he just has to do this to me.
with love @ 23:42
YAY. its thurs today. cos tml is hol :)
IS class isnt that bad afterall i guess.
at least i can get along well with my grp. and thurs is always the shortest day.
dear came to accompanied me after his sch end. and we brought donny for a stroll :)
sigh, i need more time with him man :(
but he's dedicating tml for me. right right? :p
daddy wasnt home for dinner. and the 3 females at home are so lazy to go out.
so mummy say lets call for delivery. hahaha. and yes its pizza hut.
goodness~ second round this week. not good not good.
ok, feeling damn full now. byebye.
with love @ 22:23
school is so sian. the modules this sem are so boring.
dont like the lao kok kok business comm teacher.
and we've got a 900words essay to be submitted on next fri =.=
dear's bdae is also on next week.
got loadsa things to do :(
still haven settled on what pressie to give him leah. how.
and he must coax me back for using a harsh tone on me just now!!
feeling sleepy and tired manxzxz
with love @ 22:02
seems like homework are starting to pile up. super sian. still in slacking mood. hahaha.
dear waited at my house after he dismissed from sch. heh.
i bet he misses me alot. and i just managed to get him to blog after he stopped one year ago.
yay yay. im trying to pull us closer since school's pulling us further. sigh
friday faster come!
with love @ 21:59
went pizza hut for lunch after sch with glory,melissa and apple.
then played pool :)
arghh~ me and apple lost to glory and mel with the score of 5-4. so intensive lorh.
so then they were craving for some cakes. so we went to Attitude's fringe cafe.
hahaha. like so enjoy life arhh?
i dont know what happened cos my back is like hurting me
to dear: im sorry baby. i love you :*
with love @ 21:52
i spent my Saturday finishing hk drama - 学警阻击.
my boyfriend didnt accompanied me.
what more can i do.
i hugged the monkey toy to sleep last night.
didnt made me feel alright leah.
with love @ 23:06
was thinking that it would be next week.
but little did i thought that it was today; the day we have to make a decision.
the 3 of us never wanted to face this day. and would never dare to look them in the eyes cos it'd be filled with guilt. no one will know how we feel. its not easy, cos they are not us. we dont want this either. but we didnt had a choice. we had no choices since we stepped into this class one year ago perhaps?
i know they are feeling very bad. but we'll be feeling bad for the rest of the year.
after one big round, we are the devils.
we didnt want to. it's forced by the circumstances we're in.
today, we saw their true colors, the selfishness in people.
we were the ones who cared.
they wont know how hard we spent these few days.
guess we can hug tgt and cry. seriously.
sorry wont help. it didnt helped.
i hate it when i needed you most, you werent here.
'hug a monkey, hug it tight, hug it till you feel alright.'
with love @ 22:21
so, as i mentioned earlier, im filled in a class with nobody i know. the whole class is like under the Business faculty. im the only HMS. although there's another MBIO girl, but she cliques well with the ppl i guess. so like the lecturer was doing this introduction thingy. and she was amazed by what is BZSE (my course). and since that i was the odd one out, she told the class "ok, lets welcome our new friend". this is precisely because she is a BA teacher. so it makes the whole class a Business class. and im just an extra who joined them. freaking hate this.
and now im teamed with 1 BS and 2 TRM ppl. i dont know how am i gonna survive this semester every thurs.
anyway, this lecturer came at 9+am instead of 8am and dismissed us at 11am. and we're gonna start class at 9 next week and end earlier than 12. well, in the student' perspective, she is a nice lecturer. but in the school' perspective, she is just a lazy lecturer. but does it really matter. LOL
i just wanna freaking pass this module and say byebye.
so inferior.
anyway, did the weather temp hit 40degrees again? even the bus' aircon aint cooperating.
melting melting.
with love @ 21:37
the class i dreaded the most is here. there's like 2cliques here and alot of loners. im one of the loners larh. apparently i know nobody. imagine this class is gonna last from 8am-12pm. oh goodness. but no, the teacher is not here yet. (time check: 8.54am)
i guess im gonna go off to the office to see if she's here after this post.
i hate this class. TO THE MAXXXXXX.
so like last night i told him that i might cry when i see him and all the stupid emo stuff cos school sucks. what i needed was some encouragement or whatever that shows that he cares larh. but no. he didnt really said much. in the end, i cried on bed. wtf. thank goodness donny was there.
i tell you i effing hate sch.
*edit*
i got juowi to help me call my teacher and she says she is coming. wth.
with love @ 09:12
started the day badly. forgotten the alarm, overslept. but still reached in time.
plain luck. but whatever it is, today's just the worse day since sch started.
we spent like 2hours working out a problem. a problem that will never have a right solution. it sucks. the selfish guys. the caring girls. wth. our class is way too realistic. and that's how the working society would be like. if you're incompetent, you're out.
they told me about friendship or future.
but i couldnt make a choice. does everything have to end like this?
do we really have to be ruthless?
i freaking hate sch from now. thinking of tml i'll be alone...
wtf is wrong.
my name is cynthia.
i chose this course because ..
