saw a very horrifying scene at clarke quay on our way to office. a taxi driver puked blood and was standing by the roadside. me and dear were alr at a distance so we dont know what exactly happened. dear was the one that told me. i was so shocked! so a passerby said because there was a fight. i think between two taxi drivers. the blood actually looked fake to me but its still scary =x
stomach was STILL ACHING the whole day :( i had lost count on how many times i visited the washroom alr. the pain is so torturous! its like 100 elephants diong diong diong stepping over. LOL! somemore is sometimes got sometimes dont. so hard to react larh. grr~
i seriously want die alr...........
played dear's bro PSP. one of the game got car and police and whatever derh. very nice. LOL so funny. cos i dont know how to drive. alert! and dear was very patient standing by me to help me. hahah. first time see me praise a game right? lalala~ ;p
after work jiayi chionged to meet one of the online seller. she chionged so fast but the person was still late lorh. and we had a very fun time di siao-ing her. dear said she bought a pyjamas for 15bucks. LOL' initially she kept asking me go other place wait for her cos she dont want let me see what she buy. hahahah. so nonsense right. till now, i only saw a small part niah. zzz
argghh~i really dont know what to say now. my stomach is really killing me. its acting up again. awww~ :'(
with love @ 22:10
fever subsided this morning but stomachache had not disappeared!! grr~ so dear was actually worried that my fever will come back so kept ask me to take my temperature. LOL
only ate one piece of bread for breakfast cos gotta eat medicine. was feeling so hungry all the way till 1pm! argghh~ my stomach blair blair de zai jiao ;p
stomach was aching as and when it likes. its so freaking painful. like hell :(
and jiayi was very fascinated by my broken thumb nail. like =.= ?
and i also dont know why i treated her an ice cream cone. i dont rmb myself doing anything wrong. aiya~ whatever. dear bought mcnuggets aft work. its so yummy! been ages since i had it!
my stomach is still aching :(
i want die alr. spare me man!!
i want all the good food larh. sobs
with love @ 22:09
was feeling feverish and my head was heavy when woke up. took temperature and showed 37.6 thought its just a minor case so just went off to meet dear at clementi. told him that i had a fever and he wanted me to take my temperature for him to see. so it was 37.7
he insisted that i go home but i kept refused. dragged him into the train and said if things get worse in office then go home. he was nagging here and there and was really worried. gave that face. LOL. so was near redhil and he say must go home. and i agreed. i can sense that i cannot take it anymore. so he sent me home. thus, causing him to be late for work.
i think it was the curry chicken that mummy cooked last night the root. cos it was very nice and i ate alot. dots. she made breakfast for me, had medicine and started watching drama. watched until sleep. haas' and the temperature went as high to 38.7 when woke up. alert! i had late lunch and its the same thing as breakfast. sian.
visited the toilet 5times. diarheoa. dont know how to spell larh. mummy say is to get the toxic in my body out. but its aching so terrible can. awww~
fever had subsided alr. hope tml morning will get well. i want work can! wasted 50bucks today.
with love @ 22:27
this is a load of craps. BULLSHIT yarh? dont understand why everytime kio sai. i think i should stay in a toilet bowl larh. zzz
whatever, heckkkkkk
woke up and found myself in pain. as in, the muscles are all aching like what. dear also. cos we had been carrying this and that ytd. that explains why.
dear dotes me alot. he really does. lovesss
and i finally hit 110 ticks! had been a week since i got 3-digit no.
someone please reward me ;p
what should i say leah? i guess nth alr. LOL'
ohh yarh!. i am very forgiving and tolerant. you should know right? lalala~
maybe this time i'll make it an exception. HAHA.
looking very forward to 2nd and 14th :)
byeeeee~
with love @ 22:11
these were the pics taken ytd at aunt's house. dogs are man's bestfriend.









me and dear at stirling road.
first stop. this one gotta carry the goods to second floor. dear was super energetic. LOL
second stop. i like this one.
their book shelves. and guess what i found..

mr nonsense alert. the one that rin bought. and the first page was really the one. LOL

their living room.
playground!
this is a very high tech one.
their playground. and theres an area with swings. very lovely!

this place dear was feeling unwell. so didnt do anything. dots.
this one! dont like!
those boys inside were di siao-ing me! cos i wore elmo tees. each time i pass by, they shout a sesame st character name. what siah! irritating.
this one, errr.. i only know dear did passing game. LOL!

last stop.
nurses making bedsheet.

the ah ma's room

didnt visit the male side. cos.. you know. old ah pei. LOL
this pic shows dear helpiing out. so strong right. ALERT
dear so lame.

