New Town Primary
Tanglin Secondary
Ngee Ann Poly - BZSE
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today is a very long day. lets start from flag day. woke up early early 7plus and started askin for donations at 8am. we walked almost the whole of clementi ok? the results is not bad larh.the tin is heavy (;
we were all perspiring like siao can.the weather is so sucky. zzz
went off at 12noon cos had to go for CSS2 audition.

well, i was alr quite tired. haix~ the time spent in the holding area is so scary and boring.i think i fell aslp for awhile. you cant even go out and find your friends. so liddat for what? and there's security everywhere. you are like sitting on the chair waiting for execution. diaox~.

there was a malay boy sitting infront of him who got through first audition too. and pornsak spotted him . LOL' we were aked to sing AN JING tgt with him.and fiona xie was really close to me. LEY, ARE YOU JEALOUS? ;P his voice is not bad. but he was OUT. know whats the reason? its because he cant understand chinese. WTH lorh.that weilian BLIND also can be champion.and somemore this malay boy had alr said that he would learn chinese for this competition. can see that he was really disappointed. poor him );

well, after three hours of waiting, i was finally Q-ing up to get into the audition room.its scary k? the girl infront who can sing quite well was OUT.and obviously, i was OUT too =x the room was bloody small and the judges were bloody strict. i only managed to saw two judges. LI FEI HUI & WU YONG HUA. f.y.i, LI FEI HUI is famous for being bias towards his students and WU YONG HUA is the executive producer of all these competitions.its deifintely stressful. somemore its a close audition. everyone will die man. the mic have no projection. you are supposed to sing out LOUD.and the sunflower is just standing beside you. the judges table is only about 2metres infront of you. imagine the scenario. T_T "
i bet only 2 or 3 out of 10 can get a paper out from the audition room. guys who are shuai got a higher chance to get in. DUMB JUDGES.

had dinner with jia sisters, xuan, rin and amanda.they were all along waiting out there for 3hours. THANK YOU LARH! LOVE YOU GUYS. and sorry for the disappointment =x
had a $3.50 fish cake tempura. when its only those cheapo fish cake deep fried. cheat money one. and the chilli isnt nice at all. zzz
but we had a nice shave ice dessert.haas' wanted to upload the pic but this cable attituded me. STUPID.jiaqi was funny throughout the dessert time. hahaha. ALERT~!

in the train, we saw 'ELVIS PRESLEY'.LOL!! very funny man.LMAO.and the train is also jiaqi's house. dots dots dots. well,im not affected with the results neither am i disappointed with it.i didnt have the time to practice at all, much more i was doing flag day in the morning and its a close audition. and most importantly, i lost my pillar of support.its alr remarkable for me to get through the first round ok? top 300 out of 3000 leah. not bad lerh ok?

THREE CHEERS THREE CHEERS THREE CHEERS FOR CYNTHIA! HIP HIP HOORAY ! LOL' im a little crazy now =x
dont understand why they this year so strict.think choosing PSS meah?
so high standard for what lorh. sianx~

i dressed myself like a nerd today. LOL'. even xuan said that my hair is so super duper neat. my shoelace is white ok? but carin say my fringe is a prob that caused me to out. but i dont mind larh. anyway, i have no confidence for this.

and awhile more is APRIL'S FOOL lerh. the reason why APRIL'S FOOL is on the 1ST is cos.. the 1st of every month is designated to FOOLS. does it make sense? its my logic anyways.


*I ONCE THOUGHT THAT IN THAT SMALL HEART OF YOURS I STILL OWN A SMALL LITTLE PLACE. I GUESS I DONT NOW.IS THIS WHAT WE CALL,'ZI ZUO DUO QING' ?*

after a long long long period of time, we are finally able to cook again. YAY! =D
paired up with xuan. and her culinary skills are super good larh. hahaha. just look at the soup she cooked. (; but i prepared the ingredients ok? i played a part in cooking too !!

and this is the thick batter we made. it taste quite good ok? hahah

and we had a small batter fight during lit today. its very angryfying larh. i kanna someone's throw. ZZZ. only childish ppl will play this kinda thing.
&&& xuan made brownie for us! YEAH its very nice larh ;b

indices and surds can really drive me crazy larh. its really very very difficult leah. WTH lorh.
and training was super hell today. i dunno whats going on larh. 21more days to competition lerh. and we are still like this. really very HOPELESS larh. we must pull up our socks high high man !

tml is flag day. and its also second round audition. i think im gonna die man. somemore this time round derh audition is a close one. so, the judges can anyhow shoot as they like. this is like so SHIT can. im really not prepared for it. DIE DIE DIE. =x

it does not really matters if i were to get in tml. cos what i really want is not about the reputation. im using the audition to exchange something in return. n thats the reason why am i willing to put in effort.
and there were really times when i would really sit down and have some deep thoughts. maybe the answer is really pretty obvious. but i still chose to take the cruel path.

im really grateful to have someone by my side. but well, human beings are just so DUMB and FOOLISH. i think i dunno how to handle this. where am i heading to? what am i going to do? my mind is like a blank piece of paper. this feeling is so terrible. T_T "

im waiting for surprise. cyn loves surprise right? hahah. i dont wan to take the inititative. why is everything stuck at the same point? no progress at all.

*AND ALL THAT I WAS ASKING FOR IS ONLY THIS SIMPLE. IT MIGHT BE JUST A SMALL THING U CAN DO. BUT YOU DONT REALISE ITS SOMETHING GREAT TO ME.*

supposed to go mary's place for lunch with xuan today. but to our disapppointment, IT WASNT OPEN! wahh, really very disappointed leah );

and so, we went to jack's place instead. LOL!
these pics are for carin. hahaha. r u drooling? ;p



yummy set lunch ;b
rin is so so so so tempted right? LOL' dont be sad. smile cos JACK'S PLACE IS ON YOUR WAY (;

ok well, im talking to two friends who are entangled with the problem, LOVE. iya~ can sense that they are in super shag mood man. why they will encounter such ppl one? haix~ feel so sad for them);

well, in case we dont realise.. CSS is just 2days more. im freaking not prepared ok? so busy for the past two weeks. i think can hear 'DEH' sound liao. sian-ness. their expectations for 2nd round would definitely be VERY VERY high one. saddening );


