woke up early early today cos gotta go ACS barker road for the official launch of YMCA-YFC competition. super boring cos the people kept talk talk talk. our mentor didnt come. like wth right. not supportive one lorh! grr~ but still our VWO came. well, whats the point? then it was time for reception. ate a little then went off. cos the rest wanted to stay for briefing and stuffs. me, matty, juowi and billy left. they suggested pool. so yarh, went to paradiz for it. juowi is the pro. dots. and matty was super nonsense. i think i played quite well ok. hahahah.
went off at around 3 or so. then got the urge to cut my hair! actually wanted to do so long time ago cos the fringe is irritating. then was thinking what kind of hair should i cut. i want a new styleeeeee.
so i drew on the white-board what i want.
like concave but i think not really? yeahyeah.
was thinking really hard whether should i. cos ive never like so big guts before. but still, i went for it.
cut short abit. actually quite alot :( but nvm. ive decided and shall not regret.
my original length and fringe.
now..
short right?! i still cant believe i cut short. nobody will be envious of my long hair anymore. awww~ but i'll love my new hair now YO.
so its like we're really pressed for time. cos we really need to submit the shoe orders to the manufacturer by this week. but apparently, everyone dont wanna buy. i dont quite understand why. those i was so confident would buy didnt buy. totally disappointed me. i was still so confident at first to get alot of orders. i underestimated myself. sigh~
i need dear now. hasnt been talking much today :(
its a pair of shoe. a very meaningful one. but yet.. ..
with love @ 22:08
had in-class essay test today for contemp issues. i only start preparing last night. in fact, didnt really prepared larh. just find links. dots. seems like everyone is so prepared lorh. i was thinking real hard how to write. i think i wrote crap =x
so we were given around 1hr 45 mins to write. the typing sound is the only thing you can hear in class. the word limit is 1150 and i hit 1500. opps. see, craps.
we were supposed to submit our work then there's a system to check whether we got plagiarize other people's work or not. if you got 20%, means gone-d. you essay shows plagiarism. i waited so long to see my result but super lag! so i gave up. i am afraid i will hit 20% leah. how? :(
well well, went SIM the left side for lunch. hahah. chicken set combo is super filling! didnt ate up all. cos i wanted to save space for brownie with icecream! its super nice and yummy larh. i tempted apple, mabel and weiling. ahhaha! spent like 8bucks there. arghh~ broke. went home and on the sofa i dozed off. i didnt want to sleep derh lorh. but you know. too tired alr =x
dear came at 5plus and we had dinner together.
daddy just bought a DELL PC with 20inch monitor. i seriously think that theres not a need for a new PC. maybe a new CPU would be good since our old one sucks. but he bought EVERYTHING. waste money larh. might as well give me right. zzzzz
alright, so tml gonna go ACS to get our seed funding for our selfless shoe proj! YAY. i hope all of you can order these shoes by this week. support us pls? its like solving the social issue you know?
with love @ 11:59
had itapps presentation today. we chiong-ed like 2weeks for it. wore formal. 3.5inches red heel. LOL. super tiring. i wanted to be taller than mabel larh :p
so the whole class were to grade each and everyone when they presents. then still got reflections and stuffs. so stress. we were the third grp. was super scared larh. heart was pounding really fast when it was reaching our turn. lucky she gave the class toilet break! hahaha
managed to cool down abit then presented. wasnt too bad though. the poster concept was complimented! hahahhaa :)
but the video.. hais~
but overall is still good. glad glad so glad.
was supposed to have dinner with dear but he say he got stomachache so i asked him to go home instead. but suay suay i left my ezlink card with him. in the end he gotta wait till 6. haha. so sorry. actually he say since thats the case we shall have dinner together. but too late i told mummy im going home for dinner liao. too baddddd.
was spending a few hours doing IT reflection and to research on the points for my COM TEMP ISSUES essay tml! i think its stupid larh. this essay. zzz. alot ppl sure die on it one. ahaha. im one of them. super diffcult. APA and ref blah blah. this is hell!
no rest after presentation lorh. sobs :(
next week is common test week. sigh. econs and writcom. killerssss.
with love @ 23:43
this morning was raining cats and dogs. i've no choice but to wear sneakers. arghh~ dont like. but reached school the rain stopped. like wth? and we were early for class. this is the ONE AND ONLY TIME you know. we stood outside the class waiting for ms fong. hahaha. but writcom was shit because groupwork was difficult.
then we went dr red's class for econs revision. gonna have common test on tues. heng he did revise. if not i sure dont know how to do all the maths lorh :(
had lunch at SIM. we tried the expensive side one. hahah. the mash potato was super nice! wanted to try brownie with ice cream but very full alr. mabel's and apple's pasta werent nice though =x isty is the happiest one. LOL
business lecture was total sian-ness. i think i really cant absorb any business concepts and blahs lorh. totally. so like matty initiated an uno game. LOL and i WON! yesyesyes. like been so long since i UNO GAME-d. LOL. lucky there's entertainment to spend time over lecture.
