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Wednesday, October 31 ❤

last night rin msged me and asked if i wanna go sch this morning to study. but the purpose was actually to give our boys a surprise right. LOL' so like agreeded (:
woke up at like 9.40 this morning? was so disappointed larh. gotta meet rin at 10. so i gave up sesame street and prepared myself. AWW~ ):
but guess what. around 10 i told her i'd be a little late. and she replied saying that she is stil sleeping! ARR~ my ELMO'S WORLD gone just like this. ah bah ah bah. so sad );

so we only got to meet at 11? only studied awhile in the canteen. then they came dowm alr. LOL' many said that the chinese paper was easy right. LOL' so good. they sure will get good grades one. hah. and my dear's A1? LOL' a B would make me happy alr.

so dear went to my house for lunch. mummy cooked right. ahaha. and i made him eat the carrots that he hated most. lalala~
was feeling very bored. so we played with ELMO and i showed him the stuffs i got. LOL' and he said he will pose as elmo to make me happy cos i missed elmo's world this morning one right? LOL!! &&& he used the hand puppet and did nonsense. hahah. alert! its really entertaining.

and he was trying to 'kiss' elmo? alert! so funny can.

so he went off ard 4. cos he got tuitionnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. arbish~ thats so sad right.
gonna have f&n paper tml. arghh~ may i be awarded with at least B3 please? ):

i love the way he held my hand so tight (;
and giving me so many pecks on the cheek? HAHAHA

with love @ 22:06

Tuesday, October 30 ❤

arghh~ the modemn was giving me probs just now. so after fixing for awhile, gave up trying. but just before i wanna off the com, the connection was back. alert. so nonsense.

well, today was emaths paper2. so happy i was able to do most of the questions right. but that stupid mensuration question. the first part i forgotten to change to cubic metres. AHHH~ sucks.
overall was ok. yay~ first time feel so confident for maths paper (:
after paper went opposite to eat with dear and weichiang they all. didnt really have the mood to eat. ate some chicken rice then full alr. zzz
then went to jurong library. i want to study physics right. dots.
so like jiayi told me about the pasar malam thing. made me so tempted to go larh.
so dragged dear to go walk walk with me. LOL' like so sudden?

ah yeah, i roughly read through the whole physics tb alr. wanted dear to explain every chapter to me. dots! i think he felt like vomiting blood when teaching man. alert! i guess there was at least 2hours on it? yeah. shagg
went to find cookery books for mummy after that again. hope she really will cook new food of us right. lalala~

and there is no paper for me tml! yay-ness. cos no chinese for me alr right. ahh~ so happy.
can watch sesame street lerh! missed elmo so much larh!
and dear say he want score A1 to make me feel proud. LOL' but i last time say B3 is good enough right? he wants a reward larh. dots.
he is such a naggy tortoise. LMAO! wahahah.
things are like this because he love me more then i love him right.
lalala~ and his warm hug proves my place in his heart. <3s
gosh~ someone would be jealous.

this boy is mine.
accept the fact.
you lost,
so get lost.

with love @ 23:59

Monday, October 29 ❤

i cant believe that i was talking to that unknown tagger in my tagboard last night. ohh, what kind of crap were we talking about? gosh~ seriously wasted my precious time to slp for today's papers.
only managed to sleep like 4hours? or even lesser. zzz. what nonsense. so irritated
well, people, just leave this person to entertain himself. i dont see a need to reply. Os is our focus.

was already feeling feverish last night. this morning thought nothing alr. but in sch start again. arrghh~ zzz
didnt really concentrated on eng paper 1. totally no ideas for the compo can. oh man ):
paper 2 was easier i guess. but my nose was sneezing like what. arghh~ felt so terrible.
so there was like a 2hour or so break till the next paper, emaths paper1. was kinda prepared alr cos past few weeks kept chionging. and indeed, the paper wasnt very hard. i can do most of it ok. so happy (:

and again, nose is acting up. and i can feel the heat on my forehead. wthhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
no fever pills? thats like a totally shit situation.
awww~ it would be physics intensive tml with dear. oh man~ must pass science ok?!?!?!
he is a tortoise. LOL'

when i tear, it doesnt mean im weak.
it is just that i have difficulties controlling the glands.
after today, i realise. i can really be very nasty.
hit my limit? you will hit the wall.

with love @ 22:26

Friday, October 26 ❤

i seriously dont understand why some ppl can get so LAME and CHILDISH larh.