*MY DUTY IS TO BRIGHTEN UP YOUR LIFE. IM MORE THAN WILLING TO STAY BY YOUR SIDE THROUGH EVERYTHING. LET ME COLOR YOUR LIFE, WOULD YOU? COS IT HURTS ME SO TO SEE YOU SAD.*

disappointed with charine chai today. had to copy 8 pages from the textbook just because we didnt bring it. whats more sucks it that we had to hand up tml. WAHH. shit her man. and i spent about 1hr plus copying everything at home. sianx~

however, lit was very fun today with dom heng's $50 and $2 . HAHAH. its entertaining. i think he is more than willing to be our entertainer. LOL' this should be a lesson to him. reminding him not to show out any of his fortune. haas'

training was hell today larh. the brothers are making me go crazy. super irritated. what kind of stupid attitude is this man? zzz >=(
PISSED OFF to the extent.

well, 'PAPA' found his happiness. n im the third to know. ok larh, not very bad. seems like everyone is slowly walking to the path of happiness. mr cupid is getting busy alr, for having so much tasks.

i suddenly felt my level of confidence for CSS decreasing. to my president, manager, tou hao fan and so on.. an advance sorry for the disappointment u all would be receiving.

MARSHMALLOW? i guess its just part of my wishful thinking. im just so sorry for everything.
im not feeling good either. so is it easy to smile despite everything and anything? this kind of feeling simply sucks to high heaven )';


*ITS FINALLY HERE. ITS TIME TO FACE IT. FORGET ABOUT THOSE GUESSINGS. I SHOULD BE CERTAIN NOW. SHI NI, JUE DING WO DE SHANG XIN. AVOIDANCE?*

我是真的真的很爱你

听说感情要慢慢累积
由不得让我放肆任性
怎么我循规蹈矩
拼了命付出你没有回应

听说感情难免力不从心
亦步亦趋却不见踪影
你给的眼神好比
大热天里的一道冷空气

我是真的真的很爱你
以为付出一切就非得有意义
你给的难题我不曾逃避
谁叫我已爱你成性
总有一天可以用力紧紧抱住你
毕竟继续的呼吸也要有一点目的
一身的伤痛委屈的痕迹
在你的防备的眼睛里
都是零

heard rin sing this song today. and yes. the lyrics is kinda meaningful yarh?
oh well well, im completely blur about the situation now. what will happen in the next second? im really clueless. i need BLUE'S CLUES. dots =x
because of some events, there goes my ren shen da shi; qian tu. arbish~ T_T"

ahahaha. today i got two marshmallows from charine chai. they are a pair ok? tian shen yi dui de mian hua tang (;
and i love jean chng lessons. BUT not because of her arhh. hahaha.
iyaya~ cyn is going crazy once again. oh my mama.

pek was going bonkers today AGAIN. seems like every week we sure must have this kinda treatment one. anyhow shoot ppl. good also shoot, bad also shoot. like we owe her million bucks liddat. so stupid. made us had to stand for more than a period lorh. nonsense. faster go maternity leave larh. stupid >=(

aft sch had physics focus. this mr lau was late. and thus we joined ronnie teo's class. i was 'forced' ok? LOL'. his class is kinda entertaining larh. haas'
the jia twins are nonsense ppl. hahah. like to anyhow one. especially jiayi arhh. anyhow shout. hey. this girl ;p

aft that went to shengsiong with xuan. bought marshmallow. WAHAHAH. they are my sweet addictions. as lovely as you. LOL'! and then someone from mediacorp called me and tell me that the audition time is changed to 1430 instead of 1115. im like wondering if this is a prank. who so freaking free come and disiao me siah. zzz

well, i really couldnt believe what i heard. were these words from your mouth? oh gosh. its really hurtful larh. imagine someone you had always treated as your close friend to discourage you? i would nv ever do that. and even if i were to comment, i would nv phrase it in this kinda manner. it is seriously hurting larh. zzz
i can sense some XING ZAI LE HUO going on. disappointed~


*I AM TOTALLY CLUELESS ON WHAT IS GOING ON. WHAT EXACTLY ARE YOU THINKING IN YOUR FREAKING DUMB MIND. ZZZ. IM SO LIKE GOING CRAZY.*

today's rain was super duper big. made me had to umbrella. disapointed );
and this weikiat bought me alot of sweets. LOL' its really ALOT ok? can eat vey long liao. hahaha.

and yes! during eng, someone's triggered my voice to let out a squeaking sound. its loud ok? and everyone was staring at me. me myself also dont know why did i do that? i didnt did it deliberately ok? its just my natural reaction. well. was super annoyed larh.
this is then call the true DISAPPOINTMENT.

whole day was crazy lorh. i think i freaked carin,xuan and melvin chia out. so sorry man.
and i fell down while walking the stairs. knocked my chin while my head is on the table.
whats the freaking prob with today larh? >=(
i hate 26th march 2007 !

bio lesson was so freaking boring. and sleepy. zzz our eyes were alr closing and this jacob still ask us do this and that. angry.
home nursing aft sch was bloody angry. a bunch of no common sense ppl. alr so tired and have to tolerate this kinda nonsense. T_T "

it was meant to be a surprise. when i had been planning my steps carefully all along. waiting for that day to come when i would not regret what i had been doing all along. but well, can you imagine someone you had been trusting all along to just sabo you? im so sorry i cant accept this.
i just cant believe that larh. super ANNOYED.
and what i can do is just to treat as if i know nth. continue to smile. arbish~
SHEN BU RU SI.


*SO WHAT NOW? HOW AM I GONNA FACE YOU NOW? I LOST THE BATTLE EVEN BEFORE I HAD STARTED IT. ~piang~ TO ALL MY SWEET DREAMS. AND I WONDER WHAT KIND OF CHANGES WILL I EXPERIENCE FROM NOW ON. HOW I WISH NOTHING HAD HAPPENED );*

well, this was what carin editted today. didnt want to blog today derh. but she hopes to see it here? yeah. but i think its kinda nonsense larh. especially the words. however, its not that clear actually. =x

如果你还爱我

我带着一颗疲惫的心走了
我知道自己在你心里已不重要
虽然我们曾经相聚过
也许对于你来说
已经没有什么值得回忆

我带着一颗沉重的心走了
我知道自己没有勇气道别离
虽然我们曾经拥有过
但是对于你来说
已经没有什么值得回忆

难道早以注定
不能真正拥有你
难道我真心付出一切
只为了承受孤单和寂寞
我知道你不敢对我坦白
是不要看到我的伤怀
虽然你没有说要离开我
我已经感到你不再属于我

如果你还爱我
你不会对我如此的冷漠
又怎会让我在漫漫长夜独自徘徊
如果你还爱我
你不会对我如此的冷漠
我只能含着眼泪
默默的离开

seriously, i realise you are not someone worthy to be loved. TRULY. cos you are able to divide all your love to different ppl. i wonder do you know love. WO XIANG WO AI CUO LE. but theres no alternatives for me alr ); cos i had alr CHAO XI HUAN NI. i wonder if i had deposited my love to a wrong account.

