early in the morning alr felt so pek cek. i couldnt believe im experiencing this. therefore, i can conclude that it is YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE USE OF CHANCES AND CHERISH THE OPPORTUNITY. i dont know why am i saying this seriously but i really cant imagine if this carries on. disappointed. zzz
i should start my day happy today because im giving out things right? haiyo.
then bio was more angry-fying. jacobs charged me for one pathetic piece of worksheet because i didnt bring. WTH. and she was attituding all the way. made me more du lan larh. crazy woman. menopause coming alr larh.
maths also sian. had integration test. didnt study at all. everything anyhow do. shit larh. i dunno whats my purpose of coming to sch today. zzz
had shuttle run and inclined pull ups for PE. this seal uses his flippers to do? HAHAHA.
however, my mood is better after recess right? with seal's entertainment during eng. hahaha. it was full of nonsense and crap larh. two articles got related terms like 'heng' and 'seal' . LOLOLOL'
then this prawn trying to act big today. scream and shout and bang the chair. another crazy teacher for the day. and when the bell rang, he just walked out. so bloody act cool larh. the whole class was like laughing at him lorh. wheelchair prawn.
and these are the QING TIAN WAWAs aka SUNNY DOLLS i made for my friends. so cute right? they were very happy upon receiving it. i guess so (;
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QING TIAN WAWA DAI ZOU HUAI TIAN QI (;
*THESE ARE THE TIMES WHEN I REALLY FELT THE NEED FOR YOU BEING HERE. I WISHED YOU WERE THERE AT THAT ROAD JUNCTURE*
with love @ 22:02
went ikea to walk walk with daddy after lunch today. there's something ridiculous and nonsense i wanna share. ikea wont provide anymore free plastic as carrier after u buy your things. they will ask u if u need a carrier. if so, they charge u $0.05 for the small one and $0.10 for the big one. whats more is that they even issue receipt for the plastic bag. WAHH PIANG. what is this man? so nonsense larh. bian tai ikea. zzz
didnt study anythin today. diaox~ was making those little qing tian wawas after i came home. its so cute and nice (; it will brighten your day right? =D hope the receivers will like it. haas'
but somehow disappointed that i didnt study. iyo, awww~ dont know how siah.
anyway, chiong two episodes of life art just now. and i realise something. a sweet relationship started it all when two parties are good friends. but i dont like that boy tgt with the girl. zzz
*YESTERDAY SO SWEET. SO NEAR TILL WE FELT OUR HEARTBEATS. TODAY SO SOUR. SO FAR THAT I COULDNT EVEN SEE OUR SHADOW.*
with love @ 22:09
early in the morning went sch for a meeting with the seniors and officers. had a nice talk. HAHAH. left only at 1145. dots.
then went shopping with xuan at bugis. wanted to hunt for red heels. ALERT~ must recoup my loss on wed. walked bugis so long also dont have the one i fancy. and when got one, no size! disappointed. so xuan suggested we go far east anna nucci. sian~ that horrible place.
but nvm larh, since bugis dont have, then go far east lorh.
finally bought a red heels. its in MONDO. $9.90 for a pair and $15 for two pairs. very cheap right? (; xuan wanted to buy the second pair but dont have suitable one. dots.
its 3-inch. WAHH. so high. hahah.
we were both tired walking so long. especially xuan. her heels were high. then she walked slower than me. then it seems as if i am leaving her behind. awww~ so sorry right? ); and i always walk the opposite side from her. cos i dont recognise the routes. i take car always. HAHAH.
then had some zi lian session in the train. she initiated it first one. LOL' so funny.
i only have one pic with me. hahah. the rest with her.
CRY ON MY SHOULDER. HAHAHA =D i was showing a 'sian' look. LOL'
after that had dinner with family as sumo-house. wahh~ shopped with xuan for 6hrs. OMG. no wonder so tired larh. leg pain like shit.
was practically out for whole day. tml is a day for study right? GO GO GO!!
*BRING ALONG ALL THOSE MEMORIES AND END YOUR LIFE WILL YOU? WHEN LOVE TURNS TO HATRED, I PROMISE YOU MY STAB.*
with love @ 22:27
ran 2.4km today. i passed! 16:56 LOL' wasnt as tired as i thought it would be. also didnt pant like crazy. GOOD (; face was very red. like put on blusher liddat. haas' CYN brand blusher.
chicken rice with soya sauce is so so nice can. tinking of it makes me drool man. awww~ haas'
had transformation test today. i thought i would know how to do. but but but. to my disappointment, i dont know alot arhh! shit it man. emaths like so hard now. stress arhh.
st.john uniform tailor came today at 2.30. so meanwhile had some chit chatting session with jena. ahaha. alot of craps larh. LOL'
then the whole thing ended at ard 3. very fast. mr richard measured and go liao. hahaha. he was shocked that the cadets are sec1s.
all my beloved friends will receive QING TIAN WAWAs soon right? finally got all the itmes liao. those ppl who were supposed to bring cheated my feelings arhh. haiyo~
*I WONDER HOW LONG CAN I TOLERATE THIS. IT FEELS SO WEIRD HAVING TO ACT. CAN YOU SPOT THE FIRE IN MY EYES? YOU MIGHT NOT EVEN SAW ME WHEN IM IN FRONT OF YOU*
with love @ 23:19
jean chng wasnt here today. and we used the mdm rohana's class room. its like a pig sty man. so dirty and messy. and this jean chng arhh.. not here still give us test. what kind of report writing lorh. so shit. laptop with so much functions? LOL' confirm explode.
had maths test today. trigo and mensuration. very difficult can. left blank for two Qs. very tired arhh.. last night slept four hours only. sian
then after sch chiong jacobs' bio file. so suay kanna me.
accidentally spilled mee siam gravy on amanda's skirt. im really really very sorry right? );
chinese oral was sucky. i said 'THEN'. awww~ so shit. and my eyes keep twirling. LOL' dunno results how siah.
went IMM after dinner. was hoping to visit the more than words that is infested by elmos. but to my disappointment,there isnt any more than words lorh. is MINITOONS. and the elmo products are the same as last time. amanda and ley cheated my feelings. im disappointed. T_T"
this is what i editted last night. YOU SUCKS YOU SUCKS YOU SUCKS.