look at this tag:

26 Oct 07, 16:59
CYN: toying with TREE !

obviously its not me right?
that dumb person is really dumb.
posting this tag when im outside?
this is the world's funniest joke larh horh.
somemore that time i was with melvin larh.
wanna use my name also dont know how to use correct timing.
i really dont know what words can i use to describe this person man.
freakingly lame and retarded. zzz

with love @ 22:19

morning dear came and fed donny. dots. this donny so naughty. want deardear feed leah! iyo~ do forced him to read some history notes too. ahhaha.
went sch and started discussing history with shannon. like so alert right? she is such a chiong-ster. and i was like telling everyone i got 90% prediction that russia will come out for sbq larh. LOL' johnson was like 'dont scare me leah' dots. cos he only studied russia. alertalert. was feeling realy excited before the paper. and rin was like having moodswing? iyo~ wanna scare me arhh. will affect my history mood one right.

so like we gotta wait 5mins until 2.30. time was tickling and i can feel my heart pounding real fast larh. so anxious leah. so when the paper commenced, i quickly went to check out the seq questions. INDEED. china and japan came out. and i was so gan zhiong to see the sbq. and TADAH~ its about RUSSIA! arh yes. i was grinning to myself cos i predicted correctly! yay-ness.

the seq i can say was really easy cos i remembered everything. but just that maybe didnt link it wqell or phrase it correctly and stuffs =x
sbq was quite screwed cos i didnt read on civil war larh. zzz. the question d was like so shit. oh well, whatever it is, its over. and im sorta contented?

yeah, after paper went central with rin, xuan and dear. xuan wanna buy donuts right? dots.
so went home. arghh~ i love the way he whisper into my ears. awww~

lalala~ im feeling light now. dots. nth to do. im missing someone. ohhhhh

with love @ 22:03

Thursday, October 25 ❤

i was still slping when dear said he reached my place. i was like, ALERT? iyoyo~ so faster went to wash-up. dots. watched sesame street. fav right. ahaha. elmo was talking about plants and trees today! wahahah.
went sch for history class. last min rescue right. cleared all my doubts. YAY~
and i predict that 90% sbq will come out russia. ahahah. so im gonna focus japan and china for seq! hooray~ hope my prediction not wrong. if not i go kill myself. zzz. its history can.
im placing my future as stake.

so had lunch in aye after class with xuan, weichiang, seal, horse and dear. LOL' then went library to meet family to study. ohh yes. studied awhile then went to find cookery books for mummy. dots. yeah. left at 5 cos jia parents gotta go. yeah, dear sat at the busstop with me until 6 ok. ahahah.
and we were talking about our elmo house. aww~ so sweet right. and im gonna have a room to roll here and there! =D

so went home study awhile. suddenly izuwan msg me and say he need the sbq steps notes. LOL'
so we studied under my block and he was copying those notes with his injured hand larh. iyo~ alert. but im nice to help him copy another notes right. see, so nice. i wont bully injured ppl one ok. so studied like 2hours. most of the time slacking. dots. i persuaded him to forget germany and study russia, japan and his hated china. LOL'
oh well, just reached home. i hope i can mug a little while later.

lalala~ all the best to me for history paper tml! and everyone right! GAGA~!
oh yes ppl, i think that 'annonymous'' in my tagboard is just being playful. big girls and boys like us will always be forgiving right? (;

with love @ 23:03

Wednesday, October 24 ❤

studied japan and china today. yay-ness.
tml ask charine chai things about russia then can chiong liao.
lalalala~ history must get A !!!
and im gonna drill dear for c.h.
he must pass right. alert~
and this boy slept 15hours alr now go slp again.
dont know what is going on with him man. zzz

it is like im missing you but theres no solution.
heart preparing to take flight.

