shannon fell and hurt her knee and spoilt her iPod during recess today. the guys were the ones who caused it larh. the water, the bench, the insults.. lala~ idiotic! especially the ben there keep say shannon. and he kicked the bench and hurt elwood's feet. poor elwood larh, so innocent stand behind ben then kanna.
so shannon was kinda limping all the way up to forth floor hean chng's class. jiayi was ranting at ben so he was very pissed off. then jean chng ask us what happened and we told her blah blah. then like its settled alr. she gonna ask someone send shannon down. but this ben the face still very black. so jean chng talked to him then in the end ask the whole class to write 50words what happened in the canteen. zzz. he so dua pai one. bias larh that jean chng. all of us were suan-ing ben while writing. he and hongyi was like saying shannon blah and blah. how can larh!! as if they are perfect lorh! grr~
after that got emaths test. LOL' as usual, dont know how to do right. btw, the last test i did pass. hahah. happy (; this time round i dont think got so tyco lerh =x
had focus after sch. sci focus is always slack one. then ben and accompany played the disappearing game. LOL' its damn funny larh. their actions. so those who were punked sure very angry one meah. martin saved the day. he threw ben's bag up the door ceiling. HAHAH! and the whole class cheered and clapped! see how rejoiced we were! AHAHA!
physics is another time of 'lost' session. the paper, hai~ really is gone-d lorh. asked melvin helped copy =x dont know what ben did and one of the window planks was broken. LOL' what suay day is today. eugene's phone,shannon and ben. LOL' today is melvin lim's birthday. haas'
then mr lau ask me to go over and talk to him. he ask me what course in poly dont need sci. then i tell him humanities. then he tell me near to ALL poly courses need sci and those that dont need sci have low c.o.p . then his preachings starts to come out. lalalalala~ very luo suo lorh him. dont let me go somemore. grr~ angry. drag until the sch close song also come out. ass larh so late.
and so, i walked home alone right? =\
was feeling kinda weird walking home alone from sch. normally is either walk with melvin or take bus with rin one. you know that feeling, that feeling which i first encountered on 8june. it came back again. sighh~
got stupid emaths p2 diagnostic test! ARGH~ i dont want do man. 2hr30mins. like so nonsense. what time alr larh. shit-ness larh.
this is something i must accept.its not wise to ask for more, we wont get satisfied when demands get high.i dont wanna rely on you.cos i know its hard to pull myself out when the time comes.but you are so bad. you'd built my dependance on you );perhaps knowing the existence of love is already enough.actions to prove it are redundant?but my dear, i wanted security.past failures are already enough to pull me down.wont you be the one who will reassure me instead?lend me lean on your shoulder when im tired.i dont know how to tell you i really need it.tonight, is the last night. . of my monthly practice.clap and say 'well-done' will you? =x*WE ONLY CAN HAVE MORE INTERACTIONS IN THIS STATUS RIGHT? ALRIGHT, I COMPROMISE. WILL YOU BE LIKE ME, LOOK AT THE CLOCK WHEN IT STRIKES TWELVE? BOY YOU KNOW, THE LAST NIGHT OF THE MONTH WAS NEVER EASY FOR ME.*
with love @ 22:08
leslie bought this for me for no reasons. althought its qingtianwawa and i like it, i still think its ermm =x you know, err err..
but i used this and made someone go sour sour right? ok larh, i was being a little mischievous ;p
i hate DOTA. and practically all online games. i simply detest them. but this martin and ben kept talking about it during SS. i read that sentence on the ws dont know how many times still cant read finish lorh. they were distracting me like crazy. grr~
did physics practical. actually physics practical is easy to do. just follow the instructions. HAHAH! better than those theory lorh. so crapzsxzsx. then chiong-ed down for chicken rice. the Q was not ideal today ); & my Q was being cut by our class guys!! irritated! not gentlemen at all! still stand until so wu sehh. WAHH! by the time we got our chicken rice was already very late lorh. rushed through the eating and i was really full. i think angry cells filled most of my stomach )=(
ok, lucky after recess is jean chng's monday period which is what we referred to as the WAR-TIME. hahah. elwood didnt managed to snatch my favourite dictionary. all thanks to ben small little cunning acts! grr~ lucky melvin was nice to lend me his. but actually, he struggled with elwood for it one. so isnt it like an irony? LOL'
i won the task of course cos ben and rin no standard. WAHAHAH. ben always like to play cheat. so yarh, play cheat will lose ;p
emaths was another attitude session, clifton attituded prawn because of his stud. then like he very funny larh in the process of getting out. hahah. the class guys made fun of weichiang. LOL' very suan-ning.
had this emaths diagnostic test after sch. they gonna engage tutors for us so they have to see our standard. LOL' so as usual, dont know how to do right? ;p
melvin sent me home and i was teasing him right?
yesyes, 酸酸的. hahah. do you know guys are cute when they are jealous? LOL'
&&& A FLYING INSECT ATTACKED MY HAND WHILE I WAS TYPING JUST NOW !!! I SCREAMED THE HELL OUTTA MY THROAT AND HID IN MY BED. LOLOL! NONSENSE!
and awww~ that sensitive thermometer just got its battery charged. full-batt now so can sense more. it misled its reading to innocent ppl. wrong reading, wrong diagnosis, wrong judgement you see. and most importantly, wrong prescription can cause serious consequences. thermometer will spoil one day and stop being sensitive.
alot of people like my blog song. wahahah~ ;p SINGSINGSING mypassion
pardon me for being mischievous and playful
im resentful );
i carried no ill-intentions
you're so good to me. so good that i start to ask for more.
dont tell me you are blowing off the candle when you just lit it.
i know i cant adapt to darkness again.