*IM SO TIRED. SO SICK OF THIS. JUST WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON.*
with love @ 22:17
cooked char kway teow today. everyone was really unprepared to cook the recipe they choose. ms chin also did not prepare everyone's food order list. everything was in a mess. so chaotic. my char kway teow didnt look appealing. it look like those sold outside. black black derh.
actual practical that time must rmb to act garnish. however, it taste not bad larh. just that we dont have the sweet sauce which is actually very essential for char kway teow.
mre oei came and look at the class during maths today. LOL' i told prawn that his pronounciation was better today. LOL! whole class was laughing like siao and say he act. he said that he didnt act because he is not an actor. dots larh. so obvious lorh. hahaha. me and xuan actually thought this oei left. then jiaqi said that she shifted to another side. LOL' we were like laughing at our stupididty cos we thought she left. then this oei still say wanna compete with 4E1 or what thing. diaox~ so lame.
&&& shannon fell down today! cos she is lame and forgotten her wheelchair. ahah. this is funny man.
very disappointed with jiayi today. she say me with that ku zi! WAHH~ angry man. WE ARE TOTALLY DIFFERENT! NOT EVEN SIMILAR IN ANYTHING OK? >=(
had maths focus today. went through the rest of paper2. sian~ i lost the touch in emaths. alot of things also dont know. dont know MYE how siah. sian arhh. tan eng eng really must help !!
evening went far east with mummy and michelle. wanted to get the red heels. but but but.. it seems like im not fated with it lorh. they try to cheat money. and when i found one with all the qualities there, there was no size! WTH larh. seriously. spent two hours walking for nth. spoilt my mood and cause me to have no mood in looking at other things. just spent my evening and night like this. so wasted. ANGRY!! must recoup my loss this sat! >=(
*AS TIME PASSES, IM MUCH MUCH MORE CERTAIN THAT SOME THINGS ARE ALREADY GONE AND WOULD NEVER BE BACK. MIRACLES DONT HAPPEN ON EVERYONE. AND IM NOT THE LUCKY ONE.*
with love @ 23:30
im annoyed with ppl who dont jiao dai things properly. it seems as if you were punked. its so stupid. zzz
and im totally lost in physics. if amanda and mr lau didnt help me during test today, i will fail very very badly. i lost the focus to physics. dont know why. sian-ness
izuwan gave us roses made of rocher wrappers. very nice leah (;
then after sch went for physics focus. mr teo is nice. he started from chapter one, from the scratch. to my disappointment, i found out that i really dont understand a single thing. aww~ whats the problem man? 18chapters to cover for MYE. shit it.
went for some tidbits shopping with xuan after that. marshmallow for tml alert. hahah.
because ley tempted me with the frozen strawberries, so i bought it!! HAHAHA ;P who ask her dont want giv me >=(
mummy will bring me go shopping tml right? pray for no hw.. .. ..
and im jealous ! carin going for phantom of the opera tonight!
*DONT WANNA BE AFFECTED BY ALL THE THINGS YOU HAD DONE. SEE THE FIRE BURNING IN MY EYES. ANOTHER METHOD TO DEAL WITH THIS SITUATION. HOPE IT'S BETTER.*
with love @ 22:19
did 3stations for NAPHA today. sit-up, sit-and-reach and standing board jump. results not bad. got 13points (;
left a cut on leslie's arm today. i only wanted to play play one. didnt know will so deep. aww~ i didnt did it on purpose right? so sorry );
& after the discovery of french fries marshmallow, i discioered a hamburger one. although its ultra small, but the taste not bad larh. just a lil hard =x victor keep say not nice. but in the end he ate the most lorh. and stupid izuwan finished my last piece. whats this? this prawn still say he saw alot of food in my bag. nonsense larh.
jean chng didnt came for eng for the first period and the whole class was enjoying. then suddenly she came and gave us spelling. zzz spoilsport. and ley arhh.. always anyhow angry us derh leah. what did we do ? disappointed.
after sch went queensway made corps tees. visited our regular shop; graffitti imprint. that mr alvin leow very nonsense and lame one leah. we were crapping all along. spent more than half an hour discussing the design and negotiating the price. wasted so much time leah. zzz.
&&& i bought a purple purse! YAY~! finally bought a purse lerh. wanted to buy the champagne
red one. but the purple one looks nicer instead (;
reached home at ard 7. disappointed. intended to reach home by 5plus derh leah T_T "
*WAY BACK TO THE DAYS. LIKE STRANGERS. SO INVISIBLE.*
with love @ 22:06
YAY~! its finally over! trained so hard just for today. and our efforts was repaid right? (;
beaten AI,henderson and naval base. clinched a third for NA. was beaten by nanhua and xinmin. oh well, expected. however, NC team did not get a placing. nvm! next year confirm will get derh! JIAYOU! hahaha. felt so great over-taking AI. i thought they would be the one getting top 3. they had always been getting it i guess.