the lovely swing.
i love you. very deeply.
with love @ 21:32
forgotten when exactly did i slept this morning. dear too. woke up at 7+. dear msged saying that he is very tired and ask if he can dont come. i had nv thought that he would say this because he made such a serious promise 26494116446 days ago. but still, he turned up. relief that he didnt add on irritating cells to me.
had breakfast at stirling road which is also the base or HQ for this activity. after that the uncles check stock and place all the goods into 4 big lorries. total went to 7 places today. all around singapore. or maybe half of singapore. its dear's first time so he was pretty enthu? had lunch at kallang's drive-thru mac. very full. and mcspicy is so super duper nice! i cant really recall every single little thing that happened during the trip. would post up the pics and talk more about it. dear is strong ;p
after everything then went back to stirling road again. daddy sent dear home first. it was pouring like mad. hope dear didnt become luo tang chicken. LOL'
and the next post would be on the pics :)
with love @ 18:06
wasnt that irritated until i learnt about the post jiaqi made about me a while ago. was already having some arguement on msn but didnt know things would be broadcasted on her blog. well, all the words she uses angers me. im fuming like mad.
i was just merely saying that the outing was too last minute and weekends tickets are expensive. moreover, i had already mentioned that im not free on sun two days back in my blog. but then she started saying that i am commenting this and that about her organization skills. like please? i didnt? never did i say a single thing that means that organizing is easy. and you're makin it sounds as if i had never plan an outing before. me, too know what are the problems that would surface ok. i was just voicing out of feelings and i got all the shit. true friends accept compliments and improvements true friend gives. but this point of time, it makes me wonder. TRUE FRIEND. WTH? i would be thankful that you're willing to plan an outing. but a very last min one, you think everyone would give you a very nice answer and response? well, and she even dug up the past outings issues. fine, then we shall recall back and talk about it.
ESCAPE. was actually a post birthday outing for them. me,melvin and xuan forsaked our half-day pay to carry out our promise. i emphasize, a promise. because a promise is so important to everyone. and breaking a promise is a sin. and me too think that a post birthday celebraton for them is essential. but guess what. ended up, we were the ones that reached the place first and waited for at least an hour. when all of you came. none were apologetic at all. not even a sign of gratitude was shown. taking us for granted? way back before ley's birthday ive already said that i have no interest in ESCAPE. but since you all want it for post birhtday outing, i still went. its a promise. its something you will feel uber bad if you turn down just last minute. nobody actually know how cash-strapped me and melvin were that day. i can describe ourselves as VERY PATHETIC. yet, no one showed concern about it. its your birthday and i showed my sincerity by turning up. isnt that good enough? you have no idea how the three of us gone through so much just to get out of our office. moreover, the 3 of our presence were actually redundant in the theme park isnt it? we were so forgotten and all you cared was your bf. did you even did your part as the organizer to understand how we feel about the outing? NO. look at the places both of each dined for dinner. isnt it obvious to see how we are in this drastic circumstances? so pathetic for who? FOR YOU ok? and you still can say in your blog only at night then not happy. but its true. i was showing my discontentment only at countdown. it wasnt for the ESCAPE nor the dinner. but it was that you all can just surface just one minute before countdown and take it as if nothing had happened. no apologies except weixing. i wont forget how we spent our one hour sitting by that road side like what like that. if im able to join you all for dinner of cos i would. but i cant. i was eating the chilling wind while you, your dessert. but still, i just let this pass and continue the fun with all of you. isnt this taking for granted again? the organizer did not showed the slightest sense of gratitude or apologetic that day. and i, writing my thoughts in my blog is also wrong. what more can i say then? and i did not even comment anything about your organization skills that day?
weixing's house issue. ive said, i hate to be used the f word on me. but yet you still think its ok yarh? had already showed signs that im unhappy way before you said it. but still, you continued. you didnt even freakingly sense that im not playing? its not a silly joke or some random thing we do behind our monitor. im a serious person. i wont take this joke of yours ok. but still, the next day, i take it as if nth had happened. what more do you want to say?
CNY clothings. yes, i remember i would go shopping with you. but did i say to shop for CNY clothings? there you were saying me this and that when you know i went shopping. why must i be the one that must jio you to buy CNY clothings? why cant it be xuan, rin,ley or whoever it can be? why must i get all the shit? you're always making a small minor issue to big serious thing. you've completely no idea how much inconveniences you brought to everyone. and still pinpoint everything to me in that post. all the f words just makes me think you are so uncivilised. ive had enough of this and all that stupid F WORDS you used on me!