*HOW HARD WE HID OUR EYE CONTACTS. THERE WERE OMENS TELLING ME THAT THINGS THAT ARE GONE WONT COME BACK. WE'VE GOT TO GET OURSELVES NEW ONES TO REPLACE THE LOST ONES.*
with love @ 22:08
HAHAH. ley was jealous i brought my jacket and she didnt. she was complaining of cold-ness once she stepped into the class right? ;p
then we were having 'picnic' in f&n . xuan spread me a choco bread. ok i know she wants to see this, 'YOU ROCKS (;' rin bought two biscuits and i bought jap biscuit. we were eating non-stop can. ahaha. iyoyo~ and so we skipped chicken rice during recess.
mr lau was kinda pissed with me and mother for not bringing physics tys. then he was there nagging nagging. i really feel lost in physics and im prepared to say byebye alr. i told him that and he say he want explain to me next week and ask me bring textbook. arghh~ zzz. so heavy =.=
i cant believe you tried to gain sympathy like this. if i were you, i wont let my studies go so messy because of this issue. its O levels year f.y.i
but well well, i wash my hands off you. good luck larh.
there was no focus today. so went to clementi market and eat again. hahaha. the card reader dont want tap my card. didnt beep lorh. then i went behind and see if i did tap. but didnt, so i just heck. after that, the driver come and ask me go tap. zzzz. since xuan was outside, so i asked her help right? that driver say about the neo on the card. zzz
then he asked me to go claim back. he was good larh. didnt confiscate. just ask me take out the neo only. haas' thanks xuan right? you are not pretty without the R one right? (;
ate the selling-fast duck noodle. LOL! after that buy chicken rice and green tea for melvin. he was playing ball at west coast CC. this boy arhh. intended to skip lunch and play lorh. what's this?!?! under nutrition level still liddat. grr~
xuan took the same bus to accompany me right? ok larh, 'YOU ROCKS LORH ;p' dont xian mu larh. i can be your part-time shoe. ahahah
yeahyeah, he ate the whole packet clean clean. ok, thats better. never waste my efforts. i thought he wont finish it. i was surprised when its so clean ok. HAHAH (;
they thought me how to shoot bball. i admit im idiot in this alright. but i still managed to tyco tyco shoot in a few balls ok? bleah.
leslie and melvin were playing with this kent ridge sec one boy. he small small then the skills not bad one. very cute. hahah
&&& i didnt know melvin know so many stunts. even weichiang also say he cool eehh. HAHAH
lalala~
ok, so i was kinda bored and was singing away. im the entertainer. hahah.
爱我还是他黑暗中的我们都没有说话
你只想回家
不想你回家
寂寞深的像海太让人害怕
温柔你的手
轻轻揉着我的发
你的眉眼说你好渴望我拥抱
你身体却在拼命逃
但欲望在燃烧
你爱我还是他
是不是真的他要比我好
你为谁在挣扎
爱我还是他
就说出你想说的真心话
你到底要跟我还是他
爱爱爱......
这是不是命运对我的惩罚
爱你也没办法
恨你也没办法
陷在这个漩涡只想挣脱它
拉住你的手
却让我也被拖下
你的眉眼说你不渴望我拥抱
每当爱变成了煎熬
你就开始要逃
你爱我还是他
是不是我可以做他的好
你不再挣扎
爱我还是他
我宁愿听到残忍的回答
也不要再被耍
你爱我还是他
我为你找了一百个理由
我就是那么傻
爱我还是他
是否沉默代替你的回答
我应该明白吗
爱我还是他噢
你都已看不到我们的好
我还会心牵挂
你爱我还是他
是否沉默就是你的回答
我们都别挣扎
去爱他
was actually singing SHE's london bridge is falling down with weichiang's phone. then melvin suddenly play this 爱我还是他 using his phone. he sang the chorus and some parts of the verse. i heard it ok. hmmm, yarh, you know =x
left the place at 5plus-6. can you imagine how long they played? crazy one. so took 189 home.
he had tution at 7pm but didnt hesitate to send me home. aww~
had mac for dinner. kinda sick of it alr. maybe is sick of fastfood liao T_T
busy weekend alert. alot of typings cos of f&n and lit. sian-ness arhh.
i know its hard on you. im sorryim not playing alrighti need your patience.i need your guidance.i will give you a hug to ward off all fearsgive your trust in mei can be your candy.*I WILL LEARN FROM YOU. LIKE HOW YOU LEAVE WITHOUT ANY TANGLEMENTS.*
with love @ 22:15
hahah! i was the
ORANGE RANGER today right? =D
prawn changed all our seats today. i wonder if i can study in that group. ms CHOOoo is gone =x
well, nothing much happened in sch today. skipped focus cos charine chai not here. no point going since jean chng will be doing tp. zzz
went clementi market eat. was raining like what T_T
and ley was feeling pai seh all around because of hotdog bun. LOLOL
tml is a picnic day! YAY!
and we were all fascinated by the new donut shop that is gonna open right?
so many flavours. more than donut factory ok?
are all of you jealous? cos its near my house?!?! ;P
was practically doing nothing at home. watched tv and slept halfway.
slept all the way to 8pm you know. i wonder why am i so tired.
rin said she slept too. dont know what we did today to cause us so tired. hmmm..
why np never call us?!?! alot of ppl informed alr leah. i feel so.. luan qi ba zao. grr~
to the left to the left, to the right to the right.
向左走还是向右走?
now at this point guide me. bring me to the correct place.心是跳动在左边用你的左手牵着我走向明天now i know our love was as fragile as glass.fancy me thought that it's strong as metal.i mocked at myself in the mirror.there is no exception is guys.this is something i cant deny.*YOU DONT REALISE, I HELD MYSELF BACK COS OF YOU. BUT THIS IS HOW I LOOK IN YOUR EYES. I COULD BE YOUR SWEET LOVER. BUT NOT NOW ANYMORE?*
with love @ 22:09
LETS REACH UP, FOR THE SKIES~ hahah. was singing this song during assembly right? seems like i was the only one who was enthu. the other ppl all so quiet one. zzz
bio was finally less boring cos jacob was shaking and dancing and was also talking about yogurt cheese and milk... (;
today prawn was really attitude. i dont think he have pms right? but his emotion.. ben and him shouted each other. ben even scolded foul words. yeah, both were very agitated. this is the first time i see prawn so fierce. alert~
and my sisters love my jap biscuit right? hahah. cant bring it tml cos lazy buy =x
MRS PEK READ OUR BLOGS!! hahah. can you imagine? like we were so shocked when she told us. how come she so shen tong guang da derh arhh? i wonder if she is in front of the monitor looking at this now. LOL! HI MRS PEK!! hahahahaha. so funny larh.
had achievers' day briefing today. so lame one can. so little ppl turned up. like go for nth cos the teachers also didnt talked much. zzz
so went back for emaths focus.