TANGLIN MAY BE SMALL WHEN WE DONT SHOW (;
was the first team to go for footdrills. i think we didnt do that well. not to my expectation. but the examiner say GOOD JOB. hmmm, maybe my standard too high =x then had home nursing. WAHH~ SUCKS MAN! i dont know what are the medications for and i just gave the patient. then kanna all the shootings from the mdm. awww~ felt so stupid. BUT. something funny to share. the patient is suppose to be a female. but they used a male instead. so abnormal lorh. see alr also stun dio. dots. and jasmine press wrong side to check pulse. so lame can. liddat also can. i think we failed home nursing );
lucky first-aid was ok. didnt made major mistakes. NA team reacted fast (;
hahah. was the first few teams who completed all three stations. finally can feel relieved lerh.
went to concourse to have burger king. ms sophia gave us $5 to eat. hahaha. IBU LOVE ALL HER ANAK-ANAK RIGHT? dunno correct spelling anot? haas'
THREE CHEERS THREE CHEERS THREE CHEERS FOR TANGLIN CORPS. HIP HIP HOORAY~!
finally can relax liao. SO HAPPY! my ANAK ANAK s were going high aft FAC. hahaha. this period of time, xin ku ni men le! WELL DONE WELL DONE WELL DONE =D
*JUST WHEN THIS NIGHTMARE HAS ENDED, ANOTHER ONE IS GOING TO START. A MORE FRIGHTENING AND TORTURING ONE. IM SEARCHING HIGH AND LOW FOR MY PERFECT MARSHMALLOW BOY. WISHED YOU WERE THE ONE. BUT WELL.. .. .. *
with love @ 22:49
we did standing board jump during PE today. very funny. this lim kian guan put his phone on the mat and ask ley to jump over it. all of us were feeling scared for her. HAHAH, cos if she smash on it arhh, hmmm.. LOL' anyways, she did jump over it larh *applause* (;
debate was full of nonsense today. especially during nigel's turn. his slang.. omg. 'GOOD EVENING LADIES AND GENTLEMAN' 'GOODNIGHT' LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!! funny till peng arhh. 'money can buy clock but not time. can buy house but not home. can buy chair but not rest. can buy bed but no slp' arhh? what is he talking about? hahah.
had sausage mc muffin during recess. awww~me and xuan feel really guilty about it right? really very sorry. indirectly caused by us i guess. and i dont see anything wrong in feeling guilty. we are considerate, we have a heart, that's why we felt guilty. people who are heartless wont understand. PLEASE LARH. zzz
a final training for FAC. as usual, NC team aint full attendance. sianx~ tml will be a happy day. as what samantha said. we will all do our best and leave no regrets right? its not about winning or losing. its the process that matters. but sir think likewise i guess. that's why there's a lil pressure =x first aid box is really very heavy. i cant imagine myself carrying it to HQ and back home tml. this year so lame, ask us pack so many things. crazy one. GOOD LUCK FOR TML GIRLS! ALL THE BEST (;
true friends are those who wont do anything to hurt you. in fact, they will do everything to help you. everyone have the duty to make their friends smile. there might be alot of problems under the sun. but friendship problems should be the least occurence. I CAN MAKE MY FRIENDS SMILE. can you?
i wanna go back to those days when i can sing highly and loudly.dont wanna be emo cos i have ELMO with me now.*DIMINISHED INTO THE THIN AIR. YOU NO LONGER SEE ME. YOU CHOOSE NOT TO. AM I SUCH A SORE TO YOUR EYES? SOMEONE PLEASE GRAB ME BY THE HAND AND PULL ME OUT OF THIS.*
with love @ 22:26
When You're GoneI always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your sideWhen you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss youI've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like youI love the things that you doWe were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to knowEverything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
with love @ 23:50
xuan discovered a french fries marshmallow. AHAHAHA. love her man (;
was scolded my ms ng today because of the homeroon key. aww~ how would i know it was a duplicated one? oh well well, my fault then );
me, rin and ley talked throughout basics today and we didnt listen to pek. LOL' this pek also nv care us. today like so slack like that. and i really dont know why charine chai nowadays like to pick on me. no matter what i did, or even when i did nothing. she also wanna say me. like 'cynthia,.. blah blah blah'. whats her freaking problem lorh. i didnt offended her in any ways i supposed. crazy. i hate her. jean chng also!! keep calling my name. ARGHHH~ nonsense.
had FAC training after school. quite confident with the NA team alr. hope that hardwork will be rewarded. and i really dont understand why this NC team like to play the shouting game. im the IBU aka senior nanny of the teams. LOL! after training went to hall cos i wanna hear shuwen play sadame. WAHH~ its super duper nice can. aww~ and her ballad pour adeline. like what carin said, it was played with jelly hands. LOL' impressive (;
my mood swing swing swing and swing. i didnt know these swings would affect others. oops~ sorry, =x i really cant believe what is going on now. and i wonder what are his motives behind everything he did. till this point of time, who should i trust? who should i really listens to? really very confused. the torture dont end after FAC. there are lots more to be done.
im really going nowhere, hanging halfway.
