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went simlim with xuan today. she said there got alot of cheap and cute phones. so yarh, took a look. she bought a small pink one. the functions are not bad ok. you can take a look at her blog if she did post up the pic. i wanna get a phone there too. shall wait when they got new designs. very cheap ok. 100+. so theres this HI-phone. it should be called the iPhone one larh. fake one. so funny. and they got one phone is full of buddha-ish design one. so alert lorh.

spent like 2hours there? saw lappy skin. yay-ness. its the design i wanted so much since i saw it on it fair. cost me 28bucks. free wrapping. so im gonna bring it down when i got it. will post up the pic yarh? ;) then walked around in bugis street. xuan bought quite alot. i bought a top and a heels. oops. hahaha. was tired. went home at 6plus. today is in the sian mood. was supposed to go out with dear derh lorh. but he sick and gotta go pray ancestors. iya~ ==
im still in the unhappy mood.

thats all for today? i feel so not in sigmaphi now. cos i didnt go for last day? sadded :(

woke up like 8plus today. went to nuh. its actually the trainee doctors' examination with patients. so i was one of them lorh. and its like, i will kind of make them pass or fail. so me and mummy went. they had buffet for breakfast. yummmy. hadnt been having a good slp since book out. really tired.

so after everything is settled, the exam only starts at 11. zzz right. each patient will get to be interviewed by 4trainees. so i will be sitting in the consultation room and wait for ppl to talk to me. hahah. as in they will ask me about my asthma all those lorh. well,i think the 2nd one is the best. theres this china boy larh. i dont like. the eng like chi slang and blah blah alot larh. LOL so it was ard 1pm when it ends. had buffet for lunch. LOL nice food ok. then got the transport allowance. after that daddy came and fetch and we went to imm. went to face shop and buy the strengthener. my nails broke lorh. like so heartache. the games!! arghh~ and i washed away the french that jiayi made. im sorry mother :( cos the colors had alr become one patch and uneven lorh. so is bobian. then i tried to do it myself. a pink and white one. but.. ok, its ugly =x
and mummy's gonna make me a elmo notebook sleeve. yay ;)

ok, i think theres some prob between me and dear. no, im too tired to think. lets slp all the way.
down-down-down-down-down~

yeah, so just got back from achievers day. dear came and fetch me. mummy cooked handmade dumplings for him ok. and he said its NICE :)
was threatening to rain that time so brought an umbrella. and it indeed rain after we came out from 7-11. so was kinda late for 5mins when i reached sch? lucky the rehearsal havent start. was perspiring like mad. hahahah. im an alumni ok. say yay.
only rehearsed for one time. was still quite unsure but still gotta do it.
the thing only starts at around 7. expected it. so me and rin and ley and shannon was like cheering outside the toilet there.

like what?!!?? i said i wont cheer like rin lorh. then she kept cheering made me and ley so grrr~ so we really cheered loud. and we were like so buay paiseh there. oh man. this is not the way larh! rin was jumping! iyooo~ the speeches infront are always long. so the presentation only starts at 7.30? was nervous when the thing starts larh. at first wasnt scared at all. was talking to xuan during the speech. its like we were just less than 10seats distance away. so lame right. then charinechai asked me to put down the phone so... LOL got a cert and a $20 kinokuniya voucher. alert. so we had buffet in the canteen while watching performances. there's a temp stage there. i think tanglin canteen changed alot. hahaha. the performances were ok and i guess the stage is gonna spoil. there were balloons on top of the stage larh. so after it ends, all of us just chiong up and get the balloons. its nice ok. theres a silver star below. i grabbed 3 and left one cos i dont know give who. == couldnt get the big and small star one cos its not allowed. oh well.

then went to aye market for food. rin was jumping with cheer again. gosh~ she's possesed. so crazy now. her mother treated us to drinks and food. thank her right. ;) daddy's friend was like telling me her company needs a data entry on the phone. and its just work once a week. 7 per hour and got cpf one. so its like not bad larh the deal. but the place is at united square. so far so far. too bad they only need like one? so.. hmm. shall consider. and im refrained from using the word 'can' behind the sentences. so i will change to 'ok'. hahah

dear and ley left sch after i took the award. they are heading back to np for campfire. i wanted to go too but time clashes and stuffs. i get really high in cheering during campfire derh lorh :( i want. so dear was like saying bye to me wearing something on his collar. its an action that all gfs hate. was so.. infuriating larh. but its in the public. cooldown cooldown. arghh~
and i actually broke both of my middle finger's nail during the camp. heartache lorh. just got the french then.. hai.

and ive got this sudden feel that dear had changed. as in, its not so close. i dont know whether is he just tired or am i just being sensitive. arghh~ well, i need some assurance. but but but.. he isnt here. for now, for tml. its getting emo here and the eyes are wet. no no no.
'so.. watcha gonna do when ya feeling down and no one's gonna come around?' ley shall sing it.
oh my mama.

having the doc's appointment or interview thingy tml. im busy ok. hahahah. and shannon is still lame as ever. guess im getting my lappy next week :) ok, thats all. goodbye ppl.

yo. had already booked out from camp just for achievers' day ok. so it shall be a long post cos im gonna blog about the two days in camp.

26th Mar
went to np with dear, ley and xing at like 9+ . at clementi's busstop saw teckcheong(dont know how to spell). so we 5 went tgt. sounds pathetic. cos i guess we were the only tanglinians? :( so was kinda nervous larh. like, later dont know anyone how?
then gathered at the convention centre. super lotsa ppl. and Different kinds one. was sitting at the back. and you would be shocked if i tell you this camp consist of 700 ppl. LOLOLOLOLOL
spent super lots of time settling everyone cos its a big grp. so the GLs. as in group leaders. they taught us the NP FOC cheer. yeah, standard for every camps to have cheers larh. was so messy lorh. cos dont know the lines. so we it was like our turn to register. and we were so scared we would be separated. but the fact is that eventually we must ==

so i was in SigmaPhi-2. for you info, there's 4divisions and 4sub groups under each division. so the probability to get into the same grp is like.. zzz do the maths. xing got into SigmaPhi-1. ley, ZetaPi something. dear, DeltaChi something. the names are so weird right? sure never hear before one. hahah. so unique.
then we went to the auditorium or theatre i dont know what to relax. they were playing percussions from a cca in the sch. nice one. then they intro-ed the commitees and ppl to us. everyone was still very nervous lorh. after that went to sports hall grand stand for lunch if i rmb correctly. they spent like a couple of hours settling the admin stuffs ok. lunch was ok. from Elsie's Kitchen. not those cheapo food which ug camp always give. made a friend by the name of Syaq. yeah, a malay one. cos she was like, 'you from tanglin? so you know jahizah?' and goes on. yeah. we are from the sch of humanties one.