wanted to skip f&n cos like tired and restless. went up to the lab with rin as we wanted to tell her we are not feeling well. but when we opened the door, we only saw her inside. nobody else was there. we were so like *eyes pop jaws down*. she say say say and say. like she very ke lian liddat. then she say nvm, we can go home and stuffs. but we kinda felt bad right? haas' so she say just stay for awhile and she will let us go home at 5pm. so we agreeded lorh.
then the rest of the ppl then gradually walk in. eng wee treated the boys dessert this time round. hahah!
rin was very anxious while waiting for cab. &&& i made a cheer right? WAHAHA~
it goes like this:
1 2 3 4 5, E U P H O
6 7 8 9 10, X P E I I !!
hahah. its nice alright ;p
then sent melvin home.
power rangers are so lame right? hahah =D
please forgive me for uttering nonsense.
i dont think i can understand what i was trying to say too.
its like yes but it seems like no.
i thought a heart is big enough for two.
but i realise im not that kind of girl who own a heart like this.
its either i stop or walk forward.
so on that very minute, i gave you my promise.
i love your tolerance to my nonsense.your reassurance is always here. i am fortunate. *SEE HOW TIME FLIES AND HOW YOU CHANGED. THE HEAVIEST THING THAT CAN CRUSH A PERSON IS THE
TRUTH. I HAVE BEEN CRUSHED REAL HARD TILL NOW I CANT WITHSTAND THE PAIN ANYMORE.*
with love @ 22:16
xuan gave me choco marshmallow today. wahahah! touched (;
combined group with justine's for lit. was really funny can. *bloom bloom bloom* HAHAH. that group arhh, full of nonsense one. but its also full of entertainment. LOL!
we were folding paper stars during FT. usign square paper. didnt know can. was so interested. ley was the one who figured step 5 right? HAHAH. prawn was pestering her to teach him. IMAGINE! HAHAH. then nigel paid ley $2 for 2 folded stars. wahh~ so generous man. LOL
focus was slacking. physics no prac so we did ws. there wasnt any teacher. so i bo liao bo liao go meddle with the whiteboard. i taught them canto right? HAHAH.
there should be alot of things happening in sch today, but i couldnt rmb. too bad then ;p
after focus this melvin dont know what prob. couldnt make his mind whether to send me home or dont pang seh leslie. so in the end i asked him to go with leslie. but this leslie die die also dont want let him follow. i was angry with him for never take care of himself when his leg is injured! so dont really want him to send me home. somemore his leg is injured. but since this leslie liddat arhh, then liddat lorh. i sent him home. cannot leave a bai ka person alone right? dots. all along was giving him a black face. was really really disappointed in him lorh. he injured still play soccer. zzz. never take care one. and he is
severely underweight!! grrr~ nutrition level 80+% . so low can. wahh him~ 56kg leah. so skinny, how can ); iyo~
but he managed to made me laugh using 30mins. i dont know if really 30mins, he say one. i think got one hour lorh. HAHAH ;p
was talking to jena just now for 1+ hours. lots to talk man. dont know why also. so funny.
clifton suddenly say choose pink dolphin. zzz green tea is more popular after some votings you know T_T
daddy, mummy, meimeis!! we must be more united at this point of time. dont emo suddenly pls. i scared one leah. very sucks one lorh the feeling. we must have family bond! WOOSH~!
awww~ i dont know what i can say except for sorry.you melted my heart. no more tears alright?pull me through it all. who once said he was a hero? a hero must be strong! ;p*MY FIRST INSTINCT WAS TO TURN AWAY. BOY, YOU KNOW ITS SO HARD. HOW CAN I EVER RESIST?*
with love @ 22:13
melvin or who spotted a strand of white hair on my head today. wahh~ the first time i got one you know. its confirm im really tired alr. very very );
he bought a packet of haribo 'unbearables'. ley and rin were very excited right?
they were talking non-stop and didnt do their letter writing. so i 'encouraged' and 'motivated' them with the gummies right? LOL' so funny
physics is like hell to most of us. we are so lost alr. we know nothing on the board. me and jia parents were talking non-stop. daddy taught us 'you raise me up' hand sign. so interesting! and those foul signs too yarh. LOL!
then we were rushing for chicken rice, AGAIN ;p
jean chng was crazy today. very very very crazy. in my worst memory, this is the first time she behaves like this i guess? its practically nonsense yarh? shouting here and there for no reasons. and this dom wong was rebelling. wahh~ what the hell is going on. zzz
well, maths is always fun and entertaining. ley's ambulance laughters was acting up. and its uncontrollable! so prawn today really matchmake those talking ones. ley was one of them. its so funny larh, really. tallking about prawn's chinese and eng grades. &&& he admitted he was short-tongued for umpteen times. he was out to make us laugh right?!?
after sch waited for amanda for the $0.60. ok, its not that we are so calculative about $0.60 alright? in fact, she was the one being calculative i guess? we just want her to know that getting advantages from friends is not what human beings should do. we dont want the money. we just want her to understand what we are trying to convey. its not as if a dollar or two can patronise us. thats not the issue.
ok, i would feel happy if $6 comes to me suddenly like money drop from sky. BUT, not if the money is from my friend. friends are the last ones you would ever think of being bad to them. well, just a simple question here. would you go around telling ppl how you succeeded in getting your friend's $0.60? hello? its just SIXTY CENTS. we arent talking about SIX K now yarh.
how honourable is it to cheat $0.60? i really dont get the great sensation. so you had a great sense of satisfaction?
reason back with your mouth. not those from others.so yarh, had lunch with family at kfc. ley suddenly had a crave for meltz. rin and xuan got a bargain right?!? like buy one meal free one meal liddat lorh. wahh~ why always so heng derh.
who would understand how each of us were feeling because of one particular person. we got so worked-up because this is someone whom we once laughed and cried together. its not any tom dick or harry can cause the impact.
went home after that then knew that melvin injured his leg while playing bball. he said he couldnt really walk and requested me to send him home. well, its time to repay right. anyways, staying at home will only make my mood worse. go out breathe in some fresh air not bad marh.
hmm, the journey to west coast CC was long. thanks for rin's accompany (:
he was really having difficulties in walking. like a crippled old man you know. hahah~ still die die there act not very pain. iyoyo~
i wonder if you really know how i was feeling.but after some thoughts, i think its not important.cos at any point, you will be there to lend me a shoulderand act like a clown just for me to smile.sometimes a hug can be more useful than a listening ear.there are so many things that words are redundant.
recently, so many things happen together like a strike of lightning.
seems like its a test. a test you have to take sooner or later.
a test which no matter you pass or fail, you will still realise something precious.
dont treat me like an entertainment*IVE BEEN HOLDING ON TO SOMETHING WHICH IS NOT WORTH IT. HOW WOULD I KNOW? BECAUSE YOU GAUGED THE PRICE.*
with love @ 22:10
i find it hilarious to the reason you left.
i could have laughed like crazy like how i would always be but i didnt.
someone asked me if the feeling has faded. i dont think it had?
i should hate you. but its stupid to get so worked up for something that happened a year ago. everything had changed.
see how a wound heals and turned to a scar and stay there for life.
would you be my armour when i go for a war?
with love @ 22:28
realise something which i should realise one year ago.
its kinda shocking actually. but well, its the past. i dont think i can do anything?
weikiat asked if i was angry with him and asked for forgiveness. zzz you made me go 'diao~'
i got alot of things to express but im tired and restless.