you dont even have a single right to use that word onme. ive been tolerating time and again and giving in so much not because you are my friend, but FATHER. yarh, father. makes me wanna laugh like mad. you're making it sounds as if all the unhappiness events that you are dealing with are all brought up by me. hello? everyone contributed to it? and i dont think i played such an important role in your life. you'er totally unaware what you'd brought for everyone. swallowing all your sorrows everytime blah and blah. what about me? you were the only one that was compromising? are you super duper sure on it?
who was the one that intro-ed you a job despite so many other jobless friends around? and this is how you repay me yarh? then i should shake your hands and say thank you man! dont always think that you're always the right one. you'd never spared a thought for me at all. how selfish can you be as to push all the blames on me. fancy writing the whole post saying me this and that. sorry ok, ive no recollection i did so many things to hurt you. did you even got the right person? i did not even did anything bad to you. my conscience is so clear.
and you mentioned, i only had melvin in my eyes. laughs. i places family before him. what about you? look at yourself before saying me ok. AIDIL became your everything but what about us? stupid assumptions you kept making of me i had enough. HATEFUL JIAQI. look back and see how i had treated you. no gratitudes shown or what but just a pack of F WORDS.
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING BUT BYE!
CONTINUE.i said i WASNT THAT IRRITATED.. it doesnt implies that im not irritated in msn ok? i could have take this lying down again like all the other times without the F post she made. but that F post she made was the main reason that irritates me to the peak. before knowing about that post i was still wondering would everything be fine again the next day? but when i learnt upon it, i knwo its definitely NO. well, she said it would be freakingly ok for us not to turn up for ESCAPE. yeah, will you even believe it? and if we really didnt showed up, we would definitely receive words like 'huhh.. why.. i thought we already say wanna celebrate this day one. hai~ nvm lorh' blah and blah. come on larh. its ok? even a retard would think its not larh. your pattern i already know. wouldnt it be sarcastic for you to say its ok not to go when we already took half day leave and appeared at pasir ris? for goodness sake. wasnt escape a last minute plan for the post birthday outing? twisting the facts and make yourself sound right. wth. everyone knows i m scared of those exciting games. dont tell me you're ignorant till that day. cos it would be totally bullshit. but still i tried a few games. but those were already the limit for me. why cnat i show a black face when im tired and all? plus melvin's attitude. who could have been able to take it?
we could have a really nice countdown not just weixing shaking hands with Bs or whatever. but imagine us only met up with one another just 1min before 12pm. what nice thinsg can we do? i said im very angry with all of you when you all reached. but everyone just take it that the wind is blowing. hello? i could have walk away but i still stayed with all of you. pushing back all the unhappiness and disappointments way back into the heart. YOU! claiming that had always been noticing my expressions and feelings, didnt even see it. irony isnt it?
and becuase i said i just let this matter rest so i didnt brought it up in the train. HAHA. and im at fault for not doing so too. isnt it hilarious?
the bugis trip was a 2-week-ago planned shopping trip by xuan. and you are blaming me for not asking you along? like hello? who are you to give me those negative comments about me bo jio-ing you and stuffs. didnt i said that i would go shopping with you some other day? didnt i say i will bring the both of you to get cheap and nice stuffs? as if tml is doomsday and today is the last day we can go out. what shit is this. i didnt even promised a CNY shopping trip. think back. think CLEARLY again.
and if you think i was the one who made you feel REALLY BAD and stuffs, think again. didnt you yourself made me feel bad too? dont always assume you're always right and the whole world is wrong. i dont even owe you a living can?
and yarh, letting me be the first to eat the thing you bought. thank you so much then. and what about my food? i let you had all without even leaving a single piece for myself. did i even gey gao on this? but yet, you are gey gao-ing on it. and who was exactly the one who really pangseh-ed jiayi? THINK CLEARLY AGAIN. its the changed jiaqi upon having a bf ok?
again, i merely mentioned that the outing is too last min and weekend tickets are expensive. i appreciate your invitation, but i'm not rejecting it without proper reason. you are not even a little understanding at all. pushing and pin-pointing all the faults at me wont make you sound that you are the right party.
in the past i wouldnt even spend so much efforts to post these kinda posts about this kinda issue. just because you'd never even struck my mind that i would do so for you. i mean, i had never thought that i would post this kinda thing to any of the family members. thats why i know this time you hit my limit. if you arent aware, i had always been super tolerant. angry cells dont get deep to me easily. but this time, congrats to you that you hit the line! your post just goes to show you had been all along making note of the things that i made you unhappy. and guess what, i cant believe im behaving like this with you even though its just purely out from my willingness.
THIS IS ABSURD. TOTALLY ABSURD. IT SUCKS BIG TIME.
with love @ 23:59