*IN SO TIRED OF ALL THESE. WHEN WILL MY MARSHMALLOW BOY APPEAR? I ONLY WANT A MOUNTAIN OF MARSHMALLOWS. AND I THOUGHT YOU WILL BE THE ONE WHO COULD FULFIL IT. JUST WHERE DID I GO WRONG? RAISING THE WHITE FLAG SOON.*
with love @ 22:30
好心好报alex:
落力为你好得不到分数
你决定要跟他日后同步
他不懂爱惜你我乐意操劳
stephy:
我决意爱他祝我愉快吧
你最明白我痛极亦留下
伤得很重也不怕我愿意等他
alex:
还看著你(他会感动吗)
看你在悬崖走路他却放下你(他已跑掉吗)
只照顾自己
stephy:我惯了爱他你怎样做
在悬崖还是我无退路
alex:
对你好无人稀罕我好
无人欣赏我好
原来你习惯他一套
从来没有爱我看得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬但愿为你好
stephy:
他从来都比你差
仍然死心爱他
垂头再度听他欺诈
祈求他说爱我为何尚未等到
可能这秒时辰未到
(而明知你爱我我竟扮未知道
好人恕我未能做到)
alex:
最受罪也好听听你哭诉
你说难过总比分手更好
stephy:我说几多的女主角也受过煎熬
alex:情况坏到(他也许做到)
你信任来年一日他答应做到(他也许做到)统统都做到
alex stephy:
我也似你的无从劝告宁愿牺牲都不愿却步
alex:你当我是知己我看得到
我当你是一生前途
stephy:彼此也是沉迷盲目控制不到
alex stephy:
怎么好都等不到
alex:
怎去做无人珍惜我好
无人喜欢我好
原来要学会他一套
从来没有吻过记得清楚我知道
不必得到不妨陪衬但愿为你好
stephy:
好从来都知你好(未够好)
为何他不够好(我不够好)
原来我又与他拥抱
alex stephy:
仍然相信我会有好心得好报
可能到某日会知道
because we fell for someone who wont repay our love. this is a wrong love dedication, an UNREQUITED LOVE.
and i was so willing to be so foolish to tolerate this. i should had left but i chose to stay.
i laughed at myself for being so stupid. but who would lend me a crying shoulder?
im tired, really tired. 好心好报? when would that day come?
when will i finally wake up? this dream aint pretty, this dream aint sweet. this dream's a nightmare can you see?
i wonder what would happen if you were to disappear from now on. im going crazy soon.
I DONT WANT HATRED.
with love @ 23:46
this cannot carry on! i cant possibly be late every single day or rush my way out to sch right? very disappointing. why cant i just wake up when the alarm calls? IYOYO~
i was very affected with jiayi's and izuwan's words today. i dont want this too )';
kinda frustrated throughout. i dont even feel excited talking to anyone. jean chng shifted me infront and she kinda attitude me. zzz what did i do? was mood swinging all the way.
everytime mood swing, carin, ley and melvin chia will suffer. so sorry. hahah.
tan eng eng changed our class seating arrangement in the canteen. LOL' we got the seats which 4E3 initially had. and is like after one week then gao dim. this boy arhh. dots
had bio focus aft sch. so sianx~ do tys only. this melvin chia bought pocky for me cos he say i mood not good. LOL' man! choc pocky makes me think of prawn. LMAO!
then went to have FAC training. hope that NC team dont disappoint me further. its very sad to see this kinda thing happen. yarh, 4days to big day. just chiong chiong chiong (;
helped eichien with her log Q. WAHH WAHH WAHH~ i actually got the ans but i lost it when i tried to organise it properly. i was actually so happy when i solved it. AND THEN .. ARGHHH~~~ wth !! very angry. i kept nonsensing about it. left sch at ard 1850. i delayed the time to go home. cos of this Q larh. eichien arhh eichien, next time give easier Qs. LOL'
*A STAB FROM ME TO YOU. IM SERIOUS. I HAD NEVER WANTED LOVE TO TURN INTO HATRED. IM SO SO AFRAID. IF CRYING OUT LOUD WORKS...*
with love @ 22:35
123木头人猜不透是哪里出了错
恋爱的进度有些落后
据线报说你也喜欢我
怎么会还不动于衷
气象报告天气很不错
太阳晒的我
脸夹红红
我也很想跟你做朋友
瞅你傻傻还不懂
默数123木头人
在不行动就要被扣分
我一直在等着
恋爱轰轰烈烈的发生
默数123木头人
给我ㄧ秒心动的眼神
我很天真
觉得勇敢的心花最动人
脚步太快你走在前头
我在你背后开不了口
多希望你在下个路口
就会牵起我的手
默数123木头人
在不表白天就要黑了
我真的很想问你是害羞还是太迟钝
默数123木头人
给我ㄧ秒心动的眼神
我期待着
因为有你让爱情能完整
a song recommended by leslie. not bad right the lyrics? i like it a lot. listen to it and you will like it too (;
the lyrics is meaningful. ..
why isnt there any respond? you knew it dont you? SHY or SLOW? or maybe you dont even wanna care.
those days are sweet and happy. there were rarely sad times. they are all covered by love and laughters. because whenever i recall, i still can feel a sense of sweetness. they felt it too. im sure they do.
well,sometimes its really shocking to learn about something that you had never thought about it. i suddenly felt so lousy. HER* oh gosh~ what can i say? i just simply dont know what's with you. a 1o1 WHYs twiriling in my head.
ZHI SHAO CENG JING YONG YOU? i think i'd rather prefer not to ceng jing yong you. cos there's a devil by the name 'SHI QU'.
with love @ 23:06
helped carin with her plaits in the morning today. aww~ its difficult to tie can. so much layer. in the end, i guess i didnt helped much =x
had bio test. this is an unprepared test. cos i didnt know its tested on this chapter. LOL' prepare for some screamings tml. PE was very funny today. nigel was shivering when he doing chin-up. really funny like what lorh. LOL!
FINGER POINTING? haas' (;
eng also got test today. suddenly one. a summary test. not that difficult actually. but wasted the time when we normally used to complete crossword and meaning. zzz. extra homework.
and we punked mr prawn today. hahah. he thought inside the packet still got pocky then he came and shake the box. to his disappointment, there isnt. HAHAH. imagine his face that time. staring at you. LOL!! whole class was laughing at his stupidity.
had FAC training after sch. im really really disappointed with NC team. no efforts put in totally.
i know they had longed to give up. cos they are doing it for the sake of us. not for themselves. isnt it? how many of them will dare to stand out and say, 'I WANT AND I CAN DO IT' ? because we said out your piece for you. so you treat this as a bridge to cross over it. sorry no, its not that easy. if there's still heart in all of you, there will be protest. its a test all of us are going through and there i saw everyone's TRUE COLORS.