学会面对小心眼
*YOU DISTORTED MY IMAGE OF YOU, ONE YEAR LATER. I DONT KNOW IF ITS TOO LATE. 我走得有点累很想找地方停驻*
with love @ 23:44
rin emo-ed early in the morning. awww~ ); so sad. cries are contagious. now i deeply understand =x practically slacked throughout f&n and eng. didnt do the homework jean chng gave. and i made rin laugh by reminding her of chicken rice right? and jiayi emo-ed too. arghh~ emo very nonsense leah. zzz
jiaqi msged during maths and said that amanda 'accidentally' poured water on her. wahh~ shirt,skirt and hp all kanna can. and there was no apology made! the scenario is like so.. PIANG EHH! upon seeing the msg, me, ley, rin and shan were all very angry lorh. like wth? so decided to go and find her after sch.
waited for her at the staircase. me and rin sprayed water right. rin said my part was funny. well, i dont know where funny but i like it ;p first spray from rin made her think that we were playing. second spray from me pissed her. so she just kept walking and ignoring us. like shit. so many of us you treat us as invisible? *claps*
now we are the ones pissed. so followed her to the traffic light and talked there. joleen and charisse were there and they were kinda defending her? but this is a problem between our clique and i find it need-less for outsiders to comment. yes its said that we didnt care about her and she didnt care about us. but look at her small little acts. its so attracting attention can. girls also wanna seduce. i wonder what kind of mentality she have! and those actions which a girl should totally not do in the public, she did it all. like what rin said, girls should be demure and modest. but i doubt i can see this from that AA. we were so good to let you step down with a staircase the other time. but not this time round ok.
we are IRRITATED. to the extent.and why were we talking about the past records which has no link to this thing? like raking up the past past past out of nowhere? enemy? one yr ago? what has it gonna do with the thing we were settling? actually, in fact, there were alot of unnecessaries going on.
then ley said something which caused me to go DANG~ for that second. and everything is like planned one after another. oh gosh~ my brain cant take it. laughters and tears were meeting again. i forgotten how we ended everything. we shall see what more nonsense we would expect. under this pretty mask...
look at rin's blog for more details and views ;p
and yes, if picking a quarrel is known as childish, then picking a fight is known as what? maturity?
after everything, my mouth anyhow blabbered. im not angry with ley yarh. dont get the wrong idea girl.. lac lac.
then slacked at canteen with rin to wait for focus. we wer feeling 'hot' and we had some ice kacang to cool down right.
me and xuan went to lab5 to do our own maths with the relative velocity ppl. engwee asked us to go for aircon right? HAHAH.
yarh, so by the time we want to go home, its raining cats and dogs. donkeys and monkeys. wanted to hail a cab but the rain stopped right. hahah! nice! me,rin and melvin went mac to eat eat. hahah. they two arhh. keep argue derh leah. cos of rin's canto pronounciation. i wonder when will this stop? hahah. so funny larh. then at the bus-stop, west coast MPs were there distributing fliers blah blah about dengue. and mr arthur fong said melvin hair nice? wahh~ made him so proud lorh. zzz LOL
then he send me home right (;
yes i know its safe to be in your armsbut i once told myself i wont make love an option anymoremaybe we were to carried away.but there's something you dont know - i deplore your solitudeits funny when i look back two years ago when me and rin broke friendship with someone whom is our good friend. and today, two years later, we did the same thing. how fragile can friendship be? and who will i fall out with next? i swear ive never done anything bad to them, i gave them my heart. yes, i regret losing someone close like them. but its impossible to accept each other again since there are so much things we cant meet. like what we learnt in relationships - let it go.
we apply the same formula here.*I SAW YOU, EVERYWHERE I GO. WERE YOU THINKING OF SOMETHING WHEN WE TURNED OUR EYES AWAY WHEN THEY MET?*
with love @ 21:58
this canto craze drove all of us crazy. rin was mixing abit of this and that. we can hardly decipher man! then this relief teacher happen to understand cantonese and happen to overheard our conversation. so she started crapping with us too. hahah. dont wanna kanna influenced by the alien language );
charine chai dont wanna accept my work. she said that the content is not enough. WAHH~ first time liddat. grr~ >=(
suddenly wanted to eat pau. hahah. so was pau-ing all the way and i finally got to eat it during recess! yummy alert ;b
basics was super funny. we girls had a canto war with weichiang they all. elwood was their 'teacher'. and i was the girls' 'teacher'. seeing eugene and rin quarrel using their canto language is so funny. laugh until peng cos they dont understand the actual meaning of certain words. and with their anyhow-ing pronounciation. iyoyo~ LMAO can?
we girls will win right? this weichiang claimed that elwood is very pro. lets see tml. LOL!
had maths test today. wahh~ very hard can. these kinda algebra,indices question can drive me crazy. dont know how to do ); and shannon kept falling aslp while doing the test. she claimed that the weather is too shiok alr. hahah.
this eli arhh, kept di siao one. we arent on an item. i guess? ermm,i dont know? HAHAH ;p
after sch went je kopitiam for lunch. had so much fun!
we took this pic above using so much time. shannon kept wanna get down the bus. then we also found it hard to open our mouth to ask the lower sec boys infront to help us take. but finally, after so much obstacles, we still did it right? =D
and this one is without rin's husband. LOL!
ate tom yam noodle. nicenice! but its ex cos the ingredient they gave so stingy one. zzz
then rin was finding means and ways to eat this prawn and it landed on the table! SO FUNNY CAN. imagine the scene. so sudden!
