one project down. but there's 3 or even more to come. sian~
had my first meal at 2plus today. tom yam! hahah
reopening of sch sucks. why cant close down schools!

more time, more time.
with love @ 22:23
seems like i cant escape from not exercising this week alr =x
he seemed quite persistent ah.
hope he can motivate me though.
like what mabel said. days after we stopped gyming.. sigh~

love like before?
with love @ 22:29
perhaps it's my fault.
learning about what other boyfriends do.
comparing you and them.
expecting too much from you.
i know it's all in me.
digging up the unhappiness.
trying to pull you down.
making us miserable.
it must be me having a small heart.
not magnanimous enough.
always envying about others,
putting stress on you.
guess it's all because i wish for too much.
wanting you to be an absolute lover.
but forgetting im not one either.
forever looking selfish in your eyes.
i can easily list out things i dont like about you.
but can also list out things i really love about you.
sometimes i wish i can totally ignore the bad.
still there are incidents that always remind me of them.
i hope i can feel lighter the moment i wake up.
i hope you will still be that loving tree when i wake up.
i wished nothing had happened.
we are still who we are.
im sorry.
hope you know im feeling as bad too.
with love @ 22:24
got a rounder and shorter bangs today =x
&, i aint feeling happy.
maybe i said something i shouldnt have said.
but your words are so chillingly cold :(
sigh.
with love @ 21:33
went to Jurong West lib with dear today. his lost ezlink card was founded there.
then we spent some time looking for some books :)
'the Ultimate CARDMAKER'. 'forced' him to borrow this and make something for me ;p
2nd anni is coming!
had ljs. their fries and potato skin-on is like the best :)

time with you seems to be never enough :(
anw, did my nails just now.

bling nails for $1.30 ;p
nice right. heh. trying very hard to protect it now.
and dear won 4d today. and its like won $2.70 only. damn funny lorh!
last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUAN.

there's no need for words.
we know in our hearts :)

hope you like what we've done for you. teehee~

damn reluctant..
with love @ 22:52
went ECP early this morning for my I&E actual event.
there were some screwed up. and made us like... =.=
but nonetheless, thanks dear and apple for helping out :)
just pray hard that we will pass this module jiu hao =x
lunched at mac. couldnt connect to the wireless there.
so headed to bedok lib instead. finished what we were supposed to do and i was so attracted to this book titled ' Cute Stuff'. its a handicraft book whereby they will teach you how to make really cute stuffs with fabric and sewing skills. there are real cute stuffs inside which i think i can make.
so decided to borrow it.
SADLY! dont know who was the one who used my card and borrowed 'phantom of the opera' for more than 2 years and never return. made me couldnt borrow the book cos of the fines. dear reported lost abt his ezlink card and he couldnt helped me either. apple was having fines too.
but in the end, my dearest tree helped me pay fines so that i can borrow that cute book. heh. so happy~ im gonna try those stuff out, when im FREE. :D
he came over for dinner at my hse. eat until we 4mths pregnant liao ;p
im currently like dead beat now. these few days haven been catching enough sleep :(
brain juices are all used up. how i wish i can cast all the discontentment away..
oh well, you'll always be with me, right? love ya.

a whole day filled with love.
with love @ 22:21
went over to ECP this morning again to finalize all the details for tml event.
well, i still feel worried whether it will be a success.
damnnnnnnnnnnnn.. sigh :(
but dear cheered me up a lil in the aftnn :)
headed to his house and he cooked lunch for me. the first time he cooked for me ok.
except maggie mee and those nugget kinda convenient food larh.

i thought the brocolli wasnt that to my liking though =x
but overall.. its still nice la. still got rooms for improvement ;p



there are really some unhappy stuff bottled in my heart which i want so much to release!
ARGHH~
i just feel that i have no idea how to handle the upcoming happenings..

thanks dearie. loveee
with love @ 23:05
so pressed for time.
unhappiness hidden inside.
need a pair of wonder hands.
with a dozen of mighty brains.

but im glad this time round you gave me your support :)
with love @ 22:19
feeling lost in front of the screen.
clicking 'next(s)' which led me to nowhere.
more than half the day spent with the laptop.
exploring search engines became my best job.

"sayang sayang"
with love @ 22:19
i feel that our projects are moving but not really.
just like jogging on the spot. you are jogging. but you aint moving forward.
sigh.
with love @ 22:16
accompanied xuan to bugis today. headed to aunt's hse aft that.
gathering of the cousins/brothers! ;D


the whole time donny was trying to get close to Odi but Odi just shun him away with his growling. and he bullied donny ok! my poor dog :( donny was trying to be friendly la!
so Baby was the most obedient. he just sat quietly at one corner and didnt care the others.


donny cuter or baby cuter? ha
below is the naughtiest Odi. chihuahuas all so naughty one?



donny cutest la.
then i snapped a shot of Odi fighting with Baby. hahaha.
Odi started it firstttttttt.


so that's about all. love doggiesssss :)

very love deprived leah.
with love @ 00:01