lessons were such a bore today! with shawnald's irritation, cant really survive through the tutorials and lectures. zzz played dj max. mans~ im such a noob. so sad. i game over so fast you know. grr~
nothing much happened today actually. stayed back to help my girls with their excel. since i already declared game over. LOL
went for dinner with daddy mummy.
dear came after his dragonboat which is like 9+? he still told me will end at 8pm lorh. liar! but whatever larh. angry for what. he gobbled that packet of rice that i bought him really fast. then we camwhored a little =x i seriously thinks that if he dont grab me tight i will feel really insecure. you know the couple-new-sch syndrome right. i dont want it to happen on me man!
wellwellwell, i dont know what to say already. poly life is stressful. or is it only our course? :( its only the 3rd week and i think we've gone through a year. ==
sian-ness. need a stressball now!!
with love @ 22:53
went to sch at 9+ cos i was selected for this filming thing. arghh~ so scared.
so was brief-ed on what to do and blah. waited for apple they all to come. the sharing with mr kenny low was okok larh. a little entertaining and sian. after the whole thing the 10 of us were supposed to act in front of the camera to let them video. LOL
after that went for lunch. alr wasted 20mins of lunch time alr. eugene joined us cos he was pang seh-ed by his gay friend. hahah. then was econs. first week's econs actually very nice one. now.. its like shit. i cant even catch any balls. sad larh!! :(
after that was makeup lesson for ITapps. learnt photoshop. but still same.. catch no balls and the room was bloody cold. lucky we were allowed to eat. 3hours you know!!
went to fax application form for the competition after the class. apple did something stupid! shant say it here lest if she sees it i die =x
i hate justine larh. he is so bad. fancy me doing so much for the grp lorh! arghh~ whatever. im gonna do my excel now. put on my thinking cap!!
i dont think i like sch :(
well well well, dear having fever now :( get well soon larh! grrr~
with love @ 21:44
dear came this late morning with a set of mcnuggets meal. LOL today is his lunar birthday fyi. ok, thats random. was supposed to meet wc they all today but last minute they cant turn up. so well, asked dear where he wanna go then he say he want go queensway buy soccer boots.
tadah~ then i remembered daddy got soccer boots and accessories. so asked him to let dear try see if he can fit. but sadly.. dear's leg too big!! bo bian have to go buy. i still thought can save a sum for him siah. one of daddy's friend actually works in a shoe shop in queensway. so i asked him if he go got discount anot. hahaha. and yes, he drove us there. dear only like nike's one. but daddy recommended adidas'. he's an adidas freak larh! zzz. i gave alot of comments on the shoe color also. LOL. i want him to buy the red one! alert~ then in the end he settled on this silver-orange nike one. only managed to get him a discount of 10+%. what siah. i thought can discount more lorh! grr~ $70 leah. then they two had katong laksa there and we had herbal egg too. queensway's is super nice one can! walk walk awhile then i chased daddy away cos we wanna pat tor =x
walked ard in anchorpoint and ikea. ikea was like having a renovation? so alot of place are sealed. nth nice to shop alr :( even their restaurant is under construction. zzz but still, had their hotdog bun. its a must right.. took a bus back to clementi and dear bought me giant fishball! yummy. you know i love the skin of the fishball. LOL ;p
reached home and daddy gave dear a pair of soccer socks and the leg pad or something. what a bargain right. these shall be our birthday present to him. LOL he drank a bowl of soup and ate a few wings then went home alr. i guess he got a feast from his ah ma at home? yeah..
tml mr kenny low is coming along with news reporter. we are all supposed to wear smartsmart ok. im actually supposed to be film with a few of my classmates asking him Qs. im gonna die soon. like SOON!! with my excel above me.. i think i can visit hell alr. arghh~
with love @ 20:31
spent my whole day doing ITapps homework and watching D.I.E. its a CID show larh. my favourite! i slept for 12hours since last night. power right. poly life is tiring.
ive forgotten how long ive spent doing the homework but it was really long. somemore i have even completed it. gotta chiong now lerh.
tml going out with wc they all i guess? so long never see them lerh! LOL
well i guess thats all? i want our YMCA proposal to be accepted!!
with love @ 21:42
woke up like 6+ going 7 today. i hate fri cos class starts at 8. yawns lorh! had LMS first. we did a collage about our inner self and stuffs. so funny! then she explain homework and blah blah. sian larh. there are so many homeworks to do can. zzz
then was contemp issues. suck-iest module ive ever had. the lecturer is boring. what we are learning are boring too. whole lesson was msn-ing i guess. LOL she asked us to do a ppt on Guy Fawres or something. our whole grp totally dont understand and just anyhow do. in the end, we did not present. just show her the slides. LOL
met matty, glory and justine to discuss the last bit of the project. i was so anxious lorh. cos im clueless to what me and matty have to do. then they ask me relax. justine dont seem to trust us though cos he kept say he want go. well well well..
bought puffs from cheers to fill up our empty stomachs first before going. matthew treated. LOL
the mrt trip is kinda long lorh. 36mins. == but luckily got matty's psp. played dj max. quite fun larh. im not noob ok. LOL first time play then got not bad grades alr horh. hahah.
then when reached bedok still have to transfer bus. luckily matty knows the east well. so we didnt get lost. spoke to two of the incharge there. they liked our idea and gave us suggestions too. it went off well. and fast. better than what i expected. but i think the girl like matty more. whatever larh horh. LOL
went back to bedok central for late lunch. bk. was super full. practically stuffing the burger in. cos you know.. its mushroom swiss. cannot waste. LOL but i threw the bread off =x
had a long chat with matty. talked about alot of things. and i realised he know a lot of bloody incidents. he himself also experienced. eee
so then took a train. he is nice larh. to take train too when he could take a bus easily.
waited for dear at clementi. was feeling super unwell. i cant have long rides even on mrt. it kills. i think im contracted to some illnesses :(
then went home. face was like so pale then dear and mummy kept wanna apply ointment on me! wah lau i hate that smell. makes me smell like oil. drank soup and had duck drumstick. LOL
played CS for awhile. i think i no interest in it alr. see, i m not addicted. goes to show i have no special interest on online games right? ;p
tons of hw for this weekend. super stress. its just the 2nd week of sch for goodness' sake. why so jia lat? arghh~
everyday, we're bound to be unhappy about something. its changing. or is it fading? i dont know. we would be able to live on without it. but seems like things are easier said than done.
with love @ 21:56
went to school at 830 cos justine gotta show us the shoe! LOL' was super tired lorh. so lethargic. only me and matthew reached at 830. justine was late and glory couldnt make it. arghh~ so tired.