i wonder who initiated the idea to take the pic below. LOL!
its so funny right? prawn is crying for help. HAHAH!
after lunch we went to take neoprint. spent a lot of time decorating it and it is vey perfect alr. but 'daddy' and anyhow press, press until the biggest format. so it came out to one very BIG pic and six very SMALL pic. we were all disappointed and were ranting at her and WAHH-ing. really lorh. wahh wahh wahh~ angry >=(
however, i took it home and was able to crop out and enlarge abit the SMALL ONES.
iyo~ so unclear ); especially the one where everyone qinqin me. cant see properly lorh! ARGHH~
i think if you click it, it will be bigger and A LITTLE clearer ;p
and yes, during neoprint time, melvin came. he came to send me home right? hahah! so sweet of him (; this safe and secure tree. hahaha.
and the xiao mei,which is rin bought me this my-the-son sticker! wahh~ HAPPY ALERT! actually she bought for all her jiejieS. LOL! good girl good girl (;
and then so, all went home. hee hee. michelle saw me and melvin and was like alerting and asking this and that. oh well, lalala~ ;p
brought donny to animal clinic for review. dr blum is back! finally! its like more than two weeks i guess. she was amazed to see donny's tremendous improvement! of cos she was happy too right? donny's rbc,wbc,plt is all improving fast and is reaching the normal range alr. THREE CHEERS! =D
see donny so happy! see him so health i also very happy you know? LOLOLOL!
hmmm, alot of ppl were emo-ing today for whatever reason it may be. but to xuan and rin, dont sad alr. girls always lose out in love. thats the fact we have to accept yarh. depression will lead to oversleep. so, DONT DEPRESS (;
*I WONDER WHY BOTH OF YOU HAVE THE SAME SCENT. IT LINGERS IN MY NOSE. SOMETIMES I WONDER SHOULD I BE GLAD OR HATE THESE SIMILARITIES? WHY WONT YOU STAY ME ON?*
with love @ 22:55
jacob's lesson always make ppl wanna slp one. before her lesson was still very energectic derh lorh. zzz
pek wasnt here today so we slacked during chinese. they were all composing and singing some nonsense song. so nonsense can. and yes! rin was sitting beside me and my kiss disease starts to act up. WAHAHA. all of them were helping me to kiss rin. look at her reluctant face below. LOL!
ley pushed my head over a few times. LOL! alert. but she was angry with me for dont know what reason. awww~ haiyo. why tried to appease her but she ignore me );
we were making alot of noise at our small corner then the relieve teacher there kpkb. for goodness sake, would we even wanna be scolded by you? =.=
went for eye checkup afterwards. the nurse was super attitude. rin saw her nametag saying she is just an enrolled nurse or what. and she was screaming and shouting when the senior staff nurse so quiet lorh. act!
then went to jean chng's homeroom to do lit. she is not here today too cos her father-in-law passed away. woo~ the class was so happy larh. hahah
maths focus was combined with 4E3. cos most teachers went for relative velocity lecture. some students from E3,E4 went also. did paper one. wahh~ really cannot man. paper one so hard to do one ); mrs koh and mrs chow explained to us how to do. it is actually very simple to do one. but my brain too simple alr =x
then went for f&n focus. did results table. today's f&n like no stress and no scoldings. so good! engwee even came and treated us cookie. so nice! first time ms chin keep ask us to go home. usually she die die also dont let one lorh. HAHAH! weirdweird
my 'family' was speaking cantonese anyhow-ingly. LOL' very funny man! rin, lei zan ngor tin zan hor aoi? ALERT!
melvin waited for my f&n end then send me home. dont know how he tolerated the one hour waiting while doing nothing one. haas' yesyes. he is so nice =D
and there is no focus tml! HOORAY now! lalalala~
i feel so safe in your arms. a shelter; a sense of security. no more insecurity. this tree is growing stronger and stronger day by day (; he is my shade.
*FOR WHATEVER REASONS IM STILL AFFECTED BY YOUR ACTIONS. IM ALREADY STARTING TO DELETE YOU FROM MY MINIMUM MEMORY SPACE. IM TRYING REAL HARD.*
with love @ 22:23
BACK BACK BACK!!it has been so long since i posted! around one week you know. its so nice to be able to blog again. i miss this feeling! aww~ AWESOME!! and the most happiest thing is that my songs are still intact. &&&& my emoticons too! hard time for ms CHOOooooo ;p
ok, so lets recall what happened during this one week. i remember i got lots to say one. freaking computer gave me attitude prob. grr~!
well, went to ngee ann poly last fri to check out the courses etc. psychology cop is NINE can? wth man. very disapointed and lost hope in dpa alr. but then, dont know why got interest for chinese studies. so applied dpa for it. LOL!
also, had task b practical on saturday. its messy but consider successful? then went for harry potter with 'family' HAHAH. fun alert.
there should be lots more to say but i cant remember alr. so thats all for recap right? haas'
so today, first thing was kanna sabo-ed by clifton. but this got me choc right? so i will forgive him right. hahah. during maths we were discussing about our scripts. wahh~ really is the more you think, the more you get angry. all of us were distracted. seriously distracted. zzz
shannon was 'bullied' during bio. so out of anger, i said something that is the fact. i think im totally right to say that. grr~ all of us had alr reached the maximum point of tolerance.
then during pe, went to approached amanda for a talk to clarify matters. and yes, i dont like the whole procedure. from the starting till the end. i dont know what's this man. i had ALWAYS been practicing forgive and forget. but seems like its need-less to do so. sucks~
did a school survey in lab. the questions all like shit. it makes me think that this sch really very sucks. eeeeee then the prawn dont want let us go off cos the bell haven ring. so there were alot of noise larh. those ppl wait awhile like will die liddat. lame
after focus, engwee treated us to dessert again! this is to apologise for misunderstanding us for not going to focus last week. heh heh heh. this is good. good good good.
then after that, melvin sent me home again. what a nice tree =D
so aunt came for dinner and help me 'clean' the com and discipline it. so happy (;
working on the testimonial now. so lame. have to write good things about yourself. so bhb.