ARGHH~! I FEEL SO BAD NOW. I FORGOTTEN TO SEND AMANDA THE MSG ABOUT HISTORY CLASS TML UNTIL NOW. GOSH~ THE REST OF THE RELAY SYSTEM WOULD BE LIKE IGNORANT! AHHHHH~ );
DEEPLY APOLOGETIC

with love @ 22:09

Tuesday, October 23 ❤

seems like its a habit to watch sesame street every morning alr? thanks to my elmo-alert wake -up alarm. dots.
elmo is being loved more than ever now.
went to school with this alarm today. LOL'
joined weichiang they all in the sch library. iya~ amaths so relax to me man. hahah.
the paper today was more difficult than the ytd's one.. to me and ley =x
the others claim its way more easier.
dont know whats their prob. zzz

but well, dear burnt midnight oil last night. and he is very confident with this paper right. ok, its nice to see him so happy after the paper. YAY~ so, i'll forgive his mistake. bleah~
and the next paper will be history. im gonna chiong from tml onwards.
MUST DO WELL OK CYNTHIA!!!
and yes, goodie luckie to those taking chem tml. especially my xian dian provider. ALERT!

we will chiong chiong chiong, piang piang piang, & HA HA HA ;p

with love @ 22:18

Monday, October 22 ❤

was still in my beauty sleep when dear's msg woke me up. he sent 'ELMO WORLD ALERT' ahaha. really alert. my fav show right.
so before the paper was sitting in the cantenn. arghh~ i felt so in a mess. not prepared for Os at all larh. grr~ had the sudden urge to 滚来滚去. aww~ somemore the monthly issue got me so moodswing. blahblahblah. but theres one nice person who allows me to torture. you know who right.

the paper is much more easier than prelims. seriously. and like, i can do the first two questions. was so happy larh. then the 3rd and 4th .... hai~ the thing i regret most is i never even looked at circular measure. Q12 is so much like a give-away question larh. 10marks. wth. feel so screwed. !#$#^&%^&* AMATHS SUCKS MY SOCKS.

dear sent me home after that. i wonder when was the last time he sent me home. dots.
yeah, so the teachers gave us the topics to focus for tml's paper. so like, easier right. but whatever it is, i will still fail. but, i dont wanna lose to weichiang leah. both our maths also same level marh horh ;p

iya~ i dont know what mood i will have tml man. sickening.
i will scan through some formulaes later. alert. P&C is tml! the only topic i like =x

with love @ 22:11

Sunday, October 21 ❤

its the 300th post.
ok, thats random.

well, tml its Os first written paper.
amaths.
alert. read through some formulaes. but iya~ no matter what also f9 one larh. zzz
dont know why. i feel so relax for Os.
like wth? arghh
oh my mama~ i think im still feeling lousy.

1 day;
24 hours;
1440 minutes;
86400 seconds;
-im always using 99% of them to think of you.
what about you?

now i realise, i am an empty love-bottle.
trying so hard to fill myself.
AT THIS VERY MOMENT, IM MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY.
I HOPE YOU ARE SNEEZING.
but i dont know why, i dont sneeze as often as you are.
i wish i would );

with love @ 22:30

it is 0124hrs now.
im feeling kinda lousy. i have no idea why too. chose to listen to those sad songs.
it is really very sudden. i felt that i had just went on a rollar coaster ride.
is this a moodswing?
i was wondering, why did my heart feel so sour and why i cant lock the tap.
and so they fell. i tried to stop, but somehow, the sourness get so intense.
i aint having a pms.
i aint suffering from any depression.
i aint out of love.
i aint . ...

i dont know why mummy's words affected me so much. i guess i felt kinda hurt.
i was thinking, it is not like me to be the girl that she described.
but why, as i really settled myself and thought through it, i am indeed that one.
i am apologetic. i shouldnt be acting like this.
not to mention others, i am already feeling irritated about myself.

the events in my life are always happening in a flash.
there isnt much time for me to react.
so many things i wished i could do to improve these situations.
but why, there's nothing i can do. and even if i try, it feels so redundant.
they all my loved ones.
these beloved ones...
but yet, i dont know why my ability became so limited when i should be using them to the fullest.
at this sudden moment, i feel so out of place.
its a feeling no one can understand.
its a feeling i cant describe.
it has no name. no words can fit in.
recently i had been noticing some people who has changed alot.
they had changed to someone whom i no longer know and totally unfamiliarise.
but then again, maybe, i was the one that had changed.
im feeling terrible.
我真的很想滚来滚去 );

you know me dont you. i can talk and talk and talk like no one's business.
transforming my voice into noise and cause irritations to people's ears.
but now, i had a sudden urge to stuff that pacifier into my mouth.
i feel so loss of words.
i wanna go back to the coma four years ago.
im only a kid. im just a kid.
and i hate to carry so many bags on my back when im just a kid.
a kiss, a hug, or whatever it can be.
just make me feel right.

