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spent my whole afternoon working on f&n today. tried out pratical. it was kinda successful althought got a little bit messy larh. LOL' i think the taste not bad. except for the dessert. mummy say cannot add rockmelon cos got a very strong taste. she also say not sweet. mayb i nv out enough sugar barh. overall, its acceptable right? then chiong those paper work. ahahaha.

evening that time went bugis for some shopping with family. i bought this very cool t-shirt (;
nice right? hahah. well, actually nothing much leah. i wanna buy handbag!! lalala~

tml got lesson again. sian arhh. physics and bio and kill lorh. shit them. grrr~


*ITS LIKE ALL GIVING AND RECEIVING FALSE HOPES. SOMETIMES YOU SUCKS BUT SOMETIMES YOU DONT. WHATS THE FREAKING PROBLEM WITH YOU? SHE IS ALWAYS THE ONE. *

today had eng oral. ms tang was the examiner. all of us was like.. SHIT MAN. dots. it has been long since we had eng oral. somemore got picture description one. scared arhh.

she gave me a word of advice after our conversation. say my attire will affect me from getting good band. LOL' this hair keep flying ard. but she said the conversation was engaging right? phew~ (;

bio was stupid today. we revised on genes which alr learnt before. then still so suay kanna the ronnie teo cos we skipped his lesson ytd. still wanna confiscate hp arhh. not so stupid can. the more he liddat treat us, the more we will resist. then 1pm went for his practical but he wasnt the one who is taking us. in fact, is this ms foo. she is vey irritating and insultive. she scolded us idiots and gave alot of negative comments. cant she just explain to us instead of insulting us? we are still human beings like her ok? wth. i just cant stand the way she think she very li hai. yucks. freakingly disgusting.

today dunno why suddenly we so high about BY NOW. we are going to video a YEAR 4 CLASS 4 BY NOW right? LOL' it will be very entertaining and funny!! looking so forward to it. very excited !!

anyways, i brought TMX to school today to let they all see. ley, xuan and amanda said he was freaky and is a monster. ZZZ what siah. its cute ok. dunno how to appreciate. lucky still got other ppl who likes it yarh. dots.

recorded our first try of BY NOW after f&n. very funny can!! we added our own creativity inside. i wanna see the final production!! ahahaha.
CLICK HERE!! CHECK IT OUT! =D
THANKS RIN FOR CONVERTING RIGHT? lovelove

just now went ntuc to buy f&n practical ingredients to try out at home tml. vey scared on the actual day will got prob =x
&&& another 2 epi of HEART OF GREED right? im now at 30 liao. WAHAHAH. this xuan faster come back and compete larh. dots.


*SEE THE LIGHT TURNS RED. ITS TIME TO STOP, OBEY THE RULES. ITS ALWAYS HARD TO GET TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ROAD. TO WAIT IS A DEFINITE PROCEDURE.*

today wanna skip first period, physics one. then xuan called me in the middle of my slp saying maths is brought forward to the first two period. wahh sian~ like deliberately one. zzz
went sch so restlessly. very sian. didnt even care about the surroundings. they there talking my ears like auto shutdown. zzz

then shannon's present kinda woke me up. she gave me a crayon shinchan plushie. LOL' i nv thought she would give me something like this which is so unbelievable. then amanda suddenly surfaced a french manicure set and say its my present. there will be more after her trip from m'sia. so yarh..

skipped physics and f&n. went kfc for lunch. very sian today. didnt really talked much. after that we accompany rin wait for eupho at mac then i started talking. i performed la bi xiao xin to them right? its entertaining lorh. dots.

chiong-ed HEART OF GREED until epi 27 liao. wahahha. xuan is jealous jealous jealous. so slow.

it is like giving a comb to a monk. DOTS!!


*I THOUGHT YOU COULD BREAK THIS CURSE. I WONDER IF THIS WILL CARRY ON FOR A LIFETIME. I WOULD RATHER DIE THEN.*

today paper one the formal writing i not confident, then choose informal writing. didnt really practice on informal one. hope wont jia lat. overall, paper one was still ok larh. LOL'

however, i think paper two sucks lorh. alot of people say easy leah. but i think likewise. die alr. haiyo~ );

after paper went mac. its another family gathering. LOL!! ley they all were very amazed by the WHATEVER and ANYTHING drink. so we went NTUC to find.
went home at ard 3. spend the rest of my day doing nonsense. zzz

watch campus audition on tv just now. the top 10 girls finalists really very yucks lorh. WAHH PIANG. eeeee disappointed with CSS season two T_T"


*DIALING 1800-236-4357 TO SOLID EVERY MOMENT WHEN I FEEL YOU WERE HERE. WOULD YOU BE THERE TO SAVE MY SOUL TONIGHT?*

was still in my sweet dream when daddy woke me up and ask if wanna go sentosa. LOL' my aunt called him and say want to go relax. hahah. very long nv go alr. so i agreed right. anyways, theres nth to do at home today. very sian one.
daddy, michelle, aunt, her husband and me went. cos mummy working, so cannot go. &&& the three dogs went too (;

before heading sentosa, i went to central one shop buy sandcastle set cos i wanna build marh, then i saw this person there also. WAHH~ so pai seh. he should be thinkin how old am i alr to buy this. dots dots dots
donny act cute!! hahah ;p

we went to tanjong beach cos there is less crowded and got more dogs (;

well, ytd night very sian so zi lian alot. then i made something nonsense right. very long nv zi lian liao =x

i think its very funny. i spent a few hours making it leah. LOL' so nonsense.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU RIGHT? (;