had ITapps at 9. i dont like man. cos she "FLY". tsktsk. if never follow closely sure catch no ball one =.= somemore its 4hours. really can die. and the room is cold~~ brr
we were supposed to do a class grpwork on how IT can help Social Enterprise. its to make a movie. like so dumb. i think this topic cannot make movie derh lorh. so lame. so we just anyhow and i think its not relevant at all. but who cares larh. no marks one.
had lunch only at 1plus. cos was doing the movie then dragged..
after lunch had writcom. its a makeup lesson for tues. grp work makes the class a little more entertaining. if not it'd be so boring.
went to find mrs joyce after sch to discuss about our project. tml me and matty will be going down to BSSCS!! kinda scared leah =x i hope nothing goes wrong. i want our project to do really well man! met dear then went central to eat. he wanted kfc. so yarh.. ate ate. then went bbs to checked out paints for shoe. walked around central then go home alr.
i want this relationship to be simple too.
i wonder why it turned out so wrong now.
with love @ 21:59
just came back not long ago from SCC. kinda tired but still decided to blog since i did not do so ytd.
sch started at 9. was kinda hard locating the classroom lorh. so ulu. had writcom. the sian-ness class. but today was ok cos we did like letter writing and stuffs. somemore grp work. so its more entertaining right.
after that had tutorial for business management. was supposed to do slides on SWOT and Porter's 5 forces. i totally understand nth larh. then still gotta do. somemore our grp only got 3 person. so many things ive gotta do. stress like what. just anyhow bomb. and the time limit was shit! grr~
missed agape's lunch cos its like so far and im tired. only had tako balls for lunch cos not hungry at all. apple joined me in the light lunch. LOL
after break was lecture on business management. totally sucks larh. like 4 hours on the same thing. GRR~ didnt really paid much attention on dr red thus i dont know anything at all. hope someone can give tuition on this man! sobs :(
then was dismissal. actually apple they all wanted to slack ard and do hw one but in the end forsaken it. so i went ourspace to find dear and his friends. so sian larh. i played CS with leslie. now i realise i such a noob larh! seriously i must play with a girl.. if not. lose like what.
went SCC at around 6. super loads of ppl in the LT. the seniors were setting up the technical stuffs and they took really long. we were so sian lorh. then they showcased some of their pieces. i only like the duets. the other.. hmm.. then leslie was attracted to this girl larh! she is the senior LOL! after that they asked us to go to level5. fyi, we climbed up the stairs. imagine the tired-ness. really can peng lorh!
so they gathered us in this room. lousy room with only fans. then we sat in a circle cos they wanna play game =.= played murderer at first. i think its a super lame and stupid game larh. but it was really funny larh. cos leslie was so high and enthu. after that played charades? iya~ i dont know how to spell but i know how to pronounce. i dont think it was fun larh. zzz
then played this game call the H2O. super duper rough and tiring. leslie got sabo-ed alot of times siah. who ask him so high right. we were laughing like mad at him. we were actually thinking that the activity will end at 8 but it ended at 9.15 instead. was thinking of leaving at 8plus derh lorh. but leslie so high so we stayed with him. see we so nice ;p dear's two fren went with us also. leslie was like telling the whole world that he is interested in that senior lorh. so dumb right. zzz i guess he is very popular in SCC now. he even danced! he is like the focus today lorh.
went home at around 9plus. actually was intending to have dinner at clementi one but the time was so shit. so i suggested we go my house cook maggie mee. to my disappointment, theres only one pkt left. i was so !@$#%$^ larh. cos my sis and mum ate it just now. GRR~ was very annoyed leah. so mummy ask us go buy food. dear went to buy and i went to bathe. cos ive gotta call justine about our proj thingy. so like so so so rushy.
and im really glad that we had a miracle to our project! was really happy larh. you hear justine's voice i think he gonna cry alr. LOL i hope everything really goes smoothly man. im really very excited now! :)
only had my dinner at 10.30. dear was kinda angry cos i talked on the phone and had my dinner so late even though i said i was really hungry. im really sorry larh. cos i was too anxious about it marh :( i hope he can understand and really think for me. its like.. i think he had changed. or maybe both of us has changed. but i really want us to last. like seriously.. i wont be able to find another man who would love me like how he does and protects and cares for me this way.
im hoping for a change and something new in our r/s.
hope i can survive through tml. bless me.
with love @ 23:26
im busy and tired now. so i wont blog today. so sorry :(
2nd week alr so many sch works liao. sadded larh!
with love @ 23:06
met apple at clementi busstop today. was waiting for the shuttle bus. it came but stopped behind! then all the ppl chiong-ed there. we were like one of the few who reached there first derh lorh! so freaking pissed off. waited for the next one. was super packed. apple's friend was kept saying if we should cab down cos going to be 9 alr. dots?
was rushing to lt76 cos we were late. theres this library info skill thing. so sian right. it ended like at 9.30? so lame right. zzz. so went to atrium to buy the textbooks that i haven bought. got two first. cost me 80bucks! whats this. somemore its so darn heavy lorh >=(
then was lecture. okok larh. did grp work. had break. went to canteen1. had a hard time finding seats. ate chicken rice. the Q was super long and the serving was super small. zzz. $2.30?
had cheng tng. 60cents niah. LOL very nice lorh. so sweet.
was so full afterwards. had econs. i think econs its getting tougher man! awww~ :( and dr red is still as funny and nonsense. LOL
after sch had our project discussion. we've got a new member! glory :)
discussed for an hour plus then we were dispersed.
deciding to wait for dear at the atrium since i wanna buy something. was sitting at the table near the entrance. i was alone ok. so lonely larh! grr~ i told him to come faster come aft his lessons at 5 lorh. but guess what. he kept asking me where am i when he haven reached and got me so irritated. somemore he took his own sweet time to buy bubbletea. he claims that he scared im thirsty. but i think the truth is he thirsty what. if he tells me he's thirsty and wanna buy a drink i still can understand right. got me waiting so long. and when i saw him at the atrium long long time later, he was JUST BEHIND ME! and yet, HE CANT SEE ME. how dumb can this be? and i saw him walking around the whole atrium. so irritated larh! i called him and attituded him and he could even misinterpret what i said. GRR~!
trust him to even stay and talk to his friends suddenly. like dont even care where am i right. i was so freaking pissed lorh. felt like just leave like this but still i didnt. cos i cant bear to what.