currently in aunt's house blogging. just submitted the JAE application. 12choices is really hard to choose larh. zzz. first two choices is still the most interested one. but still.. dont know what to say man. spent a very long time to settle all the 12 choices in lorh. and my eng is such a disappointment. some choices need to get at least b4 one leah.
lit is also another humanities subject but i got a c6!! i think getting into the course i want would be a little hard? but still, i want PSYCHOLOGY!!
anyways, tml gotta go for charity thing. i miss deardear! and i think he miss me more than i miss him lorh. hahaha. alert. got to wake up early in the morning tml. the time which i wake up for work ok. sian sian sian. but deardear more cham. got to wake up earlier to travel to my place ;p
just took some shots of odi and baby. if you dont know who are they, they are dogs owned by my aunt. baby is actually donny's younger brother yarh? ;)
so i gave them all a nickname: nie nie, bi bi, di di. LOL cute right? bleah~
will upload the pics tml or see when. usb is working finally!
and tml sure will take alot of pics too one right. heex'
aunt booked a chalet in sentosa during third day of cny. its those kampong style but got aircon one. haas' alert. got activities for this long holiday already :)
and dear is sad because.. still the poly thing that affects him i guess. hai~ i dont know what more to say already man. and he is becoming more sweet-talking already. heh. i love you HUBBYYY~
with love @ 22:28
jia parents didnt went for work today. for whatever reasons it shall be. colleagues g bout our results. some dont dare to talk to loud also. cos.. but hai~ im disappointed with eng and lit.
i used to top the class for lit dont know when. and now.. just pass. i think i still rmb lit paper i just anyhow do during Os. but 6 is disappointment. eng thought at least can improve to B4. but!! dropped one grade. these two eng subj dirtied my results slip larh! grr~
is this the price to pay for my maths and sci results? its so shit larh.
work is tiring larh. felt like sleeping all the while. and dear sat beside me keeping me company. loves :) but he still irritates me at times. grr~ i hate it larh can >=(
well, i really dont know how to fill up 12choices. and what if my first few choices cant get in? hai~ tml gonna discuss with aunt. go her house shun bian apply. zzz. shag
and nick quek lost to me in prelims and Os. so he owe me a sakae treat and one havent think of it. LOL wahahhahaha. alert. good right? ;p
dear kept ask me to go rp with him. but rp have no courses for me larh. i can see he wants to be in the same sch as me badly. and even, same course. but its kinda hard. im so sorry dear :(
but we promised we wont change our <3s one right? cheer up pls :( sunday going to do charity with daddy's friends blah blah. if you had read my last year's post about the charity thing, you should know about it right. daddy's friends organise this every year. chap money to buy groceries for homes. visiting these homes around cny corner and stuffs. and there is ALOT OF GROCERIES ok. and im gonna bring dear along. LOL! good experience for him right? :)
ok nth to say alr. i think my usb got prob. cannot detect my cable. sucks.
i love you, you love mei miss you, you miss mei muack you, you bleah mei honey you, you hubby meso cute larh dear!
with love @ 22:17
dear came in the morning to make me breakfast. but his one arhh.. LOL' looks uglier than mine. but still, its still taste nice larh ;p moreover, its the first breakfast he cooked for me right. i of course will like.
wasnt in the Os results mood at all. these few months super relax. not good to stress yourself also right? met rin and we sit sit in aye. then went to sch.
izuwan gave me ONE DOZEN OF DONUTS!! yay~ owe me so long alr. so nice right? thanks man! love itt (;
then its time to go up to the hall. head was spinning. not nervous. but dont know why. giddy giddy one. and rin was one of the student that was mentioned on screen! cos she scored 4As. although she wanted 5, but i think its good alr larh. and noel scored 6A1s . LIKE WHAT SIAH. so pro. bring face to 2e2 though. LOL'
before gettin results, miss chin was like telling me i scored distinction for F&N . was super happy larh! i thought will B lorh! (;
dear got his results before me. he was kinda disappointed. awww!~ dear dear, you still have me!
i was super sad when i see eng and lit got C6. totally unexpected one lorh. i thought eng will C5 and lit will at least B derh leah! hai~ this lit paper really sucks my socks larh! sobs.
miss chin was the one that helped me teared the envelope. miss chai was there kept waiting to see. what siah. dots. and i was so happy i got B for maths and sci!! ole~!
was pestering sia for my reward cos he last time say he will reward me if i got B3 one! and i ought to thank miss rin this teacher too! (:
and dear for the physics tutoring! love you guys!
was afraid that i cant secure my A for c.h but i made it.! phew~
so i gt 14 for R4!! yay. minus CCA is 12. im glad. i guess so?
dont wanna talk about others. i dont know what to say also. just wanna say, WE WONT QIAO BU QI NI MEN DERH ok? cheer up [;
then was raining. so slacked in canteen. ben&rin ate cos they bth. dots. went to talk to eichien and jasmine. freaking disappointed with SJ now. hais~ whats this man. :(
then after the rain get smaller, me dear and jia parents went opp to eat chicken rice. its so nice! and the portion is big! cos we ordered a big plate of chicken and share! LOL'
cable aint working. shall upload the pics tml.
for now, i dont know choose what course man. such a hassle. and the course i like are limited. not prepared for this. sian. and dear say he wanna stick with me for poly. but.. hai~ dont be like this larh dear. i love you no matter what ok? :(