lalalala~ i feel gggooooddd now (;
and ms CHOOoooo is such a sadistic. bu gen ta hao lerh. *hymph* >=(
at that point of time, i can only feel sarcasm cells flying all around. oh gosh, we were so nice as to give you a staircase to walk down ok. yucks that slang. DISGUSTED. now, we wanna learn from you and watch free show. you taught us so MANY THINGS can. ive got nothing good to say alr. i saw how human beings put on a mask now.*2 x 3 = 6 I WANTED TO GIVE YOU A HAND OF ENCOURAGEMENT, A WORD OF REGARD. JUST THIS SIMPLE.*
with love @ 22:12
returned weikiat his history textbook today. like, finally? dont feel like holding on to it any longer. zzz
we had some visitors from perth. shannon was so excited and she was talking in slang with ley. haas' so funny. jean chng wasnt here for lit today cos she have to entertain the VIPs. all of us were like so happy larh! izuwan sprained is ankle so i went to stjohn room to get him a bandage. minor injuries like this i can handle it with confident. but for the one we encountered on sat, im really not. dont blame me pls ); awww~
lit that time was like laughing for dont know what reason. 我的声音在笑泪在飙. i was behaving like this. its super nonsense and terrible suffering to laugh like this. hard to breathe arhh. zzz
prawn like kept on pick on us. a small thing he will say say say and say will change seating position. we talked doesnt mean we didnt learn. how brainless. zzz
had chinese oral at drama room. hahah. we were to sit a row infront of the room. hongyi was nonsensing all the way. brought some entertainment. hahah
the passage was ok, considered smooth. but the conversation. iyo~ about global warming. like i totally dont know the chinese terms related to this topic. spent quite a few seconds stunning here and there. but in the end, the examiner say 'hen hao'. i was like =.='' one piece here and there also can hao?
LOL' then joined rin they all at canteen. they were slacking there dealing with some chilidish sec ones girls. so funny. then eat eat talk talk to wait for time to reach 4.15 for maths focus. then suddenly, eng wee came down at around 4pm. he scolded us! cos there is no eng focus today. only maths, and it starts at 3.15. we were completely clueless about this lorh. and he blasted like a mad dog. confiscated jiaqi they all derh phones and want us to do the CHIJ paper.
we were like so shock that he suddenly shout. then while we were doing, he came and take a look with those caring attitude lorh. then dont know who say he got split personality. haas'!
melvin waited for me and sent me home today. from last week say until now finally action liao. dots! my 'sisters' and 'parents' were like asking this and that. T_T"
he very crappy one. talked and talked alot. hahah. and i just listen and laugh along.
i was looking out for you till the very last minute. wished you were my saviour. i seemed to had re-enacted the scene. but this time round a slightly better one. its a feeling of betraying my loved one thought he wont care.relationship is no longer a choice for me.this time, im playing a game with no rules.a game when you roll the dice and there is no turn backs.words from guys are practically shit to me now.
i am starting to doubt all their words. i would rather be lesbian. WITH LEY ! ;p
in between 'like' and 'love'*YOU ARE GETTING TIRED. I SAW YOUR FATIGUE EYES. GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK. LET YOUR HEART HAVE A REST.*
with love @ 22:15
nth to do in the morning. so watched rin's PTO. finally got time watch lerh. hahah
suddenly got the urge to sing 'angels of music' and 'all i ask of you'. heh heh. their ears will suffer tml ;p
after that, daddy say wanna go IMM buy bluetooth. so went with him. bought this merry-go-round wood thing. must ownself make one. forced daddy to make it. he say steady. hahah. so nice leah, like it alot!
IMM really changed alot. the second level got one outdoor area. like vivo liddat. got those water playground one. dots! so copy derh eehh.
shopped awhile then went home. take a look at my merry-go-round!
nice right? i helped daddy in making it too lorh! and i pasted sesame street stickers. HAHAHA.
currently addicted to hot fudge sundae. awww~ ice cream!
tml chinese oral. good luck to me right?
im wondering what am i doing now. i definitely dont like this way. its so sucky. sometimes cold and sometimes hot. im really not used to this kinda feeling. i had only wanted to produce marshmallow, not growing a tree. but why are things the way it is now?
*IF IT WERE YOU, I KNOW I WONT BE FEELING UPS AND DOWNS NOW. I THOUGHT OF HOW YOU HAD ONCE ASSURED ME AND TOLD MYSELF I WILL BE FINE.*
with love @ 22:07
this melvin chia early in the morning 7plus msged. i was slping lorh. disrupt my beauty slp. wahh. somemore agitate me with nonsense. zzz
afternoon went to sp open house today with xuan,ley, rin and pho. we all wore green ok? cos today is live earth day. we saw daniel at control station. he was also wearing green. hahah.
quite interested in this course - applied drama and psychology. no cut of point cos its a new course. but i more interested in np larh. hahah. walked walked around for about 30mins then went off lerh. there's nothing there lorh. so sian. only got ourselves their plastic bag of brochures. dots. went to town, cos rin and ley wanna buy mel keychain. xuan say she wearing slippers. go town like very weird. hahaha. first time.
at tangs, a woman fell down and i think hit her head. ley and rin kept pushing me to go check out and save her. im not mentally prepared for this ok. and ive never encounter this kinda thing while im not in stjohn uniform. so its like, i really very luan inside. then awhile later, the sales brought a wheelchair here. they helped the woman on the wheelchair and she can stand up herself a lil bit lorh. she is just hit her head then got some nao zhen dang barh. ley and rin was angry with me for not helping. i dont know why they so worked up. they should understand my situation right. its very scary one leah. is not i dont want help.. is.. i dont dare ); dont angry me leah.
then after that went m(phosis or m)phosis? i dont know how to spell =x cos rin wanna buy some clothes. had a long time ther choosing. cos she wanna use her $60 voucher buy thing. then she still left $12. so must choose something to buy. she was mao dun-ing which necklace to buy. hahah. we had a vote too! dots! ley was complaining of tired. dont know why. then she started to kick my one side slipper around! they three keep kicking to one another lorh! in isetan leah! so pai seh can? disappointed!
after that rin and pho went simlim to collect rin's computer. so i think i can see rin online later? hahah. then ley went home. left me and xuan. we went to taka. to see if got shakers fries. cos rin say 3weeks ago got. hahah. so in the end, its still dont have. grrr~ i gian very long liao leah. disappointed. ate tako balls then shop shop awhile. bought a ELMO UTENSILS SET! so cute can. WAHAHAH.
then took a train home. the aircon in the train spoil alr lorh! bloody hot. so many carbon dioxide flying around larh. zzz if not because its late and have to wait very long for another train, we would have waited for one. we were talking about shoe and tree. hahha. so funny larh. arent we devoted freaks? now like become devoted flirts lerh horh? LOL'
the live earth concert is just adding carbon dioxide to the air. its not saving earth at all. does this make sense? i think so too. nicholas say one. so funny can.
im still very angry with that irritating bastard. grrr~ very angry larh. PUNKEDDDDDD!!!