stayed back after sch for last touch up on SE project and to rehearse. jonathan lau made me so angry. GRR~
and dear stayed too. he'd been staying with me these 2weeks till i go home late. so nice of him. but his face always the sian sian kind. i dont like lorh =.=
im scared of tml. super nervous. formal presentation. arghhh~ and comp issues test on fri. need to find evidences and blahs. total madness. time is never enough. like... >=(
with love @ 22:53
writcom was group work again. then halfway through the class' girls left to help in the grad 2008 ushering. only left me and apple never go. well. so went SIM for lunch. after that headed to ourspace to touch up on SE posters and videos. we do until so shiok until dont wanna go class lorh :(
but amazingly, we understand econs today. isit because due to lesser ppl in class? or what? dont know. but at least we understand. lalala~ then since mrs joyce was not in class, we continued with the project. but shit shit shit shit. the movie maker gave me super foul attitude. hate it. tried like 3445657654 times but still cant play. super pek cek! somemore we were to like share about what we had done to the class and let mrs joyce give comments. zzzz!
in the end we showed nothing but only our mouths. sighs.
quite a number of ppl were nice in wanting to help me on the movie maker. but nth could be done :( mrs joyce helped too. so we used around an hour to figure things and think of alternatives blah and blah. mrs joyce stayed in the classroom till we left. so nice of her. im super stressed larh. project 1&2. and no one is ordering selfless shoe. WTH. please order can! we need to send the orders already :(
dont know whether is it a miracle. the movie maker can work when i on the com just now. phew lorh. editted whats necessary but still 4:30mins. someone teach me how. i cant take it already. ARGHHHHHHHHH~
with love @ 22:58
was raining heavily this morning. makes me dont even feel like waking up. so shiok lorh. but when i stepped out, it stopped raining. dots?
a social enterpreneur Mr Alfie Othman came and gave us lecture today. alot was like what Lois said. but still i felt tired listening to him :(
econs was also total sian and shit-ness. i seriously think i cant cope with sch. hai~
after sch was SE project again. left sch only at 8. i didnt expect so late one lorh. i though 6 jiu can leave liao. but sigh. this video is giving us loads of probs. at least its consider almost done alr.
dear was really nice. he pei-ed me after he dismiss. although i feel some unhappiness in him, but i really appreciate him for pei-ing me :) and tml he says he wanna wait for me to be dismissed. which is like 3hrs after his? awww~ love him.
so was editting the video when i online some time earlier. probs hit me AGAIN. shit it all man. i hope i can just heck care, off lappy and go slp. im dedicating dont know how long to lappy for project. i hate it.
with love @ 23:03
new blogskin alert! :D
spent a long long long time last night doing it. nice right?!?!
i asked dear to camwhore-d with me ytd so i can make a blogskin that has HIM inside. and of cos he agreed. he want himself here too! hahaha.
its pretty nonsense and funny larh. cos we were taking the pictures under my blog. he pose, i snap. i pose, he snap. so its like we were posing with the air! ahahha. its so so funny. but the effect is so nice right! our LMS video inspired me with this idea :)
i will edit more when im free.
so this morning met up with apple and mabel at kap mac for discussion. was super sleepy :( had mac breakfast. it's been longggg. did video. i tell you the video is giving us loadsa probs larh seriously. we dont know spent how long doing liao. someone help us man! grr~ and my batt KO-ed. sad lorh. everytime like that. haven even completed. zzz and we have to do another thing about IT possibilities. alamak. wth is that man. so many homeworks already still load more. bu shi ren!
then went home at 2. awhile later went expo food fair with daddy and mummy.
the trip was long. cos the Q to get into the carpark is like @#$#&^&*^%$
that was when i saw banners of what exhibitions are there today. i saw POPULAR sale, ROBINSONS sale. and dear told me there's adidas sale too! made me go so high larh. hahahah. started with adidas first. so disappointed. cos its the last day. everything is like gone. sobs :( i was still thinking of getting a bag. its really cheap leah the sale today :(
then yes, robinsons. there were alot of ladies fashion stuffs. but i dont see how cheap are they. zzz i think outside sell cheaper lorh. now great sg sale. so walked walked then sian liao. went to food fair! super crowded and the cooked food are lesser than what suntec had 1 or 2 month back? zzz. but whatever. after food fair went to popular. the place is super big! but our mood all gone alr. due to tired legs. so didnt enjoyed much =x
went home at around 8. the vending machine cheated my money! hate it larh.