im so sick of this. im like experiencing a split personality every single day. YOU ARE SUCH AN UNSTABLE LOVER. i dont know if i should continue as what was planned. so UNCERTAIN of the outcome. i dont deny im afraid.

felt so restless during training today. well.. cos all of us no mood marh. T_T "
first-aid comp confirmed on 21st apr. thats like 4 more weeks. oh man!!
and and and. my second audition clashes with flag day. what damn thing. arbish~
there's like so much thing i have to fan(chinese). dont know when then can relax. sigh

watched MR BEAN'S HOLIDAY with daddy today! LOL'
its funny and nonsense. was LMAO all the way. wahahah.
this bean arhh.. is the most stupid and dumb person i had ever seen larh. what an entertainment (; the show is not as bad as what rin told me though. hahah

and oh yes! im in love with happy songs that have 'AI' in their titles. LOL! now feel like CHU LIAN again. wahahahha. ALERT larh. mayday songs are so high. love love love.

oh yarh. heard tt that vampire dont like me? LOL' i dont like her too. I SIMPLY DETEST HER.
since long long time ago. who is she to judge me? look at yourself. u r not much better. sucking of blood brings you to nowhere for goodness sake (; ONE WHO DOESNT GETS TO EAT THE GRAPES THINKS THAT THEY ARE SOUR ;P


*WHEN WOULD I EVER STEP OUT? I DONT WANNA REGRET. GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO PURSUE WHAT I WANT. YOU ARE JUST SO LOVELY ;P*

说爱你

我的世界变的奇妙更难以言语
还以为是从天而降的梦境
直到确定
手的温度来自你心里
这一刻
我终于勇敢说爱你

一开始,我只顾看着你
装做不经意心却飘过去
还窃喜,你没发现我,躲在角落
忙着快乐
忙着感动从彼此陌生到熟
会是我们从未想过
真爱,到现在不敢期待

要证明自己,曾被你想起really
我胡思乱想,就从今天起i wish
像一个陷阱,却从未犹豫相信
你真的愿意,就请给我惊喜.

关于爱情,过去没有异想的结局
那天起,却颠覆了自己逻辑.
我的怀疑,所有答案因你而明白
转呀转,就真的遇见mr.right

im gonna sing this if the judge request for a fast song (; and i simply love the lyrics. and most importantly, this is the song of jolin tsai. ahahaha. do u get it? ;p
my aim is to post meaningful lyrics that suits my situation everyday. WAHAHHA~
currently experiencing a moodswing roller coaster.

ALERT~! today this chin is being sensitive again! 'ms chin wants to helo you, but you all dont want to help yourself.' LOL!

sports day was kinda boring larh. nth to do one. and the ppl attending is very little. haas'
and this sister agatha came to my first-aid post and nonsense. say alot of craps and say she wanna book a seat here. LOL' then dont know got this lady from where pop out talk to her. thier convo was super funny cos the way they talk arhh, the essence, is very funny one. even ms ng was laughing lorh. LOL!!

i dont know why these ppl like to crowd ard a casualty when he/she was only sufferiing from minor injuries. 2 first-aiders is alr far too enough. imagine there is 4. T_T "
and i realise something weird. everytime when sch organize sports events, it's bound to rain. somemore is heavy one. zzz. its part of tanglin's tradition i think. haas'

my heart was still beating very very fast at that moment. but i dont know what happen suddenly. mr cupid seems to pluck out that sweet arrow. i lost all the courage. this time is really WAN DAN le. i had nv gotten into this kinda shit before. its either i move on, or i stop. were those false hopes? or was i just thinking too much? THIS IS REALLY VERY SHIT LARH!! >=(

i really felt like letting everything out. ive bottled it up for far too long. all these caused me to experience dramatic moodswings. its so freaking terrible. i dont know what will happen next.
i wish to get out of this asap.


*I'M SURE THAT YOU KNOW. FOR IT IS SIMPLY TOO OBVIOUS. BUT PERHAPS I WENT TOO OVERBOARD. ITS TIME TO STOP ALL THESE. WHAT OTHERS SAID WERE JUST ILLUSIONS. ITS TIME TO WAKE UP AND GET OUT FROM THIS WONDERLAND*

爱到

爱到 爱到
爱到脑海里有一万个你快爆掉
你一个眼神我什么都好
或许就是狠狠爱到
这就是电到
爱到爱到
每夜失眠脸上却还傻傻在微笑
谁叫你可爱到无法救药
让我这样狠狠爱到

黑色的瞳孔带着闪亮
空气中飘着你无敌迷人发香
每一个携作都吸引我
就算洗脑也无法将你忘掉
我学会什么叫二话不说
你开口我就没办法say no
这感觉找不到适合形容
费洛蒙向我进攻就被你掌控oh baby

将你缝上纽扣扣住我
爱到步让你有任何机会挣脱
在一起的时间绝不错过
车子后座我只会为你保留
就是想要把你占为己有
不要你出现在别人眼中
紧紧抱住你哪怕会痛
舍不得眨眼怕少看你一秒钟oh baby

im gonna be dead this time round. omg! AI DAO~
wan dan le. zen me ban ?!?
on the phone with carin just now. whole convo i didnt stop laughing lorh. oh my mama, am i going hougang soon? ):
and i did a nonsense. iya~ i just dont know what im doing man.
*laugh* from msn is really funny.

freaking angry with lim kian guan today! anyhow ask us run 20rounds. CRAZY. very unreasonable lorh. nv ask first one. then seems like we are the ones at fault that caused the whole class cannot stop. ZZZ!! had PE for ard 50mins. sucks man. and jean chng didnt even blast. its like so incredible lorh.
however, eng was fun. cos we had debate. and the grouping rocks lorh. LOLOLOLOLOL!!

