YAY~! its fri! means two days dont need work! happy man. hahaha. was yawning away in office again. eclipse was the saviour.
so, my performance wasnt very good today i think. normally by lunch i will get 30 carplate no.s one. but today only managed to get 26. aww~ ):
so went to lunch with weichiang leslie.
when we finished our lunch, its like 1.20pm can?!?!? i didnt know we can eat so fast larh. iyo~
then bought xin dian from cold storage (:
after lunch was really tough. keep cannot get the carplate no.s . so shag man.
so boss ask us to do something. wasted sometime then. end of the day only got 56. sad :( its getting lesser and lesser and lesser larh. grr~
then went dinner at mac with dear. for me, he went to ask for sauce THREE times. LOL' go two times i alr wil paiseh lorh. somemore he 3x leah. hehheh. so nice of him larh horh ;p
then went ntuc. i wanna cook a meal for him tml (: as part of the anni present.
sun is 4th anni alr right!!?!? alert!
and we'd be going town to see those xmas lightnings tml. YAY-NESS!
love him larh! <3
with love @ 21:30
dear was feeling nauseous this morning. so took a bus to office instead of walking there. was feeling really tired. last night sleepy still chat with ppl. thats the punishment lorh horh. so ate alot of eclipse to wake me up. aww~
didnt have lunch with weichiang and leslie cos they were checking store. so yeah. only me and dear ate. and they accidentally charged us $1 cheaper. hahah. so i made dear buy me xin dian. who ask him talk to that girl larh. the so disgusting one. somemore talk so much leah. grr~
after lunch, she still borrowed dear's phone lorh. wthhhhh~
@#$%^@$
anyways, got 61 carplates today. ok larh. acceptable results. dear said the boss praised me. LOL' but i didnt hear it leah. dont know he is talk to make me happy one anot. hahah =x
then after work he sent me home. yeah, today is a boring day man.
but tml wont right. cos dear will eat dinner with me. bleah~ and he misses me alot. my nose is attituding me ;p
just received a notice saying there's a pri sch gathering bbq next week. HAHAH. so long never meet them alr man. wonder how much they changed alr (:
looking forward. hope that day work wont tire me out arhhh!
with love @ 22:23
met dear at outram station this morning. cos his daddy send him there. so yarh, he had finished filing. so from today onwards he will be doing data entry. wahahaha~ finally he can sit outside and see me lerh. ;p
so yarh, he was sitting behind me. so i can clearly hear clearly the things that he is talking. and that girl. yarh you know that digusting girl i mentioned in my earlier posts right. he asked dear where he stay , how he come and stuffs. zzz
stupid larh. i dont like lorh. i know im being bias here. but who cares. thats how a girl would feel right. i dont know whether im consider as jealous. but whatever it is. i know dear wont do anything sorry to me one right?
then went lunch again and then to cold storage. i made weichiang buy me a packet of chocolate. LOL' must qiao him again next time. since he wont be working after next week.
now i can really press the telephone very fast you know. without my eyes looking at the telephone, i can just press the no.s very fast. alert right. too familiar alr larh. and i managed to get 68 carplates today! great improvement right? hahah. so happy larh. first two days was 7 and 27 respectively you know. lalala~ hope tml can get about 50 then happy lerh.
then went home. eat dinner, slack, watch tv and here i am. i kinda think my life now very sian man. awww~ goodness! for the sake of money. see! how powerful can $$ be right. awww~ nowadays feel tired very early. last time can 1,2mn sleep one. now latest is 12+ liao. wahh~ morning really feel very tired can :(
he is my walking stick
he is my handle
he is my shelter
he is my umbrella
he is my protector
he is my punching bag
he is my pillow/bolster
he is my body guard
he is my preventor to prevent me from falling
he would be my anything and everything that i want him to be =D
<3 him so much
with love @ 22:12
there wasnt any breakfast at home at home this morning. so stomach was growling all over. you kow right. gulugulu derh jiao. LOL'
so dear say no matter what also must eat something. yeah. so we walked to liang court to had mac. hahah. from clarke quay walk there actually not very long one ehh ;p
yeah, so dear was stuck in that room doing filing again. then me? continued calling those 'SORRY I THINK YOU GOT THE WRONG NO.' zzz! today i think got 100 no.s are wrong one larh. somemore some is like, 'err, this is ____ hospital' WAHH~!
and one say 'sorry, this is the mr india curry house' ? wth~~!
that was all before lunch. went lunch with weichiang leslie again. weichiang was having headache. so no matter how we suan him, he nv shoot back. LOL'
after lunch, so like kinda cant take it. told eileen about it. so she told me to call another list serial no.s. and finally, its turning better. YAY! before lunch only managed to get 8 carplate no.s. after lunch, 19! oh YAY-NESS. hahaha. so happy larh. tml sure can hit over 30 one right? heh heh~ alert.
so then walked to clarke quay station after work. lalalala~ i feel much more relax now (:
and hubby is my santa ! wahahahahahah~ jealous? ;p
with love @ 22:07
today is the first day of work. so there'd be lots to say. LOL' woke up at 7plus. goodness~ very long nv so early wake up liao lorh. damn tired you know. *yawns* was yawning all the way. met dear at clementi station. he was yawning away too. HAHAH!
