went to sch today and wasted 1-2 hours. like so. zzz shan't elaborate.
things get better when we were in the meeting room. this parents forum and celebration is really stressful larh. we will be performing on stage ok. though i dont know what the item is.
there will be very distinguish guests. arghh.
we are wearing blazers. i cant imagine. hahah
and and and. our grp is selected to present on stage! wahahah.
so honoured. cos only 3grps gets selected. SOS rocks! wahahah.
had a mini consultation with mrs joyce. was nice.
so happy. at least our effort pays off well :)
gotta do loads of edittings later. awww~
seriously. this is killing me.
got e-learning hw. issues project. project 1 edittings. and rehearsal everyday!
and i dont know still got what alr. zzz .
*cries*
with love @ 21:54
we will save up money in the piggy bank that you will draw for me.
and build-a-bear on our one year anniversary.
celebrate her birthday on every 2nd of August.
and a present for her will never be forgotten.
i want my couple watch :(
期望越高，失落越多。
我忘了不能对你抱有太大希望，
所以这次才会那么失望。
我想这是我的错。
不该把责任推向你害你难过。
with love @ 20:41
wanted to spend the whole of today for writcom final term essay research. but but but. i woke up really late. you cant imagine. it was 3pm. hahaha. so like. didnt have the mood to do research at all. end up watching tv. zzz right.
dear said he got me a coach bag from his aunty. woo~ looking forward to see how it looks like.
should be meeting up with xuan tml? arghh~ everything is not yet confirmed!
and i wanna watch '10 promises to my dog' soon...
with love @ 21:53
it has been really long since i woke up this early. 6.30. arghh~ was wanting to sleep more larh :(
so it was lms. we were the first grp to present. it went on pretty well. samantha lau gave us good comments. YAY-ness. hahaha. then was contemporary issues. she talked alot about the assignments and gradings and stuffs. sian lorh. she spent 1hr on it larh. zzz
after that she showed us a movie call 'trade' i guess? its super horrible larh. saying how guys catch young girls and sell them off as to those pedophiles. yucks larh. adult content. =.=
very sad one.
stayed back after sch to do SE newsletter and report. arghh~ had a meeting on parents forum. alot of things to do man. e-learning next week is like preparation of parents forum. had lunch only at 3plus? so late. stomach was growling like mad.
went home at 4plus. dear came after his car. cos i forgotten to ask mummy to buy dinner for him, i ended up cooking maggi mee. but its really nice ok. i didnt had dinner. but he ate the whole bowl. so guai :)
then we went central for a walk. dear say he gonna buy me elmo pyjamas. hee hee.
gotta start researching on writcom essay tml lerh. stress.
oh oh. and lastly, not to forget. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING XUAN :)
with love @ 21:49
dear came this morning and got cereal for me as breakfast. then went to sch for lms project. he stayed with me :) for an hour. after that went to meet ms fong regarding newsletter. waited quite long though. our newsletter is sort of the best lorh. just that need to edit a little. we took only 5mins while others grps took so long. wahahah.
had little time for lunch. so sad.
itapps was =.= learnt microsoft access. super difficult lorh. hai~ i think i forgotten all alr.
after sch went jurong with dear. cos i got the sudden craving for ramly burger. hahaha. was super nice! yum :p
and i bought two pretty shoes :)
this week alr bought 3pairs of shoes and i pair of sandals. kanna scolded by mummy. zzz
alright. gotta do reflection blog and read lms slides alr. hmmmmmmmmm~ sian.
with love @ 20:59
apple asked me if i did the peer evaluation forms this morning. and i completely forgotten about it! man~ so was quite gan zhiong because lynn fong is very fierce. she sure shoot one. so went to search for photocopying machines to photocopy. lucky the one near lib is open. saved my life. phew~ if not i'd be dragging down my grp alr :(
so, dr red made us present some mission and plans thing about our SE during tutorial today. quite stupid cos i dont know the business terms and stuffs. zzz
although we know alot about studio you, but its more to social than on business.
his lectures were really sian. i slept for really long i guess. and he didnt cared. like im alr tired , you force me wake up and listen also no use right?
and i drew him on a piece of paper today! hahah. i think got that feel lorh. shall take pic and upload here. tml ?
after sch stayed to discuss about LMS. made our heads super big man. seriously dont know how to present on fri. sobs :(
then dear met me and went home. had mcflurry! and i bought the sandals that i want. sadly the white color one dont have my size. zzz
thats all alr. gotta chiong report lerh. i must do nice nice!!