f&n is super DISCOURAGING today. LOL' ms chin's sensitive cells are flying all over. and she say us. forgotten what she said. and she deliberately dont wanna giv us the notes!! and carin argue back. hahaha. so funny lorh. then there were some gliterrings in her eyes. haas'. so carin stopped. iya~ overall its just so funny. SENSITIVE;INSECURE;DISCOURAGING cells were flying all over. and landed on us. LOL'

basics and maths was super high today. i was anyhow-ing all the way lorh. sing this sing that. blah blah blah~. cyn is LOVESTRUCK. LOL'. im like a 'hua chi'. oh gosh.. im seriously going crazy lorh. somebody save me pls! im LIAN AI-ing now k? this is when your face will go super red. your heart will beat super fast. your mind will go super siao. HAHAH.
i wanna GAO BAI! lalalalala~

'JIU SUAN SHI JIE YU WO WEI DI, WO CHAO XI HUAN NI~ '
'NI KAI KOU WO JIU MEI BAN FA SAY 'NO'. '
cyn is crazy larh! gosh!

and i passed my eng! this jean chng anyhow. scare me. but carin failed ); very what lorh. like gave false info. very what one larh! T_T "

had first aid recap session aft sch. tml sports day alert~!


*AND I KNOW IM AT LEAST SOMETHING. SIMPLY HEAD OVER HEELS! MR CUPID SHOT ME WITH HIS SWEET ARROW. *

ahahah. today melvin chia finally remembered to bring me and ley's bang bang tang. haas'. always delay one. zzz. well, im waiting to receive the red one since i had alr received a blue and a green one. LOL' ley was surprised when she saw it. cos she didnt harbour any hopes at all.

to those who had tried our AI XIN BIAN DANG, its so nice right? ;b hahah.
this sch is so super lame. act until so high class when VIP come. what 5-stars toilet. so dumb.

recess was very nonsense today. the commitee were discussing this and that. and guess what. ah shan came up with a 'cyn alert' cheer which is very nonsense. T_T " i dont know them man. ley was getting very excited as the discussion goes on. dots! i had became their entertainment unknowingly.

prawn taught us two period of maths without eng wee ard today. and he shouted at ben. its so funny. imagine a prawn blasting his top. like so. . zzzz. dont know what to say man. LOL'

after sch went formosa with jiayi,carin and amanda. we had a good time talking. haas' alot of secrets was revealed too. hahaahahah. ALERT~!

had dinner at chinatown with family. mummy bought alot of dim sum home. LOL' . she was tempted to buy everything. crazy alert.

and that stupid fat ass didnt wanna address my question today. say tml then can. WTH. her tml will nv come man. ANGRY!!
didnt do f&n. have to prepare for some discouraging cells tml then. zzz


*I FEEL LIKE TELLING YOU IM IN LOVE...WITH YOU (; THERE'S NO EXPIRY DATE FOR THIS LOVE. LET ME FULFIL ALL YOUR WISHES. WAHAHAHAH.*

ALERT~! i didnt get single digit for amaths. in fact, i got 15! hahah. so i should thanks ms choo? LOL' physics was fun and funny today. we splitted into two grps. and i was under mr lau. its so relaxing. and i was ZI-HIGHing all the way lorh. but no one responded. WAHH~ disappointed.
nvm.. i'll still sing sing sing until ppl also come and high with me derh ;p

today's F.T period made me fcuking angry! only when im angry to the extent will i use the F word. ok, what made me angry? IS THE ENGLISH RESULTS!! 47!!
WTH lorh? i didnt fail any of her thing. and i did all her work, hand in on time. so this is the results i get? BLOODY UNFAIR larh. is there something wrong with her brain anot? i also didnt offended her in any way. simply is WTF larh! >=C

all my frens didnt expect me to be so angry cos they know im always calm. nv did i expect myself to be fuming either. its really very very infuriating larh. SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.
went to find this fat ass after sch. she say she will check tml. the possibility of her doing so is ZERO larh. SHIT HER MAN. how can i fail my eng when i shouldnt be failing? DAMN!!

lucky i've got a bunch of frens who will cool me down. went to ikea with ley and xuan. rin joined us after her checkkkk-upppp right? dots. and yes, its an enjoyable one (;

had hotdog and curry puff. its so yummy-licious right? ;b
and we did alot of nonsense in ikea larh. LOL'

me and ley were cuddling in this blue colour 'throw' LOL' alert fairy took this pic one. dots!

and then we were at the section with all the cookery items, utensils, tableware blah blah. and then.. .. we did nonsense!!

look at this one whole set. LOL' we were walking ard the place to find suitable items to fit the tray. HAHAHAH. so funny larh.

and then rin presented the tray to xuan. its so LOL' can?

and i believe there are more nonsense. but i forgotten got what liao. hahaha
after that went to the swedish market. me and rin bought this salmon spread. and we would be making AI XING BIAN DANG for ley and xuan right? LOL'
thinking of it makes me laugh larh. LMAO.

with the fact that we were thirsty, ley was in-charge of buying mineral water for all of us. it was decided that she will buy two small ones. but guess what? she got back with a 1.5litres one! so nonsense can? we were like rofl. she say she did this to make us laugh. LOL' iya~ cannot tahan man. WAHAHAHHAHA.

so tml must prepare to attack tt fat ass alr. disappointed~ i will give her hell if she dont give me a freaking 50.


*THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO TO REMOVE THIS WALL BETWEEN US. WHO SAY I DIDNT TRY? I TRIED SO HARD. TO GIVE YOU THE BEST AND MAKE SURE YOU RECEIVE THE BEST. YOU ARE THE REASON FOR EVERYTHING.
AND BOY, THERE'S NO EXPIRY DATE TO THIS LOVE.*

and this is the lyrics (;

做你的公主

或许你没看出来
周围的人都在猜
有种感觉正在我们之间展开

喜欢你偶而作怪
不经意流露的坏
其实体贴实在孩子气的胸怀
曾经有过的恋爱
彷佛一片空白
直到遇见你我才真的存在

我只想做你的公主
拥有那平凡的幸福
华丽的珍珠
不如眼底的专注
对我深深呵护
我想我是你的公主
终结这多年的追逐
当你抱着我
地球也暂停脚步
我刹那间清楚
你是我的幸福

沉潜太久的孤独
这一刻获得救赎
我忽然好想哭
感激你这一路
陪我笑陪着我辛苦
无悔的付出

its a nice song. ohh yes. its nice =D

today chinese is funny. dont know how come will say until huiying joining 'huang jin nian hua'. we were like laughing our ass out. HAHAH! wo bu yao bie ren de ai, bu yao bie ren guan huai~ lalalalala~ LOLOLOLOLOL!!