tml sch again. super sian. gonna peng alr. shaggggggggggg
with love @ 22:45
finally can get a good sleep last night. but dear woke me up :( he came at 10 or so with handmade breakfast! :D
he said he 6plus wake up started making the pancake one. hahaha. but its really yummy. i didnt know he can make nice food leah =x
then around noon headed to NLB for SE project again. he sent me over :)
da bao kfc there as lunch. was so shocked that the space we wanted was taken up. cos there's this kinda art competition going on. ended up sitting at the open space. zzz
so as some JJ students are there helping out, i was thinking if i would see rin.
then as i eat i keep looking at that area. so i saw this back view who resembles her much. i kept asking dear isit her. so he say her hair where got so long. she where got so tall. hahaha! but i was sure that she is rin cos the way she walk and the pair of shoe. hahah! so i bth and walked there to check it out. indeed it was her! LOL' see. first friend in tanglin so observant right. talktalk then i continued with my work. was so freaking disappointed with juowi larh! arghh~ dont say alr.
spent like around 4hrs there. well we didnt know this project would take us so long :( dear actually say he send me over jiu go liao. but he stayed throughout! awww~ lovelove :p cos he got nothing to do, he was practically just stoning there. somemore he was tired. heh heh. so nice of him :)
around 6 ben came. then dear and him chit chatted. at least dear got someone to talk to already. left at 7. another day gone :(
tml gonna meet up in the morning again. arghh~ project and projects and PROJECTS! eeeeeeeeeeeeee. hate it. and im gonna make a new blogskin. i cant stand this now =x
with love @ 22:05
was seriously half asleep this morning. really cannot stand this lorh. zombie-like :(
lms presentation made me disappointed :( cos i supposed it was funny but the class didnt really laugh like how i expected :( ms lau was disappointed too cos what the class presented were all below her expectation. well, can really see her discontentment lorh. hai~
then was contemp issues. totally shutted off my ears man. really tired like .. what.
im totally blur on the test next week larh. arghh~
aft class accompanied mabel to it helpdesk cos her lappy kanna virus. then went to this small little flea market at alumni clubhouse to get hers and apple's lappy skin. i think mine nicer and better workmanship though :p
had lunch at sim. went back to collect their lappies and i saw this stall selling handmade keychains! is like a wooden piece of thing then they carve words and cute designs! was so attracted to it larh! the couple one. super cute one. irresistable. so i faster msged dear ask him aft sch come and buy.
after that went to ourspace to chiong SE proj. bad things always falls on us one i dont know why. we encountered super lotsa problems :(
and can you imagine i spent 6hrs straight deciphering an interview's speech cos we gotta make subtitles. pause, type, play. thats what i did for 6hrs. stressed. so dear came at around 6 or so. and the flea market no more lorh! wth. i want it so so so so so much one larh! @#$#^&%$#
had tom yam noodle for dinner. then chiong again. really buay tahan siah. left sch only at 9plus. sobs lorh. and i actually got alot of things undone.
tml discussion again. many projects now. poly is stressful :(
and once again. please please please order SELFLESS SHOE.
www.selfless-shoe.blogspot.com
with love @ 22:14
woke up at 6.30am today. was tired like what cos only slept at 1+am due to clothes problem! grr~
met apple and we headed down to aljunied. my eyes were terrible!
apple got her breakfast and we waited for singyee and mabel. we did tele-transport. haha. so funny.
then reached studio you. we finally starts to think that she is quite nice. LOL. the interview was quite ok. but the video-ing was.. =.= due to tapes, batteries.. and everything. mabel was super pissed. hahaa. then we helped them wash tiles and stuffs. and and and. we are gonna help them sell their handmade cards and souvenirs! another challenging project yarh. shant elaborate so much on studio you if not i will go on and on. after that went to king's cafe for lunch. is really nice and the auntie is super friendly. not ex though. its hk cafe :)
then went down to buona vista to meet up LMS group for project. hai~ we acted! hahah. its super funny one larh. shiying is my 'boyfriend'. shall post up the final video when its done. i laughed till peng can. cos its super lame and nonsense! tml is the presentation. i hope i wont malu myself =x
then then then! rushed to school cos 2cm is having a gig there!
but but but. everyone was late and i rushed for nothing lorh!
and cause aidil was late, so there was a small screwed up part. but whatever.
ended at around 8. it was the end when i realise its actually organized by BA. like =.=. no comments alr. zzz
then walked home. he suggested one arh! but the whole journey was so quiet! i cant stand it larh. !@$U&^%$#@#
tml staying in school whole day to do project. AGAIN. bless me man.
ive got not enough sleep at all :(
super lethargic. shaggggg
and so many projects and homeworks. this is totally inhumane larh!
i will learn to be without you.
with love @ 23:02
had lunch in sch today with apple. juowi and qiang ge joined us too. qiang ge is so funny one larh. LOL then went ahead with group discussion after mabel arrived. e-learning week is like e-dying week. super loadsa things to do. $#^*&$##$%^& im lazy to elaborate what went on in discussion. sighs sighs. i dont want project 1 :( tml is the big day alr lorh. im super anxious and super scared one. please pray hard that everything will goes smoothly tml man! tor-long tor-long :(
and tml is another packed day. morning - SE interview. afternoon - LMS project. night - 2cm gig.
seriously no time for rest. wo yao si le la~
and he sent me home today. like finally? how many days alr. zzzzz
it was either break down or break up you know.
well if you know me you should know which one.