两个不适合的人是不应该在一起的。
即使他们彼此相爱也不例外。
with love @ 21:32
writcom today. got scolded by her. cos the whole class never follow instructions. zzz how we know right. whatever man. then had grp work. funny larh this 'crayon'. hahaha
lunch at SIM. then econs. sian sian sian. understood abit. but you know. very fast will forget one. haas'
then it was SE presentation! we were the second last. shaun's grp was the last. its like itapps that time. so qiao right. i think we did not bad lorh. dont know will get choosen anot. hmmmmm~
class ended at like 6. cos of this and that. i seriously think we have no time for everything. sigh
mummy and daddy came and fetch me. they waited quite long though. went to jp for dinner. i wanted to buy a pair of sandals larh. but didnt. bought a pair of flats instead. and two shirts. oh well. the value shop there was having closing down sale. really closing down. items as cheap as 10cents. we bought some necessities and it only cost about 5bucks. there was this woman she bought alot of stuffs only 6plus lorh. you say cheap anot. but tml is last day alr. so.. hahah.
walked the pasar malam there too. i love pasar malams larh. hahah. reached home like 10pm.
gonna chiong my report alr. dont know what time then can sleep man. and i miss dear. didnt met him today :(
with love @ 22:42
first day of sch. total sian-ness. met apple earlier to go print poster. sadly, the shop only open at 9.30. shaun's grp was there too. and they thought me and apple are the ones who will open the door. so funny. stayed in that place for quite long. cos the computers there were super laggy! the pentium4 there must be fake lorh! grr~
in th end, we only finished printing at about 10am which is when class starts. zzz didnt print newsletter at all due to no time. so the presentations started. SOS weren't chose :( sighs. another day of nervous which means.
during lunch break went to print our newsletter but its like screwed up lorh. freaking disappointed. went atrium for sandwich. totally no time i can say. we like chiong the sandwich into our mouths. hahah. then it was econs. dr red showed us our test paper. the first 10 ppl are the ones who scored well. then onwards is random. i just so happened to be the 11th. so when i was walking towards him i was like asking him did i pass. he nv say anything but just smiled. then when i saw the marks. i was like 'oh my god, i failed!'. everyone was like laughing at me larh. gosh~ super sad one you know. like i scored 44 only :(
the others scored not bad. arghh~ sad sad sad. i depended on the prob sums but the last Q disappointed me. 0 marks for it. i was ultra super duper uber DISAPPOINTED and ANGRY can! careless larh. if not i will have my 18marks. shit it.
but my mood got better larh. you know. i dont let this affect me so much. but there will be a supplementary test 2-3 weeks later. i think it would be more difficult. arghh~ kill me. i need a tutor. i need A TUTOR. foc one. hahah. volunteer pls.
after that we went to print newsletter. like its really must print alr. went to IT helpdesk but the printer out of service. wth? then went lib there. stayed there like 1+ hours then finished. faced alot of difficulties. shan't elaborate alr. then stayed back for discussion for SE report. arghh. feel like screaming.