so when he FINALLY saw me, i was walking off real fast with that attitude. was really angry like hell. im alr very insecure about him yet he still like that. whats this larh. and when i asked why cant he even see me when i m just right infront of him, guess what he said? 'cos i didnt know you wear like that today marh.' like please? he thought this is a meetup with buyer arhh? i must tell you what color i wearing and stuffs. and somemore the atrium is NOT BIG AT ALL. was pissed to the extent when he answered me this lorh. wah lau ehh! >=/
we actually agreeded to go je pasar malam today derh lorh. gian very long alr. he still drag time. he should know the waiting time for bus52 and the journey time what. still like that. was ignoring him like what throughout the whole journey lorh. zzz! cnat stand it.
was waiting for xuan at je cos she say she wanna go too. saw shannon there and we crapped abit. i want a birthday cake arhh shannon! LOL
then suddenly, he M.I.A. is like me and xuan were already walking down the lane then he dont know at where. called him several times then got through. i was like thinking what had happened larh! got me so freaked out. and there he goes saying that he went to the toilet. he didnt even told us lorh. whats his prob larh seriously. zzz! arghhh~
then while walking down the lane again.. he disappeared once more! you can sense how agitated i was anot? it was so crowded there lorh then he just anyhow walk. @#$%*&^$#@!
but turned out to be that he went to buy fishball for me. like =.= dont know what to say lorh. had honey chicken also. damn yummy. gian so long arhh. then walked around. xuan was tempted to buy a bag but i think the person is abit what lorh. dont know how to put it larh.
so i decided that i should forgive him. you know i cant angry a person for long larh. i must talk dehr lorh! if not will die. zzz somemore he kept giving me that pathetic look and saying sorry and blahs. arghh~ whatever. he bought me another waffle hotdog. seriously ate alot =x
also got me a thin thin red hairband. 1.70. so ex! then it was raining. so cant go opp with xuan. she went alone. hope she gets what she want. then he waited for my bus with me. i was like telling him.. 'the next time if you make me really really mad or sad again, im gonna breakup with you'. i dont know whether did he treat this seriously but i hope he does. i dont know whether im saying this out of spite but i know he had been making me lose faith in this love and make my love for him fade. i really hope he will do something about it. actually its a MUST ok! zzz
i really dont know what will happen if something like this happen again next time. bless me!
reached home and had a little of what mummy cooked for dinner. was already full. but got tempted by my fav steamed fish! its so so so nice. she very long never steam fish alr. then after some time i had my dinner. i coughed and i vomited. gross~! i think cos i ate alot and was too full alr. eeee. sucks. i dont want eat so much already. arghhh~
and tml theres no writcom! yay-ness. i dont like lorh! >.<
i hope you would really do a reflection. like seriously.
its gonna fade real fast in no time if things continues like this.
with love @ 22:29
ok, these are the pics from HMS FOC that i promised to upload.












wrote a really long email to dear last night. its like three times the length of my normal essay. spent quite some time on it. you know, i really couldnt take it. whatever whatever.
he came this morning and we went to meet xuan at the bus interchange. they are accompanying me to service my phone. and ALSO, to pei xuan for shopping. she spent alot today can. waited for less than 30mins to my turn. was surprised i could collect back my phone in 3hours time. thanks xuan for guiding me to servicing. this is my first time sending my phone to repair lorh. LOL this shows that i take care of my phone right.
went walk walk. had british takeaway. yummy!! went back to collect my phone at 5plus. ive got a new keypad! and i updated the software. so yarh, all the sweet little msges that i had accumulated since aug last year are all gone. 900+ of them. but he said that he will send back these msges to me. as in from now on he will text me sweet msges more often. well, i hope so?
went home at 6plus. he alighted at city hall cos he gotta go suntec to celebrate his uncle's birthday. hai~ im still feeling lousy now. but relax peeps, i wont die ;p
and i dont want sch tomorrow. like totally.. >.<
i will not cry. because i know thats weakness in your eyes.
im forced to fake. a smile, a laugh. everyday in my life.
my heart cant possibly break. when it wasnt even a whole to start with.
with love @ 21:33
today went hq cos my sj juniors are having their FAC. met lingfeng at lavender. the rest of the seniors were late so we went ahead first. when we reached hq, the competition just started. waited for quite awhile before its our cadets' turn. soon, jena,angela,chelsea and yongjie came. was quite surprised that he came cos like so long never see him liao. he's in NS. thats surprising.
oh well, so we went up and down the hq cos we dont know where the cadets were. in the end, we still manage to catch the NA team for their footdrills. it was... shall not elaborate. then angela they all suggest we go somewhere to chill out. so decided on bugis since its like so so so near. met valencia and her bf outside the hq then we started walking to bugis. not very far actually. cos we were at beach road.
went pasta mania for lunch. had tuna&bacon fusilli(i think is spelt like that?) was super full lorh. cos i added a lot of cheese =x
after that jena suggest for neoprint! then headed to level3. took 2 neoprints in total. paid 3bucks only :) hahahha. spent quite some time there lorh. waiting and stuffs. see the pics!












then went to bugis street as angela wanted to buy sweets. was really squeezy. zzz was around 6 when we headed back to hq. cos usually the prize presentation will start at around 7. but shocking-ly, we realised the thing has ended when we reached. we were all stunned can =.=
saw the place crowded with ppl. then asked sir about the results. both our name lost. oh well, shan't comment about anyone anything and everything. not in the position to do so either. hope next year we can do better :(
reached home around 7+. had dinner then discovered this phone giving me attitude. it says that my message was not sent so i sent a few times. then dear replied asking me why i sent so many times. like wth lorh! anyhow then wasted the msges. grr~ then i tried sending msg to starhub users and they cant receive. was so freaking pissed off. spent i think an hour trying to figure out what happened. called starhub but they are closed. so desperate larh! was venting my frustrations on dear and xuan? LOL sorry yarh. i think i wanna go service my phone tml. dragged so long lerh. sian
and apparently, he didnt read my blog post ytd. cos his internet was down. till now.. hai~ whatever larh. i hate myself for feeling this way! sucky sucks suck.
with love @ 22:13
well well, just came back from FANTAZIA! their performances were really nice. especially the dance! the songs were okok. i think i can sing better ;p
they invited a few guests like daphne khoo, renfred ng blahblah. the concert lasted for 2hrs plus. at first still quite awake then behind sian sian liao. felt like sleeping. today woke up at 7 ok!
had IS for the whole day. no larh. just 4hours. had Life Management Skills and Contemporary Issues. we watched a video clip on like employer and maid. i think IS is pretty interesting larh. something like social studies? better than S&W. aww~ i hate sports can! grr~
went canteen 1 for lunch. chicken chop. was a really rush-y one cos justine have to discuss the project with us. arghh~ in the end.. its still like that lorh. hai~ i feel so stressed :(
met cab at ourspace. took bus together. went home slack,bathe then went back to school for the concert. met some cinta girls first then went atrium to find dear and his friends. my girl-friends are so nice cos they went to the convention centre to help us book place :)
i told dear a number of times that i have not had my dinner. but well, he just keep ask me go buy. like come on, you should know what i want right. zzz oh whatever. was being rushed by the girls to the place cos booking of seats is actually not allowed. dear's friend kept delaying so we gotta rush. was really pressed by both sides. but whatever, its over. i didnt go supper with them.
i enjoyed the concert but i dont feel good now. im hungry. no one cares. im sad. no one felt. you know im starting to doubt this love. i know it had been going on for quite some time already. did you know i underwent many heart wrenching moments now and then? i bet you dont. i will try real hard to hold back my tears. well, maybe i was too sensitive. perhapsperhapsperhaps..