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME YOU ALL TREAT OUR WORDS SO SERIOUSLY.
its time for little kids to grow up. think about the whole picture.
i sounded like a villian. i had alr done what i should and i could do. is there a need to compare? the reason is straight and clear. that's my limit. accept it. MIAN BI SI GUO? no thanks. not for this at least. there are much more things waiting for me to reflect.
*EVERYONE IS A REPLACEMENT. AND EVEN IF THAT'S SO, I DIDNT REGRET BEING ONE. BUT I JUST CANT FIGURE OUT, WHY? WHAT EXACTLY ARE YOU SEARCHING FOR?*
with love @ 22:34
went to sao mu today. ahem.. its not 10am. cos 10am i was still on my bed. hahah. we setted off at 11plus. didnt had any breakfast ok? LOL' and these adults like to rush us. zzz
that place was full of smoke. its not good for an asthma person to be there lorh horh? the smoke irritated my eyes. after that, went to junction8 to have lunch cos the sao mu place is near bishan.
had PEPPER LUNCH EXPRESS! surprise to see it hiding in a food court right? LOL !
had lamb pepper lunch. its super super yummy larh! ;b
this picture is out to tempt everyone (; pls drool drool drool ;p
shop shop for awhile and got something for my dear cab. its her birthday ytd. haas'
and then went to aunt's house to see ODI. hahaha. it had been ard 2mths since we met right?
go to
www.stomp.com.sg/gallery/petssportsday , scroll down and see the last pic from the 12th column onwards. ODI ALERT!
hahaha. ODI had grown bigger and fatter. but he's still cute larh. now that his head is not bigger than his body, he can balance himself better (;
he kiss whoever he sees. LOL! mad kisser. he go lick lick lick ;p
look at him kissing my sis. IYOYO. hahaha. and look at his body. longer alr right? hahaha.
and this pic here.. see the difference between him and baby. BIG BIG BIG
well, wanted to take a pic with baby. but baby was like attituding. he's jealous that everyone dotes on ODI now. aww~ poor baby. we didnt forget you ok? jie jie sayang (;
and finally, a pic with my nie nie (; he had been with me for four years alr. he slps with me every night. WAHAHAH. dote him most !!
had kfc meltz for dinner. WAHH~ cheat my feelings! the cheese aint melted at all. WTH larh. still dare to call itself MELTZ? T_T" was feeling so disappointed. it aint hot at all when the kitchen just finish making. what is this man? zzz
&&& strawberry mr softee sucks. taste like shit. KNS. pls dont go and try it. you will definitely regret. so angry with it >=(
TWO TMX-ELMO for birthday? LOL' hmm, lets see. . hahaha.
& good luck for carin's syf tml right? (;
well, the torture starts tml. can *phew* after this week lerh. awaiting for that day to come.
actions speaks louder than words. we shouldnt talk only no actions. to those who are in the middle of nowhere, its time to find the way to happiness. we cannot afford to waste anymore time lerh.
*SINCE MIRACLES WONT HAPPEN, THERE'S NO POINT IN THINKING ABOUT 'IFs'. IM SO AFRAID THAT LOVING YOU BECOMES A HABIT. CAUSE I KNOW I WONT BE ABLE TO KICK IT. IM THINKING WHAT KIND OF SITUATION IS THIS. 你是木头人*
with love @ 22:48
NC team, carry on like this and you will get to nowhere. i can guarantee that >=(
still, NA team is better. but pearle, WAKE UP !! zzz
had two first-aid case study today. oh well, i think it still sucks larh. WE MUST REALLY PULL UP OUR SOCKS LERH!
north vista and naval base cadets came to learn home-nursing from us. was so scared larh. first time teaching other corps cadets leah. somemore is not as the position of trainer when they are younger than me. felt so awkward being the lecturer. aww~ hope what i teached was useful and understandable.
anyways, found out that actually tanglin corps is quite rich. hahah. we got bed and wheelchair which some other corps dont have. sir james was like saying sir tan ZAI. LOL'
its like so sian seeing them repeating the steps of changing a dressing. then i must keep repeat my words and replenish the items. dots dots dots. me and lingfeng started on feets on from 9.30-3.40. iyoyo~ i only drank a pkt of milo throughout. and she only ate biscuits. pathetic two souls ); sir james must really treat us eat abalone. awaiting for FAC. haas'
I WANT CCC shirt >.<
well, next week gotta chiong for FAC liao. chiong all the way till FAC then break. i think im gonna flunk my MYE like shit. everything keep clashing. very sian eehh.
ohh yarh, watched channel u news just now. realised that CSS selected 59 candidates from the second round to the third one. standard so bloody high siah. LOL' and my sis' friend manage to get into the top 20. congrats to him. he's gonna be famous. hahaha
going for sao mu tml. 10AM !! WAHH~ sunday was supposed to be a day for me to slp until song song derh leah. this grandfather nv spare a thought for me ); saddening.
and oh yes, nearly forgotten about it. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAB !! LOVE YA (;
what word can i use to describe this kind of friendship? its too overboard. too sudden. and hard to imagine. can you believe you are doing this? its something we wont every think that you would do. simply dont know what is going on and what is everyone thinking about.
leslie say im hard to reach. yeah, perhaps so.