*YOU CAN COUNT ON ME FOR LIFE. IT DOESNT MATTER WHERE YOU ARE OR WHERE AM I.*

went je with xuan today cos she wanna buy chi dictionary. we took neos and was cheated. so angry. this machine down here only allow us to take 6shots. zzzactually.. only one pic is nice. but where got choose one pic one. so bo bian choose two. first time take the neoprint so big size one. LOL' the only good thing about this machine is that after decorating, you can infrared to your phone. diaox~ two pic infra for what siah. zzz so we decided to take another one since the first one was such a disappointment.

this machine is much much better. its ideal for full length shots. those samples like models one liddat. LOL'
in all, we wasted $10 each on not nice pics. zzz ANGRY~ next time must rmb which machine not good liao. and we spotted another machine which got wind one.. next time must try. HAHAH

then i walked into the arcade to see those soft toys grabber. &&& i saw this octopus soft toy that my sis liked alot. so i go change coin try lerh. cos it looks easy. first try, failed. i thought mayb i dont know how to use. the aarow like cannot press one. nvm. then second try, still cannot. they only giv u a few seconds to press the button and only can press one!! cheat money one lorh. i saw myself throwing $2 inside. can see cannot grab. ARGHH~ angry.

after that, we walked the pasar malam, saw this ELMO POKER CARD and no doubt i bought it right? (:

xuan spotted it first and i was like so happy larh. after the disapointment finally got something to make me happy. very rare to see elmo poker card one lorh. although this one is all sesame street characters also have larh. LOL'

then we saw this games stall. you must use four darts to shoot on the board which consists of alot of squares with 0,1,2,3 points. if you got 5points, u can get an ELMO PLUSHIE CUM KEYCHAIN. of cos i would be so attracted right? then xuan say she wanna play and win for me. its $3 a game eehh. so ex. in the end, didnt got it. i thought it would be easy lorh. ); wasted her $3 just like this.

xuan very budget for the chi dictionary. LOL' she want cheap cheap good good derh. dots. spent quite some time choosing. bought a ear piece for my mp4. on the way that time found out that its very lousy!! so soft one. zzz

today like so unlucky. SUAY SUAY SUAY arhh.. T_T "

i pestered my parents to bring me go je at night cos i think i still got things haven buy. AHAHA
and well, daddy got me the elmo which xuan didnt got it!!

one try is $3. two is $5. and if you three times also less than 5points, you can use this 3times to exchange for the elmo. daddy two times also nv get 5points lorh. like so.. wahh~ so hard. so he negotiate with the auntie for another try for $2. LOL!! then the auntie say cannot. then he say nvm and leave. then the auntie say.. OK LARH OK LARH, $2.50. HAHAHAHA. and indeed, i got my elmo for $7.50. its considered cheap alr right. LOLOLOL'

also bought an earpiece which is of good quality. haas'
in all, today is still ok right? DADDY MUMMY SAVED THE DAY. (;

somebody go ka my jiao wei today. so angry. nv do anything also kanna. then in the end, this person say sorry. so lame larh. dunno whats the prob. imagine yourself go ka someone jiao wei who is older than you 4years. zzz

i want crayon shinchan vcd set part one!! thats the nicest set but i lost mine. awww~ );

*FEEL SO FAR AWAY. WOULD YOU BRING ME; BRING US; BRING BACK; BRING US BACK?*

That's When I Love You

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly

And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway


laughing at my own stupidity, i stared at the monitor waiting for that box to pop up. how silly.

did you heard the call for help? when ive used up all the possible ways. theres no chance that you would come to my rescue. FOR YOU ARE HER PRINCE CHARMING.

went michelle's sch to take report book today. her class so small. and the ppl inside all like nv see before human liddat. keep look look look. her pattern in sch surely very jia lat one. teacher still say she well-mannered. my foot. percentage onli 51.8%. this girl arhh. dunno what se study one. zzz

then went to take my report book . deproved right? got 4th. failed both maths. surprised that my science passed. 50. quite impossible cos my CA got 39. SA 50. how will it be 50 after the percentage one? weird weird. must really drill maths liao. no maths where also cannot go. haix~ then this chin complained about me. WAHH~ if i know arhh, i wont go find her liao lorh. stupid. say we 4 always sit first row talk, slp listen music. i dont rmb i got listen lorh. TSK. and she still asked for my parents number. so if i nv turn up for her lesson, she can call. WAHH WAHH WAHH~ NONSENSE LARH SHE >=\

after that went to aunt's office to let her see results. she see both of us derh maths wanna vomit blood liao. LOL'
went IMM for dinner. and guess what i saw?
XIAO XIONG BING GAN PLUSHIE!! its quite big one eehh. still got XIAO BAI also lorh. its so cute. but one is $29.90. like what eehh.. so ex. zzz

was feeling so bored at home. so i drew my mp4 right? (;

nice anot? ELMO leah.. LOL' say its nice ;p

*YOU ARE SUCH A HINDRANCE. I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA HOW SHOULD I FEEL TOWARDS YOU. YOU ARE JUST SO SUCKY. I WISH TO KILL YOU.*