with love @ 22:24
mr sia called last night saying that i got owe school 39bucks. like wth. nv pay cannot take results. like that one lorh. so bad.
ok, i must say that the economical beehoon near our office is really nice! jiaqi ate 3bucks worth today. so crazy can? DA WEI WANG larh. although she still had some leftover.
luck was very bad in the morning. call never answer call or wrong no. one. zzz
recently only hit 80+ ticks. sian.
so had a sharing session today. super funny i can say. all the nonsense going round. and i want a mac treat yarh? LOL'
tml is results day. not in the anxious mood yet leah. LOL'
ben,rin and all are still going ecp for sunrise. like so crazy and nonsense.
well, having hiccup now. its so shit. bth!!
and dear's coming over in the morning to cook me breakfast. yoohoo~ lalala~
i hate FATHER. irritate me at this point of time. hymph!
with love @ 22:11
wasnt feeling very well this morning. flu and sore throat feels like shit. arghh~
dont know what event is happening today. the indian temple or whatever it is called near our office got alot of indians. somemore got road block and tents. so many of them walking around larh. like. zzz. a big event? and it's still going on when we knock off. LOL?
and i told jiaqi that i have a strong feeling that aidil will come and fetch her today. INDEED! he really came. LOL! so proud of my fortune telling skills man! hahaha.
nothing particular happened in work i guess. just that dear made a very sarcastic remark that turned me off. wth. but after some coaxing with 100 'i love you' and kisses, things are better ;p but he owe me a handmade cookie !!
but still.. im in the unhappy mode . bleah ;p
please dont disappoint me any further. you know the hearts on the love tree are very precious.
when all are gone,then.. orh horh. die lerh right? ;p
but i know you wont let that happen right? love ya :)
PS: wo hai zai bu kai xin zhuang tai ;p
with love @ 22:05
the train system was down this morning. had a hard time squeezing in the train. and inside, you dont even have to worry of falling down. you got everyone to support you. zzz so was waiting for jia parents for 10mins or so at clarke quay. they more jia lat than us. so only reached office at 9.10am. not too late actually.
well, got the info that Os results would be out on thurs. ALERT! CONFIRM GUARENTEE PLUS CHOP. sian~ i can sense depression cells growing all around the corner. shagggg
encountered a funny and shocking incident on the phone today.
after hanging up with this Ms W, she called again and said that her colleague is pretty interested in my service. so was so excited thinking that i would get another tick :)
BUT! she was actually wanting me to join another insurance company for telemarketing. salary would be 1.7k onwards!! she said she was impressed by my telemarketing skills right? bleah ;p ok, a little bhb.
then she was asking me to leave the current company and join them and stuffs. then i say i doing part-time now. then they say theirs is full-time. so i told her i cant cos im still a student. then she thought im in JC. then i told her i waiting for Os results. and she was so freaking shocked! cos my voice dont sound so young. alert. so after some talkings, ended the call with questions marks in my head larh. jiaqi was like kept thinking why i talked so long. in the sense that, ppl like to talk to me about their things on the phone derh lorh. when i am not a little interested at all. zzz
this time was a little long i guess. thats why she was wondering. LOL'
not bad right? ppl wanna hire me for 1.7k. but im too young larh. still underage i can say? so cannot. zzz oh yarh! and the girl asked me if i will be going back for schooling after results. so i told her DEFINITELY. dots. so lame. dont go sch then study 10years for what. ok, i think my future would be stucked in this kinda job alr man. manzxzxz
i want a more bright one larh. what siah. ==
1.7k is too less ;p
well, so im feeling feverish right now. flu and sore throat. is this a bad omen? oh gosh~ feel so... kill me man :(
and i dropped two strands of red hair while bathing just now. heartache! my money just dropped...
goodbye, feeling so sick. gonna sleep at 11pm as promised to dear ;p
with love @ 22:17
was being quite emo last night. sent dear a super long sms. 6pages? i guess so. he is anxious. he is frightened. so he will love me super duper more from today onwards ;p
went jp with daddy today. cos he got robinsons voucher. so he wanna buy a shirt for newyear.
jp is so lousy man. nth one. zzz
ive forgotten what happened today. dots. waiting for dear to online now. lalala~
with love @ 21:39
dear came and met me in the morning and we went to meet xuan for shopping. walked far east. bought a pair of shoes. goodness~ 5th pair this month. and xuan, 6-7 pairs alr. so nonsense right. LOL' then we headed to bugis. met weichiang, mel lim and leslie. leslie was still working in the cinema. sell F&B. haas' and we had popcorn,nachos and pepsi for FREE! so good right? his work is so slack larh. i want work also lorh. althought the pay is not alot. but its so good. free movie tix somemore. weichiang actually wanted to watch cloverfield. cos, its FREE yarh? LOL' didnt join them and we went bugis street for shopping. cny clothes alert.
and the sch announced that Os results would be out on fri. xuan heard it from her tanglin friends. are you excited? heart pounding like mad? RELAX!! hahaha
but now i really dont know what course to choose. dont disappoint me with that slip man!
bought 2 dresses. one shorts. one handbag. one ELMO BAG! (but not as nice as the tote bag that i could have gotten *sad* )xuan also bought quite alot. dear got himself two tees. alot of shou huo today right? (; so reached home at around 7+