was super embarassing during maths today. this jiayi go show eng wee the campus video and he go let whole class see. WAHH~! so disappointed. this no mouth fairy!

got back physics common test mark today. 6.5m. LOL'
this is like so. DOTS! really single digit. and this ronnie wanna split the class up. haas'
4E4 CMI alert ;p
jacob was very attitude today. she separated the class and teach. iyo~ sci teachers nowadays got this kinda trend? zzz

after sch went to je for long john with amanda and xuan. seafood combo alert. ok larh, it was quite nice. and its very filling!! walked rounds and rounds in jurong cos we had nth to do. so boring can and it was still early. sian sian sian. and we saw ermm famous four? LOL! funny alert.

i dont know why am i caught in this. i dont know how to describe this situation too. i discovered a new song, '做你的公主' by sun. the rhythm is nice. but haven go see the lyrics. hmm, but should be a nice one i guess? haiya~ i dunno what am i talking also. ZZZ!

if all of us were FRIENDS. how good is it? or should i say, how bad would it be?
perhaps there shouldnt be love cells going between all of us. who's the murderer in this case? and who's the victim? a great mistake we made. giving our love to the wrong person.


*NEVER EVER TO LET YOU SEE THE WEAKEST SIDE OF ME. YOU WOULDNT WANNA KNOW WHATS WITHIN ME AND I SUPPOSE YOU WONT EVEN CARE ABOUT IT. BUT AGAINST ALL ODDS, I STILL STOOD FIRM.*

CAMPUS SUPERSTAR ALERT~!
reached toa pah yoh today at 9am. cos the stupid ah-neh security ytd say is first come first serve basis. but no lorh! is according to ref no. CHEAT OUR FEELINGS! and thus we sat at the second floor and watch the guys sing. LOL' some of them were really funny larh. dont know how to say. dots!

and soon, it was 12pm.. and its gonna be our turn ! NERVOUS ! cos carin dont wanna be the first tanglin girl. thats y my 1463 became 1462. dots! and this is 1462! LOL' buy 4-D right?

there were some girls who were so over. make-up here and there. pls lorh. also not audition for model. crazy. zzz

and this was us when we were waiting for our turn. LOL' our hearts were beating fast like crazy can. the judges all very strict one. really very scared derh leah. especially when u hear the "DEH" sound from other contestants. WAHH~ really.. zzz

ok, it was soon our turns alr. the female judge was like commenting about my fringe to the other judges. WAHH~ i dunno whats wrong. however, i got in.. but the rest didnt managed to );
really very sad leah. jiaqi and jiayi actually got the chance. but i dunno why it just fly away );
they were well-liked by the judges. maybe there's not enough luck i guess.

but after awhile our moods were all back right? went to town AGAIN. this time with huiying,jiaqi,jiayi (jiaqi dont let me use the term 'JIA SISTERS' ); LOL' ) took two neos. combined them tgt.

and then !! i took a pic with CAI SHEN YE at the outside of some random bank. LOL' actually alr saw him ytd. but didnt have the mood to do anything actually. but today's outing,me n jiaqi was high. dunno for what reason. thats why took one with my idol. LOL!
i think this pic looks so funny can? LOL' the cai shen ye is not handsome. haas'
aft tt jiayi treated all of us to ice-cream man ice-cream. LOL' cos she closed a deal (;
thank you jiayi larh! (:
but arhh! this jiayi upload photos very slow one. where's our pic with the LED thing and the big tatty bear? so disappointed eehh ):

wahh. and this goes my holidays lerh. so busy for the whole week. wonder if this is really a holiday. and i realise i spent alot of time with the PPG clan this week. LOL!

well. next audition is 31st march. all my friends will come down right? HAHAH.
i simply love them to bits. (;

and someone said something to me. yes, it's so true. LONG LONG TIME AGO~ i had alr disappeared. but im still certain of how i feel. and he is still the one who can make me feel my heartbeat.

*I WONDER WHY AM I STILL DWELLING OVER IT. BUT BOY, 我超喜欢你. AND THIS IS A FACT I CAN NEVER TWIST.*

reached HDB hub early in the morning 8am. there were so many ppl Q-ing alr! the first person started Q-ing at 3am. WAHH~! dots.
there were all sorts of students there. cant imagine why some ppl wanna waste our time to see them do nonsense.
and the weather was super threatening. there were some rain droplets and then big sun again.

after that the ppl there ask us to come for the audition tml cos the weather is not very good. TSK~ Q-ed for so long in the end didnt get to sing. somemore still have to worry for another day. this is so shit can. after that we still saw some other ppl Q-ing lorh. whats the prob man. zzz. however, we got our reference no.s alr. 1463 ALERT~!
hope tml need not wait so long until postpone audition again. if not that would be very disappointing );

went town with ley and xuan aft lunch. took neo. haas'

had some singing practice at home today. mummy is a professional singer. hahah. and she gave me alot of comments. she is strict. her words are hurtful. so now cannot sing 开始懂了 );
spent so long time then decide what song to replace T_T"

so now i will sing
shunza - 写一首歌
cyndi - on my way
right?

haix~ scared alert. really very scared now. i think this voice got a lil attitude me lerh );
and there's more ppl joining campus alr. LOL'
iya~ all will join tgt larh. all 4E4 one. dots.

ALL THE BEST!


*GIVE ME A BIG ENCOURAGEMENT. YOU ARE THE FORCE.*

WAHH~! was late for St.John today. overslept~ zzz . was ATTACKED by a cockroach last nite. STUPID. I DESPISE COCKROACHES FOREVER! >=C

training was tiring today. but we still played game. MURDERER. hahahah. overall, still ok larh. though NC stil got probs. haix~

afternoon went to kbox with jia sisters, huiying and xuan hui. LOL' had a great time yarh? (;
refilled the tidbits like umpteen times. LOL' so pai seh =x


now kinda worried for audition. i dont know how to sing kai shi dong le! oh gosh~ HOW?!?! scared alert. sob sob )';

today's training super irritated me. im like a clown; an entertainer to all. i wonder why is it so hard to put in a little effort to do something. and im supposed to act like nth happen and continue to be the clown. WAHH~ whats this? seriously, no one appreciates larh.
asking them to open their mouth like will cause them to die liddat. T_T "

if you guys think that i enjoyed it, sorry, NO. i dont wish to do it either. but if me myself dont start the ball rolling, i can confirm that the ball is gonna be stuck there. i have the responsibility to do this. and so do ALL OF YOU.