sorry people, if this post might sounded a little emo and long.
im just trying to let out my emotions.
well i guess i would be fine after a sleep.
lets not mention anything regarding this post.
by the time you read it, it would be a past already.

with love @ 02:15

Saturday, October 20 ❤

i hope everyone is doing fine. its like, so sad to see these kinda thing going on.
im still waiting for someone's msg. its really making me so worried. i dont know why. its not a very good time for things to happen now. hai~
played with TMX-ELMO today. well, it does made me smile for that few mintues.
but i wonder what about next time, will i still laugh and play along?
i guess i really need to do things to get me going so as to stop thinking so much right.
我很想滚来滚去.

baby, if we could hug each other tight at this moment...

with love @ 22:38

Friday, October 19 ❤

went dear's house and cooked lunch for him. although his mummy got cook macaroni, but he still insisted that i cook. ahahah ;p
cooked broccoli with prawn. long bean fry egg.
LOL' see the pic below. i know the egg is a little black. cos, you know. its DARK SOY SAUCE. zzz

and this was his lunch. what a big bowl of macaroni right. so kong bu eehh him. LOL' but eat more also good larh horh ? heh

after that went library to study. Q-ed quite some time for waffles. i finally ate ICE-CREAM! craved for it since last night right. YAY! so met jia parents, put my things down and went down with dear to help jena secure her place cos she wanna go eat or something. after that went up, jia parents showed attitude cos say we pangseh-ed them. but its like i got informed them one leah. somemore i left my phone in my bag marh, so didnt receive their msg. zzz. so its my fault alr. oh wells, used to it.

lalala~ this pic is donny hugging the massager. random =x

and like, there's some prob between dear and his mum. its cos of me. i. . . really dont know how.
once again, problems came in a pair. there's another family crisis now. and i, i seriously have no idea what to do. yes, i can say its double blow. im very worried. this is the very first time i felt a big obstacle between love.
now i understand, a relationship is not just bout iloveyou & youloveme.
but i love you.

with love @ 22:24

Thursday, October 18 ❤

today is Os practical. was very nervous ok. but justine's thai-english book calm me and ley down. LOL' so funny larh thai words. and i learnt quite a few ok. hahah.
so was in the briefing room for quite some time. saw alot of private candidates. all dont know look like what siah. still come retake Os for what lorh. zzz.

practical was okok i guess. but bio is like quite nonsense. come out all the things i dont know. but mian qiang still can barh =x so like the teachers didnt dismiss us at 1.30pm sharp. so was late to meet eichien to get back my phone. zzz waited until 2.40pm then got back. arghh~ was feeling so frustrated.

went to dear's house afterwards. i think we were both tired barh? slept awhile. LOL'
yeah, then went home. today is another boring day. and didnt study also. hai~

&&& im gonna cook for dear tml AGAIN. hooray~ i love cooking for him. he is so xing fu right? ahahah ;p
and gonna go library and study tml. I MUST STUDY!
lalala~ im happy today.

isnt these CUTE?!? YES IT SURE DOES.
AHAHAH. i feel loved. heex'
chan rat khun ton mai

with love @ 22:21

Wednesday, October 17 ❤

dear did bought mac breakfast for me this morning. aww~ so nice right. heex' (;
so then went to sch after eating. was having last minutes revision for bio prac. its like so sian larh. i kept falling asleep several times. zzz
after class went to je kopitiam eat. then went library. first time rin come with us siah. LOL'
is xuan jio me go library one. but then i didnt know her class starts at 2pm and will end after an hour and 30mins later? zzz. so ive gotta wait no matter what marh. was feeling really sian. didnt even studied at all.

was walking around talking to jena blah blah. then like the jia parents were doing manicure an stuffs. ok, look at the picture below.

its my fav black and red color. guess whose hand is it. LOL' tagboard over there right? =>

so then was waiting for xuan until crazy liao. realise that the place we are sitting at got alot of tamil books. still got tamil english dictionary. LOL' so me and rin were playing. i wanted to go home for dinner first then come back. so intended to leave with rin. decided to make a video for xuan with some tamil slang to say bye. LOL' its so damn funny can. ALERT~ and jiaqi joined us in doing the mohan curry rice cheer. HAHAHA! its really veryvery funny. stomach pain siah. gosh~!