dear was complaining that his shoulder is painful. and he didnt showed that he is happy today. kept giving that sian look. talked about valentines' day just now on the way home and he completely showed that not-interested face. with words that i have no intention to hear. super disappointed. i thought my first valentines' day would be a super sweet and memorable one. i supposed no one can understand how hopeful i am. no valentines' day for the past 16yrs. pathetic uh.
will you only remember my rights and love me with all your might?
with love @ 22:16
its a sian day today. jia parents didnt went out for lunch. like so nonsense? crazy one. so jiaqi was chiong-ing all the way. she say she wanna win me. LOL'
but.. lalala~ ;p
funny things happened. she was on the line looking for someone but it turned out to be this teochew ah ma speaking. shld be the grandma or something. so jiaqi dont know how to communicate. so i helped her. but i only know how to talk some. so me, jiaqi and melvin was like thinking how to talk. dear knows teochew but the way me and jiaqi pronounce its funny! LOL' jiaqi more funny ok. cos her dialect lousy. WAHAHAH. so the ah ma was also laughing with us larh. this is like so alerting. cant stop it man. haiyo~ thinking of it makes me laugh now. dots.
after that, i was calling this no. and the byebyeringring is a song which we had never heard before. its specially for byebyeringring i guess. the person nv ans so i let jia parents listened. and jiaqi fell in love with it! she kept call and listen and even recorded! so nonsense right! it goes like, please hold on awhile longer or something. super stupid larh. she kept on singing like what siah. alert! ask her to sing it for you. LOL!
ok, its a funny day today. thats all. going shopping tml. cny clothes please. manzxzxz. dont know what to get larh! grr
with love @ 22:07
dear bought mac breakfast for me today! yay. nice nice. BUT! i was having terrible stomachache like after an hour or so larh! freaking pain. visited the toilet for like 3times. ohh goodness~! sad larh. so was supposed to meet kemin during lunch to take xiaoxin cd. she work near there right. but while we're on the way to meet her, i then saw her msg saying that she cant make it! ARGHH~ she sent an hour ago but i didnt know. reception prob. disappointed.
so had mac for lunch. had grilled chicken foldover! better to have this cos my stomach is upset? dots. so was lucky today. as in, the calls. many own cars and i got a lot of checks [;
and we four was like msn-ing in the afternoon. like so lame right? we talked to each other. LOL!
jiaqi was pms-ing today. zzz so attitude larh. dont like!
forgotten what more had happened alr. LOL' thats all then.
and dear is full of sickness! WTHhhhhhh~~~!!!
bye
with love @ 22:18
dear was saying things that irritated me to the extent last night. was so freaking turned off and upset till this morning larh. things wasnt even better in the train ok. im so disappointed.
but i dont know why i cant stand this kinda thing for long. so we were better alr after some time.
ohh goodness~ i hate this.
jiaqi and me are always slacking in the afternoon larh. like what siah. so lazy! and you know, the xindian i bring everyday are always eaten up by the 3of them. i ate the least can. so sad right :(
see im so sharing ;p
today chat on the phone with a man for 9 minutes! grr~ he was telling me his past claim experience and stuff. like, i didnt asked lorh. wasted so much time. zzz
tiring tiring tiring. i want die alr man.
im wondering if dear would stay with me till the very end ...
with love @ 22:18
was settling rin&ben last night AGAIN. you know its always like this. iyo~ whats with them man!! so was really sleepy today. yawns~
daddy brought back pizza and drumlets last night too. so he asked me to bring to work to eat. its PIZZA DE FRANCE. LOL'
shared with dear and jia parents right. hahah.
and there's this very idiotic thing i wanna say!
FROM TODAY ONWARDS, ALL OUR MRT/BUS FARES WOULD ALL BE CHARGED AS IN ADULT'S !!
like so WAHH WAHH and TSKTSK can. now my transport fees is triple-d larh! and dear worse. cos he gotta send me home and waste another bus trip!
oh goodness~ this sucks
kinda sian with work alr man. shag
and xindian is also very essential in our work life!
i love dear. stick with me baby :)
with love @ 21:41
early in the morning went to sch with jiaqi to collect eagles award. but the stupid clerk would only be here at 8.30? wahh. so we waited for an hour larh. made us had to be late for work. zzz! jiaqi waited longer cos she was there at 7? LOL. so i had my breakfast there. saw engwee. and he ate with us. was there talking nonsense larh. LOL' he is still full of nonsense.
so after taking the cheque, we headed to office. jiayi and dear were alr there at 9.
jia parents were shocked when they see my hair right. its like so super red. mannn.
i called alot today. hit 121 ticks. like so alert. broke record. jiaqi broke hers too.
and dear was acting retarded today. he forgotten to press print and went to the printer and then realise. then when he came back and press, he go back and realise theres no paper!
still got one more action i forgotten is what. maybe jiaqi might blog. LOL
so jiayi gave him a name call R.I.A. you should guess what is it. hahaha
then i accidentally dripped hot choco on dear's bro cardigan. its topman limited ed. like zzz?
and he said his bro is angry and want him to pay. like what siah. dear like ignored me for few hours lorh. i did apologised liao what. was so angry larh. but after work, he like covered my head from the rain with whatever ways he can while we walked to mrt station. i know he cares for me larh ;p
so went for dinner with dear at sumo house. very long nv eat alr right? ;)