put yourself in my shoes and think for yourself. is it so easy to be at this position? spare a thought for others and co-operate. isnt it time for you all to lighten off the responsibilities im carrying? its not too much that im asking for. a simple task can be done by everyone. cos its jus CO-OPERATION im asking for. its not just about YOURSELF here. its about EVERYONE. but it seems like everyone is acting too selfish. dont take others for granted. they will leave you one day when you are ill-prepared. be independant. you cannot trust anyone cos no soul in this world is TRUSTWORTHY. the only one you can believe is yourself.

well, if you think everything is unfair to you, face it. there's nth call FAIRNESS in this world. YOU HAVE TO COMPETE IN ORDER TO SURVIVE. because ONLY THE STRONGEST CAN STAY. its no use and no pt bearing grudges. you are only making your life miserable.
be more magnanimous and just FORGET. life still have to carry on no matter what.

and im thinking which level of nonsense i will receive tml. those who still haven FORGET will play hide and seek with me. so used to the regulars. zzz


*IF YOU WERE TO PUT IN A LITTLE MORE EFFORT TO HELP ME. I BELIEVE I WOULD BE ABLE TO PASS THROUGH ALL OBSTACLES EASILY.*

disappointed ! this rin made me wait for her for half an hour this morning. wahh~ thats like so .. .. .. but cyn is magnanimous right? (;

headed down to wheelocks cos rin wanna repair phone. ok, the estimated waiting time is 90mins. thus, we went for lunch.
n.y.d.c ALERT~! had this bake pasta 'three amigos' . its so nice can? ;b lazy to upload pic =X
rin had beef lasagne. the portion is very big larh. cant finish by yourself one. however, its so yummy-licious =D

after that went back to nokia care. WAHH~! we missed our turn. but we arent late lorh!
>=( lucky the ppl still attend to rin. if not arhh.. .. ..LOL'

then went to far east to shop shop and had gelare. iyoyo~ this rin arhh, keep want me to eat. was so full alr eehh. T_T "
and we took neos at heeren (;

not really a satisfying one though );

well, was searching for rin's slippers here and there. but couldnt find it. what's funny is that she was searching for FLASH n SPLASH when she was just standing infront of it! LOL!! the scene was so hilarious. i was looking at her doing nonsense. hahah
pai seh alert~!

went taka cold storage to get rin's mum's cooking ingredients. i realise her mum like to use ingredients that are hard to find. and also very ex. =x LOL'
the weather was showing some attitude by the time we reached clementi. the rain was lik, suddenly 'PA' down. zzz

and ive decided what to sing for audition lerh. had to prepare 2songs. .. . ..
and so, it will be
stephanie - 开始懂了
shunza - 写一首歌
right? LOL'
this voice is a disappointment. dont wan fully recover for me to sing 记得. haix~ ):

training tml.. sianx~


*I WISH TO KNOW WHO'S THE ONE YOU LOVE.*

GOSH~! whats this? amaths was such a total failure today. i dont know how to do ALL the Qs. i can just get a single digit mark seriously. even rin thinks the paper is hard alr. then what about we students? zzz. stupid amaths

went to je and had 'bits and cookies' at delifrance. wahh! its so yummy ;b
then went up second level . and just when we came out from this shop, we saw weikiat,johnson and leslie. and yes. this is a coincidence. not caused by other factors.
amanda was talking alot of nonsense to me. this and that blah& blah& blah. in the end also no results. wasted her saliva. zzz

well, thought that daddy could bring me out to spend my afternoon. unfortunately, he said he was tired. T_T "
and thus, i spent my whole afternoon doing blogskin (;
hahah. this is my first try and i think its quite nice alr isnt it? ;p
spent ard 4hrs i guess? =.=

and im looking forward to 17o3! =D


*I WISHED I COULD HAD BEEN THERE WITH YOU. BUT I KNOW YOU DONT WANT ANYTHING FROM ME. SO MUCH THAT YOU CANT BE EVEN BOTHERED TO SAY 'THANKS FOR CONCERNING.'*

its 2.25am now. haven slp so i decided to blog about something (you name it) which i encountered.

ok, there's this guy from egypt who added me in msn quite long ago last yr. very long nv talk alr then just now he started talking to me. well, its obvious that he forget who am i cos he dont even rmb me coming from singapore. so i suspect he adds alot of girls to his contact list. nvm, dont talk about that.

and then he saw my dp and give me some remarks. oh my, it's DARN GROSS AND DISGUSTING can. *yucks* and then he asked for my age. i said 16. he say this is a best age. and he asked me if i like sex. obviously i said NO right? and he asked me WHY. he still ask me if i got porn and ask me if i want. whats the freaking prob man? and he thinks that girls from singapore are open and easy. WTH ?!?

after that he say he wanna kiss me. i was like. 'huhh? are you crazy?' guess what he say. "i will jump to you from the screen and i will kiss you". i said NO. and he said
"you cant say no i will eat you" OMG. its bloody scary can.

then he asked me if i was angry. i said YES and he apologised. he even asked me "do you like to be my girlfriend in net". bloody hell. i said NO and he said ok 'friend'. i said just normal friend. and he said "ok in this time, maybe in future' . 'if you in egypt, i would love you so much, you will become my girl. im crazy over you' YARH YARH~ YOU CAN GO CRAZY YOURSELF.

OHH PLEASE LARH ~! HE'S GONNA DISAPPEAR FROM MY CONTACT LIST NOW LORH !!
SUPER DISGUSTED BY HIM. PERVERTIC !! EGYPT SOMEMORE. MAKE ME GO PUI PUI PUI ~

this is a super angry post! >=C

ANOTHER SONG TO RECOMMEND RIGHT?