PLEASE BUY! XIEXIE. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
with love @ 21:28
went national lib today to meet up with my grp mates for discussion. mabel and singyee were late so me and apple walked around in bugis street. bought a watch! YAY.
then had pasta mania. like totally.. FULL FULL FULL.
bought sweettalk. dont know how singyee's one dropped on the floor. was so loud. the security guard there like ask us stay there. but we just heck and walked away =x
this is the first time i ever stepped into NLB larh. although always walked pass it. got so many levels and we dont know where to settle down! so we went to level7. but theres so much things we cant do and blah. was so zzz. so in the end we settled down outside level1 open area. tried like half an hour just to get in to wireless@sg. shit it man. i guess we spent around 3hours there doing our proj. super sian and stressed. all the business concepts i dont understand :( can someone give me intensive tuition? for econs too?
&&& all our batteries KO-ed. hahaha. after that singyee went off. the rest of us went bugis hawker to have dinner. then mabel went off. me and apple shopped awhile in bugis st. reached home like around 9? everyday so late then reached home. no time to rest at all. cos once you reach home and on the lappy, its sch work again. sigh sigh sigh. gonna meet up tml again. everyday gotta meet. thurs is our big day. a really big big day.
let me upload some pics on bdae cos wait until shannon send me maybe is when im 18 liao. zzz
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matty playing his violin!
shawnald tried to act as if he knows violin ==
and i looked super ugly cos i was so shocked to react larh!
mothers day present to jiayi aka hayley.
big head elmo from xuan. sorry mother i never take pic with the slipper =x
family's present to me!
family family FAMILY
imagine yourself parading yourself in vivo like this. sobs :(
it's been 3days.
and im still going strong.
i've lost faith in you. in us. in our love.
whats the point of me for giving so many chances
when nothing would be change?
perhaps we had been too close.
so close that when we drift it became a torture for me.
now things turned so bad that i feel nothing. nothing at all.
bit of hatred starts to generate.
percentage of love starts to decelerate.
well you told me you care.
no my dear, thats not the way.
been long since i pick up this habit again of writing lines after a post.
but i cant help it but to do it.
not able to curb this temptation.
just to attract your attention.
but its just sad cos i failed.
as you wont realize until being told.
this miscommunication it breaks my heart.
still trying to get over it though its hard.
the 13 obstacles between us.
ive no idea how many more is there to come.
maybe even before that,
we've already given up.
with love @ 21:22
so went to melissa's house today in the noon to do econs etest. met up apple first before heading down. all of the t02 girls are present except for sana. isty and weiling came later due to their SE project.
so we reached there and started to mug. but but but. you know my econs sucks. so me and apple was actually slacking like what! and i hooked onto someone's wireless as melissa dont have. i was so heng cos i hooked onto it easily! :) apple cant. lalala
so while the rest were mugging real hard, me and apple were chit chatting and looking at pics. after a long long time then we finally start to read the tb although the terms did not really get into our brians =x melissa started the etest at about 3.30 and all of us were like crowding around to help. hahah! it was so exciting cos you see alot of ganchiong spiders =x
surprisingly me and apple gave the correct answers to the Qs that we studied on! say hooray. hahah. in the end we only got 2 questions wrong ok. so pro. proud of ourselves :p
then we went down to play tennis and badminton.
i cant believe i lost in badminton :( sobs.
we were perspiring like what arhh. but was fun though. after games was mahjong! LOL apple taught me how to play mahjong. and i understood it WELL! yay-ness. but still didnt won. cos singyee kept keeping the tiles that i want! grrr~ it was super fun and funny larh. when you see the funny actions and words we noobs does. really can ROFL. hahah. left only like around 7+ to 8? didnt expect to stay till so late siah. super tired.
reached home started to chiong all the SE stuffs. totally no break. cries larh!
I've never felt like this for long.
It was 9 months ago.
When you neglected me this way.
And even though I was already mad at you
for ruining this special day,
you did not care what to do.
With tears in my eyes,
they see you walk away.
Have you thought of what would happen from now on?
Again you brought me down.