mummy cooked curry chicken rice today. like what i said in the video, going home to eat curry rice. so coincidental lorh. haha. packed some rice for jia parents. cos they no dinner right. LOL' see i so nice. and cos xuan gotta pei lijun to clementi and stuffs, i met her and went library. on the way, dear called and say he at my house there. i was like OMG-ing larh. he didnt tell me that he wanna go fetch me. i was feeling guilty all-over );
its the first time he is giving me such surprise. and i missed it. aww~ i wanted it so much ); hai~

accompanied xuan buy some xin dian to compensate the lost of all our precious time. dots. then did maths. shag arhh. only did dont know how many questions lorh. zzz
dear wore cap. so i was like zi lian-ing with his cap. LOL' ok larh. i know its lame =x

was stuck at this particular question. do until the library close also cant solve. wahh~ sadden.
then dear waited my bus for me. and we bet see who will reach home first. if i win, he will treat me mcnuggets meal. if i lose, i dont need treat. hahah. so good right? dear rocks. and so like, i sent the sms first compared to him? but he say we reached at same time. he ran home in order to win. dots. sha gua. but he say he will still treat me. hahahah. alert.

im kinda afraid of tml's Os practical. must look extremely neat can. aww~ so scared i dont know how to do. stressSTRESSstress );

he had been acting a little differently after he reached home. i dont know why. maybe im just being sensitive. but, seriously, i dont know. im feeling weird all-over.
if only i could just remember the time when he whisper the 3 magic words into my ears, i guess i would be much more relax now.
baby, i wished you could warmth my heart whenever it feels cold.

with love @ 22:19

The Bottom Line
You can kiss goodbye to the deep issues of life today. It's time for some fun.

In Detail
Relationships are fluid -- people are moving in and out of the center of your life all the time, whether you realize it or not. This drifting phenomena is continuing with a troubled friend, who seems farther away than ever. Let them continue on their own path and value what they gave you. Ultimately, you are all individuals who need to take their own journey. Is there someone you've lost touch with who you miss? Get in touch with them today -- even if it's just to say a final goodbye.

ohh ohh. now i know what to do eeh?

with love @ 00:43

Tuesday, October 16 ❤

morning dear came my house and wait for me. hahah. he fed donny ok. donny was so happy larh. &&&, i watched sesame street before going to school! YAY~ so long nv watched elmo lerh (;
so was a little late for bio cos sesame street ends at 10. yeah. was pretty boring larh the lesson.
after that wanted to go opp hawker for lunch. but they washing. zzz so went to the coffeshop instead with ben rin and dear. dear said he want eat chicken rice at first one. but then in the end he ate laksa , me and rin ate chicken rice. dots. rin said its an irony. yarhyarh.

went back to sch to wait for xuan then. she say she wanna study one. but dear's nose was giving him prob. zzz. waited one hour for her ok. see i so nice right. so bjorn was there dont know waiting for what. so four of us headed to jurong enter. he want to see aidil and company skate and fall down. alert!
yeah, so xuan da bao her lunch then i went to dear's house. didnt study larh horh. cos of the nonsense nose.
and he can really slp after taking the pills one leah. good lorh.

today is really kinda boring. donny was playing ball again. its the sesame street ball ok. haas'

one hand on the ball.

two hands on the ball.

LOL' donny is so damn cute larh. iyoyo~
and i requested for some mac breakfast tml? i wonder.. =x

sometimes, yes, we gotta take the initiative.
well, once or twice is fine. but as the number goes up, you got the phoebia.
when would it be the day when i can no longer give as i had given everything that i could?
"because this is love ; thus it will fade."

with love @ 22:26

Monday, October 15 ❤

was raining cats and dogs this morning. zzz. wanted to leave house earlier also cannot. so went to jurong ntuc buy some ingredients to cook lunch for dear. ALERT. first time ok.
yeah, so like his house really very kuku leah. what also dont have. have to even use brown sugar cos he no white sugar!! the most important oyster sauce also dont have. when ytd i asked him, he say got lorh. tell you, he mistook sesame oil as oyster sauce. @%#@^$#&&
then ive got to use dark soy sauce cos he no light soy sauce. wahh~ siah larh. so difficult man. but i still managed to cook finish.
see!

the one on the left is mushroom omelette. the one on the right is fry maggi mee with chicken. ok, i know the color isnt good. cos its DARK soy sauce. grr~
but it tastes nice ok? ;p

so after eat finish his bro came back. dots. recently kept see dao him one leah. what siah. somemore still ask dear dont luan luan lai. alert. what nonsense.
then went to library to meet xuan. awhile later jia parents also came. yeah, and i finished one paperone. got A2 ! LOL' yay-ness!
ben,aidil they all also came. yeah, then went for long john.