• hold her hand when you're around with your friends• be proud that you've got her• let her know she's important• she dont cry for no reason• dont ask her why she cry cos you are the only reason for her tears• kiss her without a sound. give her a surprise• when she's quiet, million things are in her mind• remember everything she says• give her all your attention• dont deliberately do things that she dislike
• mean everything you say and do it• let her feel LOVED
with love @ 23:19
school started at 9 today. so woke up earlier than usual. my earliest was 10am one lorh. and the weather was seriously bad this morning. raining cats and dogs ==
met apple and istianah at the clementi busstop. took the shuttle bus. i didnt know there is at that time ehh. hahaha. at least the trip is faster.
today had IT applications for 4 straight hours. sian-ness. somemore i didnt have breakfast. was really hungry :( ms chew taught us powerpoint. arghh~ theres alot of things that i dont know ok. and she just run through most of the things lorh. i cant even catch up. arghhh~ and im lazy to read the notes and blah. how? :( hai~
so last hour we did a powerpoint about our grp. yeah, i did most of the stuff. i dont exactly know the real thing i just anyhow tyco tyco did it. who cares right. LOL got do can liao.
after lesson was supposed to do the project. but justine they all wanna have lunch first. i was the only girl larh! seriously dont like. and i found out there are a few guys from my class from boys sch one. like alert. i think they are abit.. hahah. wellwell, they talked talked talked. so long.
went to ourspace to do proposal. tired. like staring at the lappy for an hour plus doing the same thing leah. ><
wanted to meet mrs joyce to show her our work but she wasnt there. then walked back to ourspace again to send email. but matthew is nice larh. he helped me carried my lappy. its heavy ok.
went home at around 4. was watching the tv then suddenly fell asleep. i dont know whether isit i was too tired or the flu pill really cant cause drowsiness. whatever.. i thought poly life wont be so tired one lorh. but i feel really tired. yawns~
dear came after his dragonboat training. was so late alr :( like 9?
ate dinner then chatted. he told me what he trained earlier on and blah. i think its really tough. but he say he wanna train until very fit and strong so he can hug me real tight. LOL
i dont really agree of him joining dragonboat derh lorh. like abit dangerous right =x
then he left at 10. i really miss him alot. i hope he could stay longer :( sobsobs.
going for fantazia concert tml! hope its fun. well. gotta go do hw then slp lerh. my eyes cant take it anymore.
with love @ 22:21
so like i went to school at only 1pm today. lessons starts at 2 and i went early for project with justine, benjamin and matthew. all guys. justine need a girl for opinion and stuffs i guess. thats why im in. but im really happy to be in his team larh cos he is so enthu and his ideas are good :)
met two of them at clementi then headed to
ourspace@72. did some rough designs blah and blah. headed for lecture on business management. aww~ i dont think i really like it although i understand it. cos im more to social kind. well.. that goes my 2hours with dr red. i like him. hahhaha. after class went to blk52 with janell to wait for huixian and rachel? theres a telematch today and we are supposed to go cheer for them but sadly i have to do project then cant join them. so they went ahead and i looked for dear at it helpdesk. he was installing his course software larh. saw larry and leslie there too. pei him awhile then go back blk52 to meet my grp members lerh. we were to have a meeting with mrs joyce to tell her about our idea. well, the idea was good but theres still lots of points we gotta do for the proposal. i felt kinda stress but challenging :) im gonna do the design later. aww~ inspiration pls :(
went back to find dear after the meeting. he like dont feel very happy to see me like that. i walked uphill and downhill for him lorh. hai~ i was feeling really hungry by then. walked to cheers wanting to get a choco bar. leslie treated me! yay-ness. was supposed to go for get to know you session with the scc one. but like no one is going with me and i feel kinda lazy larh. grrr~ you know. somemore i wanted to go to pasar malam one. but.. its kinda late so..
then dear sent me home. we had those icecream man icecream! its so nice. or maybe i was hungry. dear had the coffee one. eeeee. i dont like the smell in his mouth. he still come and kiss me larh. i was like keep siam-ing but still couldnt hide lorh! grr~ wellwell, i think i caught a cold. terrible. popped a pill just now and i fell asleep. i wasnt intend to take a nap one lorh! i got plenty of stuffs to do leah. disappointed.
now i gotta chiong alr. somemore my time is limited. tml class starts at 9. kill me please. byebye.
with love @ 21:01
hi people. went to school at 10 today. met apple at clementi. then waited for singyee and mabel. we were late abit =x had written com. i think the lecturer is kinda fierce larh. =x
this is all about writing and i think my eng sucks. so.. well. end class at 11.50 and thats all. no other classes after that cos tutorials are all cancelled. ;)
justine invited me to be in their grp for a social enterprise competition. im the only girl among the 4. this is like.. but nvm larh. i know justine can alr. LOLOLOL'
we are doing a pretty interesting proposal. i think im able to brainstorm alot on this topic ;) had a small discussion with them after class at the atrium. then ley AND bf came. haha. i was laughing ok. the discussion lasted for awhile only. then me and ley had teriyaki chicken rice bowl. i tell you its super yummy can. the potato salad rocks! i kept bullying ley's bf you know. hahaha. and i think he is someone thats good to bully ;p
then he went for lesson and both of us went to collect our ezlink cards. wanted to collect our prestige cards first one but the Q is closed already. oh well. the Q for ezlink cards looks long but actually not that horrible. then we went to lct block to meet ley's friend at egarage. we watched a movie 'gossip girls'. well i dont really understand the story but except for one part. ley should understand. LOL' then ley accompanied me to blk46 to get my lappy configured. waited like an hour before everything is done lorh. theres an indian staff there who served me. i think he is really funny and friendly larh. me and ley was like kept laughing at his actions and stuffs ;)
nonetheless, thanks ley for pei-ing me go for the configuration right?!?!