Parrot

I miss you again, just like it's yesterday
My desire to see you just won't disappear
You just keep appearing in my mind

The more I comfort myself, the more I cry
Even if I rub away those tears secretly..
The memories spreading to other memories
Making me cry with pain

I regret that I've only received
Will you forget me because I haven't given you anything
I love you, I love you

This is what I learned from you
Out of all the words and phrases in the world
This has become my favorite phrase
I mutter it to myself, as if I were stupid
I'm really sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry for these words that are too late
I wait for you without a sense of honor
Will you return tomorrow by chance

I liked it, I was happy

I didn't know how to confess, I believed in forever
If on that day, even if only in my dreams
If I could return to that day, I'd collect all my emotions
I would empty out my heart and give it all to you
I love you, I love you

This mind/heart
Even if it's ended, we won't know
Even if you can't come
Even if you've changed
Even if it's not me
I call out
I call out again
Like a parrot, I call out your name
And your love, like this


in the end, i couldnt resist the temptation. i plucked up my courage. it brought disappointment.

this love had long met the expiry date. it will just rot further if its not discarded.
some things are obviously impossible. anybody know how much does it take to believe in miracles?
i dont have the ability to make you smile. someone else have it.
this picture became so clear, so understandable. out of a sudden, your words seems to enlightened me. you called out her name.
i was so naive as to think that you would always be there. sorry, i was silly.
i had all along been contradicting myself.

HE WENT WITH HER. AND I STOOD HERE.
i promised myself to smile. i'll keep it.

chinese intensive was bloody boring today. sian sian sian. pek keep say the four of us. HOU MIAN NA SI GE. hahah.

after sch went pizza hut. its like another family gathering after the jacks place trip. HAHAH.
this clementi pizza hut is ridiculous. no pizza to sell. like what. PIZZA HUT NO PIZZA. nonsense larh. its too over liao lorh. they think by giving us a free glass of pepsi can cover up right? DOTS DOTS.

i chiong-ed 3 epi of HEART OF GREED just now again! haas' very gan zhiong leah now. LOL' xuan still lose me ;p
well, tml sch is nonsense. go 2hours then go home. so lame right. then this pek wanna make us go sch by saying she will issue entry form for O levels. thought we stupid liddat. MTP that time also can take derh marh. dumb eehh.

lalala~ is it so important to have a requited love?
i wont ask for anything in return. like what he told me, anything will do as long as she is happy. this implies to me. i suppose all of us arent greedy creatures. you happy, i happy. i happy, you happy. can it be simple like this?
a chain like this shouldnt carry on. hopefully someone can stop it.
happy and optimistic cells should be contagious.


*GREEN MEANS GO, RED MEANS STOP. A SMALL KID WOULD BE ABIE TO UNDERSTAND A SIMPLE THING LIKE THIS. YET I CANT DIFFERENTIATE THEM. YOU ARENT SHOWING ME THE LIGHT. ITS A MUST TO OBEY THE RULES. WALKING ON A LOVE ROAD IS DANGEROUS.*

today had two career guide talks from polytechnics. the one on health sciences is interesting can. tan chor send say 80% of the graduating candidates this year will not make it. haiyo~ really very sad leah. i failed my both maths which means going nowhere. saddening );

after the talks have to go for intensive chinese lessons to prepare for O levels. went through MYE paper one and two. very sian.. zzz then pek told us our MSG for every subject. except for eng, which is 6. something.. all the rest of the subjects were all 7. something. wahh~ like so shit. so jia lat. haix~ failing Os is a stupid thing to do =x

went je for kobayashi after sch. walked ard and guess what i saw? ELMO STICKERS RIGHT? =D so cute. got 3different pages x2 inside this sticker pad. almost everything is ELMO one eehh. WAHAHAHA~ i was really happy when i saw it (; chiong-ed three episodes of HEART OF GREED just now. very nice. that couple was like holding hands and walking on the streets for at least 6hrs. wahh~ so sweet right. wont feel tired one this kind. hahah. the peak of the show is coming. finally here. YAY. interesting.

one hour = one day
one day = one week
one week = one month
one month = one year
- so how long have it been alr?

no matter how terrible im feeling because of this person, i wont express it out. because i understand, i would be exerting a kind of pressure to this person. i wont stress those whom i love. im considerate alright.


*I HAVE NO IDEA WHERE AM I NOW. I HOPE I CAN HELP YOU ON A BOAT AND ROW YOU TO A SAFE COAST. I DONT WANT YOU TO DROWN. WHATEVER PRICE IT WOULD TAKES TO PAY. *

oh my mama oh my mama~ got back all the results alr. awww~ other than chinese, all deproved ok. somemore is jia lat one. can die arhh. overall here help there help only just pass niah. zzz
daddy mummy will be very disappointed. failed 3 in total. and is the 2maths and science. important ones. haiyo. guess im only good at humanities subjects. no maths how to pass Os? ARGHH~

so like usual, stayed in hall to check papers. after the last paper was checked, we were there slacking and talking craps. justine's chinese really can make you go rofl. watch is called small clock. branded watch is called branded small watch. translate it into chinese and pronounce. really very nonsense can. contact lens is small spectacles. and lots more. he say he learn to write his name only in dont know primary 3 or what. like so, DIAOX. would you believe him if he say he pass chinese? T_T " dots dots. then this hongyi came out with a series of cold jokes and 'black magic'. we laughed because its too lame. he really really need wheelchair. somemore his actions is those very cartoon one. made us cannot control laughters. hahah

well well, tml intensive chinese is starting. cant really believe that chinese Os is on monday. awww~ ); scary alert. and the next two days will be chionging chinese. continuous hours of chinese can really kill arhh.
and rin will get well soon right. oral is just one week away!! TAKE CARE!!