so was alr like 9 when reached home. aww~ so late. and dear gave me the couple tee today. its our 5th mth present ;)

dont really look nice like this. i think must two tgt then nice. cos its about tree one. LOL' i want see the one that dear own larh! and its so super ex. 40bucks one set. like what. haiyo. dear kanna con :(
400bucks is flying home to me soon soon soon !!! =D
with love @ 22:12
so waited for dear and he accompanied me to highlight my hair. approx 2hours. he must be feeling bored like what lorh. somemore he alittle sick. aww~ so sorry man. so bought him a donut. LOL' i highlighted a very red RED. haas' its like those need to bleach but i didnt bleach dao. the auntie helped me highlight whole patch of my tail. so bloody red can. pics alert.

and zi lian =x

so i told the auntie i wanted to cut my fringe a little. cos its still kinda long. in the end, she cut so short larh! now i cant side parting alr lorh. mus like mushroom kind? wahh~ sadded. i will make it back after it grows larh. hai~

gonna go to sch early in the morning tml to collect eagles award. sch office sucks. only weekdays can take. whats this larh. zzz
im waiting for dear to online again!
with love @ 22:33
last night internet having prob. so i can only blog today. so i'll edit the date again? LOL
went to cca open house with my sch uniform on cos ive got to take the edusave award in CC. so everyone was like keep asking me why i wore sch u larh. zzz. sian of replying the same ans again and again man. the st.john booth was like normal. but this time with a nursing bed. we ordered it like 12487154894 months ago. finally its here.
went to the hall to take a look at the arts performances. the dances were kinda messed up.
then to the parade square. sian larh. i no eye see st.john man. LOL'
band did marching. unique but weird. LOL'
overall, wasnt really satisfied with st.john. zzz
next year better have something new man!
#$%$@%this year's sec one's only got like that little bit lorh. also dont know can recruit how many man. and imso freaking disappointed with these cadets of mine larh. i was the one entertaining the sec ones in the end you know. and doing the casualty simulations too. whats this larh. shouldnt this be the job of theirs alr? i pass out liao lorh. zzz
so ley came and visit my booth and stuffs. went to see jia parents and rin. sat at the canteen slacked. then they went sakura for lunch. as for me, i waited for daddy to bring me to CC.
so the ceremony started at 3. boring larh. i was numbered 348. so imagine how many ppl i must see on stage before me. so was listening to songs. LOL' and you know those pri ones kids are really small and cute man. hahah. after my turn its actually 4+. actually also not that long larh. hahah
evening went je for dinner. cos mummy wanted to buy something. in the end, actually bought alot of things? DOTS. while wakling, I SAW DEAR OK!?!?!? LOL' so fated right? bleah.
he went to buy a couple tee for 5th anni today. yay yay yay.
so reached home at around 9.
yoohoo~ and im gonna highlight my hair tml. as in, today? lalala~ sian. waiting for dear nowwwww. miss him loads larh ;p
with love @ 23:21
voice was better today. did telemarketing! ole ole ole ole~ had donut for breakfast. dear bought it. heh~
results wasnt really good today. deproved alr. aww~ after 3days of rest. today's standard dropped. wah sad.
dont know what to say alr. The Golden Path is so nice. lalala~
love dear so much. he so teng me. bleah~
gotta go to sch for cca open house tml. and to take cash vouchers. yay. money! $.$
your care;concern and love is all that matters <3
with love @ 21:03
today will be the last day i will do admin job cos i miss talking on the phone terribly! arghh~ tml must do telemarketing man. zzz
was angry with dear today cos i asked him to wait for me to complete my updating but he didnt. after that he went to buy xindian while we waited for him at the mrt station. he took a really long time lorh. then he appeared with xiaoxiong bing gan. but that one i got at home alr. so i asked him to keep it for himself.
nothing much happened today actually. and i of cos forgave him right. he went imm to buy donuts as breakfast for me tml. so nice larh. lalala~ he so dote me. lalala~ ;p
something funny happened on the way home. its about mother. shant say here. later kanna abused.
maybe father will blog. but then again, might not. too obsessed with her H alr.
iya~ i dont know what to say now. someone is MIA-ing again. wahhhh
with love @ 22:19
voice was better but still hoarse today. didnt do telemarketing. continued system updating. sian~ made dear buy siewmai for me in the morning. yummy.
admin work is so so much easier to do compared to telemarketing. shag~ but i miss the phone :(
dear attituded me cos i scolded him 'asshole'. but its like, its just random lorh. i also scold jiaqi this and so what. zzz. and he also didnt cared about me lorh. whats this. zzz
but then he still apologised and stuffs. aiya~ we can patch things up really fast yarh.
nth much happened today. its really a short post. dont feel happy now.
he is always like this. im starting to doubt this love.
with love @ 22:09
sadded. i seriously lost my voice this time round. woke up and tried talking. all out of tone can.. so disappointed larh. wondering how to work lorh. jiaqi was super happy suan-ing me man. cos i cant rebut marh. wahhwahh. and i slacked like 1+hours doing nth? then i was asked to do system update. that was what dear did too. LOL alert.was kinda easy. wonder will they still pay me the same amount of money as before anot. hai~
caslyn was nice. she offered me two sachet. its a kinda herbal tea. she said its good for my throat. so nice right. btw, she's the lady boss :)had a hard time communicating with others. my voice is super awful larh. and its soft. cos if i speak loud, will out of tune. oh goodness.
trip on a curb while going to lunch. grr~ i cut my big toe. was bleeding. but not very pain at first. after while got the sensation keep coming. wahh~ dear went guardian and bought me plaster. and he cover my wound for me ok. so caring ;p
i freaking pissed off larh. is it every month also must injured my leg once huhh. super duper suay. wonder when will my voice recover. tml sure cannot talk on phone again one lorh. awww~ i want to talk larh!! ARR~hate my voice now. sounds like what siah. @#$^*^%$#@ ARGHHH
and i cant log in to msn now!! WTH LARH. ass
with love @ 22:34
so gave jia parents the birthday presents me and xuan bought for them. and they are really happy right. esp mother. cos its a moving stich. LOL
nth much happened actually. hit 120ticks. its progressing really slow yarh. today talk until voice hoarse lerh
:( after work went burgerking for dinner. i dont know i gian how long alr man.
so jiaqi cannt tahan temptation and bought a set too. they were supposed to go home for dinner right. alert
then walked around in central. was hoping to get shannon's present. but central is really lousy larh. zzz
then went home. past dear his 5th month anni present. its a hand-drew tshirt right? ;p