after lunch went to the sports hall to put our barang barang. boys and girls slp in the same place but separate ok. its so small larh i think. cos its for 700ppl. ==
then we had ice breakers game. standard man. whacko, name listing and stuffs. play until sian. had been playing fro 5years alr can. so there was this part where they will blind fold us and sit down on the floor. then the GLs will bring you to another corner and pair you up with another person. and sure it would be an opp sex one larh. so we were to hold hands blindfolded-ly. as in its more secure right? got paired up with this guy-sean or shawn. he is from S1, xing's grp. so he was like kept talking and im the one answering. alert. felt so ps. he sounded so english you know the slang. then talktalktalk say until i got a dog. then he asked me about the breed. then i said Cross Chihuahua. so he was like, 'mine too! cross what?' then i said X mini pinscher. and guess what he said? 'MINE TOO! wahh, such a coincedence.' and it goes on. its so funny can. and he said his L1R4 is like 7 BEFORE cca points. its like wahhh lorh. yeahyeah. talk quite long larh.
after that then got to know this partner will be our mass dance partners the next day.

we also did tour around NP larh. as in they called it a scavenger hunt or soemthing? you have to answer Qs from dif checkpoints. yeah, then had dinner. then cheer cheer cheer. learnt alot of new cheers. cos every year SJ one is like so typical and standard. other grps on also nice. i like ley's :) so they were like telling us that after 7pm, we have to be very quiet cos NP is haunted and stuffs. and they tell us the story behind those blocks that are haunted. like wth? and we were supposed to go for a night walk that night. hairs stand up pls. saying that block50, the jogging track, the swimming pool are haunted. you know they said it until you will really believe it. and so qiao Syaq say she can see ghosts ok? so she like telling us there are a few on the track. WTHHHHH. then suddenly the GLs said that something had cropped up with the crews side. as in dirty things? so they brought all of us to the lecture rooms and settle. they made it really secretive and serious. and made it so real can. everyone was like what happened. then some chicky one would be laughing. then kanna scolded ==

so they tell us more ghost stories about NP and screened movie for us. first was JUNO. a very lame story which i understand nth. it was alr like 10pm that time ok. so after the movie end, they went youtube and showed us clips on Chris Rock and blah. super funny. was really sleepy cos like mn alr. so took a nap. after that, other grps ppl started for their nightwalk alr. i was like thinking, i thought got things cropped up why still got to walk lorh. zzz
and it was around 1am when they played The Eye by Jessica Alba. wah lau. very what lorh. ppl alr very scared and later going for the walk then they like that. i didnt watch. firstly cos i really scared larh. in such a unfamiliarise place with strangers. secondly cos was really tired. but the sounds of the movie never fails to freak me out. arghh~ so like my grp was the last to head off for the walk. and like the show was about to end already? was approx 3am.
the route we were designated to wasnt scary and we were walking in grps of 6. while ley walked in pairs and to block50. and hers is really scary. seriously. just by listening to her encounter without experiencing.

then had supper. its mcchicken with packet drink. first time hear camps' supper like that one right? i was also surprised larh. like alert. ate alr then we got to bathe. its like going 4am alr. really first time bathe so late and slp so late ok. cos like alot alr slept. and we dont have place to lay our sleeping bags. me and ley was like walkin around to find space larh. pathetic. the slp aint good. 3hours plus only. alright, next day.


27th Mar
breakfast was beehoon. a really dry one. then we went to convention centre for- MASS DANCE. the reason i caps it cos its really nice :)
they choreographed a dance with the StepUp2's track. you should know the song is nice. and suaysuay my dance partner sean or shawn booked out for a while for JC withdrawal. then i was ended with this boy call alan. he is 22. say WHAT. cos he studied JC and went for NS before alr. cool right. so the dance was really nice. and i like it. too bad i wasnt able to learn the next part cos it would be taught on fri :(

then it was lunch. the time gap between breakfast and lunch is really short one ok. also haven hungry. zzz after lunch was station games. the one GLs said it would be fun. we cheered alot. defienitely. cos we were supposed to get marbles from stations masters and those bigbig ppl. there was this game when we have to rub our hands and legs with butter ok. super disgusting. and those guys who are half-naked will put on their body. eeewww. then there was this when we have to put toothpaste on designated parts on your body and pass to another person's designated part of the body. its really like eeyer. cos i got it on my ear and its really cooling and minty. the earrings were like kanna. so there was mouth to mouth, mouth to ass and stuffs. super funny. and our cheers are also very funny and nonsense one ok. i wont be like rin to keep cheering it out ;p if not i should have did it for 5years alr right. LOL
was really tiring. was supposed to play this game call Butter Hill. the slope of the hill will be covered by butter, flour and stuff and you got to climb it. dirty right. and cos we were alr late. like 7pm alr. so dont need to play alr. we actually played alot previously alr larh. water games and stuffs.

then its dinnertime. tired and hungry and.. SMELLY. i saw munwah today and he was like nonsens-ing. and he definitely sound dif in real life and behind the screen and phone. zzz
alright, also saw alot of ppl that i know. didnt know they are all in NP. so happy :)
however, we werent able to eat dinner cos everyone have to bathe first. you know the smell is intolerable. only had dinner at approx 9pm. sian siah.
then we played block catching. not as in those typical ones ok. we are all worms and supposed to evolve to supermen in around 30mins. very nonsense one larh. you get to evolve at checkpoints by playing scissors-paper-stone. LAME right. was running like mad cos you cant get caught by the GLs and crews. wahhhh. then went back to grand stand to have supper. hello? its like just 2hours or so gap after dinner. whats this.
and guess what they gave tonight. POLAR curry puff and sugar roll with soya bean drink. sumptous right? i think this camp is super rich man. well, was still full so ate a little only.

so it was lights off. couldnt slp comfortably cos the floor sucks. hard and disgusting. woke up at 8. prepared to book out. was worrying if i can get my camp shirt. fyi, we paid for it. cos i dont know if book out earlier can get anot. but luckily, syaq is in the same camp as me in apr. so hopefully she can passed it to me when we meet. went off at around 9+. was afraid that ley, xing and dear wouldnt get my msg lorh. its very hard to get one another in camps one ok. zzz. and i missed mass dance session. its after breakfast. we skipped it :( ley they all actually booked out with me for achievers day. good right. hahah. then we went for breakfast. intending to go to king albert's park for mac just one stop away. but we missed the stop. LOL so dumb.

so settled at beauty world for it instead. was really hot ok. need aircon. so tried this new breakfast. mcgrilley or soemthing? taste okok larh. but its really filling. once is enough. its hotcake replacing the bread of mcmuffins. so the 3 of them will be booking in after achievers day today. fyi, this camp is the ever first one that i know that we can book in and out whenever we one. like what siah. LOL
i also feel like going back to cheer lorh but tml got doc's appointment :( campfire's cheering session is the best part in all the camps ok. you can get your voice hoarse that night one. but.. sigh. reached home ard 12pm. rest and stuffs and blog. sorry for the long post =x
will have another post at night when i come back ok. must read arhh. hahahah. bye~

gotta thank father for lending me her slping bag. cos this stupid michelle brought it to her camp larh. zzz and yes, its our last day today. YAY! so i was going down my list and i spotted Chai Woon Yin or something like that. i was thinking why this sound so much like charine chai. so checked my phone and the no. tallies! like alert can. me and jiaqi got teacher's no. in our leads. it might sound ok to you but i still think its just to coincedental. well, since jiayi called her ytd alr, then i cant call alr right. dots.