"we dont have a choice"
with love @ 21:21
econs tutorial was canceled so we dismissed at 1pm today :)
went down to atrium to get our prestige cards. freaking attitude in-charges. zzz
but nonetheless, we still got it. had teriyaki chicken bowl.
and i finally got dear to buy that clay couple keychain that i had been eyeing since last year! haven got the chance to show him every time cos the booth set up in sch is always 1,2 day thing.
but i spotted it ytd! and the fair ends today. haa.
heh. its so damn cute.
acts as a whistle too! :p
headed down to vivo for Ben & Jerry's free cone day. we thought that there wont be so much Q so we walked around. but when we finally walk to the area, the Q was terrible! all the way till the outdoor playground side. but fortunately, rin's sis Q-ed earlier. hahaha.
got our icecream after a short waiting time. the available flavors were not nice appealing larh
didnt help much in consoling meeeeee.
rin used her Starbucks voucher to exchange for a cup of Ice Blended Caramel. and it practically tasted like over-sweetened coffee. yucks. coffee is so awful. so we played games and the forfeit is to drink the coffee. either a few mouthful or sips. damn funny. its like a must to do nonsense whenever rin is around. agree? hahahha.
so after some discussion, me and dear came to a conclusion that we can only meet up for about 3days a week. this is all due to the sucky timetable we have and that he wants to join a cca. oh wells, i must accept the fact lorh.
but p.s to dear, you must love me doubly much then. bleah.
i will love you much too larh
with love @ 22:21
its the first day of sch!
but im not at all excited. had been whining about not wanting sch to start since dont know when.
everything seems like yesterday when i was still year1. the cca fiesta, and the econs lecture!
yeah yeah. im taking macro econs this sem =.=
so dr red recapped some micro econs chapters and everything sounded so familiar. at least i still remembered. heh, so remarkable :p
ar, whatever. hope i pass it.
lunch-ed at makan place. aiming seats like aunties. LOL not me ok.
then walked around the prestige fair. i cant believe we couldnt get the prestige card today. last year already couldnt get it! damn it. they better stock up more tml for us to grab. grr~
there are loadsa booths there with nice things. if my wallet full full jiu hao le :(
oh btw, daddy ordered a sofa one month ago and its here today! and mummy bought a new shoe cabinet too. and not to forget another new tv console. what's wrong with them? changing so many furniture at one go. but no matter how they change it, i still dont like. oh well.
i only like my bed out of all the parts in my house =.=
and my poor donny, he's having problems adapting to the new sofa :(
he dont like it at all ........ :((
anw, i screwed up my nails. damn sadded.
free cone day will console me right.
with love @ 22:02
another day out with xuan again. was hoping that the trip to town would be fruitful, but not! zzz. and the weather was killing us. sian to the max larh.
with love @ 23:12
a chio diy-ed bracelet.
i cant believe sch's starting in a few days time! sian diao. totally dread the class on thurs.
4hours with nobody that you know. shitty anot. sigh~
and the thought of dear and my lousy timetable can ask me go die. always cant synchronize one!!
oh anw, i bought an elmo tee from bossini! so happy. its nice.
with love @ 22:26
met up with xuan today to bugis. been long since we shopped at bugis st. but sadly, theres nth much and we didnt got much back
had early dinner at Jack's Place. my first meal today!!
but the food suck. i rmb it tasted really nice at West Coast RC. oh well. super sian.
i feel very nauseous after the mrt trip home. terrible.
still feeling unwell now.
with love @ 21:45
went over to dear's hse today.
presenting our strawberry and chocolate flavored cookieS
GRRRRRRRR~ "no to strawberry, yes to chocolate"?!?!?
NO TO CHOCOLATE!! :p
then we decided to 'eat' our cookies.
this one is damn funny
LOL. had dinner at his ah ma hse. kaiyi still so cute :)
and that's all for today.
p/s. this is a reminder for someone to tag before he leaveeeeeee.
with love @ 23:21
last evening, went mediacorp for CSS Finals Live with rin,xing,ley and tim. peiqing and her bf joined us too. thanks rin for free tix, again. LOL.
we Q-ed for really long to get in. and it was really chaotic. lousy usher, lousy arrangement.
we sat at the top level. the always-being-forgotten seats. xing and rin quarrelled with one of the felicia chin's fc member. LOL =.=
waited very long till 830 for the show to start. the first song was the nicestttt :)
so we were praying very hard for Jiamin and Joselin to get out! hahah. and was hoping that Aijia could be the champion, but sadly not. anticipated that though, cos all the aunties sure will vote for Jarod. left before the show end in case we cant get onto a bus home. munched on some snacks from a lousy 7-11 and bus-ed homeeee.
lastly, a picture to end this post. (courtesy of rin)
goodness, something wrong with my fringeee !
oh btw, dear got his bronze cookie ytd too. damn happy. we've got couple phoneeeeeeeee :D
with love @ 22:10
went IMM with dear today. had ljs for lunch.
bought the stuff we needed. and visited weichiang at ActionToyz.
we made a photo frame for kaiyi. actually is i make lorh.
the white marker made me so angry. so screwed up
then fiddled with cookie.
i wonder do i like it or not );
sigh larh~
impulse impulse impulse.
with love @ 23:00
just gotten my
pink cookie.
still cant accept the fact that im in the LG clan alr =x
hope it wont disappoint me.
well, i dont feel happy at this moment despite having a new phone.
cos dear's having some problems getting his.
sigh man.
with love @ 21:47
went Saizeriya for lunch with mum and dad at Liang Court today. had been pestering daddy to bring me there. but well, the food didnt won all our hearts :(
mum's grilled chicken with cheese&tomato sauce.