How many times I've actually lost count.
Yet you pretended like nothing happened and continue your day.
Thinking that I would be okay.
But no, my dear you never know.
How it hurts for me to smile when I am feeling low.
These false hopes and lies you patronized me with.
Still I cant avoid but to accept it.
Times I told myself not to expect much.
In the end I got myself with disappointments and such.
Sick and tired of those methods you used to coaxed me.
Repetitions I cant complain.
Similar mistakes you wont refrain.
This time round I say I'm serious.
For I'm not gonna take it down again with tears.
We are on this rocky road.
One mistake and that's goodbye.
Chances given too many times.
Now it's too late to regret and cry.
I've grown stronger in those disappointments you set me on.
The deadly offences you should never think of.
Go ahead if you wanna say I'm unreasonable, not understanding, petty or whatever.
You never spare a thought for me.
Stand in my shoes and think of how I would feel.
Instead continuing with all your assumptions and pretense.
You can say I does that too.
Then I would be at loss of words.
Sorry, I apologize for being so bad.
Now I wont convince myself that this relationship is stable.
It was never stable.
So what if we still love each other so much?
You no longer try.
with love @ 23:52
was so sad last night cos its 12am and no longer my birthday :(
so well, woke up this morning to meet up with 'family' at vivo. i was late yarh. cos the sleep was so insufficient :( recently too stressed and lack of sleep. btw, please visit www.selfless-shoe.blogspot.com. support support SUPPORT!
walked around giant to get food and drinks. rin and shannon would be late. so the rest of us headed to palawan with monorail! you know i only play sandcastle when i go to beach right. today nv bring. so i just sit there and talk. while some of them swam. so while slacking at koufu, shannon and rin arrived. and i alr expected what they are up to larh. cos mother spilled the beans. HAHAH. and somemore i so clever kind. how will dunno right? :p
so walked back to our bench by the beach and i saw candles. hahaha. then they started singing the birthday song. its mango cake. hahaha. like totally..
then! they say play what blind mice. like wth. i super scared to be blind folded one larh. so i kept struggling. then they all carried me to the sea and threw me in! but luckily im just like a small distance before totally submerge in the sea man. you know i dont wanna be wet larh!
so when i turned back, i saw all of them holding two boards. its a really nice one. one is combination of all cards for me. another one states 'its my birthday'. well i dont know the purpose initially. but i still love it alot larh. like they met up ytd to do these for me. and is not easy one. im touched. really. LOVE YA!
so xuan got me a big head elmo which i saw it before and love it alot! mother gave me a pair of elmo slippers to be worn at home :)
oh yarh and we gave jiayi mothers day present. really nice one.
so.. left sentosa ard 5. was sleepy. i slept =x
went to vivo. they wanted dinner. supposedly want to leave with jiaqi one. cos ive got dinner at home and jiaqi gotta rush for other things. but they say i can stay with them even though im not eating. so yarh, stayed on. but i regretted! cos after dinner they got me to hold that board and parade myself in vivo. NONONONONONO! aarghhh~ this is like so paiseh one can. and they say i must get 20 ppl to wish me happy birthday? mann~~
everyone was looking at me and laughing lorh. super embarrassing one.
we practically walked the whole vivo? the outdoors and indoors. someone even shook my hand. lik =.= i cant imagine what happened earlier was real! $$#@^%& in total got 10 ppl wished me. totally threw face today .
then took a bus home with rin. the boards were so big. so i had a hard time like alighting? and i heard someone tsk me larh. zzz. what siah. as if i did it deliberately lorh. zzz
reached home at around 9. and gotta start on proj discussion AGAIN. hai~
gonna meet up with dear tml. he is giving me a surprise. YAY! i will have 3days straight surprise. lalalala. he had food contamination today. hope he is ok alr :(
and this shannon has not sent me the pics today! like theres alot? GRRR~
i can say more with pics here lorh.
&&& who owe me present huhhhhhhh. LOL
with love @ 22:21
so i hope you all know what day is today
couldnt contact apple AT ALL this morning. so im sure she is still sleeping. so i went sch myself.
met mabel. we were late for class but i think ms lau didnt mark us late. she is nice. lms is all abt role playing and emotions. i like it. cos its slack. we had role play on bgr. its funny. its entertaining.
after that was contemp issue. we werent confident for our presentation at all. but it turned out SO WELL. mabel shld know the feeling yarh.
then it was after class when i received a surprise!
was outside classroom then my class ppl (those in morning class) came towards me. then i heard a familiar tune. matty was playing happy bdae song with his violin. apple holding a slice of mango cake. someone holding an elmo hand puppet. it should be juowi. im sorry if its wrong. pardon my memory. and i cried when i heard the tune. its like.. touched. yes. was hiding my face larh. so paiseh. well i didnt expected this. but i really ought to thanks matty apple and juowi for these. of cos with everyone too. though ive alr got that elmo but its still the thoughts that counts :)
took pictures but man i dont know who got the pic. zzz
i want it pls like if you know its with who. thankie.