everyone is my friend, i dont have enemy. who treat me good, who treat me bad, i will also repay in return. its tired bearing grudges and being angry. i know this theory. thats why i had always kept my cool and remain calm no matter what happen. my friends should know. they are always the one getting agitated for me.
so be wise, one day when i really shout, means its really the extent (:

i feel like screaming the hell out of my head off.


*I HOPE I CAN PREVENT EVERY SINGLE TEARS OF YOURS FROM FALLING. AND DRAW EVERY SMILE ON YOUR FACE. I HOPE YOU KNOW THIS IS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD. PERHAPS THIS IS REALLY THE BEST. BETTER TO REMAIN LIKE THIS THAN MAKING IT WORSE.*

today whole day have to stay in hall to check exam paper. so stupid and lame larh. iyo~ science and maths paper was like. oh man.. all failed. science and emaths 40+. amaths 30+. like shit liddat. this MYE dont know like what lorh. everything deproved. i really dont know what to say. must really work hard liao.. );

recess ate the ELMO CAKE xuan bought me. nice nice (; those who tried like too right?
&&& ley rin and ben gave me birthday presents today. ley and rin's one is really sweet. touched touched. see it in the later part of my post (;

well.. ive got an announcement to make!! all the items on my birthday wishlist are all fulfilled!! ALL DOWN ALERT~! im really very very happy can? =D
so.. i decided to post all of the presents here.



this is from kemin and nicholas quek. ELMO plushie hahah. good good (;

this is from lingfeng. its an ELMO mug with a black crown necklace. nice nice (;

michelle went far east today and brought back these 2 badges. LOL'
its ELMO right? but the one at the left dont look like one to me =x
anyways, its 2 for a dollar. cheap right? LOLOLOLOL'

i didnt know that was the highest level of acting. the best actor and actress goes to *drumrolls* .. THEM. i dont know why i was so affected. whats there to hide ? i wonder. just making yourself look even more guilty i guess.
like paying a huge price to watch this show going. most hilarious thing is that i have to act too.
the situation is IRONICAL. my dear FRIEND i acknowledged.
ONE script; TWO directors; NUMEROUS actors.

well well. i will receive ley and rin's present tml right? hope its not as funny as what rin said. I DONT LIKE NONSENSE ARHH. haas' their present had always been secretive and mysterious. im anxious =x


*I SHOULDNT HAD ASK FOR SO MUCH. ITS MEANINGLESS ANYWAYS. AFTERALL, I DONT HAVE THE RIGHTS TO DO SO. ONE WORD IS ENOUGH. WHY SO GREEDY. IT JUST BROUGHT MORE DISAPPOINTMENT THAN HAPPINESS.*

today went audio house. mummy daddy bought mp4 for me and michelle. birthday present right? HAHAH. happy alert~ cos my old one spoil. disappointed with it. dunno got one yr anot. T_T"

anyways, tried out the TMX-ELMO. its really very cute and funny. LOVE IT LOVE IT (;

one to many is a function. the one who despised it did it. POOR GIRL SHE MAKES ME LAUGH. hahahahahahahahah~
the more you wanna cover up something, the chance of it being exposed will be higher. FOOLS.


*COME TO ME WHEN YOU ARE LONELY. SOMEONE LIKE YOU SHOULDNT BE SAD. ELMO GIGGLES WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY =D*

today's mcq was like nonsense but practical was kinda easy. the quarantine period sucks like hell. anyways, went shopping and steamboat with xuan,carin and amanda in the late afternoon. it is to celebrate a belated birthday right? got a few ppl dua me. dont mention their names =x but im not angry yarh.

met xuan and she was holding to TMX ELMO and ELMO BIRTHDAY CAKE. i was so so touched right? i was laughing throughout the whole mrt trip. she is so nice. I LOVE LOVE LOVE HER. awww~


shopped awhile in bugis cos carin wanna buy things. and all of us bought clothings right? happy alert. then headed down to marina south lerh.

we had a competition on who is DA WEI WANG. xuan was the first to be disqualified. me and carin won right? VICTORY VICTORY ;p
it was really nice. was very hungry cos whole day nv eat. LOL' like 7th month come out liddat !
then we lighted up candles for the cake right? ITS ELMO ELMO ELMO. this is the first time i see ELMO cake can? xuan is really.. iyo~ what to say? =D
didnt cut the cake and eat. cos no knife and utensils and stuff. so will bring to sch on monday right?

fun day alert~ I SO LOVE THEM. =D

*SO SWEET OF YOU TO STILL REMEMBER. PLEASE; NO MORE SADNESS, MORE HAPPINESS. THE PROCESS OF LOVING SOMEONE IS THE SWEETEST. NO CANDIES CAN REPLACE IT (;*

its a CHAIN. the root directly affects the rest involved.

these love are like money deposited in a no-interest bank. there wont be any interest, but it would at least be safe. you can always deposit more into it. so what if there wont be anything in return? the process, its always the most meaningful one.
we are so willing to do that because there's always someone who will gonna be benefited. interest grows on them.
nahh, not tired, not torturing at all.