*JUST TO HOPE THAT I CAN GET OVER YOU SOON. ALL THE PEOPLE SURROUNDING ME WHO ARE PERSISTENT HAVE GIVEN UP. ITS SOON I SHOULD DO THIS TOO. I WAS ALREADY FORGOTTEN.*
with love @ 22:13
wanted to give ben mrs pek picture. but forgotten that i alr gave dom heng. really completely forgotten and still went to bag and search. like so nonsense. the illness is coming back
recess had chicken rice. first time so many ppl eat tgt. SEVEN. hahah. and ley ate too! surprise! hahah. she paid $1.5o for the yellow rice. like, LOL?
and yes, prawn forgotten my file again. but today he never stick his tongue out. HAHAH. these quadratic questions are driving me crazy. i cant believe i made those stupid little mistakes can. and is like every Qs also got stupid mistake. so shit lorh. wahh~
then went to canteen and slack cos focus only starts at 2.30. and yes, melvin chia bought ice cream! haas' and for xuan too. so good right? hahaha.
ley owed me alot of 亲亲. so i kept pester her. when i feel empty arhh, i will want some 亲亲.
and so, she really steady and gave me! still got sound effect *muack* one lorh. wahh~ steady arhh. LOLOL' made me so high. then i dont know why, everyone also started to 亲亲!!
so fortunate right? my 亲亲 very hard to get one leah. hahaha. i like took away most of their first-kiss. oops~ so proud. WAHAHAH. jiaqi's face shows that she is traumatised. HAHAH. and she say she must blog today. later go see whether real anot. hahaha. rin wasnt there cos she went for oral. my next target is her!! heh heh heh. you cant run away! ;p
in class, ley kissed me another time to show shannon. 3times today! i think she love me like crazy larh. horny ley. HAHAH.
prawn taught sets during focus. and yes! i finally understand lerh! 3cheers 3cheers 3cheers to cynthia! gonna trade this skill with rin's quadratic questions skills. haas'
run away after maths to skip lit. LOL' so funny. then waited awhile for rin. their oral very funny and very fun. haas' mine is on monday. GOOD LUCK RIGHT? ley treated me to ice-cream man ice-cream. hahah. another free ice-cream. i got free ice-creams and kisses today. sweetttt (;
tml going sp open hse. haas' like np and sp thing all very interested. i want poly k.
received a very shocking news. WAHH PIANG. very pissed man. like being punked. wth? guys are shit larh. you are stil wearing a mask afterall. i was so damn stupid to trust you man. YUCKS~ you made me wanna puke. i am beginning to detest you. i feel so irritated to be punked by someone like this. gosh~ im a laughing stock.
am i in <3 ? omg
*WHY DO YOU STILL CARE? ITS MY FEELINGS. THEY WONT AFFECT YOU I GUESS. STOP MAKING ME GO WILD FOR YOU.*
with love @ 22:31
kanna scolded by eng wee today. cos all the f&n didnt go focus. haiyoyo~ then this chin also kept kaobei. like what lorh. zzz task B so hard to do one. i thought its easy. siansian
prawn very funny during maths. when i ask him about my file, he stuck out his tongue giving me that *oops* face. LOLOL' this boy arhh. zzz and he was very noisy in the class larh. shout here and there. like what nonsense. i want eng wee!!
taught rin and ley campfire cheer. HAHAH. so fun!
eng focus like so shit. we were practically the only few who went. lucky the guys gradually stroll in. did essay only. like so ~ then was humanities. charine chai wasnt here. so lilian leong came. and she talked craps which we catch no ball. like whole class not listening she still talk until so happy. alot of ppl playing pokemon also lorh. its a trend in our class. LOL'
victor, melvin, izuwan and leslie sneaked out of the class halfway she also lik dont know liddat. dumb eehh. zzz
and i was punked by melvin chia. dots!>=(
received a msg on the way home. why cant all of you give me a small way to walk off? why am i being forced to the end of the road? how can you expect me to act as if nothing big is going on when i felt like dying? i dont know if you did it on purpose or am i just sensitive. you already won the war, spare me off.
been hitted so many times continuously. i dont think im strong enough to withstand anymore hits.
i need some ice cream我不用你陪, 你不要误会. 我只是有点累, 却没时间崩溃
*I WILL HELP YOU TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITIES. BUT IT FEELS SO HARD TO HEAR A THANK-YOU AND SAY A WELCOME NOW. ITS LIKE A TRIP UP TO HEAVEN AND DOWN TO HELL.*
with love @ 22:08
ley and rin was playing with my cushion plasters today.
so wasteful. better buy me a new box arhh !
&&& LEY OWE ME 亲亲 !! *pouting lips*
melvin everyday buy tidbits go class one. eugene say we all like picnic. LOLOL! so funny.
this xuan and ley always make me pai seh one. anyhow talk nonsense. grrr~
i dont want tree, i want marshmallow larh!
lit was very funny. cos i abit siao siao. everytime i siao arhh, those ppl surrounding me sure very jia lat one. seal heng very funny. he said 'im a seal' thrice. LOLOLOL!! and talk in those act act tone. piang eehh~ funny like what. haas' good good, siao siao that time always got ppl entertain me.
went maths focus after sch. ley spilled her drink then kanna suan-ed by eng wee. she was very angry and irritated. aww~ relax right? so she attituded him throughout the focus. LOLOL'
he wanted her to mop the floor but ley dont want and lied that she cant find mop. haas' then he go find one mop come back give her! dots! this boy arhh. after focus still ask her stay back to mop. i helped right? so helpful right? so ley! all the more you must give me 亲亲 lorh! haas'
didnt wanna go f&n focus. so like, all the f&n students nv go. eng wee thought we dont have class and say he wanna treat ley,amanda,xuan,jia sisters and me to desserts! AHAHAH! we were all like so happy. then ley say, 'you dont think you treat dessert then you can me my favourite teacher' AHAHAH. very funny leah they two. dots! then when we were at the market, eng wee then gradually realise we got f&n cos the chin kept calling and msging. dots! he was so shocked and dont want to bear the responsibilty. so bad right! >=\ then jiayi faster take a photo as evidence. LOL! he say he DM how can make his students skip lesson. then he accidentally rejected chin's call. HAHAHA. this is fate larh! alot of funny thing happened. too much to mention. chin sure will angry until peng if she knows where were we. LALALA. so fun!