*YES. I LONGED FOR IT. BUT I DARE NOT THINK ABOUT IT. WHAT ABOUT YOU? DO YOU STILL BELIEVE IN IT? OR ARE WE GONNA END IT LIKE THIS?*
with love @ 22:11
today is friday the 13th T_T" woke up at 7am and was late for sch. saw ley and pek quarreling. pek was screaming the hell out of herself. so crazy and scary.everyone was looking at them when she shouted 'SCRAM OFF'.and she called every single late students' parent. so nonsense.
today couldnt carry out debate again. and its not entirely leslie's fault ok? who ask someone ytd oso nv come. still got the cheek to say other ppl. LOOK WHO'S TALKING. well,ytd i was like saying that martin wouldnt care about bgr and today,shocking news coming out from ben's mouth. iyoyo~ im dumb.
weikiat and leslie bought mac breakfast for me and xuan.THANK YOU (; it was kinda cold though. not very nice =x but nvm larh, still edible. haas'
had amaths focus aft sch.lessons are getting more boring and boring.sian arhh~ dont know how to study 20chapters for amaths for mid-yr man. saddening );
went to prepare year-1s training after focus.the footdrills of year-1s really sucks man. oh gosh. but i'll pardon them cos they are still beginner right? however, their performance overall was not bad. *claps*
had 'dog and bone' and 'the bench' for game. it was really fun. i guess they really enjoyed right? and with the tokens i gave them.hmmm~ hope to have more of this kinda sessions. lalala~
tml north vista and naval base coming down to learn home-nursing. i was like HUHH? when mdm shusian told me. learn from us? we arent good either. dont wanna make a mockery out of ourselves. zzz
im so tired of these kinda days. everyday woke up later than usual and have to rush here and there. sucks man. dont know what happened to me );
NOT ABLE TO BE A GOOD LOVER. A GOOD ONE WONT MAKE EMPTY PROMISES.
i dont like to get everything straight to the point. use some brain juices and activate this brain to think for goodness sake. i think its tiring to explain.
which ranking do i own in your heart? so what if you still bothers? seems like everything didnt affect you. you knew everything yet you pretend you dont, act as if nth had happened, and gave me all sorts of nonsense response. i need a break. spare me. YOU CRUEL LITTLE THING. pls teach me how to get out of those awkward situations. it seems as if i was TALKING TO MYSELF most of the time.
*IM SO AFRAID THAT THESE CHANGES MARKS THE DESTINATION. DONT LOOK AT ME IN THIS WAY IF YOU DONT MEAN IT. 'ZHE FEN AI YOU DUO BU DUI?'*
with love @ 23:24
today went to lab and did a career opportunities survey by OSCAR. hahah. it was very fun. however, i still dont know the best job that fits my interests and abilities =x
my results is S.C.E = social.creativity.enterprising (;
shannon was very funny. her mouth just go on and on cursing the survey and the computer. vey dumb larh really. so noisy and irritating >=(
somemore she didnt bring my THE BEST DAMN THING!! disappointed with her.
i think the survey some kinda cheat ppl feelings lorh. the ideal job wasnt the one we inital wanted
SQUEEZE SQUEEZE SQUEEZE IT OUT; SQUEEZE THE MAYONAISE & CHILLI SAUCE OUT! =D
we were suppose to meet ms chin after sch today. thought that it would be held in the lab as she intially mentioned, we were landed in this plight when we were to sit on the study bench. wahh~ it was super sian. all of us werent focus at all. and ah neh neh disappear suddenly. dots. and this ms chin arhh, she went 'OH SHUCKS' when someone called her to tell her to go to laurel room for meeting. LOLOLOLOL! her reaction is always funny. she was so sensitive during f&n in the day. xuan was like saying jiaqi but she thought xuan was saying her. and all her insecure cells just fly out. WAHH~ crazy arhh. hahahah.
then we went to comp lab to touch up on some work and send some doc over and so. its very very fun (; entertaining enough. hahah. the event that happened aft comp lab made me feel very guilty =x what a sin.
tml's year ones' training will be a fun and enjoying one right? hahah. last day of relaxation. lalalalala~
*DO I REALLY LOVE YOU? OR AM I JUST USED TO LOVING YOU? THERE ARE SOMETHINGS THAT WE CAN NEVER ERASE FROM OUR MEMORIES. AND THERE ARE SOME PEOPLE THAT WE WOULD NEVER EVER FORGET.*
with love @ 22:40
awww~ sadden. my mp3 LCD spoil. now can see nth only can hear );
very disappointing leah );
assembly was entertaining today. this jerry was zi high-ing on stage singing HAND IN HAND. haas'. 'hand in hand we stand~' 'xin he xin xiang lian; shou he shou xiang qian~' (;
something stupid happened during recess today. my fish rings gone missing when it's just infront of me. and i swear i bought it and place in on the table. i searched high and low for it and i know my friends didnt took it. its like how could something that is infront of you go missing? then detective carin saw it coming from eugene's hand. WAHH~ what the hell man. i didnt realise. and in fact, no one realise ok? i was laughing at my stupidity. shit him man. $0.30 thing also wanna take. LAME! need wheelchair arhh ;p
and cos of this fish rings, i forgotten to copy maths hw. LOL' rin was like telling me when we stepped into the classroom. lucky he today didnt collect arhh. dots.
maths focus was funny with this ah neh neh and tan eng eng. HAHAH!
we would go HELLO HELLO~ QI XIANG TAI. ahahahah. so funny can. we were enjoying our small little loud conversation. hahah. tan eng eng keep stop us from talking. its really very funny. went to band room aft focus since its raining. this weixing arhh.. really like mr.bean man. he really behaves like him and we would go laughing larh. really dont know can say what . HAHAH.
went to shengsiong afterwards to get some tidbits for my little juniors (; was having difficult decisions on what to buy. and this xuan arhh! dont ever think of anyhow eat with this sore throat horh! haas'
awaits for THE BEST DAMN THING from shannon tml (;
*I JUST SIMPLY DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT IS ON YOUR MIND. THIS IS HOW DIFFERENT YOU CAN BE. AND HOW CRAZY I CAN GO.*
with love @ 22:00
LOL! pek say carin is someone who will DA BAO BU PING and help others fight for their rights. hahah.
maths was difficult today. im going to lose my focus alr. saddening. i dont understand whats everything. anybody can save me? ):
was feeling hungry since maths alr. had the mindset that we would have recess aft it. but no. T_T"
and just because we were a little late for recess, we lost our place. we were squeezing with bags. disappointed. stupid tan eng eng. freaking pls change the arrangement man >=(
and due to time constraint, didnt went to toilet alert!! cos was afraid have to sit on the floor in jean chng's class.