''I LOVE YOU, DO YOU LOVE ME?'' doesnt matter at all.

it should go.. HAPPY, SHA LA LA~ ITS SO NICE TO BE HAPPY~
to be able to love and being loved is a blessing. SMILE, cry not.

emaths was what i had expected. dont know what to say. eng wee didnt come !! ); i was so sad right? well, physics was funny. i hope i will get 10marks. HAHAH. thanks to carin for the wires colors that provided me with 3marks. HAHAH. completed the test in 30mins time. ALERT~

after test went jp with xuan, ley, rin. had subway. so long nv eat lerh. so nice =p AHAHAH. then met jia sisters n huiying. we were having a good time in toys'r'us. did alot of nonsense. ley,rin and jia sisters played with wave-hoop and dio gan by the sales. very attitude leah. WAHH~ must write complain letter , TOU SU HAN right? HAHAH.
I <3 TOYS'R'US (;

im excited for friday. but not tml. not in the mood for birthday. dunno why? shit this exam. it clashed.
i may be a stone. BUT i still have feelings. dont judge me like this. know me from inside and you shall see. i can smile and cry for anyone deep from my heart. i aint heartless.
HORRIBLE 6-teen. another year of hell i experienced.
i dont trust anymore. its RIDICULOUS. i will learn to be independant from now on.


*OUT OF SO MANY PEOPLE, I SAW YOU. BRING ME TO HEAVEN. SAVE ME FROM TEARS. I KNOW YOU ARE CAPABLE*

weikiat gave me a packet of mixed marshmallows, its nice yarh. ohh well, lit paper was ok today. went jurong mac with carin for breakfast. then we went to library to study. its entertaining. we searched for PTO books. one was adult fiction and another one, junior reference. the content inside arh, so different from the musical one. rin was disappointed with what was wrote about phantom right? LOL' wanted to search for elmo's book but dont have! the computer search cheat my feelings! WAHH~ was feeling so disapointed.

then we started on some emaths Qs. i did it right? but with alot of careless mistakes. i think rin wanna vomit blood liao. HAHAH. and there was this boy who left his bag at the table then disappeared. rin suspect it was a bomb left by terrorists. LOL' this is so lame right. well, i think there should be more funny thing but cant recall now.

after that eupho came. we went to kobayashi. rin is DA WEI WANG today. snatched the title of jiaqi right? haas; &&& most importantly, we saw this soft toy thingy which can move by itself without any battery operated. only strings that are hardly visible. everyone was ffeeling so interested. $5 for one ok? me and rin bought it =x after knowing how it is to be used, we kinda regret buying it. it's just a small soft toy with a string. i think the budget $1 also haven reach lorh. wahh .. ownself make also nicer. haix~ nvm, since we bought it then we should make full use of it right? will be making a video about it. when finish, will upload right? (;

ohh well well, i just cant believe that this kinda thing happened to me. these are the things that i would nv ever do. it was more to disappointed then angry. i should have anticipated this long ago. nvm nvm, it had happened and im just gonna live on with it.
CYN LOVES SURPRISES; this is a big one. I SIMPLY LOVE IT.
i will definitely return kindness to those who gave me such nice surprises.
those who have the ability to make me take up some of my time to smile, laugh, feel angry, disappointed etc are the ones whom i had given my attention to. i only hope they will just appreciate. but the cruelty is that they dont.
i think i sounded a little sarcastic. SORRY ;);

birthday is coming soon right? i received nice presents last yr. like rin's clover cookie right? AHAHAH. this yr will receive good ones too right?

a volcano will eventually erupt when the time comes.
i was NAIVE. when you asked me if i trust you, i said YES.
i never doubted. what about you? you doubted me for sure that's why repaid me with this. afterall, i still cant deny im stupid. i am bad, as always.

there's a ruler in everyone's heart to measure someone. i measured you, you measured me. you can choose to repeat it for 3times or more to check for accuracy. HAPPY MEASURING (;

people, what really hurts was that when you were really sure that you trusted this person and this person proved your judgement wrong. i should have learn from that lesson. EXPERIENCE IS THE GREATEST TUTOR. i will be more clever now. and will use all my six senses.


*I HOPE THE ASSUMPTIONS I MADE ISNT TRUE. IT WAS A HORRIBLE DREAM. IF DREAMS AND REALITY WERE REALLY REFLECTIONS.. OH GOSH~*

history today was very shit. i studied stalin's 5-year plans but it didnt came out. wah piang. so i did japan. but the part (a) Q i dont know.. then i sort of left it blank leah. wahh piang. nv felt so no confidence for history before.. im sad ); if i know it would be like this, i wont borrow weikiat's book liao. hai him also cant study. and he said he will fail history liao. zzz. im guilty =x

amaths was also a disappointment. didnt really concentrate on what eng wee said about binomial during interval. it came out first Q leah!! two parts somemore. liddat dont know how many marks fly away liao. alot of applications also suddenly dont know how to do. like brain went blank. TSK. but eng wee got keep come and hint me. LOL' two Qs was saved bacause of his help right? he is so nice [; i like him. HAHAH.