SE presentation tml. report end of this week. writcom essay 2 weeks later. and and and. still got what i forgotten. stupid larh. zzz
with love @ 22:04
asked daddy to bring me to queensway today to print poster and newsletter. to my disappointment, the place there super ex larh! A3 poster is 5bucks. i only printed the previous one for $2.50 at my house downstair. and i asked how much they charge for a full color page. it is 2bucks per side. imagine ours 6pages. 12bucks. zzz
so didnt did it there. we were thinking for alternatives. alot of things didnt went well for us lorh. super. everything. i hate it.
in the end, we gotta print everything in sch tml. due to this and that. idiotic larh. grrrr~
and dear says he cut his hair just now. the behind like my hairstyle. hahaha! i wonder how he look like. LOL we got couple hair. alert.
with love @ 21:59
went apple's house to do project today. quite smoothly larh. just to touch up and rehearse. went off at 4plus. wanted to print poster at somewhere near her house but they dont provide the service we want. they only do photocopy. grrrr lorh.
so bo bian i have to print.
met dear and we headed to jp. walk walk and eat eat. went home at 8. to my disappointment, the poster printing shop sat closes at 4.30pm and does not open on sunday. so which means... I HAVE TO GO QUEENSWAY TML! wah piang eeh. hate this lorh.
qi si wo le >=(
with love @ 22:01
as promised, the pictures are here :) spent quite some time editting. haha. ITapps is redundant larh. cos can learn photoshop ourselves one whatttttttttttt. LOL
the pictures taken today.
the ones i chose to edit.
camwhored during wcp.
2days back.
the picture i like most out of all. haha. its funny right?
ok thats all. bbbbbbbbbbbbbb. i love dear. he make a good model in those pictures :p
with love @ 23:54
went dear's house today cos everytime he come my house pei me. so good. so this time my turn.
woke up pretty late. at 11+. only reached his house at 12+.
there wasnt any food in his kitchen. didnt want to have instant noodles. so had ice milo and bread only. he say next time dont go his house alr. cos theres nth nice for me :(
did my project stuffs. and we camwhored alot! yay~ gonna edit later. and post pictures up :)
watched a bit of tv then went home alr. short day today. but long day tml. hai~ faster let this nightmare end man. :(
byebye.
with love @ 20:59
went jurong lib today for project. waited quite long for the rest. apple was seriously sick. she couldnt come. her condition sounded serious :( hope she really get well soon man.
dear joined me too. heh. to keep me company. so nice of him. he had been meeting me almost everyday. lalala~
stayed in the lib till 5. 5plus hours siah. but i think most of the things are almost done to meet the deadline alr. phew~ was super hungry. cos i only had milo and twiggles from dear since morning :(
after that went to pasar malam. yum yum food!
mummy came and find me.
bought kfc for dinner and went home alr.
nothing had really gone well for our SE project. really. i think our grp is the grp that has encountered the most problems. hai~ hope we'll make it through man :(
with love @ 21:39
dear bought lunch for me. actually he say he dont wanna come today derh lorh. then i told him i have no lunch. tadah~ hahah. was raining cats and dogs when i was leaving the house. i think is rain the entire zoo =.=
dear accompanied to the busstop. he was supposed to go home after that but he brought me there. cos he was worried that something will happen to me. hahah. cos i might slip and fall anytime ok. the floor was super slippery and i cant walk properly. i was so happy when dear accompanied me there :) love him loads.
i was the last to reach there. glory,justine and our mentor, henry had already started talking. i totally catch no ball what he was talking lorh. making our heads so big and caused me to have headache. was already feeling nauseous on the bus. the meeting lasted for about 1hr. he really struck us hard. sighs~ alot of problems to think through now. SELFLESS SHOE! jiayoujiayouJIAYOU.
went home after that. played daidee again. hahah. and i lost. dont know why his brain like that derh lorh. always win derh. grr~ i must brush up. if not always let him laugh.
gonna go jurong lib for project tml. yay~ finally somewhere near. and pasar malam! wahahah.
thats about it.
waiting for dear to online. heh heh.
with love @ 21:32
dear came this noon to accompany me. supposedly was to go bowling with jiayi one. but justine in the morning say 3pm we will be meeting our ymca mentor. so.. bo bian. have to forsake bowling. the meeting place was KAP mac. so i went there earlier for lunch. so it was 3pm when justine called and ask me where i am.