after makan. alr no mood study. LOL' so talked talked and walked around. and when i was just standing at one corner, one fat ass bum onto my backside and made me bang the shelf larh. later still step on my toe! my last two toe ok. so fragile larh. was reddish can. stupid boy so heavy! grr~ this father larh. play and push. ouchouchouch. dislocate liao larh.
stupid fat ass! ARGHH~

8plus went home then. accompanied xuan to buy her supper. dots. reached home that time the 9o'clock alr start lorh. zzz.
and there's bio prac briefing tml. lalala~ dear gonna come my hse early in the morning. yay yay.
*i must watch sesame street tml!*

baby, i love you {;

with love @ 22:08

Sunday, October 14 ❤

zzz. spent my whole day chiong-ing 'relentless justice'. wahh~ die alr. never study at all can );
so tml gonna study with dear and xuan?
yeah. and im gonna cook lunch for dear tml. wahahah~ excited ok.

and yeah, donny was playing his ball just now. so cute. so took some pics. heex'

very cute right? i love the first one most. lalala~ im in a happy mood today xP
bye

with love @ 22:20

Saturday, October 13 ❤

did nth at home except for eat and watch tv. zzz. never study dao! grr~ weekends are so sucky can.
btw, clementi old posb there got one new donut shop. alert. go try go try. i will have donuts everyday soon ;p

&&&, when im upset, give me this xin dian. i will happy one. hahah! bleah~

aww~ im missing my tree.

where'd you go? i miss you so.

with love @ 22:41

Friday, October 12 ❤

'i am glad and willing to open up my ears during anytime of the day for you.'

a few days back, i would still confidently able to tell myself that.
but we gotta know that it always takes two hands to clap.
if you dont wish to speak, i guess i'd rather shut my ears.
its tiring to keep giving in. yes, its the limit already.

with love @ 22:44

was really tired last night so like slept at 12plus? woke up later then planned this morning. dear was early and he played with donny while waiting for me. hahah. first time donny listened to him. cos he got food to give right. alert~ that was so funny. and donny was being horny to dear. aww~
so reached sch at 9. slacked until 10 for bio.

dear like say jia parents stupid or what. so jiaqi hit him and jiayi hid his bag somewhere. he didnt show that he is angry at first. so i thought that he really dont mind. he went to find his bag with bjorn during bio. luckily he found it. jiayi gave hints? and we saw issac! he is like so darn cute can. didnt manage to take pic with him. cos after bio then know that dear was actually veryveryvery angry with jia parents. he even wanna leave me alone cos he thought i will be with them in the noon. hai~ but he promised to bring me go eat happy meal one right. how can like that. so he brought me to wcp mac. i was really hoping that the hello kitty toy is there );

had a hard time pacifying dear. he was ranting and ranting. first time see him so angry can. but of cos, he wont bear to so angry infront of me one right. hahah ;p
sadly, the toy no more alr );
so ordered food. the stupid mac very not organized lorh. forgot to send me my food still have to go myself. go alr still dont believe haven send. wth larh. grr~

dear was copying how i eat larh. eat the skin first, then inside. LOL' and there is something funny to share here. after dear finish his mcwings meal, i stil haven finish my student mcnuggets meal. so he was looking at how i eat my nuggets. zzz then i see him so bored, so i ask him time me how long to finish one nugget. ok, normal ppl like few seconds can finish? it took me 2min13sec. ALERT! i was shocked too. i thought only will a minute plus leah. iyoyo. this is so funny larh. gosh~

so went home alr, watched tv to spend time away to wait for at night's erp. dear reached my house at 5plus. which is first time so early can. *claps* was having my dinner and blahblah. so i pangseh-ed him for quite long. LOL' he was feeling so sian ;p
sch was kinda empty. only got a few e1 and e2 ppl. taught him bio then chit chatted with izuwan and papa. hahah. lame larh iyo. didnt study for myself at all.

dear had a quarrel with his mummy. after sending me home, i think he got a hard thrashing from his mummy. aww~ poor thing ); hope tml will be fine right. and i spent my day with him again (;

he is such a TREE MONSTER!!
but i love him so much.
exceptionally cute when he is jealous
exceptionally caring when i am upset
and more more more..
so loved. heh ;p

with love @ 22:06

Thursday, October 11 ❤

out of a sudden, i feel so tired of life.
because problems like to come in pairs. or even trios.
and its like no difference from living in hell.
yes its me, everyhing is me. does that make any of you feel better?