was kinda nervous and scared on our way there. i first time work you know =x
so we two were the earliest to reach there. except for valerie. i think she is the secretary or something. have to come earlier to open door. so we were alocated to our seats. LOL' seats you know. like so professional like that. =x
then she briefed us things that we gotta know and stuffs. lalala~ then dear was stucked in that room to do filing larh. zzz
then i was supposed to read on some car insurance thingy. goodness~ i've got nothing to do for practically 4hours you know. the notes all long time read finish liao lorh. was rotting like what like that. zzz
wanna talk to dear also cannot. he was in another room. somemore the seniors there say try not to talk so as not to affect the other colleague's performance. zzz? they were also there chatting happily away larh! zzz so this is what we called seniors yarh?
so was waiting for lunchtime for dont know since when. cos really had nothing to do. we had lunch with weichiang and leslie. hahah. they were working very near us marh horh. was raining very heavily larh. use umbrella the legs also super wet. zzz
after lunch went back, the senior telemarketer, eileen, briefed me about the script and system stuffs. then i started work.
theres like 4k of contacts under my acc if im not wrong? and i called ard 100 customers. all wrong no. one. can you believe it? this is like so freaking retarded larh. grr~ shant elaborate further larh. so freaking angry. the colleague beside started working 2weeks ago? she was kinda got the hang of it liao. so yarh. i only managed to reach 7 today. she got 40+? imagine~ =.=
nvm, i'll work very hard from tml onwards right? later kanna sack how? dots.
so after work met weichiang and leslie again. stupid man! they made us walk one big round to get to clarke quay station larh. wth. wang ba dan! legs so tired and dear's back pain lorh. zzz
so reached home at 7+. missed SPOP alittle ):
the company actually got around 3 also our age-group one. there's one which i very very have no liking larh. i think she very act man. zzz yucks. and kinda flirty? i guess. awww~ i wonder how will i survive when dear go taiwan. weichiang and leslie wont be working at that time. so i must have my lunch myself for 5days?!!?!? thats like so shit. and go work , go home myself too! awww~ seriously kill me larh ):
before i forget, i received a loveletter from dear today. he mailed it. hahaha. i love this kind man. mail derh. heex'
love him larh. and he sing the song so cute ;p
with love @ 21:29
ARGHH~ so im gonna work with dear tml alr. goodness~ im like so scared now larh. aww~ disappointed. just viewed the company's website. they got so so much services. i wonder how long must i talk to clinch ONE DEAL man. sobsob.
people, wish me goodluck right?
and bon voyage rin. LOL'
with love @ 22:46
last night only went to slp at 3+. zzz. this rin&ben larh. always like that one. zzz
was having a split personality talk with myself. what the hell? they seriously owe me a big one man!
ok, so went clarke quay there to interview today with dear and xuan.
dear came earlier and gave me soft toy. he said hope that would make me feel right?
but, im alr not very surprise by this method lerh. so dear, if you might be reading this, change new style ok? bleah~ love you larh horh.
went to clarke quay and had a hard time find the place. walk here and there and finally decided to take a bus to liang court. since the place is near there. after some anyhow walk and calling the company, managed to locate the place. kinda ulu man.
yeah, so we were interviewing for date entry and telemarketing. the company was rather small? and its about insurance for vehicles if im not wrong?
so then went liang court to walk and had mac. xuan bought a lot of xin dian. LOL' and she bought me one too. so nice right? then during mac, the company called dear and me saying that we were selected. xuan wasnt ):
i was selected for telemmarketing and dear, data entry. actually i was quite surprise. i thought me and xuan would be the one that would be selected. was kinda disappointed yarh? so we would be starting work on mon. goodness. i wonder if we can cope. dear didnt sound very confident and keen =x
after that went to this shopping mall - central. its a new shopping mall at clarke quay mrt there. was kinda big but not really got alot of ppl. so like quite sian also. the basement really got alot of things to eat siah. and we saw this super small donut. really very small. see,
its 12 for 4bucks. so me and xuan shared.
rather expensive. but buy for the sake of its cute-ness. LOL'
zzz so like went home at 4+. dont know why. now dont really like looking forward for work. aww~ but money is the issue you see. xuan would be asking the kelly services. hope she can find a job. ):
i think its kinda hard to work as a telemarketer. especially in this company. oh man oh man. dont know alr. i hope dear will online and talk to me larh! grr~
with love @ 21:55
ok. im not feeling right.
that explains why you are seeing this post now.
its like im very very easily irritatable now.
i cant find the reason why.
is this pms? or what?
im trying very hard to curb this emotion.
the replies im giving ppl is so undesirable.
so sorry.
i have no idea where went wrong.
whats the problem now.
i feel like rolling here and there again.
but there's no space for me to do that.
and i wonder if that would really help.
guess i would have to continue like this then.
so totally out of place.
like the parts of my body cant seems to go together.