THEN!!
he told me he got the date wrong! its supposed to be TOMORROW. i was like HUHH?!?! he got miscommunication with glory larh. so he was like saying sorry alot of times. luckily kap near my house and ive got dear to accompany me. if not i sure angry derh lorh. he was on the cab when he called me. LOL he have to detour back to his house. so funny right. that will be his punishment. hahahah. i was afraid that dear would be angry cos he didnt spoke much. but heng. no :)
its actually kinda suay because when we board the bus to kap, dear' realise his card no money and he got no coins!! then got to ask if anybody got small change. took a long time before an ah ma helped him. zzz lorh. but he dont feel pai seh. thats a good thing though.
so like.. sian =.=
tml have to go there again.
with love @ 21:10
met up with mabel and singyee today for project. apple was sick :(
supposedly is go NLB one. but they say sit until butt pain. LOL so then settled at mos burger instead. spent only like 3 or so hours. quite fast lorh today. usually batt will flat but today never :)
after that me and dear walked to suntec cos im quite sian of bugis. i think the walking distance is short lorh. but dear says its long. but really. just cross two roads what. zzz was decided on what to eat. dear was complaining he is hungry. was only 4pm by then. we had our early dinner. hahah
spent quite long to decide. so i brought dear to Just Noodles. the place was really empty. cos the time is so not 3 not 4. hahah. only a table was used there =x
we had tori katsu set. the serving is super big larh!
see, thats the katsu. for ONE serving only. good for dear larh. since he hungry until peng alr.
and because the ice cream is free flow, he ate alot. i asked him not to already but he still ate lorh. eat until he cant tahan the coldness and kept complaining he very cold. zzz
then walked around in suntec. went home at like 7. dear gave me a gift. cos i say he never give me thing one. haas'
i like the card the most. i think its the nicest card among all the cards he had ever gave lorh. hahaha. and i suddenly remember he very long never post letters to me alr. hey hey. where's my qing shu huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?
want bowling tml marh? dear suggest =x
with love @ 21:25
went IT fair with daddy, aunt and her husband today. luckily its not as packed as i expected. actually nothing much. maybe because ive already got my lappy alr thats why nothing much interest me. hahah. helped xuan buy a headset. i think its chio lorh. baby pink :)
after that went to had steamboat! yay! at liang seah st. chong qing one.
15bucks per pax. had tom yum base! the soup was super nice larh. although its more to spicy than sour. ate alot man. they kept putting food into my soup. i had lotsa prawns and crabs. wahahha.
ate 1.5hours. alot of people were Q-ing.
after finished the food, i stood up and omg. its like there's a stone in my stomach larh. super duper full. full until cant walk man :(
couldnt really feel the full-ness when sitting down but when i stood up. you cant imagine that =.=
tml gotta go NLB for project again. sighs~ so stress. but dear is pei-ing me! hahahah :)
with love @ 21:41
dear came at around 11+ today. i asked him to buy me choco waffle last night but i was so shocked that he didnt brought it along. he said he thought is when we go out that time buy. so i was giving him that face. then he went out to buy. i didnt mean it larh. just that how could he bear to see me go hungry right. he was having bad flu. :(
so when he came back, i sayang-ed him. hahaha. he was ah choo-ing away. poor boy. so i asked him not to go with me for the interview. he cannot get into the hot sun if not his nose will start to attitude non-stop. then he said he dont fang xin to let me go alone. so ask me not to too. thought through some time and i decided not to go. ahahah. im so nice right? michelle was like saying him why dont let me go. LOL
he was having headache. i helped him massage. he say very comfortable ok :)
then we watched tv, played daidee and camwhored.
i kept losing to him in daidee larh. (not viwawa). he-10, me-8. sad right. was kbkp-ing away. and oh yarh. i dolled him up since theres nth to do. with hair clips! hahah. see!