NEVER LET YOU GO

the rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, i feel the same
everlasting pain of my loss remains
my heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left the mark
all that i dreamed of now it seems so stark
though i told myself won't hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
i would sing to you and tell you i won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one more chance to tell you how i was feeling
i would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know,
i'd never let you go

the way, you left me on the train
i don't know what to say
i remember everything on that day
i can't believe we'd never dance
i just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance

ahahah. ley was early today. cos she saw wrong time! LOL' last week was jia sisters, this week is her. T_T "

had mac first at clementi. ley and jiaqi were very nonsense. they bicker bout everything under the sun. poor me n jiayi. we were like bringing some children out ); and this ley n jiaqi are very disgusting people! they anyhow mix the sauce with coke and eat with with fries and blah blah. they initially wanted to do nonsense to their burger and eat. YUCKS!
after a series of nonsense events, off we go to ms choo's hse (;

we spent like ard 1hr watching tv then start tuition. haas' everyone of our eyes were stuck to the tv screen cos the show is so so nice (;
amaths drove all of us crazy today. especially ley. her brain juices werent working that well.
she gave up P&C halfway and consulted YADA. haas'

seriously, P&C is really difficult ); we all do until wanna cry alr. i think we spent ard 3hrs on P&C and 1hr on eqn of tangent/normal blah blah. DIFFICULT ALERT~
still got other chapters haven learn derh lorh. tml mus chiong liao. haix~

so what more can we do? what more do you expect from us? we had expressed our gratitudes with the most courteous way. THANK YOU. what else can we do? and even though we may have the same character, we are still DIFFERENT. i hate comparison and substitution.


*LOVING YOU IS AS SWEET AS EATING MARSHMELLOW (; YOU NEED NOT BE IN A RELATIONSHIP TO FEEL SWEET. I AM STILL SMILING AT THE MEMORIES. TEARS DIDNT DROWN THEM. 超喜欢你*

lalala~ today almost late for sch man. cos this 285 got some prob arhh. LOL' then this pek say us. zzz.
chinese results was a disappointment. its still not up to my expectation ); T_T" work harder next time.
& im currently obsessed with writing chinese style love letter. HAHAH. so fun LOL'!!
i love QUAN ! rin wont be angry right? haas'

f&n test should be easy today. but i think i made a lot of careless mistakes. awww~ sadden.

and oh yes. went to west coast park with xuan in the evening. bought a sandcastle set. haas'
its time for some fun right? =D

i tried to make a sandcastle. but it dont seem nice to me );
i will make a nicer one next time ! cyn had been wanting to own a castle for a long long long time right?





o9o3 . cyn and xuan (;
& LOL'! we did something very nonsense! we buried the sandcastle set under a spot cos we were lazy to bring home. HAHAH!! hope it wont disappear ;p

went off at ard 10 cos xuan going to meet someone. i walked home alone k? LOL' the journey isnt that long actually. and on the way this jiaqi ask me what time meet tml and blah blah. so anxious eehh. =X

im wondering if i owe you anything in my previous life. facing you just make me feel so guilty. just lock me in the prison. once again im telling myself and everyone, LOVE IS NOT ABOUT POSSESSION.


*MAYBE YOU DONT LIKE MY PRESENCE. BUT I ALWAYS FEEL YOURS. ITS ALL IN THE ♥ . AND THERE'S A FEELING OUT THERE GIVING ME THE ANSWERS TO ALL MY DOUBTS. 他是亲爱的四年x班的棉花糖同学.*

i had a sweet dream last night and i hope time would stop. but yes i know that only sleeping beauty has the rights to not wake up. i realise everything would only be illusions even if it feels so real. this dream is just a dream without meaning. so, cyn will not be so engross in it right? (;

yarh, so today had 2.4km run. lim kian guan was stressing us by counting down when we were about to reach the ending pt. and oh yes. i made it! all thanks to lim kian guan? LOL'
and this jean chng made fun of my eng compo! what master the art of copying. im just stating the fact what. zzz and she like to molest ppl. boy girl also molest. yucks

basics was funny today. stanley's grp came up with some nonsense idea. all of us was like ROFL.
and indeed, like what i had expected, combined science paper is totally hopeless. i would definitely get a single digit for physics lorh. T_T "
after test accompanied carin go cut hair. and she was embarassed by the hair dresser =x
had mcflurry ;b nice alert~!

and now this stupid victor come and extra me during my most busiest time. nv think and see carefully before asking one. SO ANGRY >=(

IM CHARGED FOR MANSLAUGHTER. but i would try to make it up cos im no HEARTLESS creature. and i wonder. is this a blessing or suffering? we should smile our days off seriously. getting sad everyday is not gonna work. ELMO thought me how to smile. i will teach everyone how to smile too right?

ah shan introduced me to one nice song. nice nice (;

SO SICK

Gotta change my answering machine, now that I'm alone
Cause right now it says that we can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Caused you walked out the door,
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin' 'round
With my head down I'm so over being blue
Cryin' over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
Thats marked July 15th
Because since theres no more you
Theres no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

Thats the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

yeah.. thats it (;


*I REALISE LOVING AFAR IS A KIND OF HAPPINESS TOO. YOU CANT ACT, I SAW THROUGH YOU. LETS ALL SURRENDER TO FATE*

well~ last night wasnt in the mood of blogging. i actually started my post but had another argument with him again. so there goes my post. anyways, I MURDERED SOMEONE. GUILTY AS CHARGED. just let me be the one acting as the bad guy. i dont mind.

ok. so today had SS test. it's average larh. but i dont have any confidence. im gonna do badly for this common test. ill-prepared seriously. somemore tml is combined science. im not gonna make it. i dunno a single thing about physics. even if know how to do bio also no use. haix~
my brain just cannot absorb anymore thing liao. );
im super tied-down by alot of things. i really have no time to spare. this and that this and that. awww~ spare me off ); somemore this throat is depriving me from speaking!! ARGHH~ sucks.
>=(

im so sorry that harsh words just came out. sufferings are meant to be ended as early as possible. somehow the change just make me feel more guilty. you would get use to it. time can prove everything.
FRIENDSHIP USUALLY LAST LONGER THAN RELATIONSHIP.


*AND I REMEMBERED YOU ONCE TOLD ME THAT MEMORIES ARE MEANT TO BE KEPT IN THE HEART. NOT FOR REMINISCING. BUT EVERYONE KNOWS THAT HUMAN BEINGS ARE CONTRADICTIVE. YOU BETRAYED YOURSELF. I SAW IT.*

SUAY~ kanna pek today again cos didnt bring chi tb. really is suay lorh. i brought wb leah! WAHH. i think im able to produce a photocopied chi tb in the near future lerh. zzz

and indeed.. i'm sure i flunked my lit common test. it would be easy if i did study hard. but i didnt );
the hall is a very stressful place. the atmosphere made me anxious =x
Os is terrifying.

after common test went to JE for delifrance with alot of ppl. it was really very nonsense k? nonsense until i dunno what to say alr. spare me off from this kinda outings again T_T "
really dunno how to react to everyone. yes, i meant EVERYONE. poor cyn right? );

and im having sore throat now!! i cant sing, i cant talk. awww~ this is so so so miserable larh. i want die alr. no voice how to di siao ppl? LOL'
had to study for history now. sianx~ this common test is too rush alr. sure CMI derh.
and i wonder y ppl get so fascinated with the way we speak and act. like.. 'ALERT'. hahahaha.