ordered kfc delivery for lunch. cos they got this super tuesday combo. so the delivery man gave us a box of chicken and a 1.5l pepsi and left. so i was wondering, what about the whipped potato and stuff? we were so angry larh. thinking that we were cheated. then he came back 10-15mins later and say he forgotten to give us. like LOL right. so funny lorh. see he wasted his petrol. so careless. the chicken is really so nice can. very long never eat alr. yumyum ;p

so jiaqi went off at 2pm cos she gotta go to maroon5 concert? and jiayi was on the phone wanting to pronounce YAMAHA. but.. ok, shan't say here. you guess it. later i got ignored how. hahahah
was really very shag in the late afternoon. the time passes so slowly can. got my cheque for this month. $750. so little can. keep leaving early so become like that larh. grr~
i guess the only ones that will miss us is seekiat and caslyn can. the rest... ==

went outram mrt to meet this person who is holding jiayi's psp console. LOL its dead as she said. waited quite some time. zzz was packing the stuffs for camp and i realise the thing why so little. cos in the past, sj camp i got to bring two bags can. and uniform cover, pole blahblah. LOL so funny. i hate camp larh. sian-ness. i wanna stay with ley lorh :(
wish me good luck man ppl. sad-ed. and rmb to come on fri!
ok thats all, ive got to continue packing. so insecure!

dear bought a pack of koko krunch. got free toy somemore. like a spinner. like one side tick and another side cross. then it will ans your Q. quite true for some Qs larh. dots. so went cold storage during lunch. dear bought me easter choco egg. HAHAH ;) was on promo buy one get one free. 6bucks for one ok. so ex. zzz got one from milkyway and another from maltersers. yummy. chocs are sweet larh. LOL

oh yarh, forgotten to mention that jiaqi actually called Tan Chor Seng today. its in her leads. at first still didnt know but kinda suspect already. then she checked her phone. indeed he is. like so alert and coincedental. you still cannot believe larh. i called tanchorsengS and limkianguanS before too but none are they leah. LOL
so jiayi saw this and decided to give a call to teachers who own cars. first was engeng. she did reveal her identity at the end and engwee scolded idiot. HAHAH so funny. then move on more and more. charinechai, tang and dont know who. so high siah. but only engwee know is her. the rest still blur. so alert-ing. oh man~
so went off at 5. cos need to bring donny back for review again. oh well :(

was raining when i alighted at clementi. even the platform was 'raining' ok. as in the rain outside splurt inside. terrible. the wind was so big that my umbrella kept wanteing to fly away lorh. wahh~ horrible. i was wondering what if i was wearing my old slippers. LOL confirm fall down like what. alert~
so went out only when the rain becomes smaller. donny is really good today. the doc says so too. ahahahah. thanks to all who did concerned about him ok?

yeah, so like tml is the last day. and we are ordering like pizzahut or kfc delivery? hahaha. alert. last day means pay day. i want money money money. hahah. and its camp on wed. SO FAST. NONONO :'(

lou gong zai ar, lei hai bin dou?

met up xuan and jia parents today at clementi inter. took bus7. we had lotsa stuffs to talk. esp father's outfit was my topic. hahaha. met up xuan at the busstop at centrepoint.walked around. had subway (been ages since i had it). then went up to kbox. its disappointing cos if we use the vouchers, this cannot that cannot. oh well, was is this really small room. no dif from clementi je all those. was so disappointed. and the mic is ==

so we requested to change room and blah. they kept saying big rooms had been booked and so on. what siah. zzz
then rin came. talk talk talk. sing sing sing.


after awhile, they really changed a room for us. a really BIGGER one. got two tv somemore, not bad right. hahah. was really high. sang quite a few songs. we ordered snacks too. thanks father and mother for forking out 200bucks voucher just to let all of us enjoy the session right? loves larh ;)

so i started my manicure session with mother. i pester her very long alr. and we brought alot of stuffs. she is doing french for me. silver and white. really nice. spent very very very long ok. cos i kept accidentally make until =x so sorry. really fun larh. cos like very long never come out together already. and is a no guys one. LOL' sang for 5hours then left. mother wanted to sing more but the rest wanna go alr. oh well. dear came and fetch me! really miss him alot alot. ytd whole day nv saw him lorh. and ley bought her lappy bag and a big handbag. i guess she spent ard 100bucks? very ex leah.

aidil and company came too. alot of time was spent waiting here and there. so the rest went off. left me, dear, xuan and jiayi. i wanted to see their arcade got the machine anot. unfortunately, NO! was so freaking disappointed until i saw this major and minor prize machine at the kbox level4. was so happy. the major prize is so attractive can. dear sponsored 5bucks, xuan-3bucks. myself 2bucks. in total, didnt won anything. mostly all close to get it ok. just one last stage. wah lau. i dont even feel like leaving lorh. its like im willing to spent whatever i have on it. but they pulled me away and the machine was stucked. so.. fated :(

xuan longbang all of us home. cos she wanted to cab home. thank you right. and mother offered famous amos cookies to us ;)
well, i guess im sick lorh. no matter what transport i take, im bound to feel giddy. really very terrible. was feeling unwell while on the cab. xuan was self reproaching. is it the right word? hahah. but after get off the cab, was feelin gbetter alr. phew~

dear had dinner at my house. and he ate something he never had before. i guess it was nice? ;p
he left at around 10.
sigh~ it's work tml. dreaddddd. well, last two days.


alright, pictures are down below.




my nails! nice? hahahah. thanks mother.


thats all for today. bye~

met xuan at 1.30 today. she was late larh! still promised that she wont last night one lorh. grr~
went to dhoby ghuat. walked around. you should know ps is such a boring place right. if not to meet the seller, we wont even go. so xuan said she was hungry and she wants some jap food. so we walked to cathay and had nihon mura. its really nice lorh. and the price is much more cheaper than other restaurants outside. we had this fried salmon skin. really yummy and big portion. LOL

by the time we want to go back to mrt station, it was already 4+ and we were supposed to meet the seller at 5. and this is something you wont imagine. it was raining cats and dogs. monkeys and donkeys that time larh! so angry. dont know how siah. so decided to take a cab down. had a hard time chiong-ing to the taxi stand. and we met this bunch of irritating boys can. tsk. keep pushing and pushing. and this taxi driver. rejected our ride without asking where we wanna go lorh. attitude siah! so we hopped on this cab and the fare was 2.80. the meter did not jump at all. so nonsense right. zzz

then we met up the seller and got our ELFs! so happy. its not disappointing at all. as in the products. so then xuan say she wanna go Prints to get some cards for her colleagues. so went down to city hall with her. so nice of me right. spent quite some time in both Prints available there. wanted to get a card for dear but not to my liking. after that xuan got her british-takeaway. wahh~ the Q is so damn long can. reached home only at 7+. tireddd.