maybe you will find it disgusting larh. but i think its so funny. i like his side face. :P
he went off at 5plus. i wanted to send him home since he so ke lian. but he rejected. ok larh, i know he can take care of himself :)
going IT fair tml with daddy. i wanna get a nice, cheap earpiece leah. hmmm~ i hope the crowd is not horrible =x
watched world cup with daddy just now. spore VS saudi. i cant believe spore so lousy larh. was scolding them. i think normal sch team can play even better. !@$#%&%$%#@
the only one i like is the goal keeper. hassan i think. he is the man of the match man. hahaha. he saved alot of balls. if he wasnt there, i think saudi will win more than 2 goals lorh. eeeeee. lousy lousy larh. i cant believe i wasted about 2hours watching them play man =.=
ok larh. thats all for today. i dont know why i dont feel sad for not going for the interview. dear's health is priority. hahaha!
with love @ 21:56
met up with apple this morning and headed down to bishan, mabel's house. SE project again. total sian-ness. im glad that most of the things are done. left at around 7. walked around j8 with apple. hahaha. now she agrees with me that j8 has nothing. reached home at 8plus. was shocked that mummy didnt cook! arghh~ i was still so looking forward to dinner cos i was super hungry. so she cooked instant noodles for me.
gonna go for a job interview tml. its a freelance personal assistance kinda a job. assisting those ppl who are presenting. one time is like 1-3 hours and the pay is $100-450. say wow now. haha.
but the interview is so far larh. at eunos. dear will be accompanying me there. anybody interested? tell me yo. the ic says the job is very popular. well well well. i need some cash :(
gotta edit my SE vid lerh. byeeeeeeeee~
with love @ 21:29
dear cycled to my hse this morning. hahah. li hai right?
he was supposed to help me fix my internet connection problem. but when he on his lappy and try connect, can leah. made me more sad. cos this means my lappy spoil :(
then he asked me to try mine. surprisingly, can siah! hahaha. was so happy :D
he went off at like 2? he said he was afraid that it would rain and he cant cycle back. oh well.
played daidee with him after he reached home. he used only 30mins to cycle back leah. i think its so pro lorh. haha. but he peng after playing awhile. see larh. cycle lorh.
put some nonsense in my blog since there's nothing to do this afternoon. do my new test ok?
easy easy one. hahaha. thats all for today.
i dont want projects :(
with love @ 21:24
went apple's house for discussion on SE project this afternoon. theres this shop which sells bubbletea and also waffle and cheese fries. hahha. so i bought all of them for lunch :p
started doing newsletter. used like the whole day to do it. cos we only left at 8? =.=
apple's mum bought us some snacks and fruits. hahah. best when doing project lorh.
after our job is done, we had a fun time laughing at apple's photos when she was young. super funny one. those china , buddha and blahs. LOL
and oh yarh. she is a SHE fanatic. posters and puzzles of SHE in her room. i think its scary =x
met dear at lakeside mrt after that. he waited quite long for me though. so sorry :(
headed to jp for dinner. the outside renovation has ended and is really nice now. its been long since i went there lorh. had long john again. yes. that new meal is really nice hahah.
then walked around.
while going home, i was telling dear how he broke my heart the first time. when he asked for a break, that another girl and all. he asked me not to think of the past and he loves me wholeheartedly now and blahs. my eyes were teary =x
after that he suggested we play a game. the one which you cannot say NI WO TA. kinda stupid but i still played. he kanna alot of times. hahah. the forfeit was a kiss :p
he actually initiated to continue this game till end of the week. like crazy right? but he still gave up when we reached home. hahaha
so he was helping me to check out whats wrong with my lappy cos i cant connect wireless. zzz larh. i hate this. he spent half hour but also dont know whats wrong. tml he's gonna help me fix it again. i hope tml will work man.