brought donny for blood test. he very skinny now leah.. ); can feel the bones so easily and he only 4.2kg. the weight like kept decreasing abit by abit. hai~ then for went taking blood sample, hos veins are to weak and his blood are too thin. so tried several position. saddening~
his red blood cells only increased by 0.4 to 2.4. this is still very low lorh. at least need 5.5 leah. whats the problem. platelets level dropped to 33 when 200 is the minimum. zzz. im so disapointed. why isnt there any red blood cells in his body? wth larh. grrrr~
gotta bring him back for review on fri. like one week need see how many times vet. zzz
im not a toy which can be switch on and off anytime as you please. you are in no position to do this. leave and leave for real. stay and stay for sure. torturings often ends in the results of the help from a kind-villian. i did my part and i didnt regret. had a feeling of being punked. just my luck. you made me start to think again what kind of person are you.
human wont die cos they dont have love.
you can do so much for her. i can do as much for you too. but you chose to blind your eyes so you cant see. so i tried to shut my ears so i wont hear. but everything about you comes everywhere.
my heart tells me i can still feel. you gave her every bit and pieces of your heart. you put in small little thoughts and efforts. these are what i didnt and wont receive.
im growing a tree ;p hopefully a marshmallow one.
being loved from a wonderful person is wonderful.
i want some wonderful love, but not relationships.
too stubborn to try and develope one. too tired to devote into one.
*ONE DAY WHEN I STRAIGHTEN OUT MY THINKING, I WILL HOLD YOU AND TELL YOU ILOVEYOU FOR REAL. DONT HESITATE TO SLAP ME AWAKE THEN*
with love @ 22:05
hahah. today melvin chia really buy me a foolscap. hahah. ALERT!
prawn was very act during maths larh. crazy prawn sizzling in the hot pan. LOLOLOL'
recess very funny. me and xuan go stall one cos i want buy vanilla milk and she wanna buy chocolate milk. then the auntie anyhow make one. make until xuan one so watery then my one not sweet at all. haas' then the uncle say re-blend xuan's one. then mine not sweet, he add alot of choco syrup and the sugar syrup and mix mix mix. iyoyo~ see alr also feel disgusted horh. at first like weird weird taste but slowly very nice. hahah.
went staff toilet partly cos of me =x sorry right. ley and rin was traumatised cos jacob suddenly shout. aww~ sorry sorry sorry alert );
i got one illness. the "dont wish to talk illness" LOL' dont know why recently dont feel like opening the mouth and talk. zzz
after so much cover-ups and diverting of attention, i realise that they dont help. at that moment, i had a sudden urge to run to you and hug you tight. why oh why~
a marshmallow tree? dots. a marshmallow boy is more than enough.
but wont be meeting one in the near future i guess.
*WE WERE AWKWARD AT THOSE TIMES, WE FIND IT HARD TO TALK. SILENCE IS THE RHYTHM BETWEEN US. WE ARE FATED TO BE THE WAY WE ARE.*
with love @ 22:03
went kbox with xuan,rin and jia sisters. this is a belated celebration for xuan's birthday. hahah. i was holding 6sticks of balloon, one plastic bag and a cake box. so pai seh lorh when i was at the bus stop. all of them haven reach. i looked so nonsense. zzz
xuan was touched by my present right? a walking doraemon. like TMX liddat. haas'. hope she like it very very very much (;
didnt took pictures cos jiayi or jiaqi is the photographer today. we sang a choir-like birthday song. dots! so funny. i wonder if she made 7wishes? haas'
halfway through, rin's sister came. then we sing sing sing and eat eat eat and drink drink drink. *ahem* who can sing ting hai huhh? LOLOLOL!! funny alert.
well, we got three jugs of drinks, two fried food, one fruits platter and 3tidbits. its like around 100bucks for the 5 of us? not very ex barh? LOL'
had to leave early to bring donny to clinic. so in the end, only managed to take one pic. with the birthday girl. LOLOLOL' i think they had great fun after i left. saddddd );
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XUAN! lovelove<3s
so brought donny to animal clinic to see dr nathan. he got the needle thing removed alr. was quite painful i guess. he gotta come back on wed to take a blood test. vet say he still looks pale but its better compared to last time. hope the blood test on wed is a good one right. i still prefer dr blum =x
there is sch tml. i dont know why i so opposite from others. i love sch! but from tml onwards have to wake up at 6am sharp to feed donny medication. awww~ tiredtired. very worried to have him alone at home. like we dont know what will happen. sighhhhh must behave yourself arhh. dont anyhow nonsense.
*YOU ARE MUCH MORE FORTUNATE COMPARED TO ME. YOUR HAPPINESS WILL SOON KNOCK ON YOUR DOOR.*
with love @ 22:12
woke up at 10am to feed donny his medication and food. wahh~ i was still very tired ok );
his medication so hard to make and so hard to feed. lucky he did ate all. phew~
he was behaving more active compared to yesterday. at least he walked around more (;
i was eating pau on the sofa then he got so tempted and jumped up the sofa and sat beside me. bet his hands hurts. aww~
he is so cute right? wahahah. tml going kbox to celebrate xuan's birthday. i very long never go enjoy alr =x hope its fun right?
then still got to bring donny to animal clinic during evening to check up and stuffs. hope he is alright and can still stay at home. after getting excited for awhile, he needs to rest. pitiful );
*SEE HOW TIME FLIES. I KNOW ITS WRONG FOR ME TO BE LIKE THIS. YOU'D SAY THAT IT HAS ALREADY BEEN SO LONG, WHY AM I STILL CLINGING ON THE PAST?*
with love @ 22:21
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its so funny right? prawn is crying for help. HAHAH!
i think if you click it, it will be bigger and A LITTLE clearer ;p
ley pushed my head over a few times. LOL! alert. but she was angry with me for dont know what reason. awww~ haiyo. why tried to appease her but she ignore me );
he is so cute right? wahahah. tml going kbox to celebrate xuan's birthday. i very long never go enjoy alr =x hope its fun right?