so i shared the cake with everyone. and last mouth goes to thyeleng. he was like so scared it isnt edible. cos i practically just stuffed the cake into his mouth. hahaha.
then after much delays we decided to go clementi for lunch. its sumo-house i brought them over. but its just me apple mabel matty and juowi. well whatever. i was imitating elmo the whole journey. i guess they are annoyed? but lalalala~ i love to play with it.
then we took a train to aljunied. we 3 girls gotta pay a visit to our SE since we have no response. and its at geylang. arghh~ matty and juowi alighted at city hall instead.
so when we 3 reached that place. we were shocked. seriously shocked. with all the rumours we heard and learnt about geylang, we saw it with our own eyes!
ok enough of that first. the SE place was small. and lois was busy. with the dont-want-to-entertain-us attitude she 'chased' us off. shant elaborate much. we were just feeling lousy. but then again we waited and get our impt msg across. i hope it will go well from now onwards =x
then we decided to walk back to mrt station since its just one busstop away. and somemore the place we are at its one-way. dont know wheres the busstop back. so we walked and walked and saw super lotsa things. and i think aft this trip we really grow up alot. hahaha. its so amazing larh. i dont know how to describe it. maybe you should try it to understand. in the end we didnt managed to walk back but board a bus to eunos mrt. slack talk drink and went off. i went to meet dear at outram. but he is slow.....
then we headed to boon keng. its chongpang. FINALLY.
its not far. its not crowded. its just nice. the food was ok. the drink was freeflow. the oil kept splurting. dah dah dah dah dah~
ate for approx 2hrs. super full.
then went home and reached ard 10. tired. conferenced with YMCA team. we got in. YES! i know we would. justine tried to trick me but nah. lousy. talked quite long. or maybe cos its matty's phone so it led to so long? but nvm whatever.
the greates bdae present that all of you could ever give me perhaps would be buying the selfless-shoe. thanks. i would really appreciate it.
well, gonna go sentosa tml with 'family'. its been long yarh. im excited. but im too tired to be excited. contradicting. but whatever. let me enjoy my last holiday. im coping with 2 major projects now. and alot of other stuffs. i need a break but i cant. let me graduate like soon pls. STRESSED.
i was really surprised my classmates were the FIRST ones to wish me.
i never expected that. it might seem childish if i were to tell those who wanna know about my pm earlier. but its over. its going to be over in half hour time. so lets forget.
but still.. i wanna be the privileged one. like.. sorry for being selfish.
ive got super lotsa things to do. i have no time for breathing like totally.
writcom shall start it all first. goodbye.
with love @ 23:30
so today went to sch at 9. cos we are raising funds for the myanmar victims in the cyclone. CNA came to film us too. so we were like holding the tins from the salvation army. its heavy and big larh. zzz so we went in pairs. me and apple stationed at hms block area for quite long. the results were GOOD! many notes came to me :)
maybe i too thick-skin when comes to this kinda thing =x
we practically walked the whole sch larh. got a few 10bucks one ok? so heng larh. i cant believe it. LOL and we were so happy to see lecturers cos they sure generous. but some stingy like what. zzz after that we went back to the atrium to slack then kayyong followed us to canteen1 to continue. he just came ok. and i dont know why he super heng! he got a 50bucks one. cant believe it larh. me and apple was like die die also dont believe lorh. but i managed to saw it in the tin. i was WAHH-ing away :(
ourspace is so shiok. we spent the last 15over minutes there slacking. and too pictures. but i only got one larh. hahaha
then went back to submit the tins and all the class' girls went kap mac for lunch. been so long since i had mac i guess. crap crap crap then went back sch for itapps. total sian-ness.
but today no lecture slides so not so boring. shant elaborate much. but my com attituded me so i slacked alot. with mabel. HAHAHA. i think this is the nicest itapps class we ever had?