im using PC now and its super laggy. arghh~
I HATE THIS LARH. grrrrrrr~
with love @ 23:13
woke up like 9plus this morning. sad larh. cos gotta do proj at mabel hse which is at bishan! the journey can take me 40+ minutes lorh. met up chunyan and the rest at bishan interchange at 11am. thats so early for me. took bus54 to mabel's hse. i thought it would be fast but its quite long for me. zzz
we video-ing down our role play. cos weiling says her cam got this and that, so decided to use my phone. in the end, cannot put inside windows movie maker no matter what format we converted. grr lorh. spent an hour or so on that leah. sobs. so bo bian decided to re-video. this time with weiling's cam. its not bad what. we wasted so much time larh. #$#%$%# the video is funny. nonsense too. mabel's mum bought burger and apple pie for us. so nice ehh? thank her :)
was super hungry by then. had lunch at only 4pm? dots. left her house about 5pm. the bus waiting and journey took up 30mins at least. super sian =.=
walked j8 awhile. wanted to check out SASA's masks. went home to mao dun should i buy anot. hahah. hopefully i can get it tml.
cos apple, mabel and sing got some prob with meeting up in the scheduled time tml. howhowhow. sian sian sian.
i miss dear. he misses me toooooooooo
and im faster than him in sms today :p
with love @ 21:59
alright. slept till noon today. hahaha. last night was playing dear's viwawa. cos i was hoping to help him level up before i go to sleep. although i kept losing, but he still leveled up =x
he came after i woke up and we wennt RC to play bowling! as you know from tomorrow onwards i everyday gotta chiong project already :( hai~
played 3games each. i cant believe i did so badly :( my neck-shoulder was aching because i didnt had a good sleepin posture the night before. super painful. i kept got him to massage for me. LOL. lousy scores today, so i dont wanna disclose :P
thats dear bowling. nice ehh?
after the game he suggested we go play pool in level3. we had 4games of pool. i won twice :D then he asked me to play 9ball. although i think its difficult, but i still won. YAY. dont know whether he got put water anot siah. but dont care :P im not a noob. lala~
went home after that. watched tv slack slack then went for dinner.
i wanted tom yam you mian. then he act act also wanna eat with me. hahah.
he said its not spicy but! he drank one & half can of pepsi. so you think is spicy to him or not? hahah. he kept denying and say cos the place is hot. lalala~ i own! he didnt finish the noodle. ahhhhahahah.
so after he send me back then he went home alr. aww~ i think today is so short larh. i dont want my nightmare to begin man. sobs.
and i dont know why whenever i wanna say something, he sure shoot it out before me. msg also. i was already typing that msg then my gun lai gun qu rang and he asked the same thing. gah.
always snatch my line one leah. grr~ i must be faster than him next time!
LOL. i know my brain is slow =x
and oh yarh. he gave me one ba zang that he wrapped himself! although the flavour is not the one i like. but i still ate ok. it tastes not bad. haas'
love him loads :)
with love @ 21:07
had crayfish for dinner! like lobster kinda thing. nice nice :p
i want some dumpling. preferably nonya zang or kee zang. cos apparently i only have salty meat dumpling at home larh. i dont want =x
was watching mummy and daddy play wahjong just now. so funny. thank apple for teaching me mahjong! :)
shall spend my day with dear tml. the last day that i can fully spend with him :(
i wanna change dear's wawa to caishenye outfit!! hahah :D
laughing at my past;smiling to my future.
with love @ 22:19
stayed at home today. woke up pretty late. had online discussion about the SE project. sighs~ i guess i have no time to work alr :( GSS how? arghh~
everyday meet up. this is killing me. got loadsa things to be done during this hols lorh.