i didnt mean to feel this way.
he is not good in actions nor words.
but i can always feel his sincerity.
and they always activate my tears glands.
sometimes i really dont know why my tears fall.
it makes them carries no significance anymore.
it seems like this is the season
where couples are going through some problems.
and i dont think holidays are when couples get closer.
do we really know each other?
why does it feels so unfamiliar?
when everything becomes a routine
and we take things for granted.
what will happen?
am i insecure?
am i letting my imagination run wild?
its so rollar coaster-ing.
im feeling so not right and im not feeling left either.
put me into place.
things are getting out of hand.
am i emo?
goodness~
this cant go on.
someone bring me the glue.
stick them back into place.
with love @ 23:37
went je mac today to meet xuan. we wanted to discuss about jobs and stuffs. brought along straits times and the info i collected from mocca.com last night. so after some chit-chats,callings and eating, managed to find like two quite got chance one.
2plus that time dear came. i dont know what jobs suits him man.
so ask him to interview with us tml.
it would be data entry and telemarketer. anyone want join? LOL'
after that went clementi central cos xuan wanna sell her old phone. after she sold, sat down chit chat and drink sweetalk. its kinda boring today. oh well~
i dont really know how to get to 5 mohamed sultan.
its the interview place.
alight at clarke quay or dhoby ghaut? ohh goodness~
and this tree.. haiya~ i dont know whats the problem man.
inferior and stuffs. you know i hate it. zzz
ive no idea where did my patience gone to.
this feeling sucks.
with love @ 22:25
dear accompanied me to simlim today. cos i gotta buy something. didnt went red camp. rin was angry. i apologised. no replies. dont know how then.
well, went to bigbookshop first to get something i need. and i think im gonna receive a qing shu soon. YAY~!
dear embarassed himself too. but actually im also embarassed larh. LOL' so shant talk about it.
went to simlim. practically walked the whole centre ok. just to get the cheapest one. the thing i bought was over budget A LITTLE. so made dear paid for the LITTLE. LOL' its really little larh. 40cents. cos i got the mindset to only spend what i set for the budget.. so yarh, 40cents also cannot ;p
after that had lunch at the hawker. ate curry. made dear ate some. he seriously cannot take spicy man. LOL' ok larh, spare him ;p
it was like 3plus then. really nothing to do. bugis alr walk until super sian liao. wonder this month go there how many times liao man. goodness~
went home like around 4plus. haiya~ its actually such a boring day today ):
gonna go find job with xuan tml. kelly services lousy larh. zzz so we gotta depend on ourselves. would be looking into mocca.com and newspapers. hai~ lazy man.
watching 'the ultimate crime fighter'. its a hk drame. really nice. cos its about cops. HAHAH.
im missing dear ):
gotta chiong mocca.com now. aww~
btw, happy birthday to rin. she's my first friend in tanglin (:
with love @ 22:22
i believe if a guy were to tear for his girl, he really loves her alot.
also not to mention all the things he had did for her.
infront of the one you love, you dont wear a mask.
now think back. do you realise your partner with you now actually appeared long long time ago?
i must accept the fact that fate is amazing.
and feelings must grow with time.
after one full circle, here we meet again.
with our hands together, walking towards forever.
with love @ 23:59
just before i wanna go out today, i cant find my ez-link card!! was screaming like crazy woman at michelle and dear. wahh~ was so pissed off. grr~ then on our way to vivo, michelle called and say she found it. zzz. ok. what shit. i should have check properly larh.
so when we reached, only a few of them were there. dont know wait until what time then successfully went into vivo. zzz
had lunch at kopitiam. didnt wanna eat. was quite full. but those chicken rice-eaters tempted me larh! grr~ so bought and eat. =x
then we walked pass this flower shop. rin made amnita buy her a bouquet of blue roses. LOL' jia parents bought what they wanted too.
and suddenly, dear popped out and gave me a pink roses. ahah. this is the first rose he gave me ok. i was happy. but not surprised.. cos i saw him going in so long.. i could apprehend liao. =x but nonetheless, i still like it. thankyou dear.
talked so long also never mention.. the purpose of coming out today is to celebrate rin's birthday which is on the 20th. but since red camp in on, she pushed forward (:
then we were at the 3rd floor. thinking where to go and stuffs. then rin and ben were quarreling again. in fact, it started way before. so rin cried. ben didnt care. the girls were so angry. so we kinda pressed on ben. he was so dulan that he scolded us and went out of the place. we were really shocked.
everyone was like dont know how. rin was really disappointed, sad and whatever words you can describe. i didnt speak much. you know, its useless to talk at this point of time. then i talked to ben on the phone. persuading him to come back and stuffs. heng he still give me face. zzz
talked so long can. so he finally okok. thats good right. and he hid his location. so i asked izuwan to fetch him. goodness. who is the bdae character today? and izuwan did the later part of the persuading thing too (:
hi-5 izuwan right?