Hamburg Steak with mushroom gravy.
me and dad got the same dish. he dumb la. copy me for what.
then he wanted escargots too. which i think its disgusting.
went Mustafa after that. LOL.
and i finally saw a notebook which i appealed to me!
morning glory's. hahaha. their design rocks :)
bought a tote bag which can carry my laptop too. woohoo~
so while we were looking at the phones there, (theirs cheapcheap!)
i saw LG Cookie in
PINKyes
PINK!ohmytian. and i feel like getting it lorh. $265 only.
but the thing is that it's this
LG!!very scared to use their phones you know :(
but dear says he's gonna get it too.. so, yeah.
i want couple phone leahhhh =x
xuan said get it with contract is way cheaper.
so went central's M1 shop to check it out during dinner to see if they got
PINK.the
PINK one just launched onlyyyyyyy.
and so lucky, they do :) with no additional charges to the normal colors.
and this starhub which i supported, charge $168 for a
PINK cookie but $98 for normal colors. wthhhhhhh >;(
so mum says she's gonna get me a
PINK one tml at M1. hahaha!
& i guess i must make do with the lousy cam.... sigh.
seriously hope dear can get his soon. like please?!?!?!?!?!?! :(
with love @ 22:12
dear cycled to my place today. im very against it cos its so dangerous :(
then we cooked spaghetti. nono, i cooked spaghetti. he's my assistant :p
(ignore the lousy presentation)
both michelle and him said its yummy ok.
and he ate all that we couldnt finish. heh.
YAY.
with love @ 22:11
hi people, i wanna share something with you guys today :)
proudly presents, baby MELVIN. hahaha.
last night he sent me a few of his baby photos
and i thought that they were really cute!!
like this one esp ^^
this is one of the duet we recorded the other at kbox. i think among all, this song is the nicest =x
well, actually all not nice larh =.=
dont laugh ok.
&&&, cooking spaghetti tml! yoohoo~
with love @ 22:30
collected our stuff from the spree! finally man, waited for so long.
then headed to IMM for lunch. Swensen's 1-for-1 lunch treat.
mine- BBQ half chicken.
xuan's - fish and chips.
the food wasn't as good as we expected :(
we ordered sundae.
sticky chewy choc and cookies'n'cream.
(not very well taken =x)
damn full. walked around and gave advice to xuan's diy gift to her love. wahahaha.
im so good :p ok, today is a tiring day.
byebye~
with love @ 22:38
went to pay respect to grandma today. its 'qing ming jie'. aunt bought paper Mercz, branded wallets and shoe for grandma. so cute.
headed to J8 after that. had lunch, and shopped around.
sent grandpa home and walked around anchorpoint. wanted to check out their Charles&Keith outlet larh. but nth caught my eyes.
then went WCP. haven visited the Nike factory store! was still hoping i would get something there.. but no ); michelle got a backpack instead. at a really cheap price. what a great bargain. sigh.
had dinner at Properous Kitchen. the food wasn't much to my liking :(
hmm, i feel so sad now. M1 isnt sending any vouchers to mummy for the contract upgrade. which means, most probably i wont get a new phone. although even till now i dont have any in mind larh. but was thinking that if there's a voucher, i wont spend much cash on a phone that's not my best choice marh horh? cos im kinda sick with this lousy phone );
well, but there goesss.
SIAN DIAO.
what should i do?
with love @ 22:27
dear came over this noon :)
and we brought donny to the pet's shop to get his nails cut. daddy drove us there.
he loves to look out of the window :)
had lunch then went home to slack.
dear bought milk bones for donny.
so damn cute larh. hahah.
then we played monopoly. i didnt know i suck at it so much.
then i pestered him to change game. hahah.
no more monopoly for me anymore.
used the game money to play blackjack and daidee.
i won alot! wahhaha. first timeee.
so finally i received my prezzie from him!!
a damn cute and funny card and a bottle of 'STICKERS'?
he named it 'STICKERS' larh. he copied my style of pasting a label outside the bottle lorh.
mini hearts,mini stars and mini letters.
i think the mini stars are really nice. i cant fold such small stars manxzx.
heh heh. i feel so loved now. i hope this will continue. YAY.
he drew this for me a few days ago. although it doesnt look like me,
but i think its damn funny. cos he drew the belt that i frequently used.
hahahah. so cute larh :)
alright, tml going bai bai.
so, byebye.
p/s. this is a reminder for someone to tag before he leaveeeeeee.
with love @ 23:10
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