with love @ 22:38

i was superb-ly angry in the morning to afternoon.
cause of this MELVIN CHIA S.K !!
wahh~ i had never felt so angry because of him before.
i pray for this is the first and last time man. grr~
dont wish to recall what happened today alr.
bye

and relationships are always the same. never different.
so now i have to:
close my eyes.
relax my fingers.
loosen my hands.
because im like crying for your attention

with love @ 22:07

Wednesday, October 10 ❤

went for bio this morning. she taught like for 1.5hrs? sian. was slping towards the end of the lesson. dont know why felt so tired.
after that went canteen. i ate the marshmallow stick. LOL' marshmallows are my favourite ok. (;
then headed of to jurong with dear.
was meetig xuan for lunch and to study at library with her,clif and vian.
dear went home cause he is feeling drowsy after his medicine. aww~ so ke lian right? first time i see him so tired. and he was slping on the bus. this is what ive never seen before );

so then had lunch at kobayashi. ytd gian one right. hahaha. udon! and the strawberry cheesecake. yummy! went to library and started maths. this is when i realise vivian got the same tys maths book as i but hers got working solutions!! wahhwahh! so like, it would be easier to understand right. somemore hers is cheaper. arghhh~
mug until halfway sian alr. wanna di siao xuan's friend. but she keep dont want dont want then keep do her maths. grr~ so i went to chit chat with jena they all.
come back alr this xuan say i pang seh her blah blah. wahh~ is she bo hiu me one leah. zzz. then jia parents came too.

was so attracted to jena and chelsea's happy meal toy. is the hello kitty image toy thing. very cute one. so asked xuan to have happy meal for her dinner then give me the toy. LOL' but sadly, je's mac dont have larh. wahh piang. zzz then went ntuc buy chipster. its nice right. wahaha.
mug awhile then went home. aidil, vic they all were there too. they sot sot one. treat library as their second home liao. dots.

yeah, and this are the pictures that i had editted for jiaqi. its so funny ok. ;p

yeah, thats all. bye. GET WELL SOON TO THOSE WHO ARE SICK ALRIGHT.

and i am just afraid that you'd take me for granted.
i really dont know why human beings are so contradictive.

with love @ 22:24

Tuesday, October 9 ❤

morning dear msged and say he not feeling well. so not going sch. hai~ sadden. so i would have to go sch myself. so ke lian horh );
so like reached sch, only jia parents and izuwan were there. what kind of attendance is this man. zz
then went for bio. siansiansian
then did maths. siansiansian
after awhile decided to go off. no mood do alr. shit it!
somemore dear say his mummy got cook lunch for him. ask me go eat with him tgt. cos got alot. dots.

yeah, so went off with xuan. since she say she wanna buy lunch too. hmm, spent quite some time in jurong central. zz. made dear wait so long. LOL' one hour i guess? =x
his mummy culinary skills not bad siah. LOL'

went home after that to bathe and have dinner then went to jurong library. jia parents jio me go library instead of sch to study. LOL' like so leh cheh right. from jurong go home then go jurong again. zzz
what makes me angry is that 6.30 i reach there they haven reach! when they say they will be there at 5plus? grr~ disappointed.
so like i did my own maths first. zzz. so lonely.

and i dont know why. they simply like to make fun of every of my actions one. and i mean EVERY ok? wahhwahh. whats the prob. and they can laugh like nobody's business. ARGHH~stupid!
after awhile jiaqi started to take some 'jumping' pictures. and like there is this pic like she going up to heaven like that. LOL' i will edit and show all of you right. alert!
then before we leave, i played with her too. then ppl say we siao lorh. cos we jumped. dots.
cos i rarely jump, so didnt jump high and nice =x tried alot of times ok.

and this is the only pic that shows me jumping higher then jiaqi. hahah. YAY~

ok, im off to edit the funny picture alr. bye~

i miss tree );
faster get well larh!