sian~ today's paper all so jia lat. as expected larhh. last night too paranoid to study liao.. nth went in .. saddening. charine chai will sure suan me when she see my history paper. AWWW~ feel like crying during interval );

collected corp tees after exam. wahh~ if im not wrong, the color got some prob lorh. i thought we said gold? wahh~ very suay larh this exam period. everything fly come here. so many problems one. i want LI CHENG TIAN to change my life!! LOLOLOL

brought donny for checkup today again. he's really much much better lerh. but the doctor wants to find out whats the reason that trigger the high pressure in his eyes. poor donny. dont know what is stressing him );

well.. today is mummy's birthday!! will give her the present after exams larh.. these days also not free. had dinner at pizza hut. tried their crispy thin pizza. LOL' really very thin leah.. thinner than hp. hahah. will have another big meal when aunt priscillia is free right? (;


*NOW I REALISE WHAT WAS LEFT FOR ME WHEN YOU LEFT. VERY CLEVER; VERY SKILLFUL. AND THOSE LITTLE ACTIONS YOU MADE. IVE GOT NOTHING TO SAY. ONCE AGAIN, YOU SUCKS. *

lit was ok today. but f&n sucks. the essay Qs were all bullshit can.i was anyhow crapping and wrote rubbish. this is so disappointing );

after exam went mac to study. rin lost her wallet on the bus trip. she was very anxious. we first thought she was joking. but it turned out to be real. weixing went around with her to solve her cards problems. she was glad that she only have $6 in her wallet. hahah.

i was cheated by this crew in mac. both me and carin bought student meal upsize. but he give me medium fries and carin, large one. although the crew was different,im still very angry. this shows that the crew that served me is bias. zzz. he gave xuan an upsized meal and charge her the normal price lorh. wahh~ so bias one. he like xuan is it huhh? this SORLI-SORLI. TSK. after finish, then i realise my fries was cheated. carin went to complain with me. LOL' we were like laughing even before we speak. he thought we anyhow making fun of him. LOL' in the end, he gave me a small fries to appease. HAHHA. that's better (;

didnt really have the mood to study lorh. like so many entertainment going on. i saw this sister with a bunch of dont know what ppl. dont know whats going on. zzz
and threee nanhua girls scold us kpkb when we didnt do anything lorh. wahh piang. stupid siah. whats their freaking prob. they say we humji. then after tt they go off before us. its like.. whats this? so lame can. still sae we lame. they need WHEELCHAIRS T_T"

i think today like my unlucky day liddat. i have no idea where is my history tb and im like so paranoid just now. i searched high and low for it. but to no avail ); to my wits end, i borrowed from weikiat. i feel so guilty right? he also got history paper tml ); but really no choice eehh, really dont know what to do. he chiong to my hse to give me the book. im grateful right? feels so sorry also.. awww~ i dont know what to say larh. zzz

now chionging history. i think most of us is taking the risk of studying one topic for SEQ lorh. im scared =x haven even touched amaths. this is so shit. i can die lerh >=(


*YOU ARE THE STONE THAT I CANT PUT DOWN. SO WORRIED ); DONT BE LIKE THIS*

today's papers were disappointments. both also anyhow write, no points at all to write. even the chinese paper also no confidence. arbish~ sian arh. stressed.
&&&!! rin and amanda didnt use our exam pencil case. WAHH~ how can lorh. nv give face one. me and ley were feeling very dejected right? );

prawn helped us in some emaths Qs. mostly is carin ask one. haas' this prawn very funny. he say that prawn is the nicest food and all types of prawn is nice. LOL' including dry shrimps ok? hahahah. then he say ley ate too much prawns thats why cannot think intelligently. DOTS DOTS DOTS! its really hilarious to hear him talking about prawns. it seems as if he was talking about himself!! ROFL. when he was teaching the speed time graph, he spelt 'retardation' softly after ley made a comment about him. i heard it clearly can! ley was really angry. LOL' then he anyhow bai say there's really a term called retardation in speed time graph. wahh sehh. liddat say also can horh? prawn means prawn. LOL' in all, he is just super lame larh. what an entertainment prawn. dunno what thing to describe him liao. T_T" he cant even sit on a wheelchair =x

then we went mac to eat and study. emaths like so shit can. i scared tml cant make it man );
how can i survive without my baobei notebook nerh? =x
after that while we were waiting for eupho with rin, we played the dictionary game. its so fun. WAHAHAH. we like idiots standing in the pathway playing and laughing like crazy lorh. ahahah. this is a form of de-stress (;

i chiong i chiong i chiong chiong chiong. i mug i mug i mug mug mug. SS AND EMATHS, HERE I COME!! actually shouldnt be bloggin derh. but too stress marh hahah. blog for entertainment (;
ok, continue to hug buddha's leg liao. BYE~


*ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD IF YOU DO NOT GET THE LOVE FROM THE PERSON YOU LOVE. OUT THERE NOT FARAWAY, THERE'S SOMEONE WHO IS WILLING TO STAND BY YOU. WHY WONT YOU REALISE AND ACCEPT IT?*

sch was celebrating npcc day this morning. ben was the commander. LOL' he gave kelua-baris at the wrong time. that's pai seh. thats the result of slping late i guess. and this oei arhh.. kept reading ALERT. we were all like ALERT can. HAHAH.