met dear at
ourspace@72 after that. he was collecting his prestige card and the Q is closed. meaning to say that me and ley cannot get it. sad. this card is actually a discount card for np student to some shop. cool right. only np got ok? ;p
after that went home. im suppose to go to a get-to-know-you session with the song composing club tml at 6 but i dont feel like going leah. how?!?!?! :(
and you know im actually starting class at 2 tml and ends at 4. quite nonsense right? dots. im ending at 1 on thurs. anyone can pei me? hahaha. received the hms foc pics alr but i lazy upload. shall do it this weekend alright? till now.. im still having the dont-want-school-syndrome :(
before i forget.. thanks cab alot! she gave me a few slices of cake. i think is her bdae cake? so good right. bu kui shi 10years fren ;p
and dear, cheer up please ? i need you so much to brighten my day. and you are a very big reason to my mood and emotions. i want your lovelove and LOVE. i hope we can stop drifiting apart already. so terrible :(
hai~ can we have more and more time together? PRETTY PLEASE? :(
with love @ 22:38
was on 154 this morning when i suddenly think..' is this the right bus?' hahaha. so nonsense larh. so sat by the busstop waiting for janell. then i realised meishi was beside me. so we started chatting and she told me that jonathan is in my course! i was so alert. he is my first bf. LOL and we hadnt contact each other for 3yrs already. so i was really excited to see how he looks now. but sadly, he dont really looks interested to see me again leah. zzz
so we went to the classroom. was waiting for the lecturer and feeling nervous. knew 4 new friends. apple, shine, mabel, singyee. nice ppl.
had 2hours of intro. very sian. and the lecturer stressed us lorh. with all those this and that :( then was break. had lunch at the atrium cos the canteen was packed. as in really no seats at all. had bacon and cheese melts sandwich. really yummy ;p
then went back for dr red's lecture. he is really funny man. and cartoon. lucky i can understand his slang. we were learning econs. i like this eeh. so fun ;)
after 2hours, was dismissal! went to cca fiesta with mabel,singyee and apple. cos the rest got classes. super lots of cca. and jiafeng kept pester me to join his one. shall see shall see. he also kept want me to do the cinta cheer lorh. like there? we two? no no no. hahah. i think i wanna join song composing club ;) so took a bus with apple. went to get my prepaid and pen refill. saw amanda on the bus. totally forgotten she is in np. saw eugene in bbs. like =.= zzz
went home to get the stuffs for family and my lappy then headed off to je for dinner with them ;D yay~ been so long. xuan wasnt there though :(
met them at galleria cafe or something. tried connecting to rin's wireless@sg umpteen times. then ley and dear came. they end sch around same time.
jiaqi took these pics with my phone. haas'




then went to kfc for dinner. like again? hahha. nvm since they wanna eat.
then we took neoprint!




so like because of some confusions, we choose the wrong format.. AGAIN. wahhh. whats this. everytime. grrr~
reached home at around 8. im supposed to buy 3 textbooks which cost total 110? thats so ex larh. didnt know poly books so ex lorh. grrr~ and i dont feel like doing homework.
wellwell, i think its not nice that me and dear is in the same campus. cos it makes no dif if we are in different polys. we are drifting. i think. and i know im feeling sad. just that im crying inside each time i feel the difference. not outside. i call this insecurity.
ending sch at 12 tml. yay-ness. i dont think i like sch at this point of time :( hai~ larh.
dear is feeling sad. so am i. i think we are feeling the same way.
with love @ 21:29
woke up like 10 this morning cos got to go for sao mu. as in go pray for ancestors blahblah. every year routine. so the place was at bishan. really crowded and smoky. arghh~ spent an hour or so there. then went to J8. had lunch then walk walk. after that went home and pestered michelle to help me make my blogskin. hahha. and its done. hope you all like it. its my lappy skin.
dinner went jurong to eat and went to imm. i wanted to buy the lappy bag. the simplest bag one with a zip. cos mummy is gonna sew an elmo there! :) so i spent my afternoon drawing the elmo on the fabrics and cutting and there. see!

the elmo is drawn by me ok. just that mummy help me with the sewing. yayyay!
so like tml is sch alr. i seriously dread it. im not prepared i think. hai~ and im having a problem of what to wear. how how how. arghhh~ kill me someone. i wanted to check who is in my class but i cant. i dunno why also. sian sian sian. im really missing dear. and i dunno what will happen when sch starts. im having a phoebia for sch now! hope everything goes on fine. may you pray for me alright? ok thats all alr. goodbye.
with love @ 23:01
was still soundly asleep this morning when dear msged and say he is outside the door. actually, its already 11+ larh =x. i need more sleep can. the camp was .. ==
ate breakfast and watched tv. very sian. me and dear was stoning cos it was raining and we cant go out. cos xuan wont be going with me so he offered to accompany me. you know, he is afraid whatever may happen if i go alone. heh heh.
so it was around two when the rain stopped. so off we go! dear's nose was attituding him alot. cos its very hot. so travel travel. i thought the shop was at level3 so we walked one round but cant find. then wnt up to level4 and found it. the shop assistant thought i forgotten i placed an order with her cos i only appeared now. LOL. so she started measuring and stuffs. then there came a guy wanting to buy screen protector. so she got to help him paste. the guy came with his parents. and they very picky larh. here cannot there cannot. zzz just a screen protector and they spent so much time. hai me got to wait. cos mine will take longer time so she suggest she make the screen protector first. me and dear was like kept making eye signs to each other about them. hahaha.
we got the lappy done around 4+ i guess? its nice its nice. hahahah. was hypnotising dear to get one too but he see he like orginal better. zzz and he was giving me that kind of face throughout the whole process larh. cos of his nose then his mood change. i was really annoyed lorh. i mean.. super annoyed. grr~ but i still got to thanks him for accmpanying me there if not i dont know how am i supposed to carry such a heavy thing and walk around man.
bought some snacks :) and went home already. see my lappy skin!!