gonna have kbox session tml. hooray. its been long. really long. and im excited to play the presspress game! dear wont turn me down right? i miss the WHOLE family can?

reached home at 10+. its tiring today. and i have to fix the photostudio now larh. assss

the box of koko krunch was filled with ants today! cos dear ever kept it tight ytd. so we were clearing ants. zzz. oh yarh, xuan got me choco eclair from prima deli. thanks right? Chanel? hahah ;p

the lor mai kai at my workplace there is really nice. and filling too ok. dear wanted to get me easter egg. but the varieties are very little now. cos last day what. so he got me choco rice crips. very nice ok. i requested it as a replacement. hahah. after lunch was crapping with jiaqi again. we were talking about the theory of beat small ppl. super funny. and i got an idea of having a blog regarding this. so ppl can come our blog and beat small people. hahahah. its creative ok. and not to forget! she actually said something which is so retarded can. made all of us laugh like what. oh man. shant say it here if not get beaten =x those who are present would know. ohh man can.
and horh, the parents are like telling me i have effinity with indians. LOL i believe so too! i can talk well with them ok. and can attract them. dont believe you ask jiaqi. LOL alert can. i can speak good indian. alert~

so was waiting desperately for work to end. tml is holiday right?!!?!? so aidil came and fetch jiaqi. they are going for weijun's bbq. then dear came my house for dinner. mummy cooked mushrooms for him ok. and is those super nice one horh. yummm yummm. but i dont know why he like the potato more which i think is not very nice lor. hmmm
after dinner watched some tv and i showed him some of the men's perfume. or you call it cologne. gave him a bottle which really smells nice. another one was good too but daddy wants it. oh well~

before i forget again. ytd wanted to post this but forgotten one. that time went to dear's bbq, saw his bro's gf right. you know she is such a bootlicker. she brought some toddlers clothes and claims that her bro or whoever cannot wear. so give dear's younger cousins and all. so act right? somemore she gave dear's girl cousin a hairclip. so the small girl told dear and the adults that she fancies dear's bro gf more. like please? super act larh. want to marry in also dont need so act right. cant stand it man. hope they break larh. his bro is eat soft rice and has a small white face also lorh. == bth. and i hope dear isnt angry with me for saying this?

wellwell, im gonna have movie and chinhuat tml. i dont know if i had repeated this alot of times. but im excited larh. both i gian very long alr. &&& i want manicure leah :(

jia parents went for ite register today. so left me and dear. work was bored. really bored. but this job also proves that im really sociable ok. with all those hours on the phone listening to car drivers' stories. LOL
oh well, tml is thurs! and fri is holiday! so excited. looking forward to fri can.
and i dont feel like going camp alr. so sian leah. i scared lonely also. hahaha. arghhh~
will promise a long post on fri ok. today nth to talk. dots.
bye~


i want kissy kissy hug hug.
tight tight pout pout ;p

dear went to np this morning to submit mine and his foc camp forms. but in the end, he forgotten to bring his form. like zzz right? he only came for work at 11am. so good!!!
&&& say hooray cos next week is last day of work lerh! lalala~ so excited.
work is boring larh. already like 4mths? no wonder so sian. i wonder if i am a full-time, will i die.

was crapping alot with jiaqi today. singing too. so nonsense.
and dear had became better and nicer. as in, everytime he make me angry, he will be very nice. but! for a period of time only lorh. zzz
well, he say this time wont be like other times. shall see lorh horh.
ok larh, i really got nothing to say ==

Almost here

Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you

Girl: But when I need you
You're almost here
Boy: Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
Girl: And when I hold you, you're almost here
Boy: Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
Girl: And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
Boy:'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here

understand that dear got to go get his laptop today. so i slept awhile longer so dont need wake up and wait so long. but then when in the morning he told me he will be leaving house at around 11am, i can sense that he wont be able to turn up. but still, he said that he will come and see me even if its too late to go for food fair. and so i waited. msged him in the early noon to see if he could come. he say he cant!! zzz if i dont ask him, i doubt he's going to tell me right? and i will continue to wait like no one business?
he was the one who said that we must go out on sunday. he was the one who say he will come no matter what. and he gave me the reason that his mother want to bring him to henderson to get the lappy. like what? and after i replied him, he did not reply me for a good 5hours. wth can. was super angry with him. he can just heck care me?
i wanted so much to go to the food fair one right.
made me rejected xuan's offer to go out. arggghh~!! ASS

so went food fair with daddy&mummy instead. was showing attitude to all of those who talked to me ok. well, the place wasnt as packed as IT fair last week. ate alot alot alot. the shark fin was really nice can? got abalone and the fin is really thick and long. yum yum. forgotten what else i ate but really nice larh. LOL and i saw big strawberries. and i though of rin. wonder if she went. after that saw hongchuen and gina. like dots. last week also saw him.
then we went carrefour to walk. was evening 6+ alr so went home and feed donny!

michelle's bf actually bought her a new walkman phone ok. and also bought hell lotsa stuffs for her. like so zzz. he upgrade his line alr give her the phone. so generous uh.
arghh~ whatever larh. very sian tml got to work can.


why did you stood me up today?
and bring me down always?

went ocbc this morning to make payment for the sch fees. had breakfast-putu mayam!
then waited for dear to come. he say we have to go his house first to get things before heading to his auntie house for the bbq.
so i was like super anxious larh. first time like meet his mum leah. you would say, WAHH SO LONG. zzz lucky the mother wasnt like 'fiona'. xuan&rin should know? ;p
quite relieved. hahaah. ate mcnuggets then headed off to kallang. took a train there. waited for his 2nd auntie there too. then all of us took a cab to the condo at meyer road. helped out with the things. his relative got alot. all from mother side one. cos a lot of siblings. and thus, ALOT OF COUSINS. ranges from k1 to poly age. LOL


so after setting up the fire and letting it to burn, dear ask me wanna play swing anot. was so elated can? very long never play liao. so walked to this place. like those fitness corner one. and played!! =D



the above are the pics of childish melvin ;p

then went back and started bbq-ing the food. his bro brought his gf along too. wahh~ she really very big size one can. then wear a super short shirt. couple shirt to be exact. we were =.=
they very tok gong one. the gf sit at the table. then his bro go take alot of food there. scared they might starve or what siah. in total they ate four big plates of food. me and dear only like 2plates? zzz but the food is really nice larh though its those simple bbq food. dear bbq-ed them for me and some is steal one. hahah. dear's youngest auntie was there talking to me about my poly course and stuff. she said i shouldnt give up chinese studies since my chi is good and chinese studies is very impt now cos of china's economic and blahblah. but its alr changed right? alert.
i think dear got around 10cousins can? iyooo~ big family.