&&& my grp sold ALL the simei cards we have. say WAH and clap. HAHAHA.
so happy. then went to meet dear. so sorry for letting him wait so long =x
then he sent me home. he ordered a heart shape bdae cake for me! looking so forward! ahhhh. LOL
then met ben just now to talk. chatted for like ard 2hrs? if rin you see this and i haven talked to you, pls come and talk to me ok? im kinda busy =x
alright, im sixteen going seventeen in less than half hour time!
but im so stress over sch work. no mood to feel high now :(
with love @ 23:45
i didnt know it was drizzling when i stepped out of hse this morning. then the drizzle gets bigger as i walked. luckily there was shelter. so met apple at the busstop and board the shuttle bus. and the rain gets heavier. when we reached sch, its like cats&dogs monkey&donkeys larh! really have no idea how to go to classroom cos theres only one umbrella. and even if we each have one, its still impossible =x
so we walked to the atrium, then to blk56, then 2nd floor convention centre, hms blk, then! finally to blk 51. this is the only route to get there with shelter. but there were floods all the way. my slipper was so damn wet!
and surprisingly, we were like the 2nd to reach the class? but still not on time. zzz late by ABIT! grr~ many were caught in the rain lorh. LOL. so we gotta do grp work in class. its APA ref. super sucky. many stations to do. and! i cant stand the grp larh seriously. shant elaborate here. zzz
then was bizmgt. presentation of business profile! we were like so confident cos this ppt is like the best we have ever did so far out of the so many? dots. then dr red like commented alot lorh. and he say we were supposed to do a 3page essay. we were totally clueless. in fact most of the ppl were ignorant. so suay larh. we were the first grp to present. so we kanna all the shit. >=(
mabel was like on the verge on crying liao. then he say he give us till fri. phew~ but its still rush. :( lecture was turning off time too. no sweets, no laptop. its like asking you to go die lorh. zzz
then aft sch went ourspace to chiong-ed the essay. stress. 1500words? wth. thats so solastri. and we were so blur on what to write. so they requested me to dont go scc. and yes i didnt went. dear bought me eclair :) since he promised. heh heh. he went scc with leslie and all though. so sad right. cant go. but nvm larh. hw more impt. and we from 4plus sit there until 8plus. can you imagine? sian~ i rmb i once said that i will never ever go and learn business in poly. but what now? i was reading business management while doing! arghh~ feel like crying. completely no interest in it at all. im more to social ok. :(
so met dear after my work. then was waiting for leslie and one of dear's friend bus. then so stupid and funny! leslie went up the bus then i asked dear whose lappy he holding. then he say 'LESLIE'. then i quickly ask him to shout leslie name into the bus since its still open. but he didnt! he jus stand there see where's leslie. it got me so pissed larh! wah lau. leslie could have came down, take and go lorh. zzz i dont know whats uncle kng's prob seriously. so leslie alighted at the next stop and ran back. while waiting for his bus, i played his dj max! but so fast the bus came larh. grr~ so i suggested to dear that we shall walk home. HAHAH. and he agreeded ok. so walked until sunset way i wanted to find the shortcut bridge place. but i forgotten where! LOL. so we walked the normal way == and i discovered alot of new restaurants ok! must try it someday man!
so we spent 50mins to reach home. if i didnt walked in circles in sunset way we could have reached 10mins earlier. but its ok larh. since i like walking. esp at night with your partner. awww~ sweet! but i can see that he dont like. sighs larh. not gonna ask him to walk with me anymore. then we had dinner and he went home. its late. 11plus now and i still gotta do IS. im so BZ... :(
and btw, we are raising funds to help the myanmmar victims. so meaningful right? hahah.
2 days more rmb!
with love @ 23:06
writcom was so stressful today! rushed through APA blah and blah. big head. and we played game. so it was okok. exciting. hahah!
went SIM for lunch. had tom yam! gosh~ so long nv eat that lerh. super nice lorh.
then was econs. man~ i slept. zzz. super tired cos its super boring. everyone agrees alright.
after that mrs joyce was late for class so all of us slacked. hahaha. and we took pictures! using mabel's lappy.
as you can see me and mabel were crazy. and we love to sing - HEY HAH HEY HEY HAH. man~ retarded. ok then we dicussed abt project 1 then dismiss!
went ourspace to slack cos me and matty going choir at 6. i still couldnt believe that im really going =x dj max-ed. so noob me. juowi kept thrashing me! grrr~ so not gentleman one lorh >=(
next time shall play with shawnald. cos he is a noob! like me :)
so so so.. its choir. was feeling so inferior can! the ppl there are like alr grouped into the vocal groups -S,A,T,B. then we.. LOL saw julinda and her friends! was so shocked. and so qiao i saw SomeonE. that was.. so we learnt Prince of Eygpt-When We Believe. i nv heard this song before. so i dont know how to sing. but! im a fast learner :p
and the choir lao shi grp me in alto. she anyhow one lorh. zzz. and she dunno how to speak eng one =x LOL
the thing ended like at 9? matty dont know join this and that then have to stay back. so didnt took bus tgt :( i want the acapella too. but i got scc on wed. sighs
dear was supposed to go for dragonboat today and we can like meet aft cca one. but he didnt go cos he say he no shoe. like WTH right? zzz
dont care him. just met izuwan to pass him the card that he bought from me. rocks man! LOL so many ppl support me =D
then chit chatted and came back to blog.