was really happy when ben returned. didnt waste me and izuwan's effort. most importantly, how can he ruin my first friend in tanglin bdae right. LOL' so was really relieved everything's back to normal. he coaxed rin. so they were washing machine again. this time is a good thing? =x
you cant believe how much time we spent at that place practically doing nth. zzz also was to wait for those who haven surface. so me and dear went to gaigai and see cake for rin. collected $2 from everyone earlier on right? see i so nice right rin? ;p
then when everyone was there alr, went back and find them. they want to go for prata and pool. that was the time when i discovered that my rose was broken. dont know who the hell did it larh. was so sad. it was the first rose from dear lorh ):
so by the excuse to fix rose, asked all of them to go ahead first.
but me and dear went to buy cake for rin right.
see again, i was sad and i still so nice leah. good right? ;p
then~ ARGHH! the cake i wanted to buy earlier on was sold. @#$#%^. so went to bengawan solo and swissbake to see. because theres a budget, it was very hard to decide you know. walked to and fro these two shop. the swissbake boss was like 'can i help u AGAIN?' goodness~ so paiseh. after dont know how long of maodun-ing, bought one from both. you know, buying cake for rin is high standard. NO CHOCOLATE. and like all is chocolate. only that particular one from swissbake dont have. ok, shant elaborate what was happening and the problems. if not will like one whole para.
so then dear said he was hungry. so we had our dinner at macs. lucky lorh. when we met the rest, they like didnt care if we had eaten. ):
so then i say we must buy card for rin. then went to precious touts. spent some time to find the most cheap and nice one. LOL' its another problem we were facing. at last got the mini one. phew~
then went to take bus. my legs were aching. was wearing heels and walk here and there. aww~ ):
the bus was freaking long too. dear was kinda impatient. cos he nv did these kinda thing bout bdae before. then the bus also very long. sorry dear, shouldnt pull u along ):
the bus trip to beauty world was really long. lucky i didnt feel unwell. if not rin sure kanna scolding. LOL!
was drizzling when we alight. wahh~
so reached there, sang her bdae song. then she realise why we MIA so long. dots.
nice cake right? hahahah. one cheese one chocolate.
we were so pathetic. we were cutting cake at that dont know what fire hosereel thing there. LOL' with chillies ard =x
yeah, then played pool. i haven even touch the cue stick then they wanna go safra liao. dots dots dots. didnt went with them. dear cant. yeah, so went home.
and this is a fake ring made of those can ring. LOL' dear made it.
although its fake. but i dont know why i really liked it.
once again, thanks dear.
didnt really do anything today i realised. out whole day somemore. hahah~ red camp will be forfeited tml. no mood. zzz
i guess theres some internal problems between us.
it lies in our hearts. but i know we will overcome it soon.
its very remarkable that we had nv quarrelled before.
he will never scold me or quarrel with me.
he is too nice to me alr.
he would cover my head and pull me near to him to protect me from the rain.
he would massage my tired legs when we're outside. not at home ok.
he would give me all the best that he could
he would.. .. .. do everything.
he is just so nice to me.
but why am i feeling so bad.
is it that im not as nice?
no idea. im so fortunate.
with love @ 23:30
dear came at 12plus to meet me then we went bugis. cos rin wanna buy a cardigan. yeah. so was feeling bored. and i decided to eat one bangbangtang. HAHAH. its so sweet right. cos is dear buy one and he is eating it with me (; and most importantly, he licked it, applied on his lips and gave me a sticky sweety smooch (;
so we pat tor first while waiting for rin. walked around bugis street. found a few suitable ones. but guess what? she dont wanna buy alr. this time i really wanna use what she like - F5 . zzz
so to compensate our loss, LOL' she treated us mango tango!
me and dear shared one cup. awww~ rockery's mango tango is so nice larh. rocks man!
ok, then we went home.
after having dinner, went vivo to meet ben izuwan jia parents. this ben need some help for his dear's bday. goodness~ so last minute can. always like this. zzz
oh yarh, ah hock and jia parents' mother also were there. hahah. so weird =x
then izuwan left with his 'GF' simin and one friend.
went greatworld aft that. wahh~ cha yi dian cant buy what ben need man. the shop was alr half-closing. zzz
cos like when we were there its alr 9.05 or something? yeah. mostly all the shops had closed. zzz
oh well, cant really talk much about what happened right. if not RIN see alr then know what will she get liao. LOL' later no surprise then my fault how? ;p
yeah, then took train home. what a day today. kinda went out whole day? tml would also be one. ohh~ nice.
staying at home will be like hell. LOL'
dear's having headache. goodness! he everyday sick or pain derh leah. so sad. faster get well larh. iyo~
this boy arhh. always make me worry derh leah );
with love @ 22:49
The following is for my beloved hubby.
but who knows when would he see it.
i dreamt it was at that moment when i click
PUBLISH POST =x
I want to be your little girl.
3 years old also nevermind.
Even if i'm called childish,
To be your little girl is all that i wished.
But so many things i want you to do.
Wondering if you would agree to.