weikiat gave me a packet of marshmallow. it looks cute yarh? LOL'
carin and xuan they all like it alot. cos its very cute. it taste not bad also larh horh. haas' new marshmallow discovery (;

i think i accidentally passed my flu to carin. im so sorry right? felt so guilty leah ); i thought my flu ok alr. but it acted up during bio again. so disappointed.

during maths arhh, carin said the word DISAPPOINTED. this prawn thought is i say one then shoot me back. WAHH~ so nonsense larh. and thus, we ate prawn noodle during recess. LOLOL'

after sch collected juniors st.john uniforms. i thought they would come and try out then i asked eichien to stay back. then when lingfeng came out at 2.25, she said that i was me who gave the order to try the uniform on wednesday. LOLOLOL' i cleanly forgotten about it and wasted my time waiting. zzzzz

nvm, forget it. after that, me and xuan went big bookshop for some stationeries shopping. rin, ley and amanda joined us later. HAHAHAH. we got ourselves a pencil case. WAHAHAH. im happy. cos there's QING TIAN WAWA =Dsee.. HAHAH. this is our exam pencil case. jia sisters, ley,xuan,rin,amanda and me will use it from tml onwards. HAHAHHA. i know its funny. but I LIKE IT ;P

went kfc for late lunch. me and xuan packed our exam pencil case. and i realise my pencil box really got alot of things. LOL' and suddenly, this eupho surfaced. ahahah. we forced carin to pack her pencil case. TML WILL BE A SURPRISE DAY =D

SOCUTE SOCUTE SOCUTE SOCUTE SOCUTE SOCUTE. I CANT RESIST IT. OHH GOSH~


*DEPEND ON ME,I WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE. YOU CAN DEFINITELY SEE ME EVEN WHEN EVERYONE LEAVES. THIS I PROMISE.*

if this is a game, can i quit?
for the rules are too difficult to abide,
the stakes are too high, i cant afford to lose.
it gets more difficult as i move on,
causing me to remain at that level,
making no progression.
i hate to play games; no doubts at all.
but im forced to play it, unknowingly.
this is a never-ending game.
its a curse.
once you start; you cant stop.
its a game which implicates more and more innocents.
its a game of manipulation, and,
ITS A GAME WITH A HEAVY PRICE TO PAY.


BUT IF THE CREATOR COULD END IT ALL ......

today is tuition day. jia sisters should also be coming. but they disappointed us ); thus, only me and ley went. supposedly we should be meeting at 11.30. then when i reached, this ley msg and say she will reach at 12. WAHH!! so angry. i spent half an hour waiting. zzz. but she appeased my anger by buying me waffle right? thats more like it.

then when we reached rin's block,ley pressed the level button. and when we got out, and walked to the unit, we realise it was the FOURTH FLOOR!! wahh, i didnt know ley pressed 4 instead of 5 lorh. whats more she initially wanted to press the doorbell. but there was an auntie standing inside. that was when we go HAAHAHAH. stupid ley. and now she accused me of being the one who pressed 4. SO LAME AND CHILDISH!! LEY'S SURNAME IS 'LAI'. its time she need a wheelchair lerh ;p

after that spent ard 1hr watching tv before starting maths. so restless, no mood do. yada's playhouse was the fengshui place of ms choo. LOL' ley kept visiting it.
isnt yada cute? LOL' her fur is very long. can be as emo as shannon lerh. haas'
then we went downstair to get her bedding. but there isnt any. rn say got one petshop, but also dont have. zzz. in the end, they bought themselves tidbits. diaox~

went back and have a PTO session. HAHAH. its so nice right? we wanna go esplanade!! ;p
'say you love me every waking moment ~~' (;
went back at ard 5plus. didnt really studied today i guess. hahah. thats all for today. I MUST STUDY TML !!


*YOU DISAPPEARED SOMETIME AGO, SURFACED SOMETIME LATER. AND LEFT WITHOUT A SOUND SOMETIME NOW. IM SO AFRAID THIS MARKS THE END. NOW I REALISE THERE'S ACTUALLY SO MUCH TO GO THROUGH.*

非你莫属

懂得让我微笑的人
再没有谁比你有天份
轻易闯进我的心门
明天的美梦你完成
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走

爱我非你莫属
我只愿守护由你给我的幸福
爱我非你莫属
也许会笑着哭
但那人是你所以不怕苦

懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深
在我心中留下伤痕
你同时点亮了星辰
整个宇宙浩瀚无边的尽头
每颗渺小星球
全都绕着你走

那麽多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地设般产生奇迹
哦我心的缝隙
我想除了你
任谁也无法填补这空虚


meaningful right?
' 懂得让我流泪的人
给的感动一定是最深 ' how true?

stupid nose attitude attitude attitude. i think me and victor got the melvin disease ytd. so suay for us. zzz
&&& dont say my watch is weird. its CUTE ok?