nice right? alert
he past me the 4th anni present today. like so long alr right? 1mth plus lorh. took so long.
but its really nice. the hearts he folded are really small. as in, smaller than the 'small' that i can fold. imagine his hands so big then got to fold these small little hearts right. alert.
also got a necklace inside. the one which i saw on sat. LOL' dots.
and he say he will get a couple tees for 5th anni present. looking forward ok. lala
drank honey water just now. but i think my voice is still as hoarse. shit man. if tml no voice how?!!?!? no work!?!?!? MANzxzxzxz . kill me someone :(
with love @ 22:11
brought donny to get his nails cut today. i paid for it ok. like. grr~ whatever. then went to imm. got the necessary items for presents and anni done alr. yay-ness.
went to jurong pasar malam after that. got nth one lorh. wasted time.
went home and chiong-ed the anni present liao. its so so super duper nice can. aww~
at night went tiongbahru plaza with michelle. she wanted to eat the mini steamboat. we shared. the price is cheap but the ingredients are little. so overall its super duper ex.
the ILT there was having a removal sale. super duper cheap. bought two shoes and stockings. alert. cheap can. but one of the shoe the strap got prob. need to send to cobbler. awww~ really like it can.
tired now. theres work tml. i dont want!! arghh~
i love dear. bleah ;p
with love @ 23:16
dear came around 10+ this morning. i was freaking disappointed with his outfit. the color combination is super duper ugly! grr~
then i cooked breakfast for him.

i know its simple. but is ai xin zao can ok?!?!?
then we went to meet xuan and head to bugis. she was attituding me larh! cos of an unknown tagger in her blog and i wronged her. arghh~ zzz
bought alot alot of things man. big packet small packet derh.
then dear left around 5. he needs to go hospital and visit his uncle.
after awhile, me and xuan went to town. bought a GUESS wallet. alert. its sales right.
leg was feeling super tired. reached home at 10. those whom i owe-d present, all can get alr right? zzz, dont know what to say alr. not a long post today.
with love @ 23:00
dear made breakfast for me today. tasted a little bland but i still ate it. its his effort right. lunch had twister fries! its nice nice ok? and this is what we drew ;p

some time after lunch, was feeling giddy. ate panadol. was feeling better. hit 108ticks today. impressive. but theres side effects for looking at the com and having the phone on your ear for too long ok. head was spinning.
just now was bathing and i vomitted my dinner. feeling really terrible now. nauseous again :(
tml gonna go for shopping. estimated expenses is 200bucks ok. oh man.
im seeing stars now. sorry for short post. something funny happened in the train. maybe jiaqi might blog about it. bye~
with love @ 22:18