theres actually shades of pink too. ;)
so nice right. got a tree and a small couple. yay-ness. love it for the first sight ok. spot it since IT fair. so happy larh. lalalala~
and i just realised my hse internet can wireless one. like so dumb. ytd i still used the usb internet adaptor larh. grr~
so tml im gonna sao mu. as in pay respects to the ancestors blahblah. oh well, sch is starting and i dont want :( i dont think i can even see dear in sch lorh. im kinda scared cos i think our r/s is still not stable lorh. hai~ i really need some assurance. and i think im still reluctant to know new friends. arghh~ kill me.
with love @ 21:10
hello. im like back from a tiring camp finally. LOL
got miss me anot. heh. im now feeling really really tired and sleepy but i still wanna blog about these 3days ok, ;)
9th Apr
was like so tired in the morning cos so long neverearly wake up. somemore this camp dear or ley is not with me. sadded. met justine at clementi's busstop first. he was quite late arhh.
then we were like directed to lt20. fyi, we have over 70 lts ;)
justine was in this house FRONTIZO. i was in AGAPE. another two houses are CHARA and ELPIS. among the houses there are 3 sub groups inside. my house name means Unconditional Love. so my grp name was CINTA. as in love in malay larh. the GLs were cheering here and there in the lt while the freshies just sit there look. JiaFeng,Celine,Syria,Rezeki were our GLs ;D LOL they gave us a big bag with goodies inside. 2 t-shirts. one torchlight cum sirent alarm.. one face towel. a box of adaptors thingy and etc etc. got to know this girl Janelle who so happen to be in the same course as me. so heng right. then sitting near us was Lee Shan and Huixian. knew 3 friends in the lt. not bad not bad.
then we headed off to our bunk. its block 50's classrooms. so they are all.. AIR-CONDITIONED. wahahah. so shiok right, so like we slacked in the room playing some ice breaking games. those really typical ones. theres about like 20 ppl in my grp. so i think its not too hard to get the names larh horh. then the GLs were saying that we must come up with our own grp cheer and stuff. so we breainstormed and i was the one that contributed it. a really fun and nice one. 3cheers to cynthia :) then we learnt mass dance. We're All In This Together. everyone was so funny. then had lunch. really dry fried rice. eeee. then started playing those station games. freaking tried. spent most of the time walking and waiting for other grps. forgotten what are the games but are really dirty. then had dinner. after dinner, had night games. like wth lorh. keep games.
night games are actually those games that get you really dirty. so that day, our grp were stained with peanut flour, red water color paint and all sorts of mixed liquid they made.
got to bath like only at 12 and we got to walk all the way to sports complex which is like damn damn far. slept at 2 plus. was missing dear real loads loads loads.
10 Apr
had a super light breakfast. two small sandwich and curry puff. all of their sizes are really small small small. we are supposed to have amazing race. the stations are located in Sentosa and Orchard. like imagine we wearing those typical camp outfit to town. you can faint!
our first station was sentosa. so like we took a bus, a train, a monorail. had mac in harbourfront first. we paid the entrance fee ourselves one ok. so bad. the sun was really hot then we had to walk here and there play here and there cheer here and there. last of all, we have to like RUN on SAND. imagine the friction. my leg really cannot tahan larh. only managed to complete the stations in sentosa cos no time for town. also good larh, wont paiseh.
had dinner back in np then prepared for campus night aka campfire night. we were supposed to design costumes using those nonsense materials then walk on the runway. like models ==
i was the first to walk the aisle lorh. suay arhh? so scared. so we were practicing alot during freetime. like how to pose and walk. a few of us get really high larh. LOL then this lance(i think is lik tt spell) kept being nonsense and irritating larh. like everyone is like ==
so finally was campus night. they said they got a real DJ here to make the atmosphere high cos its suppose to be like 'club' and stuffs. cheered alot at first. very high. then the grps started their runway and performances. our grp was the last. sian
we played the song Shake for out runway and i really very high while walking lorh. like posing and shaking all those. likie totally high one. my grp mates also. as in those crazy ones. so lance was the last item and he stripped. yesyes, so the place was like so noisy and excited. and if joel didnt pull him back right, i think he's gonna take off his pants too. like oh my..
our skid went off well also.. then cheered abit. everybody like lost control alr larh.
after all the performances, we had mass dance. then had freestyle! as in they turn on the music and disco lights. so all of us danced and shake like nobody's business. i think this is the first time i got so high lorh. we danced for like 1hr nonstop. hahhah. after that went back to bunk and played stupid mind games. got to bathe like at 2am? some of the girls didnt sleep while i slept for 2hours +. cos was like so freaking tired. lead the cheer, shake, dance blahblah.
11 Apr
packed up our bags and cleared the bunks. gathered for breakfast then went to lt20 for induction programmes. like those lecturers talktalktalk. really very sian and was dozing off a few times. cant take it. then went to hms blk for our own course briefing. bzse was combined with pcs. i think cos we are still new courses. also very sian. was yawning away. but still, know a few bzse ppl. so like wont be like blurblur in classes right.
then went back to lt20 to cheer and debrief all those. AGAPE was the best grp. YAY-ness. and i think this FRONTIZO cgl or who very act. like those ahbeng's cheers. yucks lorh.
then we went to the track to form up the word HMS for photo taking. took hell lotsa time. was perspiring madly. finally got to leave at 3? i can feel that the GLs really love us alot larh. as in like this is their first time leading. so yarh.. they really took good care of us too. so.. WE LOVE YOU GLs ;) haas'
so rushed home cos ive gotta get my lappy today. its the last day. like dragged so long right. the time couldnt match larh. zzz so i was like wondering how to get to henderson industrial park. somemore alone. later get lost or the lappy too heavy ;( then dear msged says that he will come and go with me. like alert. he's supposed to be in the day camp lorh. he booked out earlier for me. was so touched larh. like aww~ sweettt ;p
been two days since i saw him. although got msg a little, but still.. you know. hahah.
then we headed off there. not hard to find the place though. but the lappy was heavy. cos got this got that blahblah. lucky dear was there to carry it for me ;) i offered to help him ok. but he insisted that he carries it. yay~ he loves me.
went home put down the stuffs then went central for dinner. curry chicken hooray! hahah.
after dinner dear helped me with the lappy stuffs. im dumb at these computer applications larh. zzz so now its like done. i think so? hahha. gonna get it wrapped tml at simlim. xuan will be accompanying me i think?
wellwell, im thinking of SIGMAPHI. my FOC grp. im like so left out lorh. i doubt anyone of them will rmb me. cos like i booked out earlier. hai~ arghh~ i dont think im looking forward to sch. less time with dear :( the timetables we have sucks. dont match at all! grr~ hope my classmates are nice ppl. no nerds pleaseeeee. im suppose to have alot of things to blog but my brain is like half-dead already. super tired. if i think of any then i blog again ok. bye ppl!
sorry for this uber loing post =x
pics will be posted when the GLs send over.
with love @ 21:33
so like tomorrow going for camp already. went to dear's house to see him 'zui hou yi mian'. HAHAH. he made his breakfast and i had madelines which he bought ytd. then slacked and used his lappy. i think mine is nicer ;p
i wandered around in the net. and managed to find the blog link of genting. you know who it is in chi ;) but there wasnt any mentions in her post about melvin. so well, AND AND AND. she is in rp. LOL' dont know which course. xuan, check her out man!