was around 9 when the bbq ended. we went up to the unit. i saw guzheng can?
so long never touched already. so played with it. and i can rmb how to play ok? his cousin,kelly plays guzheng and piano. very young only can. she played PTO for us. nicenice ;)
spent my time with the guzheng while the adults are there chatting. left their place at around 10+. took dear's dad's lorry. he sent alot of us home. sat at the back. very long never already. so windy and cooling can. was afraid that it would rain initially. cos need to send alot of ppl home, reached home only at around 12. so im gonna edit the time of this post? hahah. his dad quite familiar with clementi siah. i tell him where i stay then he know where to go already. without me directing the way ehh. not bad arhh? haas'

ok, by right shouldnt be bloggin one. cos dear says its late alr. but since the com is alr on. might as well use right? and i hope i would be able to go suntec food fair tml ;( hope he doesnt disappoint me larh.
last but not least, this is my hand!

bandaged it cos if not i will keep bend it and make it so painful. you know im still not very cautious about this sprained pinkie. kept accidentally make dao. like this then i wont be able to bend it. pro right? hahah
ok, thats all for today. got to sleep soon.

just finished submitting the registration thingy online to np. very easy one ok. not like other schs need go down. hahah.
had coco crunch this morning for breakfast. super nice can! it will be my breakfast next whole week alr! hahah. and mother's too.

ate cup noodle for lunch. dont say so ke lian arhh. its really nice ok. hahahah ;p
spent my afternoon reading fortune for jia parents. not say read fortune. is like infering from a chinese word that they wrote. those who know li bu yi should know right? ;)
so mother was like saying im really accurate! ok, i wanna be on air now ;p
father like dont wanna comment. zz
time really flies when we do nonsense. really. alert. so it was 6pm! SAY YAY!
cos its WEEKEND!

aidil came and fetch jiaqi and they 3 went queensway. cos mother's psp kanna water. LOL
me and dear went for dinner at ljs. ok, super filling and the Q is super long cos there's only one super cashier! zzz
and i hurt my left pinkie ;( in exact, is sprained.
i wanted to catch my falling hp then BANG on the table or chair. then OUCH.
its really painful can. the more dear rub the more painful it is and tears just streamed down. i cant really tahan this kind of sprains derh pain horh.
so then after cooling down, walked around in the central. hoping to find a nice slipper cos mine.. zzz dont mention alr. angry.

then i went into this shop 'vogus'. bought this dress at 20bucks. really nice and cute. is 2 piece kind. red and black checkered! say WAH now. hahaa. the central got alot of sales can. go drop by this weekend i tell you. then went home alr. finger was freaking pain so dear kept rubbing for me in the train. ;)

reached home and received a letter from tanglin. i thought i got what fees haven pay again siah!
then it turned out to be that i am the TOP SCORER FOR CHINESE. was super happy larh. didnt know i can get can. alert ;D was laughing alot.
so was reading here and there. kept dear waiting. cos i asked him to help me submit the freshmen camp app form.
but you know what. the achievers' day rehearsal is on the first day of camp and actual day is on the 3rd day of camp. LOL can? and last day of camp i got doctor's appointment. hey, im busy ok ;p
so im gonna leave camp on the 3rd day. just to go for achievers' day. its an honour ok? and rin will be getting too. ALERT. first friend in tanglin and first friend for acheivers' awardee. LOL
we are both very happy ok. all of you reading this must come and support us on the 28th mar 6.30 in sch ok. heh
and i just received another notification that there's another camp for my course. BZSE. lame right. two camps. and so, i must spend 30bucks on both camps. whats this. also never see other sch so much camp one lorh. zzz

ok, enough already. i gotta ask daddy to help me rub my pinkie ;(
im having difficulties typing. hai~
BUT, im gonna spend my day with dear this weekend! SO, say hooray pls =D

jia parents didnt came for work today cos they need to accompany their mother for checkup or something. met dear and he told me he will be leaving work at 1pm cos he got to go for eye checkup at np with leslie. i was like WTH? then left me alone? super disappointed larh. last min then tell me. not even mentally prepared lorh. zzz

the flu was making my voice really hoarse. and it makes me hard to breathe through the nose. grr~ didnt do telemarketing today cos of these nonsense. did system updating. i updated 200 cases ok. remarkable alright. so before lunch, dear was like saying, he will come and fetch me after work. so sweet right? he had to go all the way to np from clarke quay then back again. aww~ ;)

we had mac. cos can spend more time together ;p
then he went off ;(
was listening to the songs in my phone while doing updating. listen until sian already larh. zzz
dear came at ard 6pm. everyone was like saying 'melvin is so nice to come back'. LOL. praise him siah. he will proud one ok. was raining the whole day. i know he wont bear to see me go home alone one right. somemore my slipper.. ZZZ one of the strap was detached while walking during lunchtime larh. lucky still got another two straps to support. zzz
lucky got dear for me to hold along the way ;)

the train back home was quite empty today. and guess what we saw. a pair of gay banglah can!! with moustach and goaty somemor. eeee. they were touching the neck and hitting each other. super disgusting larh. so we were making fun of them. i asked dear, 'who you think is the girl huhh?' HAHHAHA. we were looking at their every actions. and we concluded who is the girl and boy. i know its lame. but entertaining ok. the 'girl' very pathetic leah. cos the 'boy' was angry with 'her' and he sat on the seat while 'she' stood alone. sad right. so i asked dear again, 'wanna go confort her anot?' ALERT. super funny. time really flies with entertainment around.

last but not least. i love dear alotalot. he's so sweettttt ;)
lou gong zai, ngor oi lei la!



I remember like it was yesterday
First kiss and I knew you changed the game
You have me, exactly, well you want it,
And I'm on it

And I ain't ever gonna let you get away
Holdin' hands never made me feel this way
So special, boy it's your, your smile
We so in love(love)
La la la la Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your la la la la love
Yeah we so in love, love
I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up
Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up
Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Been a minute and we still holding it down
Butterflies every time you come around
You make me, so crazy
It's crazy, oh baby
And I don't ever wanna be with no one else
You're the only one that ever made me melt
You're special, boy it's your, your style

these two days, me and jiayi had been looking at pictures of cars. i intro-ed her a few cars that i am interested and she is also interested in them too. LOL and she even made a wishlist. like alert? was having terrible flu today. used like 3packets of tissue can. feel feverish too but never fever. zzz

dear was showing that typical attitude of his after lunch. was super pissed can. cant stand it larh. but i dont bear grudges for long right. everything's fine. but i still dont like his petty-ness and selfishness ok >=( dear, you wont be like this anymore right?

left office at 5pm cos need to bring donny for review. couldnt join rin and jia parents for dinner ;(
was raining cats and dogs while on the way home. so scared that i would fall. and its like, you carry and umbrella or not also same. cos eventually you will still get wet =.=
my slippers slipped off my feet while i was walking back home. so freaking paiseh larh! grr~
without the human walking stick, its dangerous to walk in the rain larh.

cos of the rain. there were no customers in the clinic. donny went for a blood test. yeah, condition is improving. thats good right. and he looks more lively today. yay-ness. lets just hope that there wont be any sudden relapse again.