maths was super duper funny today. prawn insulted leslie on his singing and leslie mentioned something about steamboat to shoot prawn back. LOL' prawn was like 'YARH, ESPECIALLY PRAWN RIGHT?' the whole class was like ROFL can. i laughed till stomach pain siah. this prawn is like saying himself to entertain us. and he did it TWICE. so it was double entertainment. LOLOLOLOL'

after sch supposed to go for focus on loci. then these ppl all last min dont wan go. wanna pang seh me leah! WAHH~ SO DISAPPOINTED. and they run away from me!! ZZZZZ how can liddat one? ZZZZZZZ wanna run away also dont let me know marh. liddat oso can .. >=(

brought donny to THE ANIMAL CLINIC this afternoon again for check-up. he was actually wagging his tail and smiling happily on the way. then when we reached the entrance, he hide his tail and refuses to go in. LOL' this boy arhh. well, his condition is better alr but the left eye still got some prob. he is sensitive to light. awww~

ok, was very bored larh. so took pics. LOL' i think im lame =x

LOLOL' the following pic is very funny and nonsense. i dont know what to say but to laugh. HAHAH.

i didnt know a love letter can be so long. LOL' ;p anyways. i appreciate it larh =x
saddening. im SICK. VERY SICK. i need MY ANTIDOTE!! lalalala~ hope tml this body dont attitude. if not cannot go ms choo tuition. AHAHAH.


*YOU ARE THE GREATEST FACTOR. THERE'S NO WAY I CAN RESIST THIS. CAN YOU FEEL THE RUSH?*

another no jiao dai morning again. zzz. i dont understand how hard it is just to inform ONE person. nvm. anyways, melvin chia suddenly surface one packet of french fries marshmallow in class. HAHAH. was pretty shocked. he is the food suppplier and im the sweet supplier. LOL' good trade yarh? (;

then leslie gave me a qing tian wawa. look at the face. its weird right? not very nice. qing tian wawa should be smiling. but look at the expression of this one. dots. still mine is nicer. heaven n hell. hahah. but we should appreciate what others gave as a gift right? (;

NORTH POLE = NORTH POOL. LOL' this was what prawn pronounced today. rofl. he always like to make a fool of himself. lit was super disappointing. she gave us classwork that is impossible to be completed within two periods larh. made us cannot have a proper lunch and chiong to focus liao. so heartless.

well, got back trigo n transformation test paper. very shit. fail until very jia lat. dont know what the hell i was doing lorh. we have to complete corrections for the transformation before leaving. i alot dont understand. thats why wasted a lot of time. i was so gan zhiong lorh. cos have to bring my donny go vet. in the end. 4plus then leave sch T_T "

went home rest awhile then bring donny go sunset way THE ANIMAL CLINIC see vet liao. he was still active till the point he stepped into the clinic. LOL' so fast change. the doc was also not very sure of the cause of his blue eyes. she said it might be the eye pressure rise up. due to excitement, agitation, stress etc..

and there's something very weird i wanna share. the doc prescribed an eyedrop which her clinic dont hav. nvm. but she asked us to purchase it in GUARDIAN. i was like.. ??? GUARDIAN? dogs medication? LOL'

btw, donny have to visit the vet again for follow-up on fri. so poor thing ); my precious little donny )'; )'; )';

so rushed to clementi guardian after the consultation. very irritated. both outlets dont have the eyedrop. i was like very tulan alr. have to make a trip down to holland v to buy. WAHH. i went home myself like 8pm lorh. so ke lian ); nie nie must repay me by getting well soon right? see how good i treat him. rush here n there.

&&& the eyedrop cost $29. zzz. its just a small bottle can. and it has to be discarded 28days upon opening. its so expensive. and im still feeling weird. an eyedrop that can be used on human, now use on dogs? LOL' hope donny will feel better after those medications.

the doc was impressed that this is the first time donny fell sick. he is alr 4plus years old ok? consider healthy lerh. see his big round eyes and his radiant smile. he will recover soon right? =D

*IF WE WERE STILL IN THOSE DAYS, YOU WOULD DEFINITELY BE BY MY SIDE SEEING ME GET THROUGH THIS. I KNOW I CAN NO LONGER CALL YOU UP.*

went out with xuan today. main purpose is to get some birthday presents. well, this xuan was late as usual =X two trains go off during the waiting time. zzz

finally i found leggings. bought it at citrus sox. its $15 k? so ex. T_T "
also bought a file at A&BC. its cute and it has got a meaning behind the character. i wanted to scan it but scanner like got prob. zzz

then bought this MY-THE-SON watch as bugis street. its only $3. ahahah. so cute right? xuan bought a doraemon and a donald duck one. LOLOLOLOL' when u open the cover, got 'twinkle twinkle little stars~' derh melody derh. hahah. so cute right? bring it to sch tml (;

then went down to town since bugis got no presents to buy. sianx~ this was what what we did on sat. i felt so stupid. walked around far east but did not spotted any nice presents and also didnt see any nice red bags. and so.. TAKA again.. zzz

anyhow buy the presents due to time constraint. this mother want me faster go home for dinner. 7pm reached home. also nv kanna any kao bei. HAHAH.

im worried about donny ); his eyes seems to have infection. his black eyeballs turned blue. this is so scary can? at first is one eye. then now two. so mummy say go buy eye drops for him. but the condition didnt get any better. tml have to bring him to the vet liao. AWW~ MY POOR NIE NIE.. dont scare jie jie right? )';


*IT HAS BEEN SO LONG. I CANT BELIEVE IM STILL COUNTING. TIME PAST REAL FAST. AND I HATE THE WAY I TREAT THIS DAY. YOU SUCKS.*