with love @ 22:14

Monday, October 8 ❤

was really very angry since last night cos that tree went MIA!! i hate this and i emphasized alot of times alr. grr~ seems like no one know how worried i am one lorh. zzz!
so like this morning he msged me giving me the same old reasons. yesyes. im freaking angry still. and he knows it ok. still made me wait for him.
then sat at the void deck. i only said a few sentences. and he also said those typical sentences. =.= ignored him for quite a long time. and what he did was just to stare. hai~ after some time then he say something. well, i cant hold angry cells long right. so replied him. yarh, and with those swearing and stuffs, i give him one more chance right. and i bit him real hard. its a punishment he should receive ok.

so was feeling very angry. went to aye market eat dumpling noodle. very nice. LOL' cos angry until hungry growling. dots. and he forced me eat whole plate. zzz. so so so full. our class only 4 turned up for assembly? LOL' pathetic. most of us only went during the maths slot. and its at lab5 ok. so cooling. wahahah.
did maths. engwee so nice to teach me. but i got so many careless mistakes larh. hai~ need to practice practice and practice. i cant study at home man. erp is so essential to me now.

aft sch went home, gosh~ i really miss him. even though he is just standing right beside me then, i feel so .. i dont know. i feel so insecure. so sorry.
the mischievous girl is being wilful again );

when he didnt hold me by the hand,
it is as if there's no more connection between us.
but how can i convince myself with this feeling?
when he held me by the hand once again,
just on the spot when my mind is desperately waiting for it.
boy i dont know why, sometimes you just manage to know what i want.
this is love i tell myself (;

once i vowed to myself to be the one who will stand by you no matter what. but now you no longer wants to confide in me. it hurts me to see you facing these problems alone. but ive already did my very best. ive went all out. its time to stop and wait for things to happen. there's always a limit to everything. as your friend, i had already given all that i could.
a battle of trust?

with love @ 22:22

Friday, October 5 ❤

today is a long day. pictures will be posted in another post for easy and short posting. LOL' =x

got back report book today. they used cca as one subj. so like my L1R4= 13 ? i was actually so happy when i saw larh. then when i realise is CCA, i was =.=
if exclude CCA, is 16. YAY~ alert. nearer to my target, 15 liao =D

after sch went to dear's house. cos his hair kanna caught, i want go with him go cut hair. LOL'
when reached his house, realise that his bro at home! was so shocked larh. cos his bro will bao toh him? zzz
somemore there were two girls inside too larh. one the bro gf. one dont know who. wahh~ the gf... dots! dont want say. then before he leave house, he tell dear dont luan luan lai. LOL' alert~

so rest awhile, after that went central cut hair. he didnt style his hair. so he wore a cap. i think he looks cute ok? i like that image more. haas' then he was like dont want me to sit and wait for him in the salon? so i go walk walk myself lorh. zz so sian can. walk alone. lucky he never cut so long. if not arhh, i'd be walking in circles.

took a bus to my home then. put my bag, blah and blah, then went sch for grad night. reached there, so few ppl lorh. zzz. and we saw mrs pek. LOL' her size like no dif like that siah. not bad. and she said something that made me go WAHH~
(pointing to me and dear) 'ni men liang ge hai zai yi qi ar?'
siah larh. like cursing us like that. zzz

then awhile later headed to hall. shannon is like so nice to give the family each a cd which have alot of graduation songs larh. aww~ so sweet of her right? (;
rehearse one time the procedure then went down for buffet. the plates and cups were like disappearing so fast larh. LOL'

shortly after, mummy and priscellia aunt came. they were like complaining about no air-con and boring. dots siah. and the most angry-fying thing today is coming. when its our turn to go up the stage, mrs koh say me and xuan's shoe very interesting and ask us to change. she even went to borrow others' shoes to lend. zzz angry her man! black and red shoelaces niah lorh. >=/
and guess what we receive? O levels study manual thingy. zzz. lame siah. i thought is cert larh! and is receive from PSG chairman? like what siah. so sui bian. the hall was super hot and we smells like.. zzz

after that took a lot of pics. with family, this boy this girl, blahblah. and like after a long time then gathered 2e2 o5' ppl to take pic tgt. zzz. but its my fav class right? (;
then like dont know who are the nonsense who make me and nigel take pic again. and jiaqi still pushed my head towards him. I SCREAMED OK? wahh! no nonsense. grr~

after that dear sent me home. its really a long and tired day. and i spent practically the whole day with him? hahah. loves ! he is so cute. lalala~

and pictures are in the next post. (; scroll down

with love @ 23:55

and here are the pictures. spent alot of time ok. wahh~ tired.