WAHH. i could feel the rush throughout her lesson man. torturing.
bio focus was very nonsense. guess how many ppl turned up? stanley,hongyi,clifton,ben,jiayi,jiaqi and me. PATHETIC 8. we were only doing our tys. jacob and gan was busy . so the class was left with no teacher. we can go off once we complete. diaox~ so whats the point of having this focus? so lame! they need wheelchair man. its only a half an hour focus. zzz
skipped physics focus and went home. lucky i went home. this rain suddenly POM when i reached home.
one day i will fall. and the day is nearing. someone's gonna sponsor me with a box of tissue =x
i dont know if there's any hidden msg in your words. i tried to decipher. but i still dont get it.
the feeling of hanging in the middle of nowhere; it sucks.
perhaps i should know it better than anyone else. its gone and it'd never be back. everything that is happening now is just to cover up what should had been done in the past. to erase your sense of guilt? this might not be necessary.
so you wanna revive our friendship?-this is what everyone is telling me.
*I WANT A REQUITED LOVE. SOMETIMES I WONDER IF YOU STILL BOTHER.*
with love @ 22:41
WAHH~ today early in the morning mrs koh ask me to present CAA to mrs oei. so last minute lorh. i wasnt prepared at all. disappointed man. so freaking embarassing can? >=(
anyways, i think NA team did not bad today. *applauds*. we must at least get a 2nd runner-up ok? haix~ the most impt home-nursing is gonna kill us ); and its coming soon. REAL SOON.
some ppl are just wanting to get involved in the entertainment. so you all think that it's so proud to be involved? lame. need wheelchair i guess. and i dont understand why some ppl aint proud of their names.
you know, i can do nothing to express my gratitudes. and i just simply feels that i owe you alot.
i wonder why are we so willing suffer?
*WHY ME DEAR? THERE'RE NO MORE OBSTACLES NOW. EVER REGRETTED? WE WONT BE LIKE THIS IF WE HAD NEVER EVER STARTED.*
with love @ 22:24
went vivo with xuan and weikiat today. leslie should also be here derh lorh. this boy arhh, suddenly need to go cousin's hse. zzz. went down to vivo with weikiat. WAHH. he is so boring. whole bus trip i think he didnt even said ten sentence. zzz. so sian one. should have took the bus xuan was on. this xuan didnt tell me >=(
and i told him he was BORING. so he cannot blame me if me and xuan pang seh him. hahahah ;p
and i saw kemin and yixun at vivo!! ALERT ALERT. pat tor ALERT~ hahahahah. they kept denying and say that there would be more ppl joining them. nonsense alert. hahah. this is so funny. wonder what movie they watched. haas' and this rin keep calling me and tell me about TIAN CAI CHONG CHONG CHONG. got 4calls i think lorh T_T "
anyways, we watched 'number 23'. its a complicated show. when all the mysteries unfold and blah blah. its also a bloody show. LOL' and i bought a marshmallow lollipop!! HAHAHA. its so nice and yummy eehh. hello kitty one. MIAN HUA TANG BANG BANG TANG (;
wanted to post it but stupid cable attitude me!! zzzzzz
wanted to take a look at the T-M-X ELMO in toys'r'us. but it was sold out!! GRRRRR~
will anyone buy for me? its $99.90. goodness! so ex. britney tjang will buy it right? ROFL.
i want to BUILD-A-HOME for a TEDDY BEAR! it would be fulfilled on my birthday right? its so so nice. and there would be a birth certificate for it. 16o5o7 haas' (;
had delifrance for dinner. LOL! seafood d'sire. anyone drooling? ;p
this weikiat had ice-cream when he alr had an ice-kacang before the movie. LOL'
wonder if he is made of ice =x
went home at ard 8. sian arhh. out for whole day. and he gave me a box of chocs. DOTS. he bought it when we were in candy empire. i thought he bought it for himself lorh. ZZZ
and he keep insisting i keep it. arbish~
i also dont have strong liking for chocs.
well, i entertained myself the whole day. cos this two ppl say they are tired.
so.. what's the point of coming out today? zzz. nvm.
anyways, ytd went to jack's place with 'daddy, mummy' and all my 'younger sisters' HAHAHA. had baked rice. yummy alert =D
i wonder how gentleman a guy can be? and how can we determine if a guy is gay? and what does it makes a good guy? or a bad one? lalalala~ im also puzzled why im asking this =x
the movie today will make you go... 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 23 32reverse 32reverse 32reverse 32reverse, 19+4=23. 11+12=23 and on and on..