sat gonna go for dear's family bbq. so anxious and scared larh. cos its the first time im actually meeting them? you'd be saying, 'why so late?!?' right? hai~ not like him. he met my family like not long after we got together. and even went out before. zzz whats this.

they actually bought ljs today for lunch. of cos, without asking us if we are interested. like, nonetheless we are still working under a company right? and they were like talking about what to eat happily plus so loudly like scared nobody can hear. zzz
jia parents li hai lorh. went out when the clock strikes 12. after that came to know that they went to had delifrance. good food ehh. me and dear only had fishball mee ==

jiaqi helped me answered a call while i was in the toilet. and guess what. the party actually gave 13carplates which is company's. and jiaqi got 13ticks just like that cos she claims it was she who answered and took down the info. zzz oh well. had to clear up alot of stuffs after she got these carplates cos they were inproper. had to check the correct number, the ownership, and their duedates. spent like super lots of times checking and calling. but didnt got a tick at all can. what kind of job. zzz but still chiong-ed all the way till 6pm and hit the target. its just a responsibility.

it was raining the whole day today. like non-stop. either drizzling or cats&dogs. so after work, was walking to mrt station. then the rain suddenly POMP down. so dear immediately took out his umbrella and shield me (; and jiayi's first reaction was to cover her head with a DELL's brochure that she was reading. was so funny larh. cos we were actually discussing about laptops then rain so heavily. LOLOLOL'
jiaqi was actually infront of us at that time and she got nothing to cover herself. the umbrella was in jiayi's bag. so like so alert larh.

jiaqi faster get the umbrella from jiayi's bag. it was like all messed up larh. hahaha. then we walked to the traffic light. it was really cold and the rain kept splashing our legs. jiaqi's whole back was wet. esp her butt! hahahah. then hid in the shelter of LTA building. was really cold larh. brrr~ so then we walked one round in audio house then continue our journey. luckily the rain was smaller and infact no more already. haas'
went the central cos jiayi wanted to ask about one handbag and to get a stich cup. was walking like fools cos the place anyhow one larh. zzz
didnt found the shop that have the bag. gonna try tml i guess.
spent some time in morethanwords. choosing the cup and looking at everything there. dear was very quiet and like very unusual. so then i realised he is very cold ;(

i wanted to keep him warm but he keep say dont need. hai~ sadded larh. reached home only at 8+ ok. so late. zzz
now nose keep attituding. had been like this since at work lorh. then somemore got the rain just now. terrible!
gotta bring donny back for review tml. he is looking better today. i hope tml will be much more better and the blood test results is positive. pray please~

discovered some yummy thing today! after work went liang court's basement cos i wanted to see if they have the bread shop there. then saw this shop that sells cheese cake and stuffs. they got vanilla and choco chous. its actually like those cream puffs from beard papa. very nice leah ;)

mummy just showed me photos of her when she was young. wth! super different can. i even think she looked better now larh. last time is like shit. LOL ok, i know its bad. but me and michelle agrees to it! wah lau. alert larh. pukepuke ;p

so im still hestitating if i should go for np's freshmen camp. falls on 26-29 leah. 4d3n can. zzz somemore 29th i got the hospital thing. got 70bucks ok. i dont wanna miss it. alert. howhow. zzz
i miss dear now. i want him now now now.

laolaolaogongong ;)

morning ard 10am went to aye market to have breakfast with daddy. mummy stayed at home with donny. and michelle went out jogging with friends. after that, set off to suntec IT fair with aunt and her husband. went food republic cos aunt wanna have breakfast. the place is really pack-y can. find seats also very hard. so they ordered dim sum from the fortun-ate restaurant. super ex. ex until zzzzz
then we started walking the IT fair. cant believe so many ppl come so early larh. took alot of brochures and ask this and that. indeed, sch is selling way more cheaper and all. aunt told me that DELL is the cheapest brand among all. o.O this i didnt know ehh. LOL

after finish walking level4, we went marina square's foodcourt to get a drink and a bite. then went back IT fair. level6. wanted to get a thumbdrive and m2 memory card. and i got it! 2gb imation thumbdrive at only $18.90. 1gb sandisk m2 at only $22. cheap right? and daddy also got an epson printer. cos ours breakdown long ago. and guess how much is it? $40. say WOW now. aunt also got herself DDR2 2gb ram for her lappy. 60bucks. its really cheap larh as from what she says. the place sometimes very squeezy sometimes okok. very difficult one lorh. and the prices gets lower and lower as time passes. like cny eve chinatown siah. LOL alert. so funny. got the atmosphere ok. just that this time is air-conditioned. and i saw hongchuen i guess? ok..

after this, its dinner time. you wont believe by the time we finished shopping, its already 5+ going 6 can. didnt know we spent so much time. and this is the first time i walked IT fair so willingly. alert. so then the adults wanna have steamboat. and aunt intro-ed this place call the '7th storey hotel'. she say everytime she passes by, sure packed one. so ask if we wanna try. its charcoal type one. so okok lorh. their steamboat is not buffet style one. its those standard for how many pax. so we ordered a small one and half-hainanese chicken. and you cant believe they only serve you 1prawn EACH. meat a few piece, vegetable a few strand, mushroom-TWO. egg, ONE. toufu- HELL LOTSA!! and the soup, tasteless!! wah lau. when i saw it i was like wth can. i told them we should had chongqing buffet steamboat. like its 15bucks/pax but you can take whatever you want. so enough of the grumbles.

then we saw this another table with 5pax and they order the one bigger, $49.90. ours is $29.90. and so funny. the lady ask the waitress. 'are these food for 5pax?' and the waitress say 'yarh it is, you can add others if you want'. and of cos its extra charges larh. most hilarious is that they also have 1 prawn EACH. AND! half of the plate is TOUFU. wah lau. laugh till peng can.
so we asked for bill. 61.10 BUCKS CAN?!?!!? =.= half of a chicken cost up to 16.80. its like we can buy a whole chicken outside? whats this. and the rice is 80cents per bowl. faint now man. somemore they add svc charge. like please? what service they have siah. wahh~ all of us say no more 2nd try please. dont understand why their business so good. zzz
what a dinner. so we walked back to collect car. and guess what. chongqing having long Q lorh. regret already larh. grr~ aunt still thought the charcoal one will be cheaper than this. my foot man. zzzzz

ok, enough of it. think already more angry. watched cj7 at home today cos daddy got the disc back. its a short movie but sad and funny. lame too. but the dog is so cute larh! aww~ and i teared quite alot =x
well, donny hasnt been better ;( he dont even have the strength to jump up the bed now. hai~ sadded. and theres work tml. no please? ;(

dear came today and followed us to bring donny to the clinic. slacked at home for like 2hours before set off lorh. cos daddy went out very long. zzz nose was super attituding. kept ah choo-ing. arghh~ used up so many tissues ==

its dear's first time visit to pet's clinic. somemore is sending a pet there. waited for about 30mins to our turn. but before that they had to take donny's blood sample to proceed to blood test. they started with the left hand. but the pressure is too low and they could hardly get any blood ;( so they tried his left leg. worse. cant get any at all. me and mummy was like dont even dare to see the nurse do it. only dear looked. so bo bian, i asked them try the right hand. lucky got blood. they should try right hand in the first place larh! poked so many holes! ass larh.