at that point of time i felt so helpless. i wished that you were here to save me. but i know from the moment you left, i had to be independant. just when i had the courage, i dont get the opportunity. i think im gonna miss it - FOREVER. perhaps this is the most appropriate time to use this word i detest. human beings always find it too late to come into realisation.
this is a dumb dumb world~


*TO SURRENDER AND TO SACRIFICE. ARENT MARSHMELLOWS MEANT TO BE SWEET? PERHAPS ITS TIME TO COMPROMISE TO THIS CRUEL FATE WE ENCOUNTERED. BECAUSE LIFE IS NOT ALWAYS SMOOTH.*

reported at HQ today at 4pm. found out that no zone7 officers were there. all thanks to eichien! she gave us the wrong time. reporting time is 5pm lorh! zzz!

and thus, we had some zi-lian session. all thanks to shuwen! lalala~

members on duty: cynthia;lingfeng;afiqah;eichien;shuwen;jasmine;pearle;minqi;serena (;


i was so shocked when i found out that we were the only cadets on duty. WTH lorh. why so suay one. all thanks to ms ng. cos she replied fast to yvoone mdm's email. and thus landed us doing PS on a sunday night when we have common test the next day. lucky it was a fun day (;


thats the St.John's Ambulance f.y.i.
we took that from HQ to chinatown. (;

me, shuwen and jasmine were a grp with yvoone mdm. she is really funny and she entertained all of us with her PS experiences and blah blah~ had alot of laughing session with her. haas'
there's a new technology for walkie talkie now. it looks like those flip handphones. it's so cool and style can? i think can msg also one lorh. LOL'

and then we saw fire crackers. so many smoke. we were expecting for some asthma attack but there isnt. =X
the fireworks were nice although there were some building blocking me. (;
i saw the CAI SHEN YE 'flower car'(direct translation from chi)! but couuldnt really take pic cos too tall liao. and there was something funny. shengsiong also got appear at the 'flower car' there. it's so funny can. LOL' we were all laughing like crazy ;p

then reached HQ at 10. daddy and michelle came and fetch me. but dunno why his car attitude! the temperature keep increasing until got smoke come out arhh! made me, michelle, shuwen and jasmine have to cab back to clementi. im so bloody pissed lorh >=(
made me 11 then reached home. so late. zzz

anyways, all the best to those taking lit common test tml. i know im not gonna make it. poor us have to do duty when we got test ); lucky its not a disappointing one. i guess all of us had great time right? (;

ONCE - coincidence. TWICE - destinated.


*HAPPINESS REALLY DOES OVERCOME SADNESS. I KNOW ITS SOON EVERYTHING WILL COME TO AN END. NOW I REALISE, FATE IS SOMETHING YOU DONT WISH TO BELIEVE BUT YOU HAD TO COMPROMISE.*

today went to carin's hse with ley,shannon and jia sisters. supposedly is to learn amaths. but in the end, we helped carin fixed her drawer instead. we had a hard time. awww~ we are like men. LOL'
the drawer is so hard to fix lorh. stupid ikea anyhow one. somemore nv drill one hole. disappointed.

in the end, there's a split at one of the sides. zzz. me and jiaqi taped it with red tape. LOL' we were working tgt all along. haas'. the stupid hammer attacked me two times~ so painful lorh );
poor cynthia. and poor ley. she was injured too. and she was pissed with the work and shannon.zzz. and thus, we didnt learn any maths today );

after tt, we all tied plaits and we head down to je (;

ley, rin, and jia sisters wanted to ice skate. i dont know how n im afriad too. hahah. so i was like thinking i will just stand there and see. haas'
and we took neoprints (; will be uploaded tml rite? cos this carin haven scan yet. zzz
after that, ley had to leave early and she cannot ice skate. and all of them was like persuading me to ice skate. NO WAY MAN.

and we found out that there was a ice hockey competiton going on. even if wanna ice skate also cannot rite? LOL'
and so.. we had delifrance ! yummy ;b
me and jiayi had crab diva crossiant and jiaqi was tempted! LOL'
she ate one fruit tart alr still eat one more crossiant. we were like 'DA WEI WANG!' hahaha. ALERT~
many funny things happened in delifrance. this ley and jiaqi arhh. anyhow play with pepper one. they are so scary !!

n then we walked ard in popular. hahaha. rin and the jia sisters bought the powerpuff girls files! LOL' all of us will be the PPG clan lerh. haas'
and ley spreaded her KAYA n JAM out of the BREAD. hahaha. its really funny! ley was paranoid right? LOL'. rounds in ALANO. oh man. im like LMAO. =D
i wonder what would be her reaction if she found out we were playing. haas' she wont be angry rite? (;
after that went home at ard 7.

awww~ so dread to go for duty tml ); haven study for lit leah. how how?!!? i need one more day can? somebody can spare me that? )';
this time sure fail lit liao lerh. haix~

and my sis found a pic when we were small. LOL' it was her 2nd birthday. what chubby cheeks i have. haas' that was when i was 4yrs old k? its so different horh? LOL'

*BECAUSE WHEN EVERYONE TOLD ME THAT YOU WOULDNT CARE, I STILL BELIEVE MY INTUITION. AND I KNOW SOME PEOPLE OUT THERE THINKS SO TOO. WHATEVER IT IS, I JUST WISHED THAT EVERYTHING WILL COME TO AN END. DONT WANNA IMPLICATE ANYMORE INNOCENTS ); *

after sch went to west coast market eat with xuan. yummy ;b
then we went shengsiong. tidbits alert~! there would be surprise on monday right? (;

then went back to sch for FA team training. raining lorh. somemore trained for half an hour only. zzz T_T "
after that went to vivo with angela and valencia cos valencia wanna buy bag. LOL'
disappointed~ 7plus den reached home. missed front part of the show lorh );

and amanda told me something nonsense about her encounter with some nonsense. LOL'
thats very nonsense can ?!!! LOL'

awww~ i dont wan go duty on sunday. i wanna study larh );
sobx sobx
&&& im going to carin's hse tml. hahaha. we will enjoy 'studying' right? LOL' ALERT~


*A MOUNTAIN OF MARSHMELLOWS. I WANT A SWEET SWEET RESTART. *