1. newsletter
2. powerpoint
3. poster
4. video
5. LMS project
6. essay (super difficult one)
7. 3000 words essay for SE
8. printing of newsletter and poster
9. selfless shoe
10. work (no more)
i wonder if i have anymore things to be done.
and ive got to set aside some time for dear right? sighs~
didnt do much today at home. boonpeng came. so played viwawa. i used his acc since i dont feel creating one. although i lose more than i won, i still think i improved ok? hahaha. i played wahjong and dai dee. then had dinner.
gotta stress myself about an email later. i need someone to de-stress me :(
maybe something i like might help?
with love @ 21:29
was 赖床-ing this morning when dear came. actually is late late morning going noon already =x
he wanted me to take him as my bolster and hug him to sleep. LOL? practically was just throwing tantrums larh. hahah. donny joined in too. drag drag drag until 12+ then i decided to wake up. he kept tickle me. i cant stand it. we went to tanglin cos some ppl told me that the testimonial is available for collection. but but but! the clerk says that although MOE has printed, but still haven distribute down to schools. like wth right? so long already lorh. grr~
luckily the sch is near me. if not >=(
so then we went to imm. had long john's new set meal. the popcorn chicken is really nice :p
walked walked around there. bought xin dian. then went off already. he gotta help his ah ma with another type of ba zang. hahaha.
daddy just bought a ralph lauren polo! he says there's a warehouse sale near his workplace. WAHH. i pestered him to get one for me tml. i hope he really does! but he say end of the month got another kind one. so.. dont know? but i dont care. i wantttttttt.
can someone tell me which m)phosis is having big big sale now? i want to go larh.
GSS is my enemy when im cash-strapped. arghhh~
i want a 1o1% boyfriend. which includes satisfying my desires. hohoho~
with love @ 21:10
dear brought mac breakfast for me today :) but sadly i wasnt that hungry so didnt enjoyed that much =x
he only stayed a few hours. cos he gotta help his ah ma bao ba zang. hahaha.
afternoon went down to meet nicholas under my block for chit chat. was shocked when he called me siah. LOL i helped him spent 2hours cos he have training at 5. im so nice right?
relationships problem kept revolving arhh. sadded.
so spent the rest of my day watching that hk drama! "catch me now". super nice.
i think thats about it?
i remembered someone told me that the testimonial is available already. i want to collect tml but i scared holiday the clerk or who not there? hmmm~
well well, gotta spend my days well before next week starts. next week is project week :(
with love @ 21:21
went to bugis with dear today. not very in the mood cos like. dont look forward? main purpose was to buy a watch. i wanna have a similar watch for both of us. yes, the watches there were really nice. but the nice ones are for the girls. which means we bought none. arghh~ i was thinking if we can have a watch with our picture as the background. cool right? he say he's gonna ask his uncle to help us with it :)
then went to take neoprint! quite long never take alr ok. my first short hair neoprint. hahaha
i like the last picture. dont you think its cute? its in a cinema theatre where me and me him are on the screen. then me and him were the audience. so cute right?!?! i love that the most.
so then we just walked around. went off at around 5. he say he wanna bring me to wcp for sunset. but i know its on fate and chance in order to be able to see the sunset. like what izuwan says, the weather must be good, the timing must be right and blahs.
then we sat by the sea waiting for it. so while waiting, we camwhored!
hahhaha, yes. i tried to hit him with my heels :p
thought of how matty played with my slippers thats why there's this pic below.
i love this the most. so im gonna edit until its nicer. hahaha.
i think its nice to have a bf who will camwhore with you doing nonsense poses?
dots. he's gonna bring me mac breakfast tml. woolalala~
with love @ 21:38
well, econs test was shit. as expected. the test lasted for 2hours. but i finished it like 1.5hrs? super sian. i hope the problems sums dont disappoint me. after test had a short ymca meeting with mrs joyce and dr red. a really short one. supposedly t02 girls were to have a meeting today one. but all pang seh lorh. left me,apple,mabel,glory and melissa only.
so they suggested marina square. took 2 bus to reach there. you know me right. long bus rides will make me vomit. but luckily i got people to chit chat with me and dear bought me mini toons sweet ytd. pai shang you chang. hahaha
went to this place "just noodles" for lunch. its a jap place or something. but they sell other food not only noodles larh. zzz
one thing good is that their set meal all comes with free flow of drinks and ice cream. the ice cream was nice cos its mango flavoured! ate quite alot arhh. ahhaha.