and so the report was out. red blood cells dropped by one percent and white blood cell still very high. doc say if the rbc continues to drop, we have to get another blood transfusion. this time, the blood MUST MATCH. cos it would be the second time. but still, we must go back next wed for the blood test again to see whether there's a need for another transfusion. i really hope NO please? ;'(
well, dr nathan want us to think if there's any big dogs that we know whose age is more than 2 less than 5years old. and weight is more than 10-15kg. so called shannon and asked her if anything happens, is einstien available. so she said she will try her best. im really super sad larh. everyone please pray for donny can? and tell me if you know any big dogs? hai~ sighsighsigh.
nothing will happen to donny okokokokokokokokokokokok.

bought pie to eat cos was really hungry. brought donny home but he look quite well leah. dont know why the blood test like that larh ;( sobsobs. after awhile send dear to the busstop. dear cried cos he can sense my anxiety and he is really sad for donny too. i know donny will be able to pull through one right. i really dont wish to have another blood transfusion for him larh. PLEASE, FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE.

donny is behaving so abnormally. he is doing things that he had never did in the past. its really heart-breaking.

had mac breakfast and lunch today. so fattening and expensive right. dots. so today was one of our colleague-vicky's birthday. but you know what? all of them gather in the room and celebrate. omitting the four of us! we were like so freaking angry. wah lau. we will like order pizza hut next week to spike them? super pissed can. grr~ if its not for the salary arhh.. #%%@**$$#!

well, so left office at 1pm. cos gotta go for checkup. had lunch with dear then went home to meet mummy. waited for like 45mins before its my turn. doctor say my condition not bad. she also wants me to go for an interview on the 29th. its just to let those trainee doctors ask about my experience in hospital and asthmatic condition. and they provide free breakfast and lunch. on top of it, they will still give me $70. like so LOL. just give them 3hours of my time and answer question then can get money already. dots.

spent 200bucks on the medical fee. see, another 200 on medical expenses in our family. == so was on the way home on the bus after checkup. and i stood near the door cos reached already. and mummy kept pulling me back with big force cos she insisted that the stop is not there yet. but im super confirmed larh. i always take bus home one right? zzz cos she kept thinking that the bus will alight at the other side. so i said, 'looked at the opposite larh!' then i got off. so she immediately got off too and laughed like crazy. i was so freaking pissed.

so after had dinner, went to aunt's place to discuss about the laptop thing and ngeeann thing. cos they sent the brochure over and i was so shocked at their price. dots.
so she say i should get one of the fugitsu model. cos the specs are very good and the price is good too and blah blah. cos she studies computer knowledge in uni. so all she say i catch no ball one. alert. and she claims that other models also cant fight this one. alrights alrights. poly life so many things to care larh. was talking to justine last night online cos we're in same course. so he say poly is the most ex institute to study after sec sch. but on the other hand, got alot of benefits also. LOL

gotta bring donny to the clinic again tomorrow. dear say he will tag along too!

was really very disappointed with dear today. he didnt showed much concern to me and donny. thats makes me feel really sad larh ;( whats more is that everytime when im unhappy, he still doesnt feel anxious. grr~ somemore he went temple ytd is not specially to pray for donny. but its cos his mother want to go so he just shunbian go also. you know te di and shun bian got alot of dif one right. zzzzz
jiaqi didnt went for work today. cos of stomachache or something? it was drizzling while walking to work. sian~ hate rain. make my slipper wet and dirty.

me and jiayi was feeling really shag the whole morning. we were calling htis batch of people who are borne in the year 71. and you know what, 90% are no cars,wrong numbers or no answer ones. super irritated larh! was grudging the morning. zzz
after lunch was better. but for me only. LOL cos i finished the 71 batch and proceed to 72. and alot got answer and got car one. HAHAH. jiayi was like WAHH-ing away.

we created our own entertainment as usual. played this game, wen zi jie long. dont know whats the eng name. but its like one person think of a word then the other must use the last word to start another new word. we played it handwritten-ly at work and verbally after work. like so super nonsense can. alot of people were around us listening to us lorh. so stupid!

well, dear gave me a watch today. its a red one. like those bangle type. i quite the design. he said he bought it, operate and get all the parts out and change some of it then screw it all back. of cos with the help of his uncle. overall, still ok larh. tomorrow gotta go for medical checkup again. gonna take halfday. sian. must go back alone again ;(

saw jia parents on tv just now! but, i still think this show is kinda lame and is not entertaining one. and they like never show alot lorh. just shoot it for the sake of shooting it. zzz. but its still very funny to see them on tv larh. like, its mother's wish to be on tv right? LOL alert!

donny didnt got any better today. usually he will send dear off the door but today he just stand there and see. plus his actions today are super slow and weak. sigh~ there is not a little pinkish on his ears and gums larh. what siah. sobs. ;'(
get well soon larh donny!


no, i wont expect you to sacrifice anything for me.
we should stop being selfish. i cant force you to accomodate to me all the time. you have your own thinking. slightly different from mine. i dont feel like attracting attention anymore.

left office at 5pm cos gotta get donny to the vet by 6.30. went home alone. so sad larh. dont have dear with me to prevent me from walking anyhow ;( somemore it was drizzling, and its so slippery. luckily he lent me his umbrella. so thoughful.

donny didnt ate today ;( and he dont feel excited when we got home and get his leash out. dr nathan say he is really very pale and yellow. so donny had a blood test cos of this and his past record. so they tried to get blood from his right hand. but its clotted and little. they need at least 0.6ml to go for blood test. so bo bian, they try from leg hand. its so heart aching larh. to see them poke the needle into two hands ;(
so waited for sometime before the report is out. they also made a throughout body examnination for him. so then the report is out. yes, its not as bad as the first time he got this sickness last Jun. but still bad, dr nathan say donny is miracle for a year. but actually, only 8mths larh. his white blood cells count is really high. and red blood cell counts, lower than minimum. but luckily, this time he dont need a blood transfusion. just have to feed him medicine and see how it goes.