i was making funny faces and sounds at her pics. alert~
and suddenly rain so big lorh. so zzz. when the rain gets smaller, went to je arcade. then just so happen that rin msged me to help her in her chi. LOL. since im at jurong, so decided to meet her and shannon at the library. been long since i saw them ;) dear played bball in arcade. wanted to break record but. only managed to break one machine's. his highest score that i had seen is 389. i think is li hai larh. heh~ then he played this car racing one. dont know what name. his turning skills not good ;p
so i played this grab sweets one. since its like 50cents per try. spent two bucks and got quite a handful of sweets larh :) oh yarh, and we saw nick mok playing id4 too.
then we saw this uncle. i think he changed 20+ bucks of $1 coin to play those giapgiap. he wanted to get a stich. hahaha, jiayi, STICH! me and dear stayed and watch him played from starting till the end. he got it in 7tries. spent like 10+ bucks. then since he got some coins left he continued to see if he can catch another one. but still.. didnt. he was like kept asking the in-charge to shift the stich's position. i didnt know can like that one lorh. ive never succeed in these kinda giapgiap games lorh. dear too. wonder when.. hmmm~
was around 5 when i went to library. dear went off cos he dont wanna stay. then suddenly he say he wanna buy an oreo donut for me. haas~ how long have i had donut already siah. then when he came back, i told him i forgotten to topup my ezlink card. and he walked all the way to mrt station to help me topup. awww~ dear is so nice. heh~ lovelove.
rin was like learning yan yu. i spent quite some time to complete her ws lorh. really quite difficult. and her texts are ... so long and boring ==
shannon was gossiping about her new friend to me. so funny. and we played taboo. cos rin wants to. very stupid and nonsense. and i really dont get what they talking lorh for some things. JC mean JC larh horh.
after that ben came. didnt know he got a vaio. the limited ed lizard skin one. the lappy is so darn heavy lorh. went off at 7 or so. so late siah. was having a hard time packing the stuffs for camp. dont know what bag to bring and so. sian-ness. so many camps for what! grr~ somemore need to wear red. whats this. i want die already. im going np alone. meeting justine outside np's busstop? but he haven reply me lorh. arghh~ i dont want go :( somemore so suay today come that one. tell me how to enjoy in camp man!!
dear good lorh. having day camp only for two days. at night can go home sleep. nice right. i also want like that. arghh~ i will miss him. wonder will he miss me anot. starting he still thought that my camp also day camp lorh. zzz sch is like starting already. wonder how would it be like.
take it easy pls!
with love @ 22:02
dear came this morning and said he wanna cook breakfast for me. but in the end, i was the one who fried the eggs and hotdogs. zzz lorh. went to suntec cos he promised to buy me a slipper.
but when we reached there, my foot was kinda pain with the blister as i was wearing a new shoe. hai~ after having hotdog bun (like again?), we went searching for the slipper. you know the pain will get really intense plus the plaster kept dropping! grr~
saw this not bad one at this shoe shop. asked him for comments but he said he would prefer the
m)phosis one. so well, we walked all the way back to citylink. with his attitude!! cos i was wandering around in the shopping mall. and he dont like shopping. arghh~ so like die die also got to choose one from m)phosis what right. hai~ i think the one i eyed on was better lorh. oh whatever. also choosen already right. so i returned him $1.50. its a rule or something. ask me if you wanna know. i lazy explain =x
then we went home after getting the slipper. its like, we spent hardly 2hours there? cos he gotta be home earlier today. arghh~ i didnt go to must-go-Toysrus and didnt played arcade. level three got so much kids toys and stuffs derh lorh :(
so im going for camp on wed. and his, on thurs. so like, we wont see each other for 3-4days.
>< im a little excited but a little bit dread...
i think im getting more emotional in the heart after watching The Seventh Day :'(
with love @ 22:33
well i know he's really trying very hard to make me happy. cos i could felt him racking his brains just to think of the perfect solution. yes indeed, he planned his time well so that he could bring me to bowling today.
after late breakfast, went shengshiong with daddy to buy the ingredients he need to prepare tonight's dinner. cos i told him that i will be bringing dear up for dinner, he cooked quite abit. from supermarket to wet market just to get all the stuffs in. but but but.. time didnt fly. was only like 1+ when i reached home when dear will only be here like 4? zzz
so like when he reached my place, we were like talking about this funeral thing that he attended this morning. he became emo and said rubbish. how could he say that lorh. was so >.< i hope he wont mention those kinda things again if not it will kill me.
then we walked to wcrc. been long since i bowl-ed. dots. not like him. ytd went movie,bowling,pool,arcade LORH. enjoyed so much arhh. wasnt getting the hang of it at the start. but slowly.. WAHAHAHA. i won dear a few points with all my STRIKEs X and SPAREs /
;) he had 0 strikes ok. im proud of myself. im sure he didnt lose on purpose for me ok. i WIN. lalalala~ im definitely going back for another time in weekday. cos the student package is much more worthy. i mean, ALOT MORE. yeahyeah. then went home for dinner.
he sure eat alot arhh. especially the PRAWNS. i dont know how many of them had he ate but he just continue taking and taking. zzz then he claimed that he thought got to finish all. lame lorh right. want to eat then say ;p
so like he went off at ard 8. and we are going out tml. he's gonna get me a pair of slippers. like FINALLY? hai~ its camp on wed. can i dont gooooooo? :(
with love @ 20:46
spent my day watching The Seventh Day. chiong finish alr. was crying like mad cos so touching and sad larh :(
dear went out with his foc grp mates. and guess what? they went to watch Shutter. like so damn. he spent like 10bucks to watch a movie that he watched just a few days back? WAHHH somemore he only going home now lorh. spent his whole day out also dont know do what right. zzz. its disappointing larh. cos i did not go back for the last day of camp. usually the last day is the most happening one what. and i bet they forgotten me already. wasnt really informed about any outings that's going on. until i asked one of them. there was an outing ytd for my grp. but i didnt went. tml there's another one at sentosa for the whole camp. no mood for it too. like extra like that. ppl alr forgotten you then you still go for what right. ARGHH~ whatever larh. just enjoy myself in hms camp okkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
well, dear changed his phone ytd. to w910i. bronze gold colored. he very what lorh. didnt even told me about it and i think he dont even intend to tell me. until i asked for his phone then he say his father got it for him and left it on the table that morning. zzz very what larh! always make me find out things myself one. #%$^**%$@#
he better let me win in bowling tml! lalalalalalalala~
with love @ 22:09
ok, so i forgotten to wish izuwan HAPPY BIRTHDAY in my blog ytd. i think he was disappointed? aww~ sorry right. here's a belated one. and i gave you a nice present isnt it? LOL ;)
oh well, dear came this afternoon and we went sch to collect the Os cert. so like when we reached the GO, shilin and isham was like taking out their ic for the clerk. then i was like looking at dear with that face and said..