thats my day!
and coming soon is my birthday :p
with love @ 23:10
monday blues~ LOL
sian of lectures. was playing the games on my gadgets. behind ppl disturb. zzz
lunch was nonsense. we actually decided to takeaway food then go convention centre basement eat. so me and apple bought the food and drinks. we spent 20cents for takeaway you know. then they found seats! like so LOL right. i think its the first time the class girls are having lunch tgt. fyi, we only got 9 girls in our class. hahah.
then was dr red's lecture. also sian half derh larh. i dont know i can pass this semester anot siah. shit-ness. and next week is week6 alr. e-learning week. no sch. BUT! hell lotsa proj things to do. so its still sch. super duper stressed. i cant believe its here alr. i thought sch just started only!?!?!?!
!@#*&^%$#@ can kill myself alr man :(
then after sch went library to do lib assignment. difficult. and ended up letting other groups copy. LOL. thats typical right. then met dear and went home. he so bad larh. he tickled me and prevent my limbs from moving. whats this!! he did alot of nonsense too lorh. =.=
and i gave him the wallet. he likes it right. of course he must :p
so like he's gonna bring me to chongpang on fri? like finally i can eat that alr?!?!?!
yoohoo~ i love my sweet 16 last year. but now.. "i am 16, going on 17.."
i want a SURPRISE AND FUN ONE!
fri - big feast!
sat -sentosa!
sun - dear bringing me somewhere.
YAY YAY. this year i look so forward to bdae larh. cos its not mye period and i finally got a bf celebrating with me. like.. how many years alr :(
but of cos. i would love to have 'family' with me. so lovvvveeeellllyyy.
and people, dont buy elmo alr ok? i got ALOT liao. hahaha.
AT LEAST 40 elmo items i have now. pls say WAH.
i was reading my may07 posts last night. i love the prezzies! cos i took all their pics and post up. i was laughing while reading ok. man~ my girls rocks.
and i realise my eng deproved. i was shocked with what i wrote last year. cos im sure for now i wont be able to use those words. maybe cos now i not emo. hahah. my eng vocab flows out with emo cells ok.
thats all today? countdownnnnn~ :)
with love @ 21:57
today is mothers day! and so coincidentally, its MUMMY'S BIRTHDAY TOO! hahah. so qiao right. 11may. so we went to anchorpoint to eat the hk cafe. quite nice larh.
i gave mummy a handmade card and a bouquet of fake carnations. the other year i handmade something using real ones and it rot until so ugly. so cannot buy real one liao. hahah.
then we walked around. saw billabong on sale. siah larh! storewide 50% and above leah. so took a look and i decided to buy a wallet for dear. i cant stand his one now larh. dirty and with torn edges. take it as 10th mth present. hahaha. i was mao dun-ing there larh. cos there were alot of designs. michelle and mummy cant stand my mao dun-nes there. LOL in the end i settled for this one.
i like the designs. i wonder if he will like it anot. gold and black go so wellllllll!!
with love @ 21:58
woke up today and touched up whats necessary for dear's cake. and there it is!
does it looks nice? LOL the taste was ok to me. phew~ i thought it would suck.
dear say its nice. i hope he really thinks so =x LOL.
so.. after delaying here and there, we headed down to bugis. cos weichiang say meet there. yes. he is buying the card from me :) initially is go vivo with him and mel lim derh lorh. then changed to bugis. zzz nvm.
weichiang was late. so we went bugis cineplex to find leslie. since he was SLACKING so much right. stayed there for quite some time.
then walked around bugis street. its sad cos ive no money and i saw alot of nice clothes! arghh~ wth right. bdae present shall ask mummy buy all the things i like there. LOLOLOL alert.
then leslie and weichiang left. me and dear walked around BHG. we played the children arcade cos i was so attracted by their tickets. as in you play then the tickets and change to items one.
i made dear play the bball machine since its like the most ticket earn-able game? but i think dear suck at it. he plays the real arcade's one better. he didnt hit the high score :( was kinda disappointed :( didnt want to spend so much there so only played like 7tokens.
we spent ALOT of time mao dun-ing what to change with 150 tix ok. hahaha.
then in the end we got 4 small cute pencils and a kaleidoscope. very nice one!
after play finish its already like 6. so went for dinner. went to bugis street for the QQ noodle house. my claypot ramen is super yummy! especially the soup. yum yum :p
after that went home. dear ate the icecream cake again. hahaha.
some pictures ..
look at dear's face! so funny larh.
then i gave him the bdae card that i made. i spent a few days alright. say its nice!
and he cried while reading. wet the card and envelope leah! the envelope i made it myself too ok.
hahahhaa. thats all larh. i love mr lovetree. LOL
i dont know got what homework i haven do. how?? :(
with love @ 22:25
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