so we told dr that donny refuses to eat and she showed us how to force-feed him. cos its a must for him to eat food and medicine. and its very scary can. cos she just open his mouth and push the food inside, close his mouth tight so that he cant spit out. she fed him a tablet of iron capsules and donny spit it out! no choice but have to get the powder inside out and mix it together. its so torturing. mummy was afraid that at home donny wont be so easy to coax.
dr nathan also injected steroid into donny's body. he squeaked when the needle was in. can feel his pain ok? aww~ ;'(

and we gotta bring donny back on sat again cos he is an unstable case. so sorry to jiayi that i cant go for the music garage party. so waited some time again for the medicine. gosh larh~ its alot of medicine can. in total, FIVE larh. and all is in diff procedure and diff mg. super confusing. i guess mummy will be having a super hard time. and guess how much was the bill? $230++. now keep your jaw as wide open as it can be. zzz larh! so ex lorh. $150 is spent on the reports and tests. and the rest is on the medicine, prescribed canned food and consultation. wahh~ and half of the fee is paid from my pay leah. hai~

reached home at ard 8. donny stayed under the sofa very long. wonder whats wrong. like getting worse after the visit. luckily he still feels hungry just now and mummy fed him canned food now he is sleeping soundly on my bed. hai~ very sad can. dont know what to do. is donny getting old? 5years only leah. dear told me that he is very sad too. cos of me and donny. donny like him alot one ok? he said he went to temple just now after work. thanks dear for doing so much for me. im really touched ;( i love you.

was really crowded in the train this morning. the people just kept squeezing and squeezing. so when the next stop was going to be outram that time, this auntie say 'excuse me' in that super irritating tone to dear. so he replied, ' i also want to go out!' in that sper attitude tone. LOL. was so funny larh. i was trying very hard to control my laughters. cant stand it man. so kia su one. zzz jiayi didnt come for work cos there's some dispute last night between the twins again. hai~ sian

really cannot enjoy so much during weekend man. if not, monday is hell. was feeling super duper sleepy while going for work. its killing me! me and jiayi did nonsense to add spice to our work. LOL like listing out titles of a particular singer. of cos i win right. im a chinese song dictionary right. but if on the other hand is on eng songs, i sure lose like what. hahah
ok, that was purely entertainment for the both of us.

after work, dear was showing a lousy face. cos he say he is really very very tired. can see also larh. hai~ sadded :(
it was drizzling and he protected me with his umbrella, and of cos, with himself. hee. loves <3
reached home had dinner and started looking at the envelope np sent me. had been waiting for ages. was so afraid they dont accept me. LOL
its a very big file with all the documents inside larh. stressed! and i dont even understand a single thing after i read everything. spent like one hour? dots. so dumb. was discussing with ley on the line and sms too. and indeed come out to some conclusions. hahah. but the fees is still that makes my head big. they never say or write properly what to pay lorh. sian siah. dont apply larh. grr~ and some of them actually have to go for eye-vision test. like dear and ley they all. so nonsense right. hahah. mummy gotta call their hotline tomorrow to clarify doubts. ley called them today but they gave her answer=no answer T.T

sian~ are we supposed to pay 1k+ for a semester? so ex meah. big head larh!! arghh~

dear came at 11+ this morning and brought along choco waffle ;)
so then after eating, he showed me the present he prepared for me. its so nice and sweet and lovely larh ;p
he stiched something for me. although its the concept of the first month present i gave him, but i think its still very nice.
see!!

he was grumbling about the green heart looked very ugly. cos of the white white thing on the 'small tree icons' (if you dont realise). so he said he wanna make another one and i offered him the fabrics that i still have. and he stiched the red one on the spot for me! he used one hour ok. so long. and im like so surprised larh. didnt know he could do such stiching and crafts thing. i love you man hubby <3

so we were slacking after that. suddenly i realise alot of people say the hotplate steamboat at marina south is closed already. so went online and check. indeed! its closed onthe first of this year already :( so was super sad larh. i want to have the hotplate one so much lorh! so i got mummy to call chin huat with the no. they provided on their website. and they say they had shifted to novena!! this place althought i went before, but still sounds so far from here. never go there rarely so like very unfamiliar marh. so i spent 1-2 hours on the net searching for alternatives. but in the end, we still decided to give it a try to novena. cos the person say its just opp novena mrt. so i think it shouldnt be a prob. somemore the weather is giving hell lotsa attitude the whole day today. so quite worried ;(

and so, we headed there at 4+ pm. reached there at around 5+ and spent half an hour searching for the place. didnt asked mummy to give me the exact address so we were like walking in circles there. faints larh! so after trying those possible places where it could be, we gave up. and headed to bugis. wanted to go rajah inn at tbp but dear say his family is there =x i will feel paiseh one ok. LOL so saddening lorh. bugis' ones are just steamboat and not with hotplate one. sadded larh. so after we walked until the place already, dear then realised he forgotten to withdraw money !! so we walked all the way back to parco. although its just a traffic light distance larh. and cos some portions of the basement is still under contruction, we had to use the atm at the mrt there. and i tell you what, its super long Q can. we were at the 20th+ position lorh. wah lau. never encountered such long Q before man. zzz

and we finally get to eat at around 7. was hungry like what already. had hot&sour and chicken soup for base. its the yuan yang kind. they will give you the menu and you tick the food you want. you can ask for the menu again and again until you are full. so they will set a trolley kinda thing beside your table and put the raw dishes there. its nice larh the food and the SOUP. is top ingredients one can. so dear said he dont like the meat there. but i think okok larh. the prawns although not live one or those big one, but still nice. and the crab is really sweet! we ordered food twice ;p and ended up really full. im really bloated larh! i think i really ate alot cos the soup base is really to my liking lorh. but still, i miss hotplate ;(
this place is 17.80 per pax with $5 for two the soup base. plus drinks, gst svc charge and stuff, we paid 46.80. i think its really ex. chin huat is just like 30 bucks for 2 lorh. i dont care man. i must eat chin huat soon!!

so we walked around in parco looking at phones and vaio laptop then went home already. its like 10pm when i reached home.
and dear say he will give me another part of the present on tues. so excited now. i hope he dont disappoint me.
nonetheless,
HAPPY 7TH MONTHSARY DEAR! ngor oi lei ;p

was supposed to meet xuan today to go for shopping cos she said we shouldnt waste a fine saturday at home. LOL. but was raining, drizzling since morning. so all the mood was gone. sorry yarh zabor. next time will make up ;)

so stayed at home. the neopets craze was back at home. this time, with mummy inside. LOL cos she was attracted to this neopets game inside regarding tiles matching and stuffs. so she is another one who will snatch com from us man. dots! played all the way until evening then went to je. heard jiayi say that this fashion is having a 12th anni sale. so decided to go there and get shorts. and so lucky, i saw a black button-ish dress which i really fancies. and its like so bloody cheap. so happy larh =D

had dinner over there too. so walked walked awhile then decided to go imm since its so near. guess what i saw?!!? AN ELMO SLING BAG!! scream with me now!!


super nice isnt it? somemore its BLACK&RED my fav color!! it costed me 32bucks ok? wahh~ sadded. but its imported from japan and its really sesame street branded. super love it larh. its my school bag now. ALERT~

then went to giant. so there was this half-price offer on sushi and sashimi. alot of people was gathering there. so we saw it and wanted to buy. but the sales there so what larh. he was supposed to stick the new price on top of the original one. and he did it so slowly. so everyone was standing there waiting for him to do so. zzz and mummy showed her auntie character. so paiseh for me and michelle lorh.

reached home at 9.30 ;) so excited about tommorow can? hees' i love hubby.