after that melissa or who suggested bowling. so off we go. as you know socks is essential, we bought it at 2.50 per pair outside the superbowl. cos its coloured and its ankle socks. better than the superbowl they sell those long long white white one. hahaha. played 2 games each. my highest was 80. super lousy. sigh
alot of funny things happen larh. apple and mabel before bowling the ball alr dropped it on the marble floor. super funny. throw face. hahah. so during the second game, they were all laughing at how i walk and how i bowl larh. @#%^%$#@$ mabel especially. still imitate me! i dont see anything funny lorh. grr~
after bowling they actually suggested movie. but i no money arhh. somemore the shows now dont appeal to me. glory was still saying she pay for me. nahh~ LOL
so we walked walked around marina square. then chilled at suntec's starbucks.
was feeling sleepy after the bowling session lorh. walked back to marina square and we shopped. a little larh. hahaha. not much sales there actually. i wanna visit vivo m)phosis. heard that there's 50% sale! arghhh. ahhaha.
me and apple were amazed by the pillar at marina. cos its the inverted thing or what. make you look them skinny one. we were playing larh. hahaha. we looked like paper and chopsticks. hahhaha. pictures!
yeah. went home at 7plus. super tired. finally its "holidays". yes. we shall slack this week before chiong-ing from next week onwards right? hahaha
well, he said he will bring me out tml. yeahyeahyeah.
if he break his promise he's gonna die.
with love @ 22:10
had writcom common test. super difficult. sigh. didnt expected it to be so hard lorh. somemore i forgotten to bring my pencil case! alr demoralized liao. my paper was super untidy. still thought that APA is not that difficult. but but but. arghh~
after test went IT helpdesk to print issues essay. spent quite long there i guess?
then had lunch at canteen 1. tom yam! LOL.
while waiting for bus, my stomach was aching. actually was already aching before the meal but i thought it was nothing big. but it get really bad at the busstop! and the bus took very long to come. i was in pain lorh :(
chiong-ed home once i alighted from the bus. super terrible feeling. i need the toilet like? badly. very very badly. sobs :( i think i never experienced this before lorh. sad.
wanted to study when i reach home one but ended up watching tv. back to hk drama again. YAY~ my fav kind. police and thieves. hahaha.
watched halfway dear came. yeah yeah. pacified me with his oh-so-typical styles.
whatever. shant talk about it.
studied econs some time later. cant really concentrate lorh. all the concepts i totally cannot absorb. serves me right for not listening to class larh huhh. zzzz
studied 4 chapters before he went off.
after dinner, studied the rest. my eyes were blurred and my hands were numb :(
was writing notes but none got into my head. wth. econs tuition pls?
mcflurry is like so nice!
and yes its 10th month today.
nothing special. goes to show ive spent 10 miserable months. awww~
he is never on time with his presents or whatsoever larh.
i wont hope for anything special from the 11th onwards.
UNLESS, theres MIRACLE.
cheers
with love @ 23:14
i aint happy today.
anyways, bought a new umbrella. a transparent one.
i cant get use to my short hair. arghh~
writcom com common test tml. shag
it's striking 12 in some time later.
i remembered i said this is the last chance you will ever get.
perhaps this way is better. save the hassle.
i hesitated whether should i say goodbye.
or continue to live on in all your lies.
i was thinking would i regret, if this is a mistake.
i tried so hard. but came to no avail.
you failed to be here whenever i'm feeling down.
taking that i will work it out myself.
you selfish little creature.
never have you stood in my shoes or spared a thought for me.
i hate you. i hate you for being so heartless.
i hate you for making me feel worse on special occasions.
most of all i hate you for taking everything lightly like nothing happened.
i cant assure myself to love you the way i did. ANYMORE.
you should know i am serious when i plucked down the ring on my finger.
i was confident you would treat me better.
yes you did a week or so.
then things goes back like how it used to be.
im sorry. i cant bring myself to be who you want and who i was.
i dont have the ability to handle anymore disappointments.
or see you break your promises.
perhaps we need a break.
with love @ 21:36
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