C: i never bring ic leah.
M: i think ez link also can larh. lucky i got bring mine.
C: *laughing while touching my pocket* but i didnt bring anything out!
then we both laughed retardedly.
so i was looking at dear asking him to help me go home take. with the very sa jiao voice. LOLOLOL! and he really went back for me. love him loads loads loads larh :D
then i saw my juniors having training so went and take a look. seriously after i stepped down the corp became so slack siah. zzz. i wonder how they will cope with the FAC lorh. zzz so theres this very nonsense sec1 boy very noisy one. i know eichien cant stand him too. hahahha.
i was helping them to fix a spoilt kiwi polish can and got two nails broken. you say larh, sad anot. recently so many nails broke! grr~ then dear came with my ic already. 3CHEERS TO HIM! =)
went home after that and we played poker cards. like wth. i kept losing! and i think dear was damn happy larh right!!! spent my day mostly watching a new hk drama, The Seventh Day. its about love love larh. but quite funny also. not say nice to the extreme but still okok. and dear was like listening to them speak canto and learn to speak too. super funny.
was around 5+ then we went for dinner. decided with kfc. arghh~ i know we had been having it quite a few times already lately already. but that stupid coupon booklet at home just kept succeeding in tempting me all the time larh! LOL' but i know i wont have it for some time alr. i hope so. LOL then dear mention why we did not have our testimonials. im bewildered too. why huhh? hmmmmmmmmmm~ question marks..
michelle met the online seller for elmo tees today. the 4.50 one. super cheap larh. and the elmo head is bigger than the usual ones that ive got. yay-ness. so ive got like 4 tees now already? lalala~
wellwellwell. what i wanna say is that i really love him alot (but he loves me more ;p) cos he had been doting me for countless days already. and i am quite confirm that we did not have any quarrels before. as in those you scold me i scold you. maybe there was once? not sure if its counted. cos he had never been harsh on me. usually i was the one that throw tantrums at him larh =x but im really glad that he can stand my wilfulness. heex' and he had only scolded me once or twice. mostly i scold him and angry him one. LOL i think he is really patient.. towards me! ;p and i got him to create a blog. hahaha. nonsense yarh. i know i know. aww~ he's just so nice and sweet (excluding those times he made me disappointed). heh heh. i bet he's smiling now while reading. he better post something nice in his blog too! and im really happy that he had been spending his time with me very often. ok, lets build up that sense of trust and security up again baby! ;)
with love @ 22:04
was having my chicken rice watching the tv when suddenly a head popped up from the window. it was dear! hahah. so surprised. he say he wont come and meet me today derh lorh.
so i was stunned for a few secs then a burst out laughing.
so he brought along the model car which we bought ytd. and we started assembling it.
it looks kinda simple but then it looks kinda hard too. ok, contradicting. got a part when the space couldnt fix. so dear say we must file it. then i asked dear to search the toolbox for a filer. indeed there is and i kept file file file. like d&t like that siah. and YAY. i got it done and it fits nicely ;) didnt dare to anyhow do cos if broken, there goes the whole car already. didnt spent a long time fixing it though. look at the final product! FERRARI F50 ;)


nice right. its my fav black and red! so dear left like around 5. when daddy came back, he passed me a letter. its from dear ok. i was so surprised larh. i didnt know he sent me a letter by post. alert~ i was touched larh. it has been long horh? wellwell, hahahahha.
and i forgotten to post something which i should two days back. during foc, he knew this girl charmaine and they like become bro&sis i think? somemore they exchanged testi in friendster with contents like, 'you offline alr?' 'so early wake up?' 'take care of your knee' and blahblah. i was like WAHH lorh. but i'll trust dear. i willllllllllllllllll trust dear. arghh~
i aint jealous okokokokok.
and i want a slice of cake. dont know who owe me damn long alr right. lalalalala~
with love @ 21:05
alright, dear came this morning with mac breakfast ;) since we stopped work, had never ate mac breakfast. somemore my here no mac for a few weeks alr. he bought from jurong and cabbed down? i guess so? ok. then watched kids central. hahah. all-time-favourite when rotting a home. intended to go bowling one. but the weather aint good.
so was around 1pm when we headed to cine. yea, catching a movie since weekdays tix are cheap. wanted to watched semi-pro one. cos dear say i cannot watch ghost movie. but in the end, we still watched shutter. HAHAHH. lame right. i know he wants to watch larh. proud to say that this movie didnt made me cry. although its scary. most of the time i covered my eyes with dear's hand. but he kept cover my whole face that i can hardly breathe and hardly see a small thing on the screen. grr~ but still i understand the story. so.. LOL
then we walked to taka. took a look at the model cars in the toy department. cos i actually promised to buy him one like months ago? since today is 8th month, so.. just faster buy if not i'll guilty. see alr then i said maybe we should see what toysrus has. went to kinokuniya and i bought notebooks for my family :) got really nice designs lorh. and it would be a waste if i never get them ok. bought shannon and cab's birthday present too. wonder when will be the next family meetup. hmmm..
then went opp to paragon. the one that dear like was kinda ex at toysrus. so he forbid me to buy. so well, we walked back to taka again to get the one he actually fancies.
thats the one!

its a ferrari F50. you got to assemble the parts yourself. so dear gotta come on fri and we will fix it tgt ;) it costed me like 27bucks? i dont know whether its consider worth it anot. but dear really like it alot. so i think its worth it? hahaha.
was around 7 and its dinner time. was planed to go boonkeng for bbq steamboat one. but dear say he got no mood. hai~ wonder when then i can finally eat it lorh.. sadded. so he was thinking of having the suki sushi buffet at cine. but i think not worth it cos i dont eat alot of sushi. then i suggested nihon mura at cathay. hahaha. was really full ok. 30+ to 40. spent alot today yarh? then reached home at around 9+. dear promised to get me a pair of slippers derh horh? monday arhh! ok, thats all for today. gotta rot at home tml alr :(



oh i forgotten, HAPPY 8TH MONTHSARY MY LOVE ;D
with love @ 22:12
oh well, what ive got to say is .. HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY to family ;)
though there was really an emo chat between me and melvin on sunday's night, but it was not serious till it led to a breakup larh. the thing was settled just before i decided to prank on you all. hahaha. sorry ok. wellwell, this incident also let me see how concern they are? hmm
but theres really something going between me and him. and its really the prob lies on me. so.. whatever whatever whatever larh. he will reassure me one right? :(
also dont know why every year i also kanna the same april fool joke one. but im clever. never kanna alright. ok thats all. goodbye.
with love @ 21:17