*ITS STILL YOU YOU YOU! I DONT KNOW WHAT RIGHTS DO YOU HAVE TO GIVE ME FALSE HOPES. BUT I STILL THINK THAT YOU ARE SO LOVABLE. ARGHH~ YOU SUCKS; CURSE YOU LITTLE THING. STOLE MY HEART AND NEVER RETURN.*
with love @ 22:09
i had a sweet sweet dream last night. maybe cos i ate too much sweets lerh. LOL'. i want more sweet dreams!! (;
tan eng eng was playing sheering with ben today. its super funny and nonsense i can say. LAME LARH iyo.
and focus was enjoyable today. i love focus. no matter if its physics or maths. in the past, we feel so dread having to stay after sch for lessons. but not now anymore. also dunno y. HAHAH. cos focus is another form of entertainment. and its also another place for us to chit chat. hahah
tan eng eng is a very funny old man. this old man arhh..his lessons are super entertaining one. not like the prawn. zzz. and i think im super idiot in those image translations and blah blah lorh. dumb ppl oso know how to do leah. i think i can go die liao. T_T" and i laughed at my own stupidity. well, after focus stayed to help some lazy bums with their history hw. charine chai brought a bag of sandwiches and offer them. so funny can. me and carin was their mini tutor. HAHAH. its fun. and i just dunno why these guys dunno how to do SEQ. summarize and use a little brain juice also cannot eehh. we have to say out word by word. iyoyoyo.
went to training only at 1630 in the end. hahaha. well, the attendance sucks larh. ppl pls do something man >=( and dont give me stupid excuses alr. they are just so LAME.
and this carin now writing nonsense chinese and drawings to me in msn. iyoyo~she forgotten her medicine i guess. &&& i dont like ppl attack me in their msn names. i no longer will feel guilty towards this kinda thing alr >.<
and im so looking forward to jack's place trip tml. YAY!
' the furthest distance on earth is that when im standing in front of you, yet you dont know I LOVE YOU. ' jiaqi! this is the first time im writing this ok? ;p
*I WISHED I WAS THE ONE WHO COULD HELP YOU. HANGING IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE. STUCK AT THIS CROSS JUNCTION.*
with love @ 22:25
WAHH~! today is a damn angry day. jean chng molested me. she hugged me very tight. what's worse is that her deodorant stinks. YUCKS. i dont know why she always target me. freaking irritating >=(
E3 ppl tried to do nonsense to us and anyhow. trying to add on more matters to the initial ONE SIMPLE MATTER. and keep on diverting the topic. LOOK WHO'S TALKING. and fancy seeing a guy shouting a girl saying that he wanna beat her up. oh gosh. and there isnt any apology. so many extras shooting their mouths here and there, somemore still say wrong thing. pls get the facts right before shooting larh. zzz
the one who is finding fault is not us k. i dont see whats wrong with sharing table. at least there's a table to eat right. how long can you spend with the table? at most 30mins larh. so LAME can.
zabor matters shouldnt even have guys chap-ing in. so you all think that you all have back-ups ?
sorry no lorh. own matter ownself settle larh. add so many ppl in and caused so much victims. DIAOX~ larh. zzz
physics focus was very fun and entertaining today. LOL' we were talking so happily and we were enjoying ourselves. then this mr lau ask us to dispatch. hahah. but after awhile.. we formed back our grp again. HAHAH. hongyi is funny when talking bout the soya bean thing yarh ? lalalala~
after focus went kfc with xuan,leslie,bay horse and weikiat. LOL' i bought chicky meal and the toy is like. hmm.. i dont know what to say. haas' its quite fun to play larh actually. but horh.. someone threw the toy road away. i was like.. T_T"
well, nvm .. and we went to big bookshop for some stationeries shopping. had good rewards. hahah.
ive got no comments to this. i think you are not reliable. there's like no sense of security. iya~ really dont know what im talking now. this is not my cup of tea, & i dislike coffee. zzz
and i just hate that freaking slutty bitch face with that voice which irks me. like what rin said.. simply just TURNED OFF.
*IM TRYING TO MAKE AN EFFORT. CANT YOU SEE? WOULD YOU JUST GIVE ME A RESPONSE OUT OF SOME COURTESY? DONT BE SO SELFISH CAN. I WILL REALLY GO ABNORMAL IF THIS CONTINUES.*
with love @ 22:07
training was bloody terrible today. cos of the hot hot hot sun. zzz
whole face was red like an apple liao. LOL'
anyways.. i collected $117.67 for my flag day. YAY! first time so high leah. hahah
and whole corp hit the target. WAHAHAHA. happy alert (;
and i gorged myself today. i dont know why. i just keep eating and eating. zzz. HOPELESS alr. i dont know what's wrong with me );
i cant control. ARGHH~!!!
so sian..tml gonna have debate. ALAMAK can? i dunno how to debate leah );
sure cock up tml one. and there will be lots of alertings. HAAS' and there's ss test. sucks can .. so many things. arbish~
well.. nth much to blog today. i will sing JIAN AI to everyone now right? kanna influenced by this girl call 'jessie'. dots. anyways, something i forgotten to mention on sat. this pornsak go ask the group of girls to sing some happy song so that they can record. and this girl say.. sing 'WO YAO KUAI LE' LOL!! ALERT~! its even sadder! pornsak said. funny funny funny.
and even if you know all my secrets, know all my feelings.. you - did not avoid. you - did not face it. so what now? im like hanging in the air, caught in the middle of nowhere. how SELFISH can you be. there's no answer to everything. and this led to another victim.
*
VANISHED IN THAT
MEMORY OF
YOURS. THE ONLY THING I WANNA KNOW IS WHETHER I STILL EXIST. AFTERALL, I DIDNT CAUGHT YOUR ATTENTION.*
with love @ 22:03
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QING TIAN WAWA DAI ZOU HUAI TIAN QI (;
its 3-inch. WAHH. so high. hahah.
CRY ON MY SHOULDER. HAHAHA =D i was showing a 'sian' look. LOL'
that place was full of smoke. its not good for an asthma person to be there lorh horh? the smoke irritated my eyes. after that, went to junction8 to have lunch cos the sao mu place is near bishan.
this picture is out to tempt everyone (; pls drool drool drool ;p
he kiss whoever he sees. LOL! mad kisser. he go lick lick lick ;p
well, wanted to take a pic with baby. but baby was like attituding. he's jealous that everyone dotes on ODI now. aww~ poor baby. we didnt forget you ok? jie jie sayang (;