Hold my hand, swing it around,bring me out to gaigai.When i get so bored, pull me down and say,
"i'm here to roll with you".Pose as my favourite red creature to make me laugh.Giggle like him and make the sound.Buy that lovely bangbangtang and lick it with me.Apply it on your lips and give me a sticky sweety smooch.Bring me out and tell the world who am i to you.Grab my hands so tight that they cant even breathe.When my tear fall, dont first ask why but tell me
"everythings' gonna be alright".Wipe my tears with your shirt and let me blow my stupid nose on it.Pat me on my head,"hush hush" and push me to your chest.Tolerate me for being such a kid.Scold me when you cant take it.Stick that pacifier into my mouth when you find me noisy.Tell me how much you dont like it.Call me anytime, you know i wanna hear your voice.Read my blog whenever you can, you know i want you to know everything and anything.Appear at my door even if i was still sleeping.You had once saw my worse side, there's nothing for me to be afraid of.And wont it be nice if there's my favourite breakfast?Make me tear in joy. You dont know i love to cry.Draw me our future house.You said 9years would past real fast.Pamper me like you'd never did before.Make me sink into the pool of love.Give me a memorable Valentines' Day.Everyone knows i never had even one before.Shoot out your hand and let me bite it.You were immuned isnt it?Let me irritate you for all i can.
I just freaking dont understand why i love to do it.Dont make me wait for your sms.Waiting kills. You had experienced.Dont try to turn me down.I'm scary, as you claimed.But my beloved hubby, i'm nice and gentle.NOT SCARY LIKE A MONSTER!OK GOSH~ that was such a list.
Sorry for being
- greedy
- wilful
- naughty
- irritating
- noisy
- unbearable
- petty
- SCARY
& you name it.
Because i want to be your little girl.
3 years old also nevermind.
with love @ 23:27
i was still sleeping when deardear say he will come and find me later. oh hurray right. i was missing him so much since last night larh! so he said he will come aft 12.
and so i tossed and turned on my bed until that time too =x
ok, was lazy larh.
so he suddenly msg ask me open door. i was so - UNPREPARED can.
LOL' goodness. i was in my most ugly side.
so faster went to wash up brush teeth blahblah.
had my lunch then we chitchatchitchat. he gotta leave at 3plus. so like the time we have is like so little? aww~
and i gave him a surprise. woohoo~ and he went off.
after that went fairprice with daddy to buy tml's meal ingredient. and i ate the new mcflurry.
WTH! its such a cheat of feelings can.
i got the cookies&berries one. its actually made of oreo and the strawberry from sundae. ZZZ
i dont like their strawberry sundae derh lorh. so it was priced $2.50. ewww~
the mudpie flavour confirm is add hotfudge derh lorh. WAHH~ this mac arhh. liddat one!
iya sian larh. theres nth to do at home. when will my work start? oh man oh man. dont feel welcome at home. yucks~ tml is rotting day AGAIN *faints*
with love @ 21:16
ohh~ why am i blogging again?!?!?!?
because dear woke up and messaged me!
that was so alerting.
but he is going back to sleep again.
awww~ im missing him like crazy larh.
was sms-ing him a :'( face and my tear dropped!
influence?
gosh~ what nonsense is this.
i think i miss him too much liao lerh.
sobsob.
& he activitated my nose again.
we wont be seeing each other for the wkend.
that explains my current mood? =x
ive never missed him as much as this time right?
awww~ i wonder what will happen to me when he go taiwan.
ewwwwwwwww -
DIE
was really crazy liao =x
with love @ 00:30
internet was down last night. so didnt blog.
anyways, went to kelly services with xuan and dear to find job. hope we can find a good one and work tgt right.
this morning went to sch at 9am for this dont know what PAE thing. was eligible for MI registration. but dont really got the interest. and this stupid talk lasted 30mins ONLY. made us go WTH.
then went to have prata with rin ley non and weichiang. was super fullfullfull.
took a bus to clementi. i wanted to go home one ok.
then my umbrella (rin finally brought it back) was snatched by rin and ley!
grr~ they wanted me to go my p.sch there derh field to see ze-bumble bees play soccer.
i dont wanna go derh lorh. dear also not there. somemore he'll be coming my house.
and so they took the umbrella and went into the mrt gate. zzz.
poor cyn larh! went in with them and went to commonwealth. oh mannnn~! >=(
although dear said he will come and find me. but i was still kinda worried cos.. iya~ whatever shit.
the weather was super hot. and they just kept sticking their hands to my baby umbrella!
by chance, i managed to snatch it back and made rin go into a hide-and-seek with me.
LOL' that's my territory right. of cos i will win! bleah~
then dear came. gosh~ the process of getting back my umbrella was tedious. one vs two you know.
and they gang-raped it. ley still pulled out the 'thing'. WAHH.
my umbrella lost its virginity );
was then very hot after those plays. urged ley and rin to go mac with me and dear for aircon.
LOL' me and dear walked a really long way to tea garden mac. was like hiking. LOL'
this will serve as a punishment for ley and rin ;p
they were complaining like crazy especially when they saw the bridge. wahahhah!
drank and rest in mac. my new flavour of mcflurry wasnt there. disappointed );
the turtles in the pond were actually cute. but there was a scene where some of them were devouring a dead one. ok, thats gross. the dead tortoise' face like rock lorh. so hard. zzz
then i led them back to the field using the shorter route.
and they were they kpkb-ing. HAHAH. this is so funny can.
do not do onto others which you do not want others to do onto you ;p
under the umbrella, top of the hill. LOL' so lame.
after getting back, dear played soccer with izuwan's boots. then me and ley accompanied izuwan to longjohn.
we even went shengsiong. ley was crazy can. she was like taking pic with everything. iyoyoyo~!
okok, then went home liao.
nose was being nonsense at home. dont know why. so irritating. and me and dear found a new source of entertainment too. haas'
we scribbled on my whiteboard.
see..
well, it might be nonsense to you, but its so fun to me.
bleah. okk, this post is like kinda long. i will end it then.
dear was so tired that he dozed off just now.
wonder will he wake up later or just slp till tml.
im missing him badly larh )';
with love @ 21:56
ohh, its 0115hrs now. came back from prom night awhile ago.
since its a long day, there would be lots to say right? LOL'
met rin at 1pm and headed down to bugis to do our hair and makeup.
the rest of the family went down earlier.
putting foundation, make-up and hair styling really took a very long time larh.
there were two stylists, but still very long. intended to leave the place at 5.30pm. but couldnt. ben and aidil didnt come. only dear came. so the initial plan of taking my dad's car and a cab was forfeited. under no-choice situation, i gotta make daddy separate two groups. zzz i know he was irritated larh. cos we made him waited very long. both for the first trip and second. so the second trip ppl only left at 7pm? imagine the gap from the initial planned time. dots.
when we reached, cocktail was alr over. wahh~ i wanted cocktail session derh leah );
so after registration went in.
the seating sucks can! ben&rin one table. me&dear one table. then the rest of the family another table. all separated!! zzzzzz
what siah >=(
so there was this prom king & queen contest. rin and izuwan were our class' representative right? although they didnt won =x but it was very funny. alert!
i was still thinking where did rin went for so long. dots.
then there's the school values contest thing? rin got one dont know which. and i was the nominee for the last two values ok. but didnt won larh. LOL' so rin is lucky today? alert!
ohh, and i was freaking hungry. only ate breakfast today. totally no time for lunch.
so dear helped me took alot of food. hahah. must prevent weichiang from eating all! ALERT! it was an 8-course meal. not bad larh. but kinda ex for $70?
after prom took pics here and there. then mummy called and ask me go home cos she was complaining bout the contact lenses AGAIN. wthhh~ wanted to join the rest at bugis for K one larh! whats her prob siah. dear's mummy also want him to go home. zzz
had i known would be like this, then i dont wear the lenses alr. zzzzzz
overall, today is not a good day for me. not enjoyable at all. arghhh~ if u forgotten. i have no interest for prom one lorh.
zzz. so daddy sent me and dear home at 12plus. oh well, will upload the pics in next post.
byeeeeeeeeee~
im missing my hubby hell loads );
& thanks rin for the CD.
with love @ 01:14
sesame street dont know why now cut until 30mins niah );
so the elmo's world is gone? aww~ i'll just try and wake up at 9am tml to see whether there's any elmo then );
tried putting on the contact lens. its my first time ok. ten minutes. not bad larh horh? LOL' then dear came. after that went clementi control station to meet the rest. ITS LEY'S BIRTHDAY TODAY !! hahah.
when we reached, there's only like junyao there? iyo~ me and dear was there at 11.55 pm lorh. so the rest were all late. zzz
12plus then setted off. jia parents brought the cousin along too. haas'
the trip to escape was long and tiring.
at pasir ris, i asked dear to ask this road-side singer to sing a HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONG for ley. and that man really did. hahah! that was fun right?
and you might be laughing now because 'escape' dont open on weekdays. and today is a weekday right. grr~! we were like so disappointed can? the gates were closed. we can only view it from the outside. oh my~ i can feel how sad ley was.
so then went to white sands to meet ben and rin to decide where to go and what to do.
went to arcade to play. dots? played this dont know call what machine. i was doing pretty well derh lorh. then the energy decreased.. and so, ARGHH~ i lost to ben larh! cos he was boasting how good is he at first. so i challenged him. in the end. oh my oh my~ lost like what. and i hurt my thumb. SHIT!
then had lunch. i guess cos i looked at those machines for too long. got a little bit giddy siah. zzz shared a fish steamboat with dear. the fire was like so big. haas'
oh well, then headed to bugis to make our nailsssssss~ (;
the people there also help us to plan a surprise for ley right. ohhhhh yessss
so ley was so surprised and happy and touched and and and .. LOL! dont know?
there was a cake and a present. what a nice surprise. so nice so nice so nice. i also want ):
hmmm, so the time taken to make the nails was like super super duper duper long. while waiting, there's this guy dont know what name. but we called him AH SOON larh. he made us go to a room to K with him. dots. and like everyone wanted me to sing a piece? zzzzzzzzzz. and i did. oh my mama. LOL' so paiseh.
forgotten what time did we reached that place. 4+ to 5? and only left at 10+.
imagine how long we took. and only 3 of our nails were done. the rest have to go earlier tml. aww~ so sorry to xuan okkk. i'll bring the accessories for you (;
oh yarh, dear bought his shirt there too. LOL' kinda last minute thing? but who cares? nice can alr right? heex' and we bargained =x
okokokok. i still gonna pack tml things. so much nonsense man. and ive completely no idea how to bring my dress over. zzzz. gosh! iya~ thats actually alot to say today. but its time to sleep.
ok nights.
& before it turns 12,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEY again (forget take pic with her. zzz)
so weird without specs. bleah ;p
with love @ 23:41
was having thunderstorm this morning. so dear's ai xin mac breakfast wont be here );
so became lunch instead. dots.
we watched some labixiaoxin. hahah. dear say he is retarded. no ok. its CUTE ;p
yeah, so went to dear's house to take the hp accessory. in case you dont know which one, its the one i lost! the one pair got tree one. LOL' he bought it ytd right. but forgotten to bring out. LOL' alert. so happy.
&&& i gun lai gun qu -ed in dear's house. oh my. can you believe it? LOL' i cant stand myself man. i guess i hurt his knee. awww~ he larh. popped his knee up. hai~ hope tml ok. if not i very guilty derh leah );
yeah, then went to find mummy. 3 of us went to return library books. dear accompanied us buy our dinner (;
after that went to get my contact lenses. iyo~ i thought is tml morning take. still requested ley to change meeting time to 12. so sorry right.
ohh, so thats my day today.
im like having a mix feeling now. you sense it?
im short of cash!!! prom is making me mad!!
with love @ 22:09
just self-dyed my hair with michelle's and mummy's help. well, i think my hair is really resistant to these self-dyes? the results werent really satisfying. oh well, im not here to blog about hair. but im just feeling a little lousy.
currently into this song - littlest things. its really nice. you know i go for lyrics. this one is nice. i think im reminiscing. but about what? about EVERYTHING. im thinking about everything. not only one ok. dont think otherwise arhh.
it would be a lie if i tell anyone that this issue didnt affect me. i forgotten since when this issue had stucked into this sickening brain of mine. now its back again.
i wont be afraid to admit that im a loser in love. just see how many times i fell.
but this time, its a totally different thing. its not betray. its not neglect. its not ANYTHING. its, OBSTACLES. it is a psycological barrier. im feeling sad but i wont cry. tears would be so in-significant if i kept crying. & who would want me to cry right?
how many times did this issue surfaced? aww~ it would be a disgrace to display your weak side to your enemy. isnt it?
its like i have no one to turn to anymore. donny would be the one i guess.
im not being emo. im just, shag?
i dont like people to use what they had used before on others and use it on me. its like a replacement, a substitute..
guess im just plain selfish.
those times i had the urge to just say that word. it had alr came up to my throat. but i didnt said it out. why? love? yes, love. i believe its a moment of impulse. yes, impulse.
its getting sad. im losing it.
Littlest Things, Lily Allen
Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissing
And I remember when you started calling me your Mrs
All the play fighting
All the flirtatious disses
I’d tell you sad stories about my childhood
I dunno why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We’d spend the whole weekend
Lying in our own dirt
I was just so happy
In your boxers and your t-shirt
Dreams, dreams of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, it seems
That I can’t shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it’s so true
I know it’s not right but it seems unfair
That thing’s are reminding me of you
Sometimes I wish we could just pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come on
Tell me
Is this the end?
Drinkin’ tea in bed, watchin’ DVD’s
When I discovered all your dirty, grotty magazines
You’d take me out shopping
And all we’d buy is trainers
As if we ever needed anything to entertain us
The first time that you introduced me to your friends
And you could tell that I was nervous, so you held my hand
When I was feeling down, you’d make that face you do
There’s no-one in the world who could replace you
with love @ 17:08
went to orchard with dear today. like ytd went alr today go again. dots.
and we were wearing black tgt. heh~ more like couple right? bleah ;p
took a bus there. and i pulled him to taka to see those elmo toys. LOL' look at this one below:
i forced him to carry and take picture one. LOL!
so like walked here and there and here and there.. lalala~
had longjohn at fareast. and he bought a white tie. actually he got himself what to where alr. so like, nth much to buy?
yeahyeah. and so to make me happy, he offered to take neoprint right?! ALERT~
he once told me he dont like neoprint one. but to make me happy, he was so willing.
hahaha.
awww~ because my scanner is down. so its blurrish. bleah.
left there like 5? cos he gotta rush to eastcoast for dinner larh. wahhh~ so jealous can. hymph~
and im gonna self-dye tml. sadden. no money means like that derh lorh.
my hair is very resistant to color. so i aint sure whether i can make it. arrrgghh~ i want die larh can.
oh before i forgot. received msg today saying that the prom night theme is 'masquerade'. like wth? so nonsense. me and rin were like so angry lorh now then tell us? its like majority alr bought there prom outfit liao what. whats the prob. obviously wanna copy phantom of the opera? dont know which brainless one came out with this idea. zzz
with love @ 22:36
went orchard with xuan this afternoon. fareast was a disappointment can. kinda like walked alot of places. but still cant find that stupid prom dress! grr~ our legs were like - tired?
sad. so went home lorh. zzz
then went je with mummy. finally got my dress. finally. budget!!
and mummy lent me alot of her accesories. so, i think it look nicer as a whole? dots. who cares?
prom sucks.
arghh~ ok, nth to say alr.
gonna go town with dear tml to get his prom outfit. i aint gonna wear heels. LOL'
with love @ 23:01
went jurong point today cos mummy want go. then went to city plaza. cos daddy mummy say there got alot of dress for prom. shopped there very long ok. but didnt found any to my liking. aww~ sucks.
then ate this ARNOLD'S FRIED CHICKEN. must Q one ok. and the service isnt really good can. zzz. but the food quite nice larh. although a litte bit ex =x
arghh~ so i nv gave up right. asked daddy to drive me to bugis to find. but still dont have larh. @#$%%^ WTH
like shopped whole day until 8 lorh. but nothing in the end. zzz then went back to central cos michelle wanna sell her phone. her phone sot sot alr. LOL' then so heng she managed to exchange her 'spoilt' phone with a not bad one. its K610im can! BLACK&RED somemore. wahh~
i feel so sad now. i no money highlight hair leah. anybody can tell me where got cheap one? sobsob
so gonna go fareast tml with xuan to get the stupid dress. WAHH~ I HATE PROM MAN. SUCKS. dont want wear larh! dont want go larh! GRR~
with love @ 22:19
was really angry of dear since ytd. so he promised to give me a surprise this morning right. ohh yes. look at the pic below.
its two bangbangtang, a tortoise, an apology letter, folded hearts, folded stars ..
nice right? i was really touched ok. he went all the way to IMM to buy the bangbangtang this morning then cabbed to my house one ok. so sweet right? actually he intend to buy last night. but was afraid that it will melt. ok, this is sincerity. i like it (:
so mummy was cooking carrot cake. but it was so mashed. so became mashed carrot cake. ALERT! but it tastes nice larh. after lunch went to dear's house then went to IMM to gaigai.
lalala~ i love pat tor. yay-ness.
the shuttle bus home made me waited for 30mins ok. so sucks.
and im getting 2pairs of disposable contact lenses free, although it wont really totally suit my eye degree. cos my mummy know the boss of the optics, so he is not charging right? LOL' jealous?
and this are pictures taken today. all is dear took one ok. quite skill right? ;p
and because daiso is full of xmas items.. so.. LOL'
&&&, no money for prom dress larh! zzz. PROM SUCKS MY SOCKS!
and i realised something which is quite heartbreaking.
but it wont be any better if i dont know about it.
so what now? i dont know.
the only thing i know is,
he is my boy. and i wont share it with anyone else.its really getting harder i guess. your love is my only energy.
with love @ 23:01
its the last day of exams today! actually after the sci mcq, alr relax liao. dots.
arghh~ it isnt a good day for me today. oh well, shan't talk about it. spoils my mood.
anyways, theres another tagger again. well, entertainment for my family after exams?
dont know what is so entertaining on my blog that makes ppl give so many comments. LOL'
ohh, so what should a boyfriend actually do?
with love @ 22:35
SS paper was like so heng larh. out of all the 4chapters i studied, only one came out. phew~ what a relief. but came out the one i hate most - sustaining development. yucks!
i think i kinda did badly for sbq. its actually something not in the tb. hmmm~ i think this year's SS quite hard leah. saddened. wonder if i had gone out of point or did wrong steps );
well well, after that went jurong entertainment for breakfast. long john right? gian so long for its breakfast finally can eat liao. heh. the toast was so damn thick can. made me so full although i was very hungry. dots.
then the rest of the family wanted to watch GAME PLAN. i haven Os finish cannot relax. LOL' so didnt go. xuan also went home to chiong sci. so walked walked around then dear went my house to teach me physics.
LOL' a kiss would be awarded for 5Qs answered correctly right? heh
lalala~ feel so relax now. all the papers that i scared over lerh! YAY-NESS. and tml is last day. AHH HAHAH.
with love @ 21:23
studied SS today. awww~ A please? hope i can do the seq well man. ):
so like daddy was looking through me and michelle's pictures when we were young. so we went to look at it too right? HAHAH.
since today nothing to write, i will focus on these pictures right? LOL'
and i so sad larh. i am really fat in that baby period ok. awww~ disapointed. fed me so much! grr~
saw that? so fat.
and the two below shows that i really love pillow? HAHAH
these two are my birthday cake during my first birthday party.
big right? is weichiang drooling or something? LOL'
and i found out that i actually wanted to roll. but i too fat =x
滚来滚去 is faourite alright? bleah~
hehheh. i know i bhb. but i think im cute (when so young)
hahahah. alert right?
good luck to everyone for SS tml ok?
with love @ 22:42
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