to rmb everything larh. >=(

wanted to have mee siam after sch today one. but nv open! this is disappointing. then had mac. awww~ so saddening. however, something cheered me up. i learnt broken vow on piano today! although is only the right hand, i feel contented (;
then this chin called the three of us. ask y we nv go her meeting. so free do this kinda nonsense. siao one! so sensitive for what? still say we eloped. diaox~ T_T "

finally going for check-up tml. n chinatown! wont be a disappointment right?

- i was considerate as to not inconvenient you. i wanted to be nice. but seems like the word 'so what' can explain it all. since no appreciation is given at all, i should just be nasty?
i dislike the way ppl add fuel and blow wind to the fire. sometimes maybe we should just mind our own business? and dont interfere about other ppl's affairs. we should be more sensible. there's no good in acting like this.
& at times i really dont wish to know about it. i wanted to shut my ears and close my eyes. but it just came. and when things come to the stage where you have no rights to comment and no rights to do anything, you can only keep quiet.
stop being a childish kid! -

*IT WOULD BE TERRIBLE IF LOVE EVOLVES HATE. AND IT WOULD BE HORRIBLE IF HATRED OVERTAKES LOVE. I WOULD APPRECIATE IF THINGS STAYS LIKE THIS THAN CHANGING. I ASK FOR NO MORE. TO RUN AWAY IS TO PREVENT YOURSELF FROM GETTING MORE HURT.*

FAIRYTALES ARE THE EXCEPTIONS

with love @ 23:10

Sunday, February 4 ❤

today early in the morning 0745 wake up alr . prepare to set out to do some good deeds (;
went to stirling road to have breakfast while daddy and his friends pack all the groceries and stuff. and i was like WAHH. 4 lorries of daily necessaties which cost $17,000. ard 100ppl donated this amount. haas'
and at ard 9plus, we set off! =D

this place is big on the outside. but inside is rather small. their place is kinda cramp. didnt saw any children. only the in charge came out and entertain us.

i only stayed outside for this place. cos quite tired alr.

i forgot what we did here. LOL' too many place liao. =x

this is the first place we went to. the children were having art class when we went.

didnt manage to take pics.

this is the only old folk's home we went today. i also dunno y. godfather decide one i think. hmm, the old ah-ma s inside like very sad. they feel so happy when we went.

i think they longed to have ppl to care for them );

this is actually something like boys/girls home, for malays. they were sent here from court cos they broke the law and blah blah. n their parents cant teach them. n yarh, we tour their bedroom . all very neat. but their pillows are old. they are shifting soon anyways. to bedok i think. n they will get new things right? haas'

actually supposed to go 7places today. but the pasir panjang 'HAVEN' say we can only go at 3pm. WAHH~ whats this? we give them things n they liddat do to us. so we went back to stirling rd to have lunch. aft tt went far east with daddy to find michelle. didnt went to pasir panjang. and i bought necklace with ornaments (; happy alert.

& i saw joleen n charisse. zzz. i wonder if she wanna comment and gossip on my outfit. black tees with orange shorts. any probs? ;p

i want a red handbag n red heels );

no money );

i spent my weekend doing meaningful things. ytd was SDSC i today,homes. so tired. zzz . whole day busy arhh. n i would be learning broken vow on piano tml at amanda's place!! HAHAH. =DDD

DARREN WON FOR SUPERSTAR. ); awww~ boy again? how can. disappointed.

*WOULD I FEEL BETTER IF I HATE YOU? WHO WOULDNT CRY OVER A LOST RELATIONSHIP?*

with love @ 22:42

Saturday, February 3 ❤

today cabbed down to harbour front with carin cos this 963 dont wan come. in the end, reach alr still have to wait. waste our cab fare. zzz

the cans are smaller and thinner compared to st.john's one. we only ask for donation a while and we went ben & jerry's. LOL! it was lik ard 10+ 11am. haas'
had the chocolate marshmellow fish thingy ice cream. it was very sweet but its nice (;
didnt took a picture. carin has one but she deleted );
took pictures :

after eating go shop shop. carin bought a top from m:)phosis. she was so high when she bought it cos she like it very much. ahahah. & i got my another small ELMO (;
then ard 12 we went back to ask for donation cos .. iya~ dont wan say. actualli wanted to shop a little while longer one );

then after flag day, went to bugis. we thought that there will be alot of things to buy. but who knows its so boring. the blossomz there was crowded and not much variety so we went down to far east. and far east isnt a disappointment! carin got her membership with three items. haas'
&&& !! i got another BLACK & RED! OHH YES! (;

then carin found a french horn necklace and she was like crazy! ahahah. ALERT!
far east seriously got a lot of things (; and we realise that we had actually spent alot on new yr.
then we sat in BK to have a drink and there were alot of 'to-buy' scanning through our mind.
haiya~ no money. thats saddening. actually wanted to buy an ELMO BALLOON one. its very very very nice. ppl blow n fold themselve one. but i no money buy )'; & i saw this children holding it. sad sad sad.

after that went home. i attached my small ELMO to my hp as hp accesories. haas! so nice can. lalala~ dinner and blah blah.
didnt know nick got lobang for beer. but beer doesnt taste nice. =(
& he called ben and blah blah blah. zzz! i want die alr
))))'';

& when i reached home, small ELMO was gone! i couldnt find it anywhere. im so sad. i was like asking is this fated? i dunno how to react );
must ask this sister tml help me buy. ELMO CANNOT BE LOST.

tml going to do charity with daddy and his friends. sending groceries to orphanage, elderly homes etc. very meaningful right? had to wake up at 8am leah! must do good deed then got good reward.

*I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND WHY. WHERE WENT WRONG? I JUST WENT DOWN, DOWN , DOWN*

with love @ 23:34

Friday, February 2 ❤

today whole day stayed in classroom D1-04 . cos this justine leg fracture. so all must accommodate to him. then this jean chng attitude. dont want come down. give us the black face. WAHH~
this chin yin toa is so sensitive. always say that what we did is discouraging. so crazy! she likes to ask us to do the impossible things. and then kick a fuss when we give comments.
we were only talking softly and she say we distract her. as if we didnt listen to her lesson liddat. T_T "

& i conquered the 16.2 HW! YAY! so happy larh (;
then dunno this banglah come from where bring amanda and carin out. nonsense!
however, maths was fun today cos we were sitted at the back of the class talking. prawn didnt care us (;

after sch had orientation. the attendance was shocking. im utterly DISAPPOINTED. i dunno what to say. seriously. haix~
then BB had BBQ. and i gop a hotdog. haas'!

tml is flag day. sianx~ so early. but i will get another elmo again ! ohh yes ! lalalalala~~

it would be better if words are spoken instead of keeping inside.
GOSSIPING is what typical long-tongue women does.

*I ONCE TOLD YOU WE CAN PROVE FATE WRONG. I THINK I THOUGHT TOO HIGHLY OF MYSELF.*

with love @ 22:22

Thursday, February 1 ❤

today PE was a disappointment. didnt get to run outside. ran in the field instead T_T " but its fun (;

then had EL test and history test. i forgot to leave 3lines for EL. LOL' will die soon. then this karen oei came in and extra. talk alot of nonsense and ask me to turn my back to face her. zzz. still ask us to write aspiration. nonsense siah. history test was a rush. not enough time to do finish. and i dunno how to do oso );

nothing funny in basics today. found out tt minhan did some nonsense to his hand. iyo~ me and ley was like. 'WAHH~'

he and stanley very funny one. we were like laughing at retards. LOL'

maths was very rush. do alot of Qs and all need to draw different diagrams one. diaox~!

manage to complete quite a no. that's good (;

assembly was boring. one man telling story. treat us like children from kindergarten liddat siah.

so listen mp4 and took a nap. wahh. then the head was super giddy. wanna vomit liao. the position got a little prob. next time cannot do this alr.

then went to vivo with xuan to buy lijun's present. its a box of nice chocolates (; YUMMY. we had TOAST BOX- thick toast butter sugar and butter chocolate. its so nice !! =b
and we chatted alot of stuffs. she's a good listener (;

&&& !! guess what? i saw ELMO in action city !! YAY !!

isnt it cute? its the size of a stapler only. i went mad when i saw it. im gonna buy one or two more on sat again. ELMO ROCKS !

cos xuan has to rush, then we went off.

tml orientation! scared ! );
pls make it successful

& this is what we call FRIENDS*. they are those who stab you in the back when you had already have no space for them to stab in.

get it ? LOL'!

*HALF A YEAR OF 'I THOUGHT's. IT SHOULD COME TO AN END. I ACTED TOO CLEVER AND AT LAST REALISE HOW STUPID I WAS. IT WAS WHEN I WAS STILL HARBOURING SOME HOPES AND 'PIAK' - THERE IT GOES. ALL MY WISHFUL THINKING. & THE 6TH MONTH ENDS TONIGHT